EroticReverie

When I get out to the pool I pull my long wavy brown hair back into a pony with my hands and push it up high on my head and pull my hair tie around it, pulling it all up into a messy bun on the top of my head. I can feel a few stands falling out and tickling the sides of my face and neck. I leave them and take off my slides and walk around the pool to the steps.

There’s only a few workers to the far side , and they’re remodeling the outdoor grill and patio area. Our pool boy is gone, and I wonder if no name asshole is still here.

I notice the guys working on the grill area stop and wipe some sweat from their foreheads as they stare. There’s two older men and two younger. Maybe late thirties and early twenty’s. I lift my hand and wiggle my fingers in a little wave. The older men put their heads back down, seeming to not be sure if I’m an appropriately aged female for them to be looking at. The younger guys wave back though. From what I can see both are attractive, as are the older guys. Toying with them seems fun enough , so I decide the pool can wait and I walk over. The older guys look up then says something I can’t hear, the younger guys say something back and the older ones look back down.

“Jade Giada” I say extending my hand with a smile to the closest boy who has short sandy blonde hair. He reaches out and grabs my hand and shakes it. Both of them making much more of an effort not to look me up and down like no name guy.

“Jake” the guy says with a nod.

I turn and shake the other guys hand who tells me his name is Carlos.

“Hi Jake. Hi Carlos” I say and look behind them to the older guys , who don’t look up and pretend to be busy with something.

Carlos points behind him. “That’s Darius and Phil” he says and the older men lift their hands without looking up.

“Nice to meet you” I say and Carlos and Jake set their tools down.

“You live here?” Carlos asks.

I nod. “Yep”

He now takes a quick glance down and averts his eyes quickly back to my face. I hide my smile.

“Haven’t seen ya” he says.

“I just got back. I was with my grandparents out in Montana” I say.

Jake chuckles.

“What?” I laugh.

“Sorry miss” he says.

“No. Spit it out” I say laughing and playfully push at his shoulder.

He shrugs. “Don’t imagine there's too many girls like you in Montana that’s all” he says.

“Like me?” I say pretending to be slightly offended.

“Pretty girls” he says. And I smile and the side of my mouth goes up.

“I assure you there were pretty girls in Montana” I say with a laugh.

“Not your kind of pretty though I bet” Jake says and I see him blush a little.

Darius behind him grumbles.

“Get back to work Jake” he says. And I know he’s trying to keep him from flirting or complimenting the rich mans daughter. The daughter of the guy responsible for the paychecks their getting.

“What’s MY kind of pretty?” I ask curiously.

Jake shakes his head. “It’s nothing bad miss.” He says.

I shrug. “So tell me then”

Jake starts to look nervous and reaches his hand behind his neck and shakes his head. Carlos saves him.

“You’re rich girl pretty. Model in a magazine , poster on our wall pretty. Unattainable pretty. “ Carlos says.

“You’re the look but don’t touch pretty” Carlos adds.

I cross my arms. “You think rich girls don’t like to be touched ?” I ask and maybe the way I say it is a bit too sexual, a bit too insinuating, because Carlos and Jake just stare and the older ones both clear their throat.

“Miss I’m not trying to be rude but these boys have to get back to work before the boss sees them slacking off” Darius says.

I give Jake and Carlos a glance and then Darius who’s pleading with his eyes for me to let them be.

“I’m not going to get you into trouble” I say.

“Ma’am , with all due respect , your father warned all the men here not to speak with ya, even look at ya” he said with a gulp. “And we’re breaking two of his rules right now here with you” he said. And I could tell he was apologetic, he felt bad and I found myself frowning. Wondering what my father told them. Did he tell them WHY he didn’t want them talking to me? Did he tell them his daughter was promiscuous? Did he flat out call me a slut? Or just simply state to leave me alone.

“My father is gone for the summer. Probably longer. Nobody here is going to tell him. Because nobody in this house actually respects him. My father is an asshole as you could probably already guess if you met him” I say looking at them for a response.

I grow frustrated and throw my arms down at my sides.

“I’m going to talk to you. You’re people. You’re here working on my house. I’m not an asshole like him. I like to talk. And all my friends are gone this summer. You. Are going to be my friends. So by tomorrow. You better have shit to say to me.” I said with a smile and Carlos and Jake laughed and I turned to walk away. And as I turn, there’s no name walking towards us.

“What’s going on?” He barks and he is looking at the other guys not at me. And he sounds. Pissed.

“Nothing boss” says Darius. “Just finishing up the counter top” and Darius sounds terrified.

“What’d I tell you ?” He says throwing one hand up.

“Boss?” I say out loud and look from him to the guys behind me who are now all looking down at their hands as they work.

“Am I talking to myself?!” He barks again when none of the guys answer him.

“W-we told her boss.” Darius says stammering looking at no name who is apparently their boss even though he looks like he might not even be old enough to drink.

“Oh did ya?” He says and throws a hand towel on the counter and points his finger in Darius’s face.

“I told you. Every single mother fucker here, not to mess with my money” he yells.

“What the hell are you doing?!” I yell and reach out and grab no names arm and he pulls it away and looks at me.

“Mind your own business princess” he snarls.

“Excuse me?” I say and I push at his chest.

“First of all. I was saying hi to them. Like a decent human being would do. Then they just told me that my FATHER told them not to talk or look at me!” I exclaimed.

No name is fuming and breathing heavy and glaring at me with those stupid fucking eyes of his.

“That’s right. Yet here they are fucking talking to you. Looking at you” he growls.

“Because I came up to THEM” I argued. “And you came over here yelling like a fucking asshole.”

I can feel the other guys tense up without even looking at them. No name goes to interrupt me and I hold up my hand a wave it and shake my head.

“Shut up.” I say and no name tightens his mouth, surely not impressed with the way I’m talking to him in front of his workers.

“I don’t wanna hear you yelling at them for talking to me. The fact you point your fingers in their fucking faces and talk to them like that. How the fuck can you work for him?” I say turning to Darius whose eyes go wide and goes back to working.

“Jade” says no name and I turn and glare at him.

“So you can talk to me? You can flirt with me? But they have to look away from me and ignore me like I’m the fucking plague when I’m around?” I spit.

“I did not flirt with y-“ he starts.

“Bullshit!” I exclaim. “Bullshit!” I repeat and step up to him and look up at him and put my finger right in his face.

“Do you like this?” I say taunting. “Huh? You like when people point in your fucking face?”

He stands still and looks down at me.

“You’re an asshole” I say, gritting my teeth and I step back.

“Jade” he says again.

“I don’t know what my father told you , or why he warned you to stay away from me, and ignore me like…like I’m nothing” I say. And my voice betrays me. There’s hurt in it. My feelings are hurt. My own father ashamed and warning them of me.

“But I won’t walk around all summer feeling like the whore he probably told you I was” I say and I can’t help it. I feel my eyes water and I blink it away and regain my composure.

“He didn’t call you a” no name starts to say.

“I can only imagine how he described me. How he described his own daughter.” I say and no name stays quiet.

“I’d really appreciate it, if you’re men DIDNT treat me like a walking disease. My father is gone all summer. And like I told them. “ I nod to his men. “Nobody else here would tell them if you treated me like a fucking human being.”

I see no names face fall and he sighs not saying anything.

“Id like to have a nice summer. And not made to feel by strangers as unimportant as the way my father makes me feel when he IS here. Chances are you’ll be done with whatever you’re doing before he’s back. You’ll have your paycheck before he’s even thinking about coming back” I say and I’m basically at this point begging, pleading with him to let me feel normal in my own home. I stand there looking up at him still.

He inhales deeply and then let’s out a long exhale.

“Jax” he says.

“What?” I ask scrunching my face in confusion.

This makes him smile just a little and then he says it again

“Jax. My name.” He says. Raising an eyebrow.

“Oh” I say and look at him still. “Thank you” I say.

“Mhm” he nods and then looks to his men. “You guys are done for the day. Get out of here”

I look to his guys and they put down their things and nod and start to walk away.

“Bye guys” I say. And none of them turn or speak. But they lift their hands with a wave without looking back.

I frown and look to Jax and he looks back at me and he smiles slightly.

“Gentleman” Jax calls out to them without looking from me.

“Yea boss?” Carlos says first.

“Fuck the rich pricks rules” says Jax and smile and he smiles back. “You can talk to her and look at her.” He turns his head. “As long as it’s appropriately. Hands off rule remains.” He says and I bite my lip as the other guys all yes boss him. I turn and look at them.

“See you tomorrow miss” Jack says and I smile and I nod. The others give me a wave and they turn to leave.

When I look back to Jax he’s already looking at me.

“Boss?” I ask with a raised eyebrow.

He laughs.

“You said you only work for your boss and my father “ I say reminding him of our earlier convo.

“That’s true. I’m my own boss.” He says and he’s looking me up and down again , clearly he never planned on following the rules himself.

“You’re a little young aren't you?” I ask.

“I’m twenty three” he says.

“That’s still young” I say.

“It was my fathers company. Me and my brothers own it now. He passed away a few years ago” he says.

“Sorry” I say biting my lower lip nervously not sure what to say. He shrugs.

“Thank you” he says.

“I took your fathers rules seriously. Me and my men need this money. I can’t fuck it up for myself. Or for them” he says.

I nod. “I swear nobody will tell him you talk to me or look at me. Everyone here hates him. Just like you. They’re here for a paycheck.” I say.

He nods. “I believe that. He’s kinda of an asshole”

“Ha!” I laugh. “Kind of?”

He smiles. “Thought you were going to be one too…you kinda were…yelling at me like that , pointing in my face in front of my guys” he says to me his tone sounds punishing , the way a mans voice would sound before they bend you over their knee and spank you.

“Because YOU were being an asshole. I don’t like when people talk to their employees that way. It’s the way my dad talks to George and Lizzie , and everyone else on staff.” I say and feel my face turn angry.

“I don’t like it” I say. He nods.

“Understood. But they’re MY employees. And I know how much they need the money. They’re like my family. I can be a dick. Sure. But they know why I’m a dick.” He says.

I nod and bite my lip and I see his eyes look at my mouth. He licks his lips and steps closer.

“So what did my father tell you guys?” I ask.

“He told them nothing. He told me a few things. I just told them the rules.” He says.

“What things did he tell you?” I ask

“You’re a party girl”he says.

I roll my eyes. “I’m sure he’s called me worse to my face , just tell me what you know.”

There seems to be a look of disgust toward my father when he learns that he’s called me names.

“He calls you names?” Jax asked.

I shrug. “It’s whatever. I give it right back.”

“You’re his daughter” he says as if this should prevent my father from shaming me and degrading me. And it should. But it doesn’t.

“As far as I’m concerned he’s a sperm donor at best, and mother is just an incubator” I say. Then I look at his face.

“Oh god. Don’t do that. Don’t look at me like that. Don’t pity me” I say and turn to walk away and he follows me.

“I’m not. That just. It sucks” he says and I sit down at the edge of the pool and throw my feet in. He sits down beside me, takes off his boots and socks and rolls up his pants and sticks his feet in too. I laugh a little.

“What?” He looks at me.

I shake my head. “Nothing, you’re just paying a lot of attention to the party girl you’re not supposed to talk to” I say and he laughs and we both look to the water of the pool and I kick my legs slowly in the water feeling the water through my toes.

“Are the things he said true?” Jax asks after a Moment.

“Depends on what he said. But probably.” I say and keep looking at the pool.

“He said you got fucked up a lot, drugs and alcohol” he says.

I nod. “I did…I don’t anymore. Well. I haven’t over the past year.” I say.

Jax pulls a pick of cigarettes out of his pocket and a lighter. He takes one out and holds out the pack. I turn my head and look at them and then at him.

“I don’t smoke” I say.

He laughs and I pluck one out of the pack and he lights it for me as I inhale.

“Thanks” I say and he nods as he lifts his own and sets his lighter to the side with his cigarettes.

“The sex?” Jax asks.

I take a drag and exhale.

“That’s true too.” I say.

“He told me he found you in his bed before he sent you off, with a guy and another girl” he says.

I nod and exhale another drag. “Yep” I say.

“He said you were coming back. And had been sober. He didn’t want anyone here giving you drugs or alcohol or..” Jax trails off.

“Dick?” I finish for him and laugh and so does he.

“Well yeah. But he just said we weren’t to engage with you in anyway. Not to tempt you and shit” he says.

“Well. He’s right. I quit drugs and quit alcohol. Didn’t touch them all year. Not for lack of trying at first. But Montana isn’t Cali.” I say and he laughs a little.

“No. It’s not” he agrees.

“I’m sure eventually i couldve figured out a way to get some. but after awhile of being sober I just realized. I didn’t want to be drunk or high anymore. Not for him. But. For George and Lizzie and the others” I say and we both pull on our cigarettes and then exhale.

“I only kept one vice. Well …two” I say holding up the cigarette.

“What’s the other ?” Jax asked.

I gave him a look.

“Oh” he says with a little laugh. “The sex”

I nod. “Yep.”

“Why do you sleep with so many people?” he asks.

“Do you NOT ?” I ask

He shrugs. “I get my fair share I suppose”

“So why isn’t okay for me to?”I ask.

He shrugs. “Because maybe your doing it for the wrong reasons” he says and looks at me and I give a little smile and take the last drag of my cigarette before dipping it in the water and putting it at my side. He does the same.

“Are you going to analyze me? Did my father pay you a therapist fee as well ?” I joke.

Jax laughs and leans back on his hands.

“No. He didn’t. Sorry” he says and I turn to him taking my one foot out of the water and then the other , crossing my legs Indian style.

“I’m aware it’s probably  rooted to my daddy issues” I say. Unsure of why I’m being vulnerable with Jax and opening up.

“But it doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy it. That I don’t have fun. I’ve always been safe. And I always get tested anyways” I say with a shrug.

“Well. As long as your safe.” He says.

I smile. “Thanks doctor” I joke and he pulls his feet out of the water.

I crack my neck and then sigh and he looks at me.

“Is that why you basically had your face in my tits earlier ?” I tease. Reminding him of the slow stand he did earlier , his eyes looking at every inch of me.

He laughs.

“You thought I was going to rip my clothes off and offer myself to you?” I say.

He laughs again. “You were definitely giving off that vibe.”

I laugh and I bite my lip.

“Did you want me to?” I raise my eyebrow.

“You already know the answer to that I’m sure.” Jax says and he gives me a grin.

“And now?” I ask.

“And now…”he says with a sigh. “If I touch you I’ll feel like an asshole”

“Augh” I say and roll my eyes. “Why?”

He shrugs. “You arent What I thought you were”

“And what’s that ?” I ask swinging my feet back into the pool and leaning back on my hands.

“Some rich bitch with an attitude problem” he says and swings his feet back in as well.

I laugh. “So you’d fuck me…if I was a bitch?” I ask.

“I’d fuck you if I didn’t think you’d fall in love with me after” he says.

I let out a loud laugh and hold my hand on my stomach.

“I don’t think that would be a problem. I’ve never fallen in love with ANY of the guys I’ve had sex with. Or the girls.” I continue to laugh and he waits until I’m done.

“That’s because you’ve probably never had someone fuck you like they give a shit about you” he says.

My smile fades and I look at him.

“Fuck you” I say dismissively and move my feet again in the water. “I have too”

“Mhm” he says.

I knock his leg with mine.

“Shut up” I tease. “And even if you’re right it doesn’t matter. It’s not like you care about me. You don’t even know me”

“Who says I don’t care about you?” He says and I give him a look as if he must be joking.

“You can care about people and not know them Jade. Or even when you know a little about them, or know they should be cared for” he says and I look at him.

“Stop it” I say, uncomfortable with the mood shift.

“You don’t want people to care. Because you’re used to your parents not caring.” He says.

“Stop analyzing me. It’s a turn off” I say and pull my legs back out of the water.

I stand up and he gets up too.

“So, you can either come upstairs with me and fuck me or go home” I say with a shrug. “But you’re not going to play therapist anymore” I say.

He nods. “No more therapist , sorry” he says.

“Don’t treat me like I’m broken Jax” I say looking at him. “I might BE broken, but being treated that way or looked at that way makes me feel like shit.” I say and he nods.

“Fair enough” he says. He nods to the side. “Cmon I wanna show you something. “ he says and walks towards the waterfall , I sigh and follow him and we stop behind it where we were standing before.

“Ummm” I say looking around as he stops and as I go to look at him his hand is already coming up behind my neck and his lips are crashing against mine.

At first I’m too stunned to kiss back, but then I realize how warm and soft his mouth is and how bad I want it and I put my hands on his chest and kiss him back and he backs me to the same spot he was leaning up against when I first saw him.

His body is flush against mine as he pushes it against me , into the giant rock and I gasp as his mouth leaves mine, and he stares into my eyes and I feel my whole body respond to his glare. I pull him in and our mouths crash again, hungrily panting into each other’s mouths and I whimper slightly as I roll my hips into him.

“Jax” I breathe as his mouth leaves mine and kisses along my jaw to my neck. My eyes flutter and close as I reach down for his pants.

He grabs my hands and his mouth reaches my ear.

“I won’t treat you like you’re broken….but I’m not going to treat you like a whore either” he says.

“Shut up” I breathe and go for his pants again.

He laughs a little and grabs my hands.

“Jax” I whine as he pushes into me.

“You’re beautiful” he whispers in my ear.

“Shut up” I say and try to pull my wrists out of his hands that he has pinned at either side of my head and my chest is heaving as I pant.

“Every inch of you is perfect Jade Giada” he says looking at me up and down.

“Stop it” I say and pull my hands , but he grips them even more firmly.

“Just shut up and kiss me” I say , his mouth goes for my neck and he places his mouth there, kissing , and sucking. I moan and my fingers stretch and then make a fist as he holds my wrists. I whimper and feel myself so wet in my bikini bottoms.

I gasp as his mouth moves across my collar bone then down towards my cleavage. He kisses over my upper breasts and I moan, feeling my nipples tighten.

“Jax” I say his name again and his mouth trails back up.

“You’re so fucking gorgeous” he says and kisses my mouth and I kiss back as he grinds into me and I can feel the hard bulge in his jeans against my lower stomach. I moan into his mouth.

“Go on a date with me” he whispers against my mouth and pulls back to look at me.

“What?” I say, with a look of half confusion and half anger that he stopped kissing me on my face.

“No” I say and try to kiss him again but he pulls back.

“Yes. Go on a date with me” he says.

“Stop trying to fucking charity case me. I don’t need you to buy me flowers and dinner…I don’t want to go on a date. I want your dick inside me” I say and pull at my wrists , this time he lets them go and I look up at him and he can tell I’m angry.

“I’ll buy flowers if I want to Giada.” He says using my last name. “I’ll show up in a fucking horse drawn carriage if I want to.” He says.

“Shut up” I say and push at him and his arms fall away and I walk away. “Just forget it” I say. “I’ll find someone else” I say.

“I’ll be back at 7 to pick you up!” He calls after me.

I throw up the middle finger behind me as I storm away.

I go to my room, and after 15 minutes of pouting , I take care of the problem Jax left me with between my legs.