EroticReverie

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My heart pounded and I honestly felt wobbly on my legs, while looking at Benjamin and walking toward him. 

"Hey gorgeous" he said with a smirk as he met me at the corner of the building, a small narrow alleyway to our side between Jack's Bar , and another shut down bar. 

I gave him a look and glared and he only grinned wider. 

"Hi Benjamin" I said as he leaned down, and kissed my cheek, helping himself to putting his hand on my waist. 

"Did you tell Gina where you were going?" I ask, blurting it out. 

He stands back up straight and looks down at me, he's wearing dark jeans and a black t shirt and he cocks his head slightly.

"Did you tell Calvin?" he asks. 

I step back slightly. 

Neither of us answers each other, instead we stare at each other and he lifts his other hand to my waist and with both hands on me he pulls me towards him, i shuffle my ballerina flats towards him, our eyes still on each others. His grip on my waist tightens. 

"You look exactly the same." he smiles, one of his hands lifting and brushing my hair over my shoulder. I inhale and hold my breath for a moment and then exhale when he places his fingers at the back of my neck and leans down.

"I've missed you Layna" he says quietly. And I fucking close my eyes like a fool, like a terrible, terrible person, and let my ex kiss me. 

I hate that I feel brand fucking new the second he lays his lips on mine, I hate the excitement of having him here again, in my life, I hate that I clutch his shirt in my hands and press onto my tip toes to kiss him harder, and then let him turn us into the alley, with my back pressed against the brick wall. 

It's like no time has passed at all, as he pulls up on my dress as we make out just like the two horny college kids we were, never able to keep out hands off each other.  

"Benjamin" I gasp as he lifts my dress and his hands find my hips and he traces the the lace on my hips of my panties and groans into my mouth.

"You wore lace" he groans into my mouth. I open my mouth to try to say we should stop but the way he tugs my panties down roughly, and squats down to pull them to my ankles, while he holds my dress up with the other hand. I step out of one side of my panties, and they land around my other ankle and foot as he lifts that leg over his shoulder and brings his mouth to my pussy.

I gasp and grab his head immediately as his tongue licks over my pussy, finding my clit and licking it, over and over. I moan quietly, panting. 

"Ben" I cry out when he continues and I can feel myself so completely wet for him. "We should.....we should stop" I pant , but he keeps going and he stands, unzipping his pants. 

I look at him and he grabs my face, kisses me passionately and I whimper into his mouth, and even though I just said we should stop, I hitch my leg up over one of his hips. 

"Layna" he groans my name, as he slides his cock into me, already as hard as can be, and I gasp, losing my breath. 

"God, I've missed fucking you" he groans into my ear as he pounds into me, making my back move against the brick wall, the fabric of my dress catching on certain parts of the wall, and tugging. I moan into his ear. 

 We hear footsteps shuffling, and it sounds like a girl and guy, coming outside to smoke, we hear the flick of the lighter, and their voices coming from around the corner, and we're barely hidden in the alley way, only a few feet into it, in the shadow but still clearly visible to anyone who would walk by. 

Benjamin pauses and we listen, as I try to lower my leg and push him off so we don't get caught, he claps one hand over my mouth and grabs my leg, lifting it back around him and he thrusts. My eyes widen, and he grins at me, his lips forming the shape to shush me quietly. 

I feel his cock slide in and out, I stay quiet, only breathing heavily, panting through my nose over his hand clasped around my mouth. 

It drives me crazy, because I haven't had risky sex like this since I was with him. Calvin does please me, he's a great lover, but he's not dirty. He's not adventurous or as rough as I'd like. He can make love to me , but Calvin....can't fuck me. Calvin refuses to hit me, spanking, choking, slapping, any of that went out the window when we got together.  I never asked him for any of the things I wanted more than once, if he said no, I let it go, and never suggested it again. When I suggested a threesome last year, he laughed and thought I was joking. So, I pretended I was. I wasn't. 

I feel my sex dripping down my thigh, Ben pulls at the tie on the side of my waist, and my wrap dress falls open. He smiles at my white lace bra and Benjamin lowers me carefully, pulling out, sliding his hand from my mouth as he turns me around slowly and I put my hands to the brick wall as he lifts the back of my dress, pulls my hips back, making me stick my ass out.

The voices out front carry back inside. 

So I let out a quiet moan when Benjamin slides back inside me from behind. 

"Yess" I moan as he reaches around, grabbing my bra, massaging my tits through my lace bra and he leans over me, holding his cock inside me. 

"Did you wear this just for me?" he groans. His hands pushing over the lace of my bra. 

I nod as I pant. 

"I wanted to fuck you right in the middle of the grocery store earlier" he groans. 

"You know I'd fuck you anywhere, just to have you" he groans. I moan and push my hips back and he groans and starts to thrust again. 

"God, you're still so fucking tight baby" he groans. 

I moan slightly louder hearing him call me baby. 

I yelp when his hand slaps downward over my ass. 

"Yesss" I whine. "Please...fuck...please" I almost cry, having missed being spanked. 

"Yeah baby?" he groans. 

I nod frantically and look over my shoulder at him, my eyes begging. 

"Please" I pant. "I need it" 

"Mmmmm" he groans. "Yes, you do." he says and slaps my ass again. My mouth drops open and I whimper. 

"Harder" I whine. 

He growls and slaps my ass harder and I yelp feeling the delicious sting of his hand on my ass. 

"Fuck me Ben" I moan. "Fuck me hard" I moan and bite down into my arm as he starts to thrust and I whimper as I hold my hands flat on the wall trying to keep from falling into it with his hard thrusts. His skin slapping mine in the alleyway, slightly echoing. 

"You still like this dick baby?" he groans as he keeps fucking me.

"I love it" I whimper and take it harder, faster, I feel my tits shaking hard in my bra, and feel his hand in my hair, pulling my head back. I let out a groan as he pulls it back further, making me move my hands from the wall and then arching my back , reaching my hands up and behind me, holding onto his head as he whispers into my ear, and then moves both hands back to my hips as he still thrusts.

"Your pussy is wasted on him baby...nobody fucks you like I do" he groans. And I moan. "Fuuuuuck" he groans as I grip his hair panting harder and harder. 

"You're such a dirty girl Layna" he whispers and I nod. 

He pushes me forward slightly hooks his hands on my elbows and holds me like that, leaning forward, my head bobbing as he thrusts hard, fucking me, my tits shaking beneath me still in my lace bra. 

"Tell me to cum inside you Layna...tell me to cum inside your married cunt" he groans. 

And I do. I say every word. Because I'm exactly who I was back then. Somehow, I'm still his. Even after not talking for years, even after me getting married , he still owns my body, he rules it. He sets it on fire everytime he touches it, or even fucking looks at it. 

"You better not take this pussy away from me ever again" he groans. 

I moan as he pushes me to the wall and thrusts, I feel my tits and stomach, and my hips, my hands everything, grind against the brick wall as he jerks me into it with his thrusts.

"I'm going to fuck you, and use you..just the way you like it" he groans. 

"And cum in this fucking pussy whenever I want." he groans. 

"you got that baby? You're mine, and that ring on your finger doesn't mean shit....you can be his wife.....but you're my whore" he groans and I moan at his words. 

"Yess" I moan out and pant, and Benjamin jerks his hips hard once more and groans into my ear , his cum spilling into me. 

"Mmmm" I moan and bite my lip, closing my eyes, as his hips jerk slightly as he shoots it all up into me. 

"God damn" he exhales and leans his chest against my back, and pulls my hair to the side and kisses the side of my face near my ear. 

"I've fucking missed you" he says. 

I let my hand fall down over the brick wall, my fingers bumping over the cracks. 

"I've missed you too." I say. 

He slides out, and I turn around and he smiles shoving his cock back into his pants and zipping them. 

He smiles as he watches me pull my dress closed and tie it. We both see my crumpled thong panty on the ground and laugh.

"I'm NOT putting those back on" I say, and we both laugh. 

My heart stings with regret as I think about Calvin at home, while I've got my ex boyfriends cum inside me, about to be dripping out of me. But it doesnt stop me from taking his hand and letting him lead me inside for "just a drink". 

---

After I go to the bathroom and clean up a little , I walk back out and smirk when I see Ben sitting in our booth, the booth us and our friends used to crowd into in college. I walk over, and I sit on the opposite side. 

"Still drink beer?" he asks. 

I nod and smile and take the frosty glass of draft beer that he pushes towards me. 

He grins. "Good" he says and takes a drink from his own and lets out a refreshed "ahhh" after he sets the glass down. 

I smile and take another sip of mine before setting it down. 

"So Hughes." he says and leans back in the booth eyeing me. I scrunch my nose. 

"It's Spencer" I say.

He shrugs. "When you're with me...it's Hughes." he says. I bite my lip and fight a smile. 

"Ok." I say. 

He grins. "so, what have you been up to, other than missing me?" 

I roll my eyes and he laughs slightly. 

"Well we moved back just a few months ago, because I wanted to be back near my family." I say, and I feel even more guilty realizing sacrifices Calvin makes, again and again for me. And here I am, unable to pull myself from the man across from me. 

He nods. "Yeah, I see your mom around a lot, your dad too" he says. I nod. 

"they ever tell you I ask how you're doing?" he says.

My eyebrows raise slightly. "You did?" 

He nods. "Anytime I ran into them, I asked, and told them to tell you I said hi" 

I shake my head. "They never mentioned it."

He shrugs. "Probably because mom never liked me" 

I laugh. "She did too. She just didn't like the pregnancy scare we had." I remind him. 

He sucks air though his teeth. "right. i guess id not be too fond of me either" 

"So what are you doing for work?" he asks. 

"I was a doula back in Denver, and I really liked it, I think I'll get back into it, once we're settled. Calvin would actually like me to just be a stay at home wife." I sighed. 

"A stay at home wife?" he asks. "No kids then?" 

I look at him and shake my head. 

"You?" I ask. 

He shakes his head. "Nope." 

"Do you and Gina want kids?" I ask. 

He throws his head back with a laugh at this. 

"Gina is not....wife material..." he says. I scrunch my nose. 

He shrugs. "I don't have any kind of connection to her...we're together for convenience basically" 

"Like we were?" I cock my brow. 

He sits up straight. 

"You and I were more than convenience Hughes, and you fucking know it." he says, and his eyes are on mine, holding my stare. 

"You and I...we were...explosive...fucking dynamite baby." he says grabbing his glass and taking another drink. 

"We weren't close though...we weren't intimate in an emotional way..." I say. 

He licks his lips. 

"i told you I loved you all the time." he says setting his glass down. 

I laugh and roll my eyes. "That's not emotional intimacy."

He sighs. "Yeah, I know, and that's why you left my ass." he says leaning back again.

"Broke my fucking heart Layna Hughes" he says staring at me. 

I roll my eyes. "No I did not. You seemed perfectly fine, other than the fact you tried to fuck me for the next three months while I was with Calvin" 

He winces. 

"You dont think I was affected by you leaving me?" he says and reaches out for his glass.

I chew my lip as he lifts it and takes a drink.

"Well sure, I'm sure it affected you but I don't think it broke your heart." I say.

"Layna, I was fucking obsessed with you... I didn't cheat on you, one fucking time we were together....you are the ONLY girl...I've never cheated on...all I fucking wanted was YOU...constantly.. hence the three months of stalking your ass trying to get you back"

I'm silent for a moment and hold my hands on the bottom of the glass sitting on the table and swipe my thumb through the condensation chewing my lip.

"I'm sorry" I say finally and look up at him. 

He nods. "Me too." 

After another long stretch of silence. He sits up again resting his arms on the table. 

"Go to the bathroom" he says. 

I pinch my brows. "What?"

"Go to the bathroom, because I'm going to fuck you again Layna." he says and I swallow hard. I nod and slip out of the booth.

There's barely anyone in the bar, but he follows me into the ladies room, and the door doesn't lock. He takes me into a stall, unzips his pants and I see he's rock hard again. He sits on the toilet and pulls me onto his lap as I lift my dress and he pulls the front of my dress open as I slide down on him and he groans, pulling down on the front of my bra , exposing my breasts. 

"Ride me hard baby" he groans. I go faster, harder, coming down his dick , my breasts bouncing as he watches them and then leans me back slightly and takes one in his mouth, and he sucks my nipple, and bites it. I moan out and he drags his tongue up my chest to my neck and bites my jaw slightly and then takes my mouth. 

"Fuck" he groans as I pant, the door swings open and we both freeze, and someone walks into the stall next to us. Benjamin grins and grabs my hips making me rock on his lap. I bite my lip and keep riding slightly.

"Faster" he says ever so quietly. And I listen, and even though we're both silent, our panting and moans non existent, the sound of my wet pussy on his cock is coming from the stall, the unmistakable sounds of sex. 

"For real?" a girls voice comes from the stall as she pees. 

I don't stop , not with the way he's looking at me not with the way his fingers are digging into my ass and lifting me up ,he stands and slams me against the stall wall that separates us from the girl in the other stall. 

"Jesus!" the girl screeches. 

I let out a moan as my my legs wrap around him and my hands grip his shoulders and he fucks me hard against the stall wall, the metal shaking. 

I let out a moan.

"Jesus christ" the girl says flushing the toilet. 

I moan feeling as though Im going to cum, I'm so turned on, he's fucking me just like he used to in college, this isn't the first time we've had sex in the bathroom at Jack's bar. 

"I'm gonna cum" I pant as the girl washes her hands. 

"Im gonna cum" I whimper as he keeps fucking me, my back slamming into the wall I yelp and the water turns off and I let out a louder moan as I cum hard, my pussy tightening around it's favorite cock, pulsing as he groans, cumming inside me at the same time. 

"Layna" he groans my name. "fuck baby" he groans and jerks his hips one last time and then turns and sits back down with me on his lap. I grab his face and kiss him, we breathe hard into each others mouths. 

His hands slide up and down my back and then grip my hair as he kisses me deeper. 

"Let's get a hotel" he says.

I laugh and pull back.

"You know I can't do that." I say.

He groans. 

"Gina lives with you?" I ask , he looks at me and nods 

I bite my lip. 

"what are you doing tommorrow?" he asks as he lifts me up, his cock leaving me slowly and I stand adjusting my dress as he stands and puts his cock back in his pants. 

"Nothing. A few things around the house, why?" I ask. 

"when does Calvin get home from work?" he asks.

"Between 5 and 6" I say.

He groans. "I work till 5 usually, but can probably get out early." 

I laugh. "You're not coming to my house Benjamin" I say as we step out of the stall and I check myself in the mirror, as a girl walks in and stops when she sees me and Ben. She looks at Ben.

"Uhhhhh" she says as she slides by us and into the stall. 

"But I need to see you" he says stepping behind me, grabbing my tits from behind and sliding them down my stomach.

"I need to fuck you again tomorrow" he says. 

The girl in the stall coughs pretending to not be listening. 

I grab his hand and pull him out of the bathroom and we don't go back to our seats, Instead I pull him out side and make him walk me to my car. 

"Well I don't know what to tell you." I say when he says that he needs to fuck me again tomorrow. 

"Come to my place then" he says. 

"What about Gina?" I ask. 

She'll be at work. "She's a waitress, she'll be there from 3-11." 

I chew the corner of my lip. "I dont know" I say. 

"I shouldnt be doing this Ben, I'm married." I say.

He scoffs. "Which makes it even hotter." he says and pushes me against the car and pushes his hips into me hard. 

"I'm gonna fuck the shit out of your married pussy Hughes" he says. 

"I'm gonna make you call my name next time ole Calvin puts his dick in his wife." he says and I bite my lip, because even though I love Calvin, I also love that Ben doesn't like him. 

"Do you have an office?" I ask. 

He cocks a brow. "Yes, I do." 

I look up at him and grin. "Can anyone see into this office?" I ask. 

He grins and shakes his head. "Nope"

"when do you take lunch?" I ask.

"One" he says. "I get an hour." 

I smile. "Plenty of time to bend me over your desk then?" 

He groans and grabs at my dress at the waist. "Yes" 

I pull out my phone, I program his number into it as B. 

I text him so he has mine. 

"Text me the address tomorrow once you're at work. Do NOT call or text me before that." I say. He nods. 

I bite my lip as I grab him for another kiss. 

"I'm so fucking hard" he groans. 

"Save it for tomorrow" I wink pulling back and opening my car. He groans as I sit down. 

"See you tomorrow Hughes." he says.

"See ya Benji" I wink, and he glares, because he hates that nick name, but always used to let me use it. 

I pull the car door shut and smile at him after turning on my car and give a little wave. 

I'm not sure how I do it, but I manage to sleep in the same bed as my husband that night, and I do so easily. Sleeping the best I've ever slept in a long time.