EroticReverie

 “I’ll text you when I get out of work.” Stacy said standing at the front door looking at me, as I stood there with her looking at her, wondering if shit was magically taken care of just because we had sex. Wouldn’t that be nice? I thought. 

“Are we okay?” I asked, knowing better, knowing that just because she let me fuck her, didn’t mean anything. 

She looked at me and sighed. “Just let me process things..I mean…I’m not going to say anything…but I don’t know if this is what I want…” she said. 

I sighed now. It may not have seemed like it, but I did care about her, I did love her. I knew it wasn’t fair to expect her to be okay with it, but I wanted her to be. I was greedy just like she had said. I nodded. 

“Just come over when you get out of work.” I said. 

“We’ll see.” she said opening the front door.

“I love you.” I said and watched her turn, and look at me her shoulders dropping as she sighed.

“I love you too.” she said , and I stepped forward and kissed her.

She kissed me back, it was short, it was simple and she gave what seemed to be a forced partial smile. 

“Later” she said. 

“Later” I replied holding open the door, watching her walk to her car., she didn’t look back, she didn’t look up when she got in, she just got in and left. I stood at the door and rolled my eyes at myself as I stepped back and closed the door. Turning around, standing with my back against the door and looking up at the ceiling. I’d really fucked up. Not just cause I’d cheated, but because everything was messy now. Stacy knew. Trevor knew. Who else was going to find out? Who else would catch us? Would the next person who found out promise to keep it a secret? Shit, it wasn’t even a secret anymore. Two people. In less than 24 hours had found out, well…one of them was told. I rolled my eyes again, wondering if I had made a big mistake by telling her, by spreading our secret. I guess I had hoped deep down it wouldn’t have been a big deal, since she had hooked up with us twice now. But, obviously I was wrong to hope for that. 

I sighed wondering if I’d fucked up, wondering if my brother was angry I’d told her. I groaned pushing my back away from the door and walking back through the house and walked upstairs to my brothers room. I knocked on the door. I’m not sure why I bothered to knock.

“yea?” he said. 

“It’s me” I said. 

“Uh ok…so come in?” he said. 

I opened the door slowly and peeked in, he was sitting on the edge of his bed playing a video game in a pair of gym shorts and a black hoodie, he paused his game.

He gave me a look of confusion. “What are you doing?”

“You mad I told her?” I asked , still standing in the doorway, not stepping in.

He set his controller down. “Mad….no…but a heads up wouldve been nice.”

“Sorry.” I said. 

“She leave?” he asked. 

I nodded. 

“and?” he asked. 

“And what? “ I asked.

“She still pissed?” he asked. 

“I think so.” I said stepping in and walking over to his bed sitting on the side of his bed behind him. 

He turned a little to face me. 

“You okay?” he asked. 

“I guess.” I said. 

He sighed, and I looked up at him.

“I feel like I shouldn’t have told her. I shouldve just kept my mouth shut” I said.

“You needed to tell her…and she deserved to know…and now she has all the information…she knows what’s going on…and she gets to decide whether or not she wants to be a part of it or not…instead of being kept in the dark…and being lied to.” He said. “You had to tell her. It was the right thing to do.” he said.

I nodded.

“Kinda hurt my feelings you didnt invite me to join in on the makeup sex” he teased, trying to make me laugh. 

I rolled my eyes and looked at him, and reached back and grabbed his pillow and hit him with it. 

“Shut up” I said, and watched him laugh as the pillow hit him, which made me laugh just a little. 

He grabbed it and tossed it back me lightly. 

“No YOU shut up” he mocked me rolling his eyes, saying it in a girly voice. 

I laughed and shook my head and stood up off his bed. 

“She’ll be fine ya know..” he said. I looked at him. 

“How do you know?” I said walking to the end of the bed and standing near him as he turned back with both his feet on the floor, sitting on the edge of the bed. 

“I just think… a girl..who has sex with her girlfriend, and her girlfriends brother…at the same time…obviously has an open mind, and is more likely to forgive you?” he said. 

I shrugged. “Maybe” 

He reached out his hands and grabbed onto the waist of my jeans and pulled me between his legs, looking up at me as he sat on his bed. 

“It’ll be fine” he said with a smile. 

His hands were rubbing up and down my hips. 

“Wanna make out?” he said with another smile. The fucking smile that sends every single butterfly inside me fluttering. 

I laughed a little and shook my head. “No.”  I lied. I did, I just felt guilty about it, even though I’d told Stacy I wasn’t going to stop being with him, i still felt like I shouldn’t be making out with him, right after having “make up sex” with her. 

“Can I change your mind?” he said while holding his hands on my hips and leaning forward, kissing the skin right above the waist of my jeans on one side of my hips.

“No.” i said with a laugh as he looked up in between placing kisses along the edge of my jeans to the other side of my waist, ending with a kiss at the other hip, his finger curling around the side of my jeans and pulling them down just slightly and biting gently at my flesh. I inhaled  , gasping quietly, and felt his lips kiss the spot he’d bitten, before biting it again. I gasped again, feeling myself get excited. His other hand on the side of my waist, slipping up and down my side, rubbing the bare skin of my torso, that wasn’t covered by my white bandeau , off shoulder crop top. 

“You sure about that?” he asked stopping, looking up at me, I looked down at him. 

“No.” i said with a slight smile, and he grinned, and went back to placing soft kisses upon my stomach, my sides, his lips dragging, his tongue leaving wet trails. I shivered as his mouth tickled in certain spots.

I stood there as he kissed my stomach, his fingers unbuttoning my jeans, biting my lips as he unzipped them and pulled each side of the zippers down, leaving just a little more of my lower stomach exposed, his mouth kissing there next, his tongue licking my skin , kissing over and over, and I could feel between my legs start to ache. 

His hands sliding up my torso , and his fingers sliding right beneath my top, grabbing my breasts gently as his tongue dragged halfway back up  my torso,  and kissed the rest of the way up to my top. Lifting it up over my breasts with the back of his hands. Pushing it up and pulling it up, making me lift my arms, to have me take it off the rest of the way. I let it fall to the floor as he looked at me smiling. I bit the corner of the inside of my lip and he slipped his hand behind me, on the small of my back, as the other hand cupped my left breast from under neath carefully. Looking up at me as he brought his mouth to my nipple, and kissed it softly, and slowly started tonguing it as he kissed it, softly, as if he was kissing my mouth. I bit my lip again, but harder, watching him as he started to suck it gently.  He drove me crazy, no matter what he did, but when he was gentle, when he touched my body like this, when he took his time, the anticipation, the waiting, the tease, made it unbearable. It made me want to beg him to throw me down and fuck me, but instead I bit my lip, watching him as his teeth gently nibbled on the nipple he’d made hard with his mouth. Rolling it slightly in his teeth, and kissing it again, looking up at me as only his tongue flicked back and forth over it. I moaned quietly. The tip of his wet tongue hitting my hard nipple over and over made my other nipple jealous. I wanted him to do the other, I wanted both of them hard for him, the other already slightly hard, but I wanted to it glisten with the saliva from his mouth, I wanted it as hard as the other one I wanted his mouth everywhere at once. His tongue rolled around my nipple before sucking it again, sucking more of it into his mouth, pushing his tongue against while sucking it , I felt his hand on the small of my back pull me in further towards him, his hand beneath my breast cupping it a little more firmly as his teeth started to nibble again , a little harder this time. I whimpered. He knew I was already a wet mess in my panties for him , he knew he could make me give in to him at any time. 

“Fuck me” I said quietly, the desperation in my voice made him grin. 

“Mmm” he groaned slightly, sliding his hand from my beneath my breast down my stomach, , bringing both hands back to my hips as he kissed over to my other breast, and started the same process on my other nipple. I whimpered, knowing he was making me wait. Knowing he was going to enjoy every second of making me ache for it. 

His teeth bit down on my nipple, both of them hard for him now. I whimpered again.

“Fuck me…please” I breathed. This made him grin wider and he sucked on my nipple hard, shaking his head slightly , as he latched onto it, I whimpered feeling his tongue massage against it while in his mouth, i bit my lip watching him pull his head back with my nipple in his mouth as he sucked on it, gasping as it finally fell from the suction of his mouth bouncing back to my chest. 

His hands on my waist pulled me onto his lap, and I grabbed his face , hungry for his mouth on mine, and he grabbed my face, turning it, not letting me have his mouth, put pushing his lips to my neck, dragging them up it, kissing below my jaw, and back down, across my collar bone, and back again, dragging his tongue up my neck.

I moaned, I wanted him so bad, really bad. I whined as I tried to kiss him again, but he denied me for the second time, letting his mouth kiss the other side of my neck. I gasped as he began to bite it gently , sucking hard, his hands caressing up and down my back as his mouth then moved up below my jaw, kissing along it towards my ear, I whimpered again feeling his breath against my ear, and his teeth gently tugging at my ear lobe, the sound his slight groan turning me on even more. I rolled my hips, grinding his lap, wishing I wasnt wear jeans, so I could feel exactly how hard he was through his gym shorts.  Wishing I could feel it hard, grinding against my panties at least. I k new he had to be hard, and I knew i needed him inside me. 

“please fuck me” I asked again as his tongue bathed the skin of my neck , back down, and kissed along my collar bone and back up the very middle of my neck, leaning my head back, moaning desperately , his tongue dragging up below my chin,kissing it, I tilted my head forward, and went for his mouth again, and he grinned pulling back.

“fucking kiss me” I said begging him as I went in for his mouth again and he pulled back and pulled me onto the bed, pushing me onto my back, and getting ontop of me as he looked down at my grinning. I reached down myself and began to push down my jeans , hurrying as I took them off, he only grinned watching me squirm beneath him, allowing me to take my pants off, as he lifted his hoodie up and off him,  I kicked my pants off my feet in a hurry and then went right for his shorts,pushing them down, watching his perfect hard cock pop out of them. 

“oh fuck”I whimpered, looking at his cock, how hard it was, how badly I needed it inside of me, he grinned at my reaction as if it was my first time seeing his cock, but I just needed it that bad. 

I bit my lip hard as I pushed his shorts down and he pushed them off the rest of the way.  I then grabbed him , pulling him onto me again,as I spread my legs, reaching down, pulling my panties to the side as I reached for his cock. 

He grabbed my hand, as well as the other , pinning them down. and pushed his hard cock over my panties , grinding into me. I pushed my hips upwards.

“Fuck me” I whimpered again, “Put it inside me” I pleaded, whining, desperate for him.

He only grinned as he listened to me beg, teasing my by biting his lip, as his nose twitched with a grin on his face, as he pushed his hips hard into me, his hard dick rubbing against my panties. 

I whimpered, and shivered as his hands slid from my wrists above my head, down my arms towards my arms pits, tickling my flesh with the graze of his fingertips and then dragging them over my breasts as he sat up. 

He grinned watching me shiver as his fingertips grazed lightly over my flesh, and one set of fingertips, dragging lightly over my panties, which I knew were soaked. Only letting them pass over my panties one as I rolled my hips again, hoping he would give my aching cunt more attention, he got up off his bed and walked to his dresser, and watched him, propping myself up on my elbows.

“What the fuck are you doing?” I said, almost angrily, he couldnt leave me like this, he couldnt just touch me like that, and tease me and then walk away. 

I heard him laugh and turn around with silk ties in his hands, I wasnt sure how many he had but he walked back over to the bed. 

“Calm down” he teased. “I’m not done”