EroticReverie

During the time in the office Mr.Carol asked me to finger my pussy and spank it, while sitting next to me on the couch. He took his time, slowing his strokes watching me, sometimes not touching himself at all.  After that, he had me get down on the floor in front of him and bend over on all fours and spread my ass. I did. 

Then he told me to play with my ass, finger it. I did.

He told me to suck my finger afterwards. I did. 

Not that middle class or poorer people don't have dirty kinks, but it seems like rich men, always want the dirtier things. When you have that much money, you get bored easily. Money is power, and they assert that power over things they can't buy in stores. Women. Men.  Anyone willing to submit to them, giving them more than just the power of their money.

Maybe I should be upset as being seen as an object, or being used. But it's thrilling and I should stop thinking I need to apologize for the things I enjoy, just because others find it wrong. 

"He won't let me touch you." Mr. Carol says as I kneel in front of him, sucking on my finger that I just pulled from my ass. 

I shake my head and then trail my finger down and rub my pussy, spreading my legs while on my knees. 

"He always shares." Mr. Carol says.

I shrug and slid two of my fingers inside of my pussy, he groans and strokes himself. 

"You like being a whore?" He asks.

I nod and lick my lips. 

"then touch me" He leans back. His cock against his stomach. He's big, just like Julien, maybe bigger. Not as thick though. I look at his cock.

"I can't" I say. 

"Sure you can...he said I couldn't touch you...not the other way around" Mr. Carol says.

"I don't think that's what he meant." I say. 

"Well he's not here...and I won't tell" Mr. Carol gives an evil grin. 

"Bring your cunt to me." He says. 

I chew the corner of my lip nervously and look to the door.

"Ah,ah" he says. I look back to him. 

"Don't go running off now." he says 

"He wouldn't want me to fuck you." I say. 

"Of course he does...he wants me to know you're not an entirely useless cunt..." Mr Carol says leaning forward. "He said that to make you feel like he gives a shit."

I feel my brows furrow, my lips tighten.

"I think you're done here." I say and stand up. 

He snarls at me. 

"Get back on the floor where you belong" he says.

"You're DONE" I say. 

I walk over to my dress and grab it from the floor and slip it on.

Mr.Carol stands and walks over to me quickly, I back up into the glass and he cages me in, still not touching, he's following the rules, because he knows their legit. He's trying to intimidate me into making a mistake, going against what Julien wants. 

"You better be careful." Mr.Carol snarls and I glower at him.

"You better not threaten me." I say, doing my best not shake in fear, my best to keep my face as stern as his. 

"You think that disgusting gash between your legs is going to keep you here?" he snarls.

I give a laugh. OF course he's moving to insults. I'm not giving him the power he thinks he's entitled to. 

"This gash.." I say. "Sleeps in Julien's bed...in his home...is his...I'll be sure to tell him how disgusting you think it is. I'll let him know you think he should get an upgraded model." I say. 

Mr. Carol's lips tighten. 

"You'll regret this little girl." he says. 

"Doubt it." I say, and I shove him. 

He doesn't expect it so he actually flies back into Julien's chair and falls over it to the floor. Before he even hits the ground I run for the door, pulling it open. Kelsey is wide eyed, as Mr. Carol curses. I look back and his shoving his cock in his pants as he storms toward the door.

"You fucking bitch" He coming out the door. 

"Where is Julien?!" I ask Kelsey.

But as soon as I ask he's coming around the corner , smiling as he sees me, but then sees my face and his drops. As he walks closer he looks to Mr. Carol who is walking towards me, not even seeing Julien. I see his fist balled, and he's raising it. For some reason I freeze, I close my eyes, brace myself for his fist against my face. 

But then I hear a groan , and the sound of a punch. But it's not me. I open my eyes, and Mr. Carol is holding his jaw and glaring at Julien.

"Get the fuck out of here" Julien snarls. 

"Take your shit with you." Julien adds.

"I'll take this to court." Mr. Carol says.

"Go ahead Jordan. We both know how that will turn out. Now get the fuck out of my face, if you're not gone from this building in 10 minutes. I'll throw you out myself." Julien says and pulls me to his side as I pull up the shoulder of my dress, still unzipped at the back. Julien's warm hand is on my bare back as I cling to him. Holding onto him.

"I'm sure your family would love to find out you've been cheating on your sick wife" Julien says. 

Mr. Carol growls. Looks at me. 

"She sucks cock like an amateur, a useless fucking whore if you ask me" Mr. Carol says. 

I shake my head looking at him and look to Julien who's not even looking at me, but at Mr.Carol.

"You can leave a review on Yelp. Now get the fuck out." Julien says. "Before I break your jaw"

Mr. Carol leaves , Julien watches him go. 

I wrap my arms around Julien and feel him wraps his around me and hold me and I realize I'm crying, and he's breathing heavily. 

"I didn't touch him" I say, forcing the words out. 

Juliens hand slides up and down my back. 

"Did I say you did?" he says, and look up at him. I blink and a tear falls. 

His lips tighten. "I'm sorry for letting him make you cry. I'm sorry I put you somewhere unsafe"

I shake my head. "Can we go home?" I sniffle. 

He gives a nod and grabs the back of my head pulling it into his chest, and he hugs me tighter. 

"Whatever you want baby" He says against the top of my head, and kisses my hair. 

"I need to get my things, and we can go." He says and tells Kelsey to call Tom to get the car, and he walks into his office.

Kelsey calls Tom, then hangs up. I dare to look at her as I stand there, shaking still. 

She just blinks. She looks sorry. She surprisingly doesn't look like she thinks I deserved Mr.Carol wanting to attack me. 

She reaches into her drawer and pulls out a little keyfob and pushes it across her desk. She juts her chin out, letting me know to take it. 

"What's this?" I say before picking it up. 

"It's a panic button. Mr. Bryant gives them to all the women in the building." she says. 

"Oh, he didn't give me one yet." I say. 

"That's yours." she says an chews her lip and looks down. 

"I was hoping you wouldn't last here." she says. 

"And now?" I say reaching for the panic button, that's on a keychain, with a little speaker in it.

She shrugs. "Still hoping you won't last." she says.

For some reason I smile, and Julien walks out and slides his hand over the small of my back, he zips up my dress and kisses my cheek. 

"We can go now" he says, and we start to walk.  I give Kelsey a smile and part of me wants to not hate her. Part of me wants a friend , not an enemy.  Maybe I'm an idiot. 

"You should come over before the party, we can get ready together." I say. Julien stops as I turn back to Kelsey.

She looks at me confused. I look to Julien who is confused as well. 

"Is that alright?" I ask him. his head goes back slightly, and he just shrugs. 

"It's fine with me , if that's what you want to do" he says.

I turn back to Kelsey. 

"we can have Tom pick you up?" I say to her. 

She nods. "Ok" she says quietly.

I smile and nod. 

"Good. See you later then." I turn and grab Juliens hand and we walk, and I hold the panic button in my hand all the way to the front of the building and until we're in Julien's car. 

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We say nothing the entire car ride, I just sit and put myself as close to Julien's side as possible as he wraps his arms around me, kissing my head, stroking my back. 

Not until we're of the elevator and into the first floor of our home does he say anything. 

He grabs my face and looks at me. 

"I'm so sorry" he says. 

I nod. "It's okay"

"No it's not. I should've known he'd try something even though I told him not to." he says. "Did he hurt you?" he asks, and his eyes are looking at me and praying for me to say no.  And it's what I say, because it's the truth. 

"No." I shake my head. "I don't really wanna talk about it...I did what he asked until he was asking for me to go against what you said." I say.  I bite my lip.

Julien slides his hands around my waist and pulls me into him. 

"Are you okay?" he asks. 

I nod. "Now I am" I say and lift my chin, and gives me the kiss I want on my lips. 

One of his hands slips off my waist and to my face. 

"If you want me to have someone take care of him...I will." Julien says and his voice is angry, but I know it's not with me. 

"take care of him?" I say.  "Like...kill him?" I say stunned.

Julien gives a slight laugh. "No...but for you...i'd kill a man if that's what you wanted" he says. 

I give a slight laugh and look at him. I can't be sure if he means it. So I just shake my head and lift my chin once again.

"all I want....is you" I say. I feel his hand slide up my back. his mouth is soft as he kisses me. 

"can you do me a favor though?" I ask him, blinking up at him as he pulls away to study my face.

"anything" he says. 

"Take a shower with me." I say. He gives a smile and a nod.

"Ok" he says.

"And then when we're done...I want you to fuck me.." I say. He nods.

"Gently" I say. 

I feel him get hard against me. 

"Slowly." I say. 

I slide my hand onto the side of his face as I kiss him, his warm mouth against mine. I speak against his lips.

"I want you to fuck me like I'm breakable." I say. 

"I will." he says. 

"I want you to.." I start again, but he cuts me off.

"I will make love to you Ms. Price." he says. My breath hitches, because it's exactly what I want, but I didn't want to speak the L word. I didn't want him to think I expect him to actually feel it for me. 

"Is that what you want?" he whispers against my mouth, our lips brushing.

I nod slightly. "Yes" I breathe, and he picks me up, carrying me in his arms. I smile as we go towards the inner elevator and he takes me to the third floor, where the whole floor is his bedroom, andhis giant bathroom, and closets. 

He carries me to the bathroom and sets me down carefully. He walks over to the shower and turns it on warming it up and then walks back to me, taking off his suit jacket and letting it fall to the floor, then undoing his shirt, and tie. I watch him. Then he gets down to one knee in front of me, and starts to undo the straps of my heels. 

He kisses  my legs as he undoes one and then the other. He takes them off one at a time as I place one hand on his shoulder for balance. He looks up at me as he starts to stand back up, and he undoes his belt, and pants, and he pushes it all down, removing his socks. He turns me around gently and unzips the back of my dress slowly. His mouth leaving soft kisses across my back as he slips down the shoulders of my dress. I shiver as his lips go down my spin and I feel the fabric ofthe dress pull down over my breasts. My nipples tighten as I shiver. I let out a soft moan as he slides the dress all the way down, and his mouth kisses from one hip, across my lower back to the other, then back up my spine, his hands grazing over my outer thighs as he stands, then around to my stomach as he stands behind me and kisses to my neck, then across my shoulder. I breathe out as his hands slip up slowly, the side of his hands brushing up against the underside of my breast.

I arch my back, laying my head back over his one shoulder as he kisses back across my shoulder to my neck, his tounge drags up my skin slowly to right below my jaw and he kisses there, and along my jaw. His hands slide up further and he cups both of my breasts in his hands, pushing them together, his palms against the sides of them, his fingers pushing over the front of them, his middle fingers pushing over my nipples. He breathes into my ear and I feel him hard against my ass.

The way he's touching me is leaving me speechless and his hands gently massage my breasts. He doesn't pinch my nipples, doesn't pull them, but lets the tips of his middle fingers, push back and forth over the pebbles of each nipples and kisses down my neck again. 

He pushes against me gently, guiding me to the shower. His body pressed against mine as we walk.  I don't know if I can wait until after the shower. I need him, so bad. 

In the shower, he turns me and grabs my face gently and I hold onto his waist, as he pushes into me, I feel his cock against my lower stomach and I breathe hungrily into his mouth as he kisses me. Our mouths parted, my tongue more frantic than his, I squeeze my hands as his sides, my nails digging into his skin. His tongue forces mine to slow down. He has more control than I do. 

My nails still dig into him because I want him so bad, more than I've ever needed someone. 

He pulls us into the water coming down from the ceiling, the water soaking each of us, and coming down our faces, and into our mouth as we kiss. I slide my hands up his chest, his go to my waist and he pulls me into him. 

I slide my hands to his shoulders as I kiss him and his keep pulling me into him, grinding himself against me gently. I moan into his mouth, because I want to feel him against my pussy, teasing me, I want to feel him inside. 

"I'm going to take care of you." he whispers and his tongue pushes into my mouth again, kissing me passionately. 

"You're mine Jenna" he says pulling back gently and looking at me, pulling us slightly out of the water, the steam filling the large shower, and fogging the glass. 

"I need you more than anything." he says and I moan as he takes me to the wall of the shower, and pulls my leg up over his hip. 

"I don't know why...and I don't care...because...I'm obsessed with you.."he says and his mouth goes down my neck, and I feel his cock nudge against my pussy. I reach down between us and guide him. 

"I thought you wanted me to do it on the bed?" he asks.

"Julien." I pant. And my heavy breath lets him know I don't want to wait, that I can't. 

He pushes against me, pulling his face back to look at mine as he pushes up into me. My jaw dropping, and I gasp.

"Julien" I breathe again, as I feel him, every inch of him fill me. He groans.

"Baby" he says and lifts my other leg up around him, I wrap both around his waist , my hands holding onto his neck, his hands holding me right under my ass near my thighs as he pushes against me, to hold me against the wall with him inside me. 

"God baby" he says, just holding himself inside me, and we kiss again, my tongue finding his, and again he slows me down. Our tongue playing almost lazily, as he holds me, his cock inside me, still having not pulled back out, still only on his first thrust. Both of us just enjoying him filling me. I squeeze my walls around him, he groans into my mouth. 

"I need you" I say. 

"You have me" he replies and then starts to slowly move, fucking me gently against the wall, his pace is slow, his cock only moving out slightly, before he is all the way back in. 

"I feel like I could cry"I admit. 

"As long as it's from being happy...it's ok" he says. 

I want to say it, god I want to say it, because he's making me feel it. But I don't I keep my mouth shut, my placing it back on his, and I close my eyes and even though I try not to I whimper as I start to cry. His mouth breaks from mine and and he carries me over to the built in bench in the wall and he sits down with me ontop of him, straddling him as he wraps his arms around me. 

"Are you happy?" he asks looking up at me and he kisses my cheek, below my eye, where a tear falls and mixes with the water drops already on my face from the shower. 

I nod. 

"Im scared." I say. And he looks at me and his face frowns slightly.

"Baby why?" he says and his hands are on my waist, his cock is still hard inside of me, neither of us are moving.

"I need you too much." I say. 

"that's bad?" he says. 

I nod. "I know that you could do whatever you want...and I'd still need you. Still want you." I say.  "you could hurt me...and i'd still need you....because I'd rather you hurt me...than not have you." 

He shakes his head, because he knows I don't mean the pain that comes with rough sex we both enjoy. 

"I don't want you to have the ability to make me sad." I say. 

He grabs my face and makes me look at him. 

"If I ever make you sad....fuck.." he shakes his head. "I don't want that either." 

"but you're able to." I say.

"And you don't think you'd be able to make me sad? You don't think it's scary to me?" he asks.

I chew my lip, his hands are on my hips again.

"You have no idea how scary it is, for someone like me to feel anything at all for you...the way you make me feel like I would murder a man for you...the way I've been scared waking up both mornings that you'll change your mind and left in the middle of the night..." he says.

"You have all of the power here Jenna...everything we are....what we're doing..is because you're letting me....you're giving me you...and you could take it away...and fuck...you've ruined all other women for me...i'd never get over you." he says. 

I grab his face and kiss him. I move my hips, I start to rock, as our tongue find one anothers.

"I'm obsessed with you." he tells me for the second time.  I kiss him again, harder, and rolls my hips faster, his hands are on my hips , gripping them. 

"Baby' he groans into my mouth, I pant, and go faster. I moan into his mouth, our kissing, hot and heavy as I start to lift up and down on his cock, riding him. his hands guiding me, not letting me go to fast. I moan, frustratingly into his mouth. 

"You have no idea what you do to me" he says breathing against my mouth. 

I grab his hair in my hands, gripping his hair as I try to ride him faster, I whimper when he slows me down, holding me down on him, I roll my hips instead, faster, faster. 

I lean back and roll my hips, his arms at my lower back, he leans forward, taking my nipple into his mouth, and sucks. I moan out, leaning my head back and feel his mouth, suck harder, and his tongue pushing over my nipple, then his tongue dragging up my wet skin to my neck as he pulls me back to him. Kissing my jaw and then my mouth. 

"You make it so hard" he groans. His mouth mouth harder, his tongue getting more passionate as he groans. 

"So hard to be gentle with you." he groans. 

I moan as I feel his hips lift, and thrust up into me as I come down, the thrust is deep and I stop and collapse onto him. 

"God baby" he grabs my ass, and he starts to thrust up into me. He's still gentle, his thrusts are as gentle as they can be, but his hands are gripping my ass hard, as he tries to control himself. 

"Even if I beg you.." I moan. "Keep fucking me like this." I say, before I lose 100% of my control. 

"Yes baby" he groans. 

His kisses me and his mouth move to my ear and he groans. 

"I love your pussy baby" he groans. "So fucking much"

I whimper and his hands are still gripping my ass. 

"Take me to your bed" I pant. 

Julien stands and walks with me around his waist, his cock still inside of me, and leaves the shower running as he carries me across the bathroom through the door to his bed. We leave a trail of water all across the room and he lays me down on the bed and carefully, pulls me up, scooping me by my lower back as he moves us further onto the bed. 

He groans and leans down, I spread my legs as he braces his arms on either side of me, his hands sliding under my shoulder blades, his fingers curling up over my shoulders, his fingers on the front of my shouldes, pulling me down, and he thrusts up wards into me. I moan as he goes deep. His hips drawing back and slowly filling me again, his thrusts just hard enough to make me feel how deep his cock gets. 

I move my legs around him, I brace myself with his shoulders, holding onto them as we look in each others eyes. 

" I.." I start and then bite my lip and let out a moan, cutting off what I want to say. Because it's ridiculous to say right now, just days later, when this is the first time he's ever gone slow, been gentle, it's just my emotions. Fuck. 

He smiles sweetly and kisses my mouth.

"you don't have to say it" he says against my mouth.

"I already know" he says and I moan as he goes just a little faster, his cock sliding in and out, penetrating me drenched pussy, that is now forever his, because I'll never be able to give him up.

"You're mine....." he says in a low growl, that vibrates in my ear. "and i'm yours."