EroticReverie

Don’t be mad.”

“We can still have…fun”

“Are you coming back tonight?”

“Answer me please just so I know you’re okay”

Lucas texted me about fifty times after I left the house. By the time I got to my friend Alyssa’s house I had twenty. And a missed call.

“I was driving. I’m fine.” I reply.

“Just come back. I miss you already.” He typed back.

I scoff and roll my eyes.

“Don’t care.” I reply.

“Lily. Come on. Please try to understand where I’m coming from.”

“Leave me alone. It’s fine. I get it. Am I disappointed. Yeah. But oh well. Just don’t. Fucking touch me. Ever. Again. It’s not fair.”

“If that’s what you want. Then okay. But I thought we were still having fun doing the other stuff. I thought you liked it.”

I loved it you fucking asshole. I thought to myself. So much that even though I’m livid right now my pussy is still wet for you, you jerk.

“It’s whatever. But yes. It’s what I want. Don’t bring it up again. I’m going into my friends house now. See you when I see you.”

“ :( “

I rolled my eyes and threw my phone in the glove compartment. I didn’t need him distracting me while I was with my friends.

I made plans of staying at my friends house for the night. Her parents were out of town and it was me and a few other girls and some guys having a party at her place with plenty of liquor to forget about my stupid, hot cousin with his big stupid dick.

My ex was there. So I of course. Made the poor choice of taking out my sexual frustration with a guy who had never even given a fuck whether I came or not.

I’m not sure how many shots I had or how many drinks but thank god I didn’t call out for my cousin while Derrick my ex was on top of me , drunk and trying his damndest to “fuck me so good”. Which was what he promised when he whispered in my ear in the kitchen after almost falling over in the kitchen cause he was so drunk.

I grabbed his waist and pulled him into me. Wrapping my legs around him , and closed my eyes imagining my cousin on top of me.

I moaned. I moaned louder at the image of Lucas over me, sliding his cock in and out of me flooded my drunk brain. I dug my nails into Derricks back and moaned even louder. Derrick wasn’t even doing that great a job, but my imagination had me going.

“God damn L, fuck yeah, scream my name. let your friends hear how good your man fucks you”

“Shut up” I said squeezing my eyes shut trying to picture Lucas. “Just shut up and fuck me” I moaned.

Within minutes my fantasy was over , and I. Did not cum.

“Where you going baby?” Derrick said slurring his words.

It was a sobering fuck to say the least.

I pulled on my shorts and my t shirt.

“I’m going home. And don’t call me baby. I’m not your baby.” I said pulling my hair out of my shirt , grabbing my bra and panties and stuffing them into my purse.

“I miss you” Derrick whined.

“You didn’t miss me when you were fucking Rachel.” I said and threw my hair up into a messy bun and rolled my eyes at his silence.

“Bye Derrick.” I said leaving him laying on the bed and stumbling through the hall and out of Alyssa’s house.

I went out to my car and unlocked the door and got in and reached over to my glove box and pulled out my phone. 12 missed texts from Lucas. I rolled my eyes and ignored them. And dialed my brothers number.

“What’s up?” He said sleepily.

“Are you up?”

“Was just passing out. Why?”

“Can you please. Please come get me. I’m drunk and can’t drive and just want to be home in my own bed. “ my voice started to crack.

“Did something happen?” He asked

“No. I just want to come home. I’m at Alyssa’s”

“Alright. Give me a second to get dressed. I’ll be there”

“Thank you” I sniffled and hung up the phone.

I didn’t really WANT to go home. But I didn’t want to be at Alyssa’s. When I got TOO drunk I became emotional. And all I could think about when I started crying in my car was Lucas. Pathetic. I know.

More texts from Lucas were coming in and buzzing on my phone. I turned my phone off and waited for my brother.

A little while later I saw my brothers car coming down the street as it got closer I stumbled out of my car and shut the door. Grabbing my purse , phone and keys.

I let out a big groan and yelled when the car pulled up and Lucas was driving.

“Where’s Liam?” I said as Lucas rolled down the window.

“I tried texting you”

“Yeah I got all fifty of them you moron”

Did I mention I can also be kind of a bitch when I’m drunk?

“I meant I tried letting you know it was me picking you up. My car is blocked in the driveway. Couldn’t find your parents keys. So I said I’d come get you. And he was already pretty much asleep. And I was awake. So. Here I am. Get in”

“Fuck you” was all I could say and crossed my arms

“Lily get in the damn car. I’m not playing this shit with you. Either give me your keys and stay here. Or get in the car so I can take you home. You’ve got ten seconds.”

I stomped my feet and groaned as I walked around the car and slapped my hand on the hood of the car and then gave him the finger as I walked around and opened the passenger door and fell in.

Lucas reached over after I shut the door and began fumbling with my seat belt.

“Let me help” he said

“Get your hands of me Lucas!” I yelled and glared at him. Both of him. I was seeing double and seeing red because this perfect guy would not fuck me and my selfish ass.

“Lily stop it. You’re being a child. I don’t care if you’re drunk. You’re being ridiculous.” He said as he tugged the belt and clicked it in.

“You’re ridiculous” I mumbled.

“Yep” He said and then began to drive.

After a few minutes of silence I turned to him.

“You said you were gonna go down on me” I said.

Lucas said nothing.

“You said it not me”

“Not now Lily. You’re drunk”

“Not Now Lily you’re drunk” I mocked him.

I didn’t see it but I’m sure he probably rolled his eyes.

“Do you know I had to fuck my shitty ex boyfriend and have shitty fucking sex tonight because of you!” I yelled and threw my purse on the floor.

Lucas said nothing as he turned onto a street.

“And the whole time all I could think about was your dumb ass!” I yelled still and then started to cry.

“Lily stop it. Don’t fucking…don’t cry…Jesus” Lucas said looking over at me while driving , at the road then back to me.

“I love you” I cried. “Ive always loved you.” I sobbed now. I would regret my admittance in the morning. But I can’t help but be honest when I’m drunk.

“Lily” Lucas said.

“Don’t Lily me you fucking jerk!” I threw a fit and sobbed crocodile tears.

“We can have this conversation in the morning. Not now when you’re drunk. Please stop crying. You don’t need to cry. “ he said.

“I love you!” I screamed. “DID YOU HEAR ME. I FUCKING LOVE YOU.”

I threw my head back and wiped my tears, sniffling.

“You don’t want me.” I sniffled.

“You won’t fuck me” I said.

“Won’t even let me go down on you”

“You just wanna finger me and make me cum a hundred times and then cuddle me in bed” I started to cry hard again.

“Why did you spoon me if you didn’t want me?” I wiped my cheeks.

“Lily please” Lucas pleaded. I’d remember the look on his face the next morning , and be able to tell how much he hated to see me cry. Even if I was being a child. And a bitch. And a drunken mess.

He pulled over on the side of the road and parked the car In front of my house.

“Lily. Please don’t cry.” He said gently. “I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. I’m just trying to do what’s right. That’s all. It doesn’t matter what I want. Or what you want. This isn’t right okay? We can’t have sex. And you’re right. That we shouldn’t continue. And I’ll leave you alone. I just wanted to get you home safe that’s all”

I threw the door open and stumbled out of his car.

“Just go back home. Get Away from me” I said and stumbled up the driveway and into the house.

I don’t remember how I got into bed ,or how I got undressed , and tucked into bed.

But I do remember when I woke up in the morning.

Lucas was there. Not in my bed. But sitting in chair leaned up against the wall with his head to the side asleep. To my side were aspirin and an empty waste basket by my bed. Thankfully unused.

I groaned and pulled my cover up over my chest and leaned over and took the aspirin and looked back to him sound asleep.

“Lucas” I said.

I called his name three more times. Each louder than the last before he woke.

He jumped up and looked at me.

“Everything-everything okay?” He asked concerned looking around the room In a sleepy stupor then jumping up and coming to my bed.

I looked at him and cringed as my memories of last night replayed.

“I’m sorry.” I said.

“For what?” Lucas asked.

“For last night.”

He shrugged. “Don’t be. We all have drunk nights.”

“I was a wretched twat to you” I said.

He gave me a smile. “Seriously. Don’t worry about it.” He said.

I reached over and put my hand on his and squeezed it. “I’m sorry I said lots of weird stuff too” I said.

“What weird stuff?” He asked.

“You know. Don’t make me say it.” I said.

“Oh. That stuff. No biggie. We can talk about it or not talk about it. Up to you. Whatever you want.”

I couldn’t help but want this guy even more.

“For right now. Let’s. Not talk about it. But I think I should explain at some point” I said

He nodded. “I agree. And not talking about it for now is fine with me.” He said and flipped his hand over and laced his fingers through mine.

“Do you need anything ?” He asked.

“Yes.” I said. “But first I have to brush my teeth.”

Lucas laughed and nodded and waited as I threw on my robe and left my room and came back a few minutes later. I closed my door, decided not to lock it.

I grabbed a pair of pajama pants and baggy t shirt and put them on not sure of whether or not Lucas watched.

But I walked around to him and sat on the bed next to him.

“So what can I get for you?” Lucas asked smiling at me.

“I know I said I didn’t want you to ever touch me again. But. I really. Really miss your mouth kissing me.” I said and Lucas smiled.

“Me too” He said and sat still. He needed me to make the move. To be sure he wasn’t at fault.

“But maybe ….we can just lay in bed together ?” I said.

Lucas nodded. “I’d love that.”

I looked at the clock it was 10:24am. Which meant my parents were already up and gone. And Liam was already gone to the beach with his friends for the day.

We both crawled into my covers and I curled up beside Lucas with my back to his chest and he spooned me and placed a kiss on the side of my neck.

“Lucas” I whispered.

“Yeah?” He answered quietly.

“ I do love you” I said. I guess I didn’t want to wait to talk about it.

“ I love you too. Have for awhile. It doesn’t change how I feel about what we can and can’t do though”

“I know “ I said.

He kissed my neck again. “I even loved you when you slammed your hand on the hood of the car last night and gave me the finger “

I laughed and he did too.

“It was only cause I love you” I said with a laugh

“Such fire. You’re annoyingly cute when you’re a drunk angry mess. Such a tough girl. Calling me a moron. Or an idiot. Or an asshole. Maybe it was all three” he said teasing me

“Oh my god” I said holding my hands to my face.

“Just do me a favor” he said.

“Hmm?” I asked rolling out of his spoon and turning to him.

“For the next two weeks. Don’t fuck anyone. Don’t kiss anyone else” he said.

I nodded. “Drunken mistake”

“I just wanna be able to pretend that you’re really mine for a little while” he said.

I smiled. “Really? Like short term dating?” I laughed.

He laughed. “Yes. But unfortunately. Without some of the best benefits of dating”

“Mmhmm” I said and kissed him.

My stomach rumbled.

Lucas laughed and sat up. “Cmon lets get some food in that belly”.

He cooked me bacon , it was the only thing that sounded good on my drunk stomach. And I only managed to eat a few pieces and a couple bites of his omelet.

“So..” I said sitting in the chair across from him at the dining room table as he took the last bite of his omelette then sipped his coffee.

He raised his eyes to me over his coffee mug and set it down.

“So..” he repeated after me.

“Again. I’m sorry for how I acted.” I said screwing my face up in embarrassment.

“Lily…it’s fine. Really. Stop worrying about it. Because “ he shrugged. “It’s really not a big deal”

“Okay” I said softly.

“So…” I said again watching him smile at me. “So we can only do hand stuff , is that the rule, and toys?” I asked.

He smiled. “Well. Like I said. We shouldn’t be doing any of it. But yeah. I’m okay with hand stuff. And toys” he nodded.

I bit my lip. “And. You won’t change your mind about any of the other stuff?” I asked.

He smiled and pushed his chair back. “Come over here.” He said and I pushed my hands on the edge of the table and stood up and walked over to him.

I looked down at him and we both smiled as he pulled me into him making me straddle his lap.

“If I change my mind. I’ll let you know.” He said, his hands were slipping up my sides and underneath my t shirt. I nodded in agreement and he leaned me back, my elbows on the table as he pushed my shirt up over my tits.

I smiled watching him grin and watched him as he looked at my tits and rubbed his hands over them.

I rolled my hips slightly and watched his hands slide down and cup both of them lifting them and squeezing them in his hands.

I bit my lip as he looked at me. I was already aching between my legs and watched him lean into my breasts and suck one nipple softly, letting his tongue move over it slowly , flicking it with the tip of his tongue and then doing the same to the other. I moaned quietly and grabbed his hair in my hands as he kissed all over my chest slowly and teased my nipples. My hips rolled more and I arched my back pushing my breast against his mouth and he sucked my nipple harder and I shivered as his teeth clamped down gently , nibbling at it.

“God you turn me on so much” I said with a quiet moan and he smiled as he pulled me back up, my shirt falling back down and he kissed me, my tongue finding his. My arms wrapping around his neck as I rolled myself against him, grinding him, feeling his cock harden and press against me through both of our pajama pants.

“Likewise” He said as he pulled back looking at me and then down at my waist as it moved, my hips rolling.

“Why don’t we go in the pool” he said. I immediately grinned thinking of his fantasy he had told me about.

“Okay.” I said. “Liam will be gone all day, I don’t know when my mom and dad will be back”

“I saw them before they left. They said they’d be gone till later. Busy doing stuff and then going out to dinner with friends and the casino” he said.

I bit my lip hard and perked up at the idea of the whole day with him to myself.

He laughed. “Don’t Get any ideas. We have to behave” Lucas said.

“Well” I shrugged. “We can misbehave just a little bit”

Lucas smiled and nodded. “Yes. A little.” He said putting his lips to mine, both of us smiling against each other’s lips.

We stayed there and made out for about five minutes until we were both panting and running our hands all over one another , and Lucas finally came up for air and pulled back.

“Okay. We have to get our swim suits on.” He nodded trying to distract himself from the hard on I could feel in his pants.

I smiled and stood up. “Alright”

We both went to our own rooms. But then I grinned to myself as I undressed. I walked back through the house completely naked and to the start of the hallway where Lucas’s room was.

I waited leaning up against the wall until he came out. I saw him in his plain navy blue swim trunks carrying a towel coming out of his room holding his phone and texting. Not until he got about midway down the hall did he look up and he stopped in his tracks for a second.

“You scared the..” his mouth stopped moving as his eyes gazed up and down my body. “You’re naked”

I laughed. “Uh huh” I nodded. “I wanted you to help me pick out a bathing suit” I said as he walked closer he tossed his towel to the floor and his phone on top of it.

“Jesus Christ” he said putting his hands on my waist , sliding them up and down. He kissed me and then down my neck and down my chest , I bit my lip as he kissed lower and lower, slowly down my stomach, gently biting my hips and I jutted my hips forward as his mouth went lower, his hands on the sides of my thighs , sliding them up and down slowly as he mouth kissed near my pelvic bone. I shivered. I knew I was wet and so did he as one of his finger slid along my pussy and up into it.

“Baaaabe” he groaned when he felt how wet i was, sliding his middle finger in and out. I moaned as his mouth kissed right above where the slit of my lips starts. I panted. Wondering if he was already going to abandon one of his own rules.

I breathed heavily, he had me so hot, so excited , anticipating the next placement of his lips anytime they left my skin, his second finger was inside me now and he groaned as I moaned loudly.

“Fuck” he said and stood up with his fingers still inside me and put his mouth to mine and kissed me hard as his fingers fucked me slowly but hard.

“You are the hottest thing…” he groaned and dove his mouth to my neck and sucked and bit it hard. “Bad..girl” he groaned against my neck and bit it again and I gasped as his fingers went faster.

My hands were on his shoulders and I could already feel my legs shaking.

“Lucasss” I moaned out and yelped as he growled into my ear.

“You wanna cum?” He asked and I panted and nodded.

“Mmmm” he groaned. “How close are you?” He asked his hot breath against my ear and neck.

His fingers were curling and pushing against my g spot again.

“So close” I whimpered and gripped his shoulders harder as my legs started to shake harder.

I felt myself right on the edge and I cried out. “Don’t stop, don’t sto…”

He stopped and I felt his finger slip out of me and I looked at him and he grinned.

“What are you doing?” I asked panting and he only grinned wider.

“Cum denial” he said.

“Wha-What?” I asked and I reached down between my legs to rub my clit and he grabbed my hand and then the other and put both above my head.

He kissed me hard and I kissed back just as hard as my body squirmed against his as he pressed me into the wall. Then he pulled back still pinning my arms.

“You’ll cum when I want you to” He said.

I whimpered l. “But I..”

He shook his head. “You’ll cum. When. I. Want. You. To” he stepped out each word with a pause.

I bit my lip. And nodded. I wanted to cum so bad, but had to admit the grip his hands had on my wrists, the way he was glaring into my eyes with such dominance had me even more turned on. I liked it.

He slid his hands down my arms letting them fall , pushing his hard cock into me I could feel it against my Lower belly. Then he peeled off of me and gestured with his hand towards the way to my room.

“Let’s go pick out a swim suit for you”