EroticReverie

*commissioned*

In the morning Justin wakes up first, sneaking out of bed. He stands and stretches and looks to his naked sister sprawled in his bed, sound asleep. 

HE rubs his face with both hands thinking about what happened last night. The mistake they made....and made again....and again....and again. 

He walks to his closet puts on his running clothes and walks to her room, where he wakes up the drunk guy she brought home who is still passed out in her bed. 

After showing him out, Justin grabs his ipod and goes for his morning 5 mile run. 

Halfway during the run he stops at the park where they have bars to do pullups, and he does several and then does push ups. If he wasn't so distracted by the thoughts of last night he'd notice plenty of girls running, rollerblading by, also working out, checking him out. He usually gives them smiles, but today his mind is lost on Jess, on what they did, and what they're going to do now. 

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Back at home Jess wakes up to find the bed empty. She groans, having hoped Justin would still be in bed. Realizing she missed him before his daily workout. 

She padded out of his room to hers, noticing the guy from last night was gone. She yawns, and goes to the bathroom brushes her teeth, and takes a shower. 

She knows she should work out too, but has a sort of headache from drinking last night, and would rather not. 

Since it's the weekend she decides to make plans to go out again later, texting her friends, and they remind her of the casino party. 

One of her friends Uncle's own's the casino not too far from them, and allowed his niece to have the top floor suites and two floors for the night, with bedrooms for her friends. 

Jess sits at the counter texting her friends eating a bowl of cereal when Justin walks in. Her eyes flick up and he pauses, panting from his run, looking at her. She smiles and starts to smirk but then Justin looks away without a word, opening the fridge and pulling out a gatorade. 

Jess furrows her brows watching him as he gulps it down not looking at her, and she bites her lip, squeezing her legs together, wiggling slightly in her seat at the way his body is shining with sweat, and she can smell him and it makes the sensation between her legs worse.

Her phone dings. 

"My sister is begging me to ask if J is still coming" her friend Miranda texts her. 

Jess looks up. "you're going to the party at the Lucky tonight?" 

Justin finishes the gatorade and sets it down. 

"No." he answers and turns and pulls a protein bar from the cabinet,

"Miranda said Moni wanted her to ask me if you were STILL coming?" Jess says, the tone in her voice making it a question. 

Justin sighs and Jess feels a tension in the air, and not a good one. 

"I was gonna go, we can ride toget-" Jess starts.

"I'm NOT going." Justin says, and Jess sits up straighter in her seat, stunned by his tone of voice,.

"Oooookay." Jess says and spins in her seat, grabs her bowl of cereal and walks to the sink and tosses the plastic bowl into the sink carelessly , milk splashing up the sides and in the air, some getting on Justin. 

Justin's jaw ticks as Jess stomps out of the room, clearly returning his shitty attitude right back to him.  He says nothing and lets her go, groaning to himself and runs his hands over his face again, sighing at the mess he's gotten himself into. He doesn't need to battle with Jess. She's all he has. He's all she has. He curses himself for what happened and goes upstairs to shower. 

After washing himself, and cleaning his hair he stands in the shower, and groans just letting the water run slightly colder, and colder as he just stands there. Thinking of her. His own fucking sister. How he needs to talk to her, to tell her last night was a one time thing, that it can't happen again. That he cant touch her breasts, cant touch her pussy, can fuck it either. Can't slide his cock deep inside her and fill her with his cum. He groans feeling his dick grow at the thought of having her again. 

He jumps when the door slams open to the bathroom. 

"You know.." he hears Jess puff loudly and walk over to the shower and flings the curtain open to the shower. Standing in the pink leggings and and extra long slightly baggy white tank top she had on, he turns to her as the water hits him from the side and down over his front and back. 

"You can't just be a dick to me" she says glaring at him. 

"We had a good time!" she says firmly and slaps the curtain when it slips back slightly 

"I liked it Justin, a lot, and im not ashamed! Maybe i should be, but im not!" She yells and Justin just watches her, as her fists clench at her side and she reprimands him for his attitude. 

"If you don't want me, then stop taking care of me Justin! Stop doing the things that boyfriends do! Stop confusing me!" She yells, Justin flinches. 

"I was doing the things that brothers do." he says.

"I don't need you to take care of me!" Jess yells. 

"Okay." he says lifting his hand to the knobs, turning the water off. 

He steps out and ignores her as his wet body brushes against her, and he grabs a towel wrapping it around his waist.

"I wont then." he says calmly, grabbing his tooth brush. 

He fights looking at her in the mirror as she stands to the side behind him, watching him as he starts to brush his teeth. 

"So last night was what then?" she asks. He tries to ignore the crack in her voice. 

"I dont know" he answers.

"Yes you do!" she yells and moves to the side of the sink , trying to get into his field of vision since he wont look at her. Justin spits and rinses his mouth out. 

"Fucking look at me!" Jess shrieks and shoves him from the sink, and stands in front of him. 

"Look at me! Coward!" she wails on his chest with her hands and Justin grabs them hard at the wrist, making Jess gasp and she stops whining, stops moving as he holds her wrists in the air with his hands at their sides. 

"I'm looking at you." he says staring directly into her eyes. "What do you want?" 

Jess frowned. "Nothing....nothing at all" she says bitterly and pulls her hands from his grip and pushes him back and walks out of the bathroom. 

Justin again doesn't follow her. And 30 minutes later when he's in his room, the front door slams shut and he hears her car start and leave. 

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Jess is gone all day. 

When Justin texts her asking if she'll be home for dinner and what she wants. There's no response. He waits , dinner time comes and goes. No answer from Jess. He texts a few of her friends. No response. He waits around, knowing she wont make him wait all night, that someone will text him back, after a movie,  then he remembers the casino party. 

He grumbles knowing he has to go there. Because he knows his sister, and knows that when she's stressed, has problems, is sad, or is angry, or experiencing a high amount of pretty much any fucking basic emotion, she drinks even more than normal. 

 He knows that there's a dress code for Lucky's Casino, so he puts on a nice pair of light grey perfectly tailored dress pants, a long sleeved black button up dress shirt. and black belt with a silver buckle. Then adds a silver watch to his wrist. He adds cologne, spends a few minutes on his hair, which is short on the sides, longer ontop and currently messy. He just runs his hands through it, deciding against attempting any hair product. By the time he gets there, it's almost 11pm. 

He sees some people from school as he walks through the Casino area, looking around for his sister. He asks a few if they've seen her, nobody has yet except for a few, but they're no help as to where they saw her last, because they're wasted. 

The birthday girl is Chloe who is standing at the roulette table clapping her hands as the ball rolls around the spinning wheel. He looks for Jess around there. 

He waits patiently for Chloe to lose, then greets her a happy birthday and she squeals and hugs him. 

"Thank you so much for coming!" She hugs him.

"You seen my sister?" J asks her. 

Chloe is one of the few girls who knows about their home life more than others, and knows Jess's reasons for partying arent just to have fun. 

"Last I knew she was upstairs with Grady" Chloe says and gives an apologetic smile. Because she knows I'm the one that will have to fix whatever tears Grady gives her tonight. 

"Thanks" I kiss her cheek and walk away to the elevators. Following a group of people I know are with the party, following them up to the suites. 

Grady fucking Beckett. 

Jess dated him her senior year, and for the year after they both graduated. She stayed in town to go to community, he went out of state. Not until he came home for SUMMER, did he break up with her and admit he'd cheated on her pretty much the entire year at college. He'd gotten kicked out of college there, and had come back home, and started going to community too. 

He's a total fucking tool, and messes with her emotions every now and then. hinting he wants to get back together, just so she'll sleep with him. Then doesnt call her or return her texts for weeks on end. 

The funny thing is I don't think she loves him, she just wants him...to love her. She wants to feel special and cared for. 

I step off the elevator to loud music, clouds of smoke and walk into the first suite to the right, where kids from school, and others my sisters age are standing in a circle, rubbing their noses. I watch the person with mirror, follow the straw with his nose along the line and shake my head. Not at them, because I dont care what people do. But because if there's coke, then that means there's other stuff, meaning, angry, hurt, embarrassed Jess, might have dabbled in something besides alcohol tonight. 

I see Miranda. 

"Where's Jess?" I ask coming up to her. 

She looks around and shrugs.

"she was just here a second ago" she yells over the music. 

I look around and I look for Grady, because he's tall like me and easier to spot than Jess would be. I clench my jaw as I scan the room and then walk through the suite checking the main bedroom and the bathroom. Then leave and go to another suite, . There's three large suites on the top floor. 

The second one I choose, Is the right one, because as soon as I walk in. I see her seated on a large white couch. She's wearing a rose gold sequin mini dress. the straps are tiny, thin, and offering no support to her tits that are practically hanging out, because the front hangs loose, and low, and the back is bare and low from what I can see as she's bent over the coffee table , finger to her nose, the other moving across as she inhales the coke up the other side of her nose.

Grady laughs, rubbing at his own nose, still sniffing, the guy on the other side of her , his hand on her bare back, and it comes up behind her neck as she sits back up straight after her line and shakes her head slightly. I see the mans hand on the back of her neck, massaging it as he leans in whispering something to her, and Grady turns, placing his hand on her leg, sliding it between her thighs, both of them touching her. I almost break my fucking teeth gritting them so hard. I'm afraid if I move I'll murder them. Jess giggles and Grady grabs her face, turning it from the stranger to him, and he kisses her, Jess now turning her body towards him, kissing him back. 

The guy now behind her, slides his hand up and down her back, to her side, over the sides of her dress. I feel my jaw tick as Gradys tongue assaults her mouth and she leans into him.

The guy behind her, slides his hands down, and pulls at the bottom of her short dress, lifting it. Grady leans back and Jess follows his mouth, leaning over him now, her ass lifted off the couch , her hand on his shoulder, her leg lifting as the guy behind her reaches between her legs, touching her. I watch her turn her head from Grady to the other guy as she climbs ontop of Grady, her back to me across the crowded room. 

she leans over to the other guy and kisses him next, his fingers still pushing against her panties as she sits on Gradys lap. 

A few people watch them, most dont pay any attention. Because all around the room people are hooking up. 

I watch Jess push the guys hand from her , but continues to kiss him. His hand goes back, she pushes it away again, shaking her head giggling. 

I see the guy say something and she shakes her head biting her lip, then Grady says something to her, and then something to the other guy. 

Grady pushes Jess up and off him, standing, grabbing her by the hand, leaving the room, to the bedroom, I watch the large doors close as he takes Jess behind them. I look to the guy on the couch who is looking around, I grab a drink and watch him. Less than 5 minutes later, he gets up, walks to the doors, looks back to the room and then closes the doors. 

Now I move. And I push through the people , tripping over an ottoman I almost fall over, landing on the side of the couch. Cursing I get up and push my way to the doors. I turn the handle and open it slowly.

All it takes is the view before me and the fear in her voice to react. 

After opening the door, I see Grady already naked, Jess is still in her dress but her panties have just been ripped off and are in the strangers hand as his other hand holds her down, along with Grady's two hands pinning her as well. 

"Please! Stop!" Jess shrieks and all three sets of eyes fly to me as the door slams open and yell at them to get the fuck off her. 

Both guys move, as the people behind me look upon the scene too. Seeing them pinning down a girl, a pair of ripped panties in one's hand and the way Jess is already crying, the way she shakes like a leaf as tey back away, a few other guys joining me inside the room. But they go to Grady and his friend, staring them down as they both make excuses. 

I look at Jess as I walk over, jaw ticking. I'm angry at them, but I'm angry at her too. I'm sick of her being destructive. I'm sick of her partying. But I don't get to be mad at her  when she's crying because her ex just tried to assault her, with another guy. I reach out my hand to her, as she's curled up, knees to her chest in the middle of the bed, sitting there. 

"C'mon. Let's go home" I say and she looks at me and nods, sniffling and I grab her hand and pull her up,and I grab her shoes from the floor. 

The guys are still making excuses and the rest of the people have gone silent in the main area as we walk out, they watch the scene behind me and jess unfold. As me and Jess turn, I'm satisfied to hear a sharp crack and a groan that sounds like Grady, and then another crack , Jess flinches. But we keep walking and I know those guys will give Grady and his friend what they deserve. 

Jess says nothing as we get to the elevator. Says nothing as we walk through the casino to the parking garage. She walks faster than me to keep up, her bare feet padding against the pavement of the garage. 

I want to yell at her. My blood is boiling. I open my car door and unlock the doors, Jess slides in. I don't get her door for her like I usually do. I can tell it hurts her feelings, but right now I don't care. 

I take a deep breath, and think about speaking, and I can tell she tenses waiting for my words. But instead I put the key in the ignition and turn it on, and turn my music all the way up and drive us the fuck back home, without a single fucking word between us. 

the whole way home I stew in my anger towards her. My anger towards my parents for making her this way. 

When I park in the driveway I turn off the car, get out and walk directly to the door. It takes her a second to realize im not helping her out of the car either, and then her foot steps are coming up the stairs behind me as I open the front door. 

Our mom and dad are home. I snarl as they look up to me, and their daughter in a tiny sequin dress, with red eyes, and bare feet, and then just look back down as if we were just a disturbance to their peaceful night. Having no idea, their daughter was seconds away from getting raped, but they wouldnt even care if they knew it. They'd blame her. I know they would. 

"Upstairs." I tell Jess, grabbing her hand, pulling her behind me as she sniffles.