EroticReverie

We laid together on the couch after, him holding me in his arms, as we kissed one another softly giving one another gentle pecks on the lips, smiling at one another, him brushing my hair out of my face, holding his hand on the side of my face as he kissed me slowly. It felt so good laying there with him, our naked bodies pressed against each others, and I could feel his cum dripping out of me just a little. 

“I need to go take a shower.” I said starting to get up knowing I had to start getting ready to go out. 

He groaned and pulled me back down wrapping his arms around me. 

“Noooo” he whined and I giggled as he snuggled me back to him and kissed me again. “Mine” he said and then kissed my forehead. “Stay” 

I smiled and laid there, with his chin resting on my head as he used his one hands to gently rub my back and caress my skin. His fingertips were so soft and light on my skin as they went down my spine, it made me shiver. 

“I just want to lay here like this for the rest of the night” he said. “I like just having you like this…” he said and kissed the top of my head. I lifted my chin and looked up at him as we both smiled at each other. 

“I like having you like this too.” I said and he gave me another soft kiss, both of us using the slightest bit of tongue. 

He pulled back slightly and looked me in the eyes. “I love you”

I smiled. “I love you too” 

“You dont understand…” he said. “I cant explain it….” 

I nodded. “I understand.” I said knowing I felt strongly for him too, no matter how wrong it was that I loved my own brother this way. 

“I can’t believe you’re mine.” he said looking at me as if I were some hidden treasure, or a world wonder, his eyes studying my face as they darted over all of my features. “you’re so beautiful…” he said his thumb rubbing the side of my face. 

I smiled and blushed, and then bashfully lowered my head and tucked it back under his chin. He laughed slightly and lifted my chin back up with his finger and looked me in my eyes. 

“You’re the most beautiful girl in the world…” he said, only making me blush more.

“Baabe” I said blushing looking at him. 

He smiled. “Do you know how much I love hearing you call me that?” he said. 

I smiled back. “As much as I love it when you say it to me?” 

He smiled. “I think I might like it more.” he said and gave me a quick soft kiss on my lips. I kissed back and then looked at him. 

“I love how I feel with you…” I said. 

He smiled wider. “me too” 

“You make me so happy.” I said. 

He kissed me again and smiled. “You make me happy too…so happy…you’re all I think about…it’s scary” he said. 

I frowned slightly. “Why?” But I knew. 

He shrugged. “I just dont want to lose this. I dont want it to ever go away. “ 

I kissed him. “It wont” 

He smiled and kissed me back and then hugged me tightly to him, and I giggled as he growled, giving me a super tight hug. 

“what have you done to me woman!” he said and released his hug and looked at me again. 

I smiled. “I didnt do anything” I pretended to play dumb.

He laughed. “okay…if you say so” 

He sighed. “I suppose I should let you get ready?” 

I nodded. “Probably.” 

“I was going to say we should take our showers together…” he started. I laughed, making him laugh. 

“Yeah….” he said. “Im guessing we both know we’d end up doing more than showering.”

I laughed and nodded. “Yea…probably”.

We both sat up and I stood up at the side of the couch and he playfully smacked my butt. I giggled and swatted at his hand. 

“Such a cute ass…” he said and I watched him look up and down my naked body. 

“Go take a shower, before I throw that body to the floor and fuck you.” he said shaking his head. 

I laughed and bent over and grabbed my romper and walked away. 

“I’m locking the bathroom door…we both know how you cant control yourself…” I teased as I walked to the stairs. 

“Me!? …I dont think I’m the one with the self control issues ma’am!” he yelled over his shoulder watching me. 

I laughed and walked up the stairs. “suuuuure” I  giggled. 

——-

After I was done with my shower I wrapped my towel around myself, and walked out of the bathroom, peeking down the hall and walked to his room where the door was open. He wasn’t in there, but I could hear the other shower in our parents bedroom running. 

“He’s in the shower.” I heard a voice, making me jump a mile, dropping my towel, spinning around to face my doorway of my bedroom where it had came from. It was Stacy. 

“Oh shit!” I exclaimed holding my hand over my chest. “You scared the fuck out of me”  I said then giving a slight laugh and bending over to pick up my towel. Normally, I’d just walk to her, naked, not caring that she saw me naked. But after what had happened, I wasn’t sure. It all felt weird. I wrapped the towel around myself and walked down the hall towards her. 

“Didnt mean to scare you….he let me in…” she said stepping back out of the doorway into my room as I walked in.

I sat at my vanity as Stacy sat on the bed. I felt so awkward, I mean…we DID fuck after I told her about me and my brother, but….hours had passed…and it was just so weird. I felt uncomfortable, and couldnt imagine how she was feeling. 

“So why were you walking towards HIS room?” she asked with a slight bit of attitude. I sighed slightly and turned and faced her as I sat on my vanity chair, wringing my hair with another towel. 

“because his door was open..i thought he was in there” I said. 

“So you go in HIS room after showering?” she asked.

“No…” I said. “Well…sometimes…but that’s not what i was doing…I just was seeing if he was in there.” I was a little annoyed, she was told everything that has happened, why would she think I WOULDNT do something as simple as walk into his room after a shower, or maybe she was just being jealous Which….I understood, but, I wasnt in the mood for her to ruin the great mood he had put me in. 

Stacy sighed and rolled her eyes. 

“Are we going to fight all night?” I asked. 

She gave me a look, as if how dare I call her out on her attitude. 

I shrugged. “Well…are we?” I asked.

“No.” she said. 

“I’m not saying that you have to already be over it…or that we can’t argue or fight about this anymore…but thats not why I asked you to come tonight…I wanted to see you….I wanted to hang out with you….I wanted to have fun” I said. 

Stacy looked at me.  “Maybe I shouldnt have come…”

I looked at her and sighed. “Well you dont have to stay” I said. 

“Wow.” she said looking hurt. 

“No..I didnt mean it that way…I just meant…if you dont want to…or you dont think youre going to have a good time…then you dont have to stay just because you already said you were going to go.” I told her looking at her as I stood up and walked over to the bed sitting next to her. 

She said nothing and grabbed her hand looking at her as she looked down at the floor. “I want you to stay…but I dont want you to force it…” 

Stacy looked up at me. “I dont know if I can do this,..” she said. 

“It’s okay….we can try to hang out tomorrow…or whenever youre ready…or after weve talked about it more..” I said. 

She shook her head.  “No…” she said. “I just don’t think I can do…this….at all” she said, 

I felt my heart drop a little. It hurt, but not as much as I had expected it to if she told me she wasn’t down for continuing our relationship. 

“Oh..” I said dropping her hand and pulling it back into my lap. 

She looked as if she might cry. 

“Stacy…im so sorry….” I said and I heard her sniffle still looking at the floor. “I know I can’t say anything that fixes it…or excuses it….but I am sorry…I love you…you’re my best friend…” I said reaching for her hand again and her pulling it away. 

She looked up at me and I could see pain in her eyes as her tears welled up. 

“You dont love me…” she said. 

“yes I do..” I said. 

“No..” she wiped a tear from her cheek as it fell. “Not like you love him…I’m not stupid…” 

“I dont think you’re stupid…” I said. 

“Youll give up me for him….but not him for me….” she started to cry now, tear after tear rolling down her cheek. “What did I do wrong? “

“nothing!” I said, my heart breaking a little seeing her cry and then blame herself.  I was a monster, a fucking bitch. 

“Stacy….I wont lie and say the way I love him is the same as I love you….because it’s not…” she cried harder. “ He’s my brother…there was already that bond there….a life long bond….I cant change that…and…I dont know how any of it even happened….or what we were thinking…how i feel about him…didnt change how i feel about you….i just….love….two people…” I said. 

She cried, wiping her eyes. “It’s not fair” she said. 

“I know.” I said. “It’s not fair to you, the situation I’ve put you in…asking you to keep this secret, asking you to let me love you both….im selfish..” I said.

“Yeah” Stacy agreed. “ You are” she said looking at me. “I just dont understand….and…the fucked up part is….its not even the fact that youre secretly dating your brother…it’s the fact…youve been making me look like a fucking fool..” her tears still poured as she cried. “i mean…i guess i cant say much, considering we had those threesomes with him…but….you dont want me….you want him”

“I want both of you..” I said. 

She looked at me. “Well I dont want to share you.” she said. 

I sighed. 

I watched her as she stood up. “I have to go.” she said.

“Stacy” I said reaching for her hand as she walked for my door, I stood up to go after her and she turned around. 

“Don’t call me. Don’t text me.” she said. 

“but Stacy..” I said stepping towards her and she held out her hand. 

“Dont touch me” she said. She wiped her wet cheek with the back of her hand and looked at me. “I’ll text you when I’m ready to…if i’m ever ready to.” she said. 

I looked at her and nodded slightly. “Ok” I said quietly. 

“Just give me space…and leave me alone….im not going to tell anyone why were taking a break…just that we are….” she said. 

I nodded. “thank you.” 

I could hear the shower turning off. So could she. 

“Bye.” she said and turned and walked down the hall.  I watched her head disappear down the stairs. 

I sighed. “bye”