EroticReverie

 I explained it the best that I could. I’d told her how it all started, I’d told her everything, minus the intimate details, I told her everything up until this very afternoon. I could tell she still wasn’t okay with it. But knew that she believed me when I said I still loved her. I’d even explained to her how it felt to be with him. I’d admitted when she asked if I had romantic feelings for him. I told her the truth, I owed it to her. 

“I honestly don’t know what to do.” she said. 

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“You’re in love with me..and…your brother?” she looked at me almost as if she didnt believe it. 

I nodded. 

“Trust me.. I don’t want to be…I wish I wasn’t…” I said. Which wasn’t true. I just wish I wasn’t, because I had to keep it a secret. 

“This is just so messed up.” she said. 

“I know.” I replied looking at her, watching her think still. She was calm now, I was calm, but I knew that didn’t mean everything was okay and my brother would be home soon. And I’d have to let him know I spilled our secret , on purpose. 

I looked at her sitting in her romper just shaking her head slightly not saying anything still processing everything. I wanted to lean over and kiss her, take her clothes of and try to fuck my way out my mess, remind her of how good we are together. But knew that wasn’t the right thing to do.

“So, are you going to stop?” she looked at me. I froze. For some reason I wasn’t expecting that question, especially not after I’d confessed I was in love with him. Why would I want to stop?….because she’s your girlfriend, you dummy. I thought. He’s your brother. You should stop. There’s a future with her, what kind of future can you have with your own brother? I thought. 

I only looked her , because I didn’t want to lie.

“You dont want to stop.” she said. 

“I wont lie to you anymore..” I said. 

She sighed and rolled her eyes. “What the fuck…are your serious?”

“You are really are going to choose him over me?” she asked.

Again, another thing I hadn’t thought of, the fact she’d expect me to choose, and not allow me to have both of them. I wanted my cake, and I wanted to eat it too. 

“I dont want to choose…i love both of you” I said. 

Stacy gave me that “youve got a lot of nerve” face. 

“I cant help who I love, and I love both of you. He’s fine with me being with you. “ I said. 

She scoffed. “Well as long as you and him are okay with it…just..fuck me right?” she said.

“No…I mean…of course I WANT you to be okay with it…because I want you…but i dont want to be forced to choose….because even if i choose you….I’m still going to want him” I said. I was being as honest as I could. “I cant choose you Stacy. Because i’d just end up cheating on you again. I mean…It’s not like I can avoid him….he’s…my…brother..” I said. 

Stacy rolled her eyes and I felt my palms sweat as I heard my brother pull into the drive way. 

As soon as he walked in the door and saw us both sitting in the living room, looking over the back of the couch at him. He knew it wasn’t a good time being had. 

“What’s going on?” he said setting his keys on the table by the door and walking in further and coming to stand in the living room. 

“Everything okay?” he asked. 

I gave him a look. 

“Sorry to be here when you got home..” Stacy said. I closed my eyes bracing myself for whatever she’d say next, the tone of her voice ready to say something snarky. 

“I know how much you were probably looking forward to fucking each other when you got home.” she said , and was starting to NOT be calm anymore. 

I peeked open one eye at my brother,and grimaced. “she knows everything.”

He raised his eyes brows inhaling. He exhaled with a long sigh. “Oh.”

“Yeah…oh….whooops…cats out of the bag.” She said and crossed her legs and then her arms. 

My brother gave me a look, letting me know he was not happy to not having warning of the situation he was walking into.

“sorry” he said. 

Stacy scoffed and bounced her leg, shooting a death stare at him. “Save it…she gave me all the sorrys I can fucking handle for the day” now that she had already taken out some of her anger on me, she was unleashing it on him as well. 

“You dont get to be an asshole to him” I said. Her head snapped and she was shooting the death stare at me now. 

“You can be mad at me..all you want…i deserve it…i’ll fucking take it…but..why are you mad at HIM? …don’t take it out on him, ..im the one who cheated on you…” I said and she narrowed her eyes, glaring at me. 

My brother scratched his head. “Should I….go to my room..or leave…come back later?” 

Stacy waved her hand as if to shoo him along. “go ahead…take her with you..let me know when youre done fucking my girlfriend…” 

“Stacy!” I said. “Stop!” 

she scoffed and rolled her eyes. 

“Sit” I said to him.

I broke down the last parts of our conversation for him, how she wanted me to choose, and I didnt want to. Stacy chiming in with more snarky remarks. 

“Can I ask you a question?” My brother said looking to Stacy. 

Stacy rolled her eyes. “go ahead.” 

“So you’re cool with me and her having sex, when were all together….but not, when you’re not there?” he asked. 

Stacy looked at him. “I’m not cool with any of it anymore”

He looked at her. “Why not..we all had fun..” he said, which she knew was the truth. 

“BECAUSE…SHES BEEN FUCKING YOU BEHIND MY BACK” Stacy yelled. 

My brother nodded. “Yes…and she’s told you about it …now…do you still want to be with her…or no? 

Stacy looked at him and then at me and rolled her eyes. “Of course I fucking do…” she said and then looking away, in anger, angry that I’d hurt her. 

“Okay…well…so do I..” he said. And Stacy looked back at him, and so did I. 

“I cant explain it Stacy…and I wish I could….I know the situation is crazy…and..who falls in love with their sister…right?….but…that’s what it is…and..i’ll be completely honest…..I don’t want to share her…..I don’t want anyone else to have her…” my heart was fluttering as he spoke. “Do I want her to break up with you, so I can keep her all to myself …of course I do…but I never asked her to… never REALLY wanted her to…cause I know she’s happy with you…and she loves you….but …we happen to be happy together too…why cant she have two people who love her , and love them both back?” he asked. 

I looked at him, but his eyes didn’t meet mine at all, he kept them on Stacy. 

“We don’t have to figure the whole situation out today…but we can obviously make it work..cause it has been working…you only happened to JUST find out about it…and yeah…they lying was wrong, and the way we’ve been sneaking around, keeping it from you is wrong….but if you can be okay…with continuing to date my sister, just as you have…and me…steal time with her when I can…I dont see what anything has to change…or why she would have to choose…but thats of course, as long as your okay with it…and I dont know if its something you guys want…but we can still do the whole threesome thing once in awhile…” he said and this made Stacy laugh slightly.

He laughed nervously. “What?”

Stacy shook her head. “You and your sister…are greedy fucks” she said with another laugh and crossed her arms again. 

“And if I want to fuck someone else?” Stacy asked looking to me. “What about that? What if I want to start fucking someone else who isn’t you?” she said and the words stung, but they were fair. 

“I wouldnt want you to.” I said.

She scoffed. “but you can?”

I shrugged. “If you want to…I cant stop you…and if its what you really wanted to do..if you werent doing it to just get back at me…i’d try to accept it…it’d only be fair…but I can’t promise i’d be okay with it” I said. 

“and im supposed to be okay with this?” she asked

“No. I’m not demanding you be okay with it…I’m asking you if you could be. Because I want you to be. Because I want you. And I want him. And i dont want to give up either of you, because I love you.” I told her, and I knew no matter what she decided I’d still be with my brother either way, it would just be with , or without her in the picture.  He wasn’t making me choose.  She was. And I wasn’t going to. She wouldn’t like the choice, if she forced me to. And I think that’s what was truly making her upset. 

Stacy just shook her head, and looked at me. 

“Youre a real piece of shit.” she said. 

“I know.” I said and hung my head slightly looking at her. 

“I hate you.” she said looking at me. “I really, really hate you” she said giving me a look.

“I know” I said, sliding closer to her on the couch, reaching my hand up to her face. 

“I love you” I said looking her in the eyes and leaning my head in and holding my forehead to hers as she sighed.  “I really, really love you.” I whispered. 

“Don’t leave me..please” I said, holding her face in both hands. I held her face as I moved my forehead from her and looked in her eyes. 

“Can I kiss you?” I asked unsure if she’d allow it. 

“I hate you” she said again, and she hadn’t said no. So I pushed her hair behind her ears.

“I know you do baby” I whispered. “I know.” I said pushing my lips to hers, kissing her softly. “Im so sorry i hurt you” I stroked her face and brushed her hair behind her ears again, and kissed her softly again, longer, holding her face. 

“I love you” I whispered against her lips, “so much” I said kissing her again, feeling her start to kiss me back, and she sighed, seeming to cave in , her hands reaching for my face as well and holding it as she pulled back.

“God i hate you so much” she said and looked at me as I nodded again and then slowly started to lean her back against the back of the couch as I slowly straddled her. 

“I love you” I said again, feeling her hands slide from my face and to my waist as I took her face back in my hands and pushed my mouth to hers, and let the tip of my tongue trace her lower lip before pushing it into her mouth partially as her lips parted, her tongue reaching out to mine, her hands gripping on my waist at my jeans.

“I love you so much baby” I moaned into her mouth as I started to roll my hips while straddling her, brushing my lips from her mouth down her jaw, to her neck, kissing, licking, sucking on her neck as I let my hands go to her chest pulling open the plunge of her shirt, sliding my hands up her breasts to her shoulder and sliding the sleeves of her romper down. I could hear my brother get up quietly and leave the room. 

“You’re mine” Stacy said looking at me as I pulled her sleeves down, leaving her top less, her romper around her waist, with the shorts still on. 

“I’m yours baby” I said, and watched her smile slightly as I agreed. His too. I thought, as she pulled down the top of my bandeau, pulling me into her, our breasts pressing against one anothers, I held her face again as we put our mouth back together , our tongue pushing back and forth passionately. She dragged her fingernails, hard down my back, I gasped in her mouth.

“You fucking bitch” she moaned into my mouth. And I moaned slightly.

“I hate you” she said  as she grabbed my ass hard in my jeans and pulled me into her, pushing herself upwards as I kept grinding on her. 

I pushed my hand down between us and over the crotch of her romper and pushed my fingers against her. I don’t know what was wrong with me, but the fact she was angry, was turning me on, I wanted her to fuck me while she was pissed off. I wanted rage sex. I wanted her to take it out on me through sex, that I’d been unfaithful with my own brother. 

I rubbed my fingers over her pussy through the fabric of the romper, biting my lip looking at her. 

she moaned slightly. “you fucking slut..” she said looking at me and I nodded.

“I’m  a slut… “ I said. 

I rubbed her faster , watching her start to pant. 

“I’m going to fuck the hate right out of you…” I whispered. “I’ll make you cum until you love me again” I said knowing she didn’t really hate me at all. She moaned and whimpered, I grinned , knowing I had her where I wanted her, putty in my hands again, manipulating her with sex. She’d come around either way, but I knew sex would be faster. 

I slid down off her lap onto the floor , between her legs and reached up and pulled down her romper the rest of the way, watching her left her ass to let me, and spreading her legs as soon as I’d removed it and grabbed my head and pulled in between her legs, towards her pussy and looked down at me, and started to write her an apology letter all over her clit with my tongue.