*commissioned*
Trevor
Standing at the door watching them, I just can't anymore, so I leave, going quietly back downstairs. I jerk myself off on the couch, imagining Lexi naked. Imagining her in the beach photo I've jerked off to all these years. I jerk myself off until I cum.
When I'm done. I walk back to the other end, in the kids cabin. I grab my swim trunks, grab a joint and walk outside to the hot tub, and get in by myself. Trying to calm myself, and keep myself from going back upstairs and punching my dad in the face and screaming at Lexi for not using a condom like we'd agreed.
I sit in the hot tub for a few minutes before lighting my joint. As I light it, the door opens from the adult cabin and I see my father come out. Bundled in a winter coat, with boots on. He trudges over to the hot tub. I clench my teeth and exhale my first hit.
"Didn't know you stayed back with us." my dad says reaching out for me to pass the joint.
I say nothing, and I don't pass it. I just narrow my eyes slightly at him as I inhale.
He looks at me and sighs. "What now?" he asks, pulling his hand back , he shivers in the cold as I sit in the hot water, the steam warming my face, keeping me from freezing.
"You guys use a condom at least?" I ask, exhaling a puff of smoke.
"Yes." My dad lies. "OF course we did." he says.
"Fuck you." I say.
"Excuse me?" he says.
"No you didn't, because I fucking saw you. Heard you too." I say and take another hit, my blood pressure working itself higher as I look at him, daring him to keep lying as my jaw ticks.
"Fine. No. We fucking didn't. We're all fine for today anyway. She took that pill." He says and walks around, taking the joint from my hand.
I snarl. "Not the point...FATHER" I feel my nose flare as I call him that.
"Fine. From now on. Condoms. Jesus." he says inhaling and then handing the joint back.
"I couldnt help it alright. Fuck." he says and exhales.
I roll my eyes. "Where is she?"
"Shower" he answers.
I stand up and get out, flicking the blunt into the snow as he reaches out for another pass. I glare, smirking defiantly and walk into the house. I listen for a shower running, but don't hear it in the adults cabin, so I walk briskly through the hall that connects the teen cabin and hear the shower.
I open the door, steam pours out from the bathroom and I step in, pushing down my swim trunks and pull open the shower door.
"Mason?" she asks, her eyes shut as she turns her head to the noise of the door. "Trevor?"
My jaw clenches looking at her , entirely naked, water dripping down her, her hair plastered to her back. I hate that I have to share her after finally getting her, after wanting her since we were kids.
She wipes the water from her eyes and opens them. She jumps at how close I am, as I've already stepped into the shower, closing the door behind me.
"Hey" she smiles and I look at her, moving closer, stepping towards her, not touching her, but making her step backward with my glare.
"Trevor, what are you-" she gasps as she hits the tile and I press into her, grabbing her chin and lifting it. She blinks, the water droplets falling from her lashes.
"Wh-whats wrong?" she asks, I feel her tremble slightly, as if my gaze scares her. Good. I want her to be scared. At least for a second.
"You lied." I whisper, grabbing her jaw, not too hard, but firmly.
"About wh-what?" her eyebrows pinch and she breathes heavily.
"Using condoms." I say.
"Oh" she exhales. "I..yea...I...um" she stammers, trying to find a good enough excuse or another lie probably.
"So is that what we're going to do? Lie to each other?" I ask my hand grasping her jaw tighter. She gasps.
"No" she shakes her head, and I slide my hand from her jaw to her throat, resting it there, squeezing gently but my jaw is tense and I can tell by her eyes that she's afraid. Selfishly, I'm glad. Because I'm still pissed, at him, and at her.
"I..I'm sorry Trevor, we didn't mean to-" she speaks
"get caught?" I finish for her.
"No" she pinches her brows together shaking her head. "It's just...I don't know...I figured one more day without condoms...it would be fine" she says looking up at me. My lips tighten as she reaches for my cock, which is hard, and pressed between us.
"You can have me without one too" she says softly.
I reach down, grabbing her hand and lifting it, and her other, above her head. She gasps as I slam her hands to the wall above her.
"T-Trevor" she shakes. "You're scaring me"
My lips tighten. "I'm not like you Alexis..." I say her full name. "I don't hurt people." I say and she frowns.
"You made me feel stupid." I tell her. "Not a fan of feeling like a joke," I grit my teeth and she licks her lips nervously and looks away and then back at me.
"I promise I didn't mean to make you feel stupid. I would never want to make you feel like that." she said. "I'm sorry" she says.
I hate how cute her face is, how a drop of water hangs from her adorable fucking nose as she blinks up at me, her eyes pleading for forgiveness.
"He fucks you better?" I ask , letting her hands go, and stepping back.
"What?" she asks.
"I heard you. He fucks you best." I say my jaw clenching.
"You both do." she answers.
"STOP lying" I grit my teeth.
She scowls, fed up with my wounded ego. She snaps.
"I'm not!" she yells.
"I like it with both of you the same! That's why I can't fucking choose! Why I don't want to have to choose!" she yells at me and pushes me and flips the water off and steps past me and storms out of the shower. I follow. Both of us grabbing towels.
She gives me a look that could kill as she wraps the towel around her.
I sigh, frustrated.
"I don't want to share you." I grit my teeth.
"Then don't" she shoves past me and leaves the bathroom.
"What the hell does that mean?" I raise my voice following after her through the hall to her bedroom.
"You're a smart guy Trevor, figure it out" she snips over shoulder glaring and walks into her room. I push the door as she goes to shut it. She jumps and I glare at her.
"You'd be happy if I handed you over to him, wouldnt you?" my jaw ticks.
I catch her roll her eyes and scoff and turn her back to me.
"You're ridiculous" she says under her breath.
"You would. It'd make it so much fucking easier for you." I say.
She whips around and shoves me. "you think this is easy?! Easy was when I had a boyfriend 48 hours ago, that I didnt know was cheating on me, Easy was when I hadn't slept with my uncle, cousin AND my ex in the same 24 fucking hours!" she shrieks.
"I don't know what I'm doing!" she yells. "Give me a break!"
"You're not the only one with feelings Trevor!" she glares and pushes me again.
She does it, keeping me moving backward as she steps closer each time.
"You think I want to want either of you?!" her voice cracks and she has me against the wall now. I watch her, it's maddening how even when she's yelling at me, my dick is still fucking hard, because anything and everything she does makes me want her. Even if she lied to me.
I grab her, pulling her to me and turn putting her to the wall, and shutting her up mid sentence with a crushing kiss. Her fists beat at my chest a moment, until she gives in. Her fits rest on my chest as her mouth parts for my tongue and I kiss her deeply.
Our tongue moves frantically in apologies to each other. I pull both of our towels off, and I press my dick into her stomach. She moans, her fingers coming unclenched, her hands slipping up to my shoulders.
"Tell me it's okay" she whispers, and her voice seems heavy, sad.
"What's okay?"I whisper back, and kiss her mouth again.
"that I love you both..that I need you both...that i'm not a terrible person..." she looks down and I take her face in my hands.
"it's okay that you love us both....that you need us..." I say.
She looks up. "am I a terrible person?" she asks.
"Not terrible, no" I say.
she frowns slightly "But not good?"
I sigh. "I won't lie to you to make you feel better Lexi...you're fucking a married man." I say.
She lets out a heavy sigh. "I know" she whines ashamed and I grab her leg, lifting it up over my hip.
"But right now.....you're fucking me" I tell her and her eyes go to mine.
"I'm sore" she says.
I don't respond, I just guide my cock to her pussy, bare. No condom. Because I need to feel even, equal to my own father, who's fucking her too.
She winces, and halfway in I thrust hard. She yelps, her leg that's still down trembles, I grab it, hoisting her up. She gasps, when I grab her ass, and pin her to the wall, she wraps her legs around me. I thrust into her.
"OW!" she whimpers and trembles between me and the wall.
I thrust hard again.
"Trevor!" she squeaks. I groan and grab her ass harder.
"You weren't too sore for him" I say, gritting my teeth,
She whimpers.
I turn and walk to the bed, throwing her on it, then grabbing her, pulling her to the edge of it, spreading her legs and sliding myself back into her.
I groan as she arches her back and gasps. I go deep, watching her suck in lungs full of air with each of my thrusts, gasping every time.
"fuck" she whimpers and turns her head, biting her finger. I watch her wince and she whines.
"Pussies tend to get sore, when they're passed around" I groan and her eyes fly back to me going wide with anger.
Her hands go to fly to me, I grab her wrists, lean over her and pin them
"Get off me!" she hisses and squirms beneath me.
"No" I growl.
"You're pissed at the truth Lexi?" I groan, fucking her, wanting to punish her for making me have to share her, after having waited so long for her.
She scowls.
"You said you love me" she reminds me.
"I fucking do...but right now...I think I hate you too" I say.
She gasps as I give her another hard, deep thrust. She gasps.
"You're hurting me" she whimpers as he back arches.
"Tell me to stop then...if you dont deserve it." I groan.
"Trevor" she whines and her arms pull, her wrists still trapped. I show mercy, and tame my thrusts. Keeping my hips moving in slow, lazy movements, enjoying her. Watching her winces turn into open mouthed moans of pleasure.
"I want to hurt your pussy" I tell her, gritting my teeth
"Don't" she pants. "Like this....keep fucking me like this Trevor...please" she breathes and I look at her as she looks at me.
"it feels so good Trev." she moans. "oh god" she cries out as I go slightly faster.
"please!" she shrieks as I keep going, her breathing frantic, her arms still pulling in my grasp.
"I'm gonna cum" she moans.
I stop fucking her. I bury my cock in her. Her eyes open on me as I grunt, pumping my cum into her.
She writhes beneath me. "Keep going, im so close!" she shrieks.
But I don't listen, I selfishly use her for my own reward, not caring about hers. Punishing her.
"Trevor!" she whines, moving beneath me as I feel her cunt grip my dick and I groan as my seed pours into her, each rope filling her up a bit more.
I groan as the last of it empties into her and collapse over her.
"Trevor" she says my name and I sigh and pull out carefully, and lay on my back.
"I was almost there...I was right there" she says.
"I know." I say. "But you lied....you didn't deserve to cum" I say and she gasps and looks at me.
"Are you serious right now?" she asks.
I shrug.
"If you guys are gonna be assholes, I can be one too." I say.
"fuck you Trevor" she says and gets up, she walks over to her closet, pulls out some clothes while growling to herself.
"such an ass" she mumbles. I smile watching her huff and puff.
"I still love you though" I say.
She looks to me. Flings her clothes on the other side of the bed. She narrows her eyes.
I give a little smirk and give a wink. She shakes her head, and I can tell shes fighting a small smile.
"Dick" she says.
"Come lay down with me" I say.
"Why should I?" she puts her hands on her hips standing there naked.
"Because I want to fucking lay naked with you" I say and she grins.
"I have a better idea" she says.
"What's that?" I say.
She smirks and we both go to the bathroom and clean ourselves up first, per her orders.
Then she takes my hand, wand we walk into the open cabin area, and she drags me to the front of the fireplace, turning it on. She gestures to the rug in front of it.
"It's no bear skin, but I suppose it will do" I say. She laughs, and we both lay down in front of it. Laying with her body facing it. I get behind her, kissing her neck, she humms little sounds of pleasure as I kiss over her shoulder, pulling her hair back gently from the rest of her neck and kiss over it again.
"It's like the movie isnt it?" she says.
I laugh slightly and kiss right below her ear.
"Mhm, sure" I say as my hand glides over her side, up and down, feeling the hills and valleys of her curves. I finally just slide my arm up around her, holding my hand over her chest.
"I can't help wanting you to myself...I'm going to get jealous...there's no way for me to stop being jealous" I tell her, confessing into her ear.
"I've known I wanted you since we were kids Lexi, I've always wanted you. Always loved you a little more than everyone else" I whisper and feel her cling me , her hands gripping my arm that around her.
"I want you to be mine...how i imagined it everytime I looked at you...just you and me Lex" I whisper.
She grabs my hand from her chest, lifts it to her mouth and kisses it.
As i confess more of my secrets quietly, I feel her breath go more steady, and peek over at her eyes and realize she's dozed off. So I let myself too.
Even if just for a little awhile, it feel how I've always wanted it to be.
Just me and her.