EroticReverie

*commissioned*

At around midnight, after he lets me shower, Benjamin walks me to my car in his driveway. I open the back door, shoving my leather jacket under the seat. My torn lace body suit , Benjamin says he's keeping to jerk off with later. 

With the driver side door open Ben pushes me up against the back door of the driver side by my waist and slides his hands up my top. I lift my chin , looking at him as his fingers graze my skin, sending new shivers throughout my body. 

"I'm a terrible person." I say quietly. 

Benjamin frowns. "Why is that?" he asks, his hands slide up further and lift my shirt, and without a bra on, he exposes my tits, lifting the shirt, resting it above them, my nipples perking up as the breeze in the air catches them. I feel his warm palms house them, and rub them gently, his hands kneading my breasts. 

"Because I'm married, and...I didn't even try to stop you in the alley the other night. I didn't even try to say no...I just did it." I say. 

A small smile plays on his lips, his hands push up over my tits, and my shirt and collar bone and he slides his hands gently up my neck and cups my face. 

"We're a force Hughes...you and me..." he says. "Nothing would have stopped us. I could see it in your eyes in the supermarket...that your pussy still answers to me..." he says and kisses me. I moan softly into his mouth. 

His hands slide down as we kiss, our tongues teasing each other, and I bite his lower lip and moan as his finger tips skim back down my chest, his fingertips sliding over my nipples. then his thumbs rubbing them as he cups them.

"I should go" I whisper against his mouth , and his hands slide down, undoing the button on my jeans. 

"You should." he agrees, but he unzips my jeans, pushing them down and I pant as his hand goes between my legs, and his middle finger pushes down between my slit, and up into me. I gasp and he grins as I thrust my hips into his hand, still kissing him, panting heavily. 

He kisses the corner of my mouth and moves his lips to my ear, his breath is warm against my ear and neck. 

"Listen to your cunt wet my finger" he groans and I moan. He leans down, pushing my jeans down further, making me kick off my shoes, and my pants. He grabs my torso at the sides and lifts me swiftly. I gasp as he lifts me right onto the hood of my car.

"What are you-" I start to speak as he pushes my legs apart, leans forward and lays his tongue over my pussy, dragging it up slowly. I tremble and gasp.

"Fuck" I whisper, and his tongue pushes against my clit, his thumbs spreading my lips as he carefully licks me, slowly, up and over my clit each time.

I pant and spread my legs even wider, he groans into my pussy and licks it now from hole to clit, over and over teasing both my pussy and my clit. 

"God, just fuck me" I whine. 

He let's out a small chuckle as he slides two fingers into my pussy, he fingers me slowly and licks my pussy. I writhe.

"with your dick, not your fingers" I groan. 

He chuckles again, his fingers go faster. I moan anyways, enjoying the feeling of them pushing up into me, my wet pussy taking whatever he'll give. 

"Fuck me Benjamin" I groan. "Please" i whimper looking down at him as he licks his tongue around my clit, and flicks it, and then sucks it into his mouth, tugging with the suction every so slightly. I moan out and push myself up, I grab his head and pull it into me, my fingers in his hair. 

"yes!" I scream out, and yelp, and I pant wondering if any of his neighbors are up late and can see us. I don't bother to look around, because I don't really care.

"like that" I whimper when he licks up over my clit again, his fingers thrusting into me. 

"Ben!" I shriek, my legs starting to shake as my orgasm comes to me. I curse at the top of my lungs, shrieking in pleasure as his tongue make me cum , his fingers sliding out, letting him focus on just licking my clit. 

I pull his hair and he growls as his tongue laps over my throbbing clit, my toes pointing, my body jerking with each wave of pleasure, each pulse of my orgasm wrecking me right there in the middle of his driveway. 

"Ohhhh" my voice shakes as he licks my clit that has gone too sensitive now, my legs snap shut and he groans, and sucks my clit, burying his face in my legs. 

He spreads my legs, and then my lips again as I tremble, and he gently nibbles my tortured clit, an my entire body tremors as I squeal. 

He nibbles it again, and I shiver, his tongue lovingly glides over it and he kisses my clit, I moan and shake slightly. He kisses up slowly, over my pussy and my pubic bone, to my stomach and then his hands grab me, pulling me down. I notice as he lowers me, his pants are at his ankles. They mustve been removed just now or while I was losing my mind over his tongue. 

"I can't let you go Hughes" he says, as he pins me against the car grabbing my thighs, holding them up as he slides his cock up into me. 

I tremble, his hands are on my ass now as my legs wrap around him and Benjamin fucks me one more time for the night against my car right out front of his house, and sends me home with a still needy cunt, that's full of his cum. 

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"Shit" I say pulling into the driveway seeing Calvin is already home.

I check myself in the mirror of my car, smoothing my hair, and I can feel the mess in my pants, as my wet pussy lips rub together while getting out of the car. I bite my lip as I walk into the house. 

I can hear the television from our bedroom, and I slide off my shoes. Set my keys down and tip toe to the bathroom. Closing the door behind me. Even though it's suspicious, I take another shower anyways, wanting to wash any scent of Ben , to wash his cum from between my legs, from my pussy. I spray the shower head against my pussy, hoping to clear it of any evidence another man....no...other men...were inside me tonight. 

My heart thumps with adrenaline, with guilt, and I get out of the shower. Wrap a towel around myself and throw my clothes in the laundry shoot, and go to our bedroom.

Calvin is sitting up in bed, in the dark with tv on. He looks over to me and smiles. 

"where did you go?" he asks. "I didnt get a text."

"Sorry." I say with a smile. "Didn't want to bother you when you were with the boys. I just went down to the park to ...watch the sun set. Fell asleep in the car." I say. 

He cocks his eyebrow. "Oh" 

I shrug. "How was poker, you're back earlier than normal?" I say trying to change the subject of where I was. 

"Yeah...couple guys bailed last minute...so we just had a few drinks outside..then I came home." he says. 

"Oh, I'm sorry" I say.

He shrugs. "Still had a good time."  

I pull off my towel off and start to dry my hair, I wring it in the towel a little bit, running the towel through it and then start to dry my body. 

I turn and see Calvin watching me, he smiles and throws the covers down to his knees. He pats the bed beside him.

"Come here beautiful" he says. 

I smile slightly and walk over to the bed, drying my waist, and between my legs, and then down them as he watches me. 

He rubs his hands over the bed again and I crawl up into our bed on my hands and knees as my husband leans his head back as I hover over him on hands and knees and I kiss him. 

Slut. Whore. Cheater. Traitor. Bitch. The words assault me as I kiss him, running through my head as my husbands gentle hands rub up and down my arms.

I open my mouth as we kiss and push my tongue into his mouth, flashes of Ben in my head, then Calvin, then Finn, Then Ben again, I picture all three of them as I kiss Calvin. 

"Did someone miss me?" I ask playfully as he gently guides me onto my back and then pushes down his briefs. 

He smiles. "always." 

My heart stings, like little needles are being jabbed into it as he slides up between my legs, and I spread my legs for him, welcoming him into the traitorous pussy of his unfaithful wife. 

I wonder if he'll be able to tell, if my pussy will be too stretched out, if he can tell i've just been ruthlessly fucked by the guy he took me from in college, and his best friend. 

He looks into my eyes as he slides in, his cock takes it's time , sliding in barely, then back out. Barely in again, and back out. Each time giving me just a hint more of his length. I start to breathe a bit louder, my chest rising and falling, my damp hair, wetting the pillow under my head as Calvin starts to slowly make love to me. 

"Yes" I whisper as I arch my back and his mouth kisses at my neck, kisses over my collar bone, no biting, nothing rough, or even slightly. 

His mouth is so soft, so tender, and warm. I close my eyes, tears threatening at the corners. What have I done?

I grab onto his back, and pull him into me as I roll my hips upward as he gently keeps thrusting, filling me all the way.

"I love you" he murmurs against my neck and into my ear. "I love you so much" 

I squeeze my eyes tight, willing the tears not to come. 

"I love you too" I'm able to get out without my voice betraying that I might cry. 

"I'm ready Layna" he whispers into my ear, and I'm not sure what he means, because that's one thing about Calvin, he's never quick. He takes his time, he makes sure to last.

"what?" I say my eyes opening and I look at him as he smiles down at me, like I'm his entire world. And I know I am. And it makes it hurt even more knowing what I've done. 

"I want us to be a family." he says. My heart for a moment actually stops. 

"I want to have a baby" he says and kisses me not waiting for me to respond. 

We've been planning on it , sure, it's no surprise to me. Except for that it is. Because I was actually the one that was more ready for it, up until a few days ago. Until...Ben happened. 

"Have my baby Layna Spencer" I can feel him smile against my lips, I moan and kiss him harder so I don't have speak. I hold his face as I tighten my legs around him. His thrusts go faster.

"Yes baby" he groans quietly. "Oh god Layna" he groans into my mouth as his thrusts go harder. Harder than I think he's ever fucked me in the entire time we've been together. 

"Yesss" I pant , wanting more, wanting Calvin to give me more.

"yes?" he says pulling up , smiling looking at me. 

I realize he took my yes of encouragement for him to go harder as yes to the baby talk.

I just nod, and he smiles, and Calvin Spencer, fucks me even harder. 

"Oh!" I gasp as I feel him hit me deeper than he definitely ever has. 

"Calvin" I moan his name.

"Layna" he moans mines back. 

I can't have a baby with a man that I cheated on. I can't plan a life with him and hold this secret for the rest of my life with him. If I tell him, he'll leave. I won't get the perfect husband anymore, or the family that comes with it. I lose the dream I've had with him , that I've been planning for. 

"I can't wait for you to have my children" he groans and he lifts up, bracing himself on his hands. 

I bite my lip and look at him, he looks down at my tits as they bounce with his thrusts. I moan. 

"you feel so good Cal" I moan and writhe. 

"Yeah?" he groans

I nod my head and push my head back into the pillow.

"Harder" I beg with my eyes closed, enjoying for what might be the first time we've ever made love that could possibly be considered "fucking". 

"I don't want to hurt you" he says. 

"Cal!" I whine , begging. 

"Harder!" I cry. 

He groans and he gives me what I want, and I grab his arms and moan loudly. I curse.

"fuck me" I pant. "God Cal, fuck me" 

"Baby" he groans and I lose myself as his cock serves me the fucking I've been trying to take from him for years. I've always respected his concern for hurting me, "disrespecting" me, and it's finally broken. Whatever barrier or protective wall he put up in the bedroom, my husband was actually fucking me. Groaning.

"Don't stop" I pant "Keep going" I moan. 

His hips connect even harder, driving himself so fucking deep I want to cry. Cry because it hurts so fucking good, cry because i've waited so long for this, cry because maybe if he'd fucked me like this two days sooner, I wouldn't have had cheated on him. Cry because I'm cumming, harder than I've ever cum on Calvin's cock. Screaming out his name as I come undone. 

"Layna" he groans my name as I cum, unable to speak , I choke on my breaths, as I grip his arms harder, my nails digging into his biceps. 

"Cal!" I cry out once more as I tremble beneath him as he cums inside of me. 

"Yes Baby" he groans, his hips  thrusting deep, burying his load inside of me. I gasp as he collapses. I wrap my legs around him with his cock still inside me, pulsing the last drops of his cum into me. 

He breathes heavily, and lays on me for a moment before pushing himself off to lay on his back. 

I turn and put myself in my husbands arms as he wraps one around me, the other stroking my arm as I lay my head on his shoulder and chest. 

I place my hand over the middle of his chest, feeling his heart beating so fast, mine is too and I listen to them as they both slowly calm down, until they beat in sync, and I fall asleep next to him.

Next to the man who doesn't know i've secretly ruined both of our lives.