EroticReverie

*commissioned*

He leaves, and comes back upstairs about 5-10 minutes later. 

He tosses my phone onto the bed. 

"Ben was calling. And...texting." he says. 

I stare at the phone. Its locked, but I see the messages lined up on my lock screen, just the first sentence of each message. 

one being

"We're meant to be Layna. You know I can make you happier than Calv" and the message cuts off. 

I pick up my phone. 

I unlock it. I message him back. 

"It's over Ben. Calvin knows. I'm not leaving him. We're staying together. I can't talk to you, or see you anymore. What happened was a mistake. Please don't respond. I'm deleting your number, please delete mine." I hit send and hand Calvin my phone. But he doesn't read it, he just sets it aside and I look up at him as he pushes down his pants and briefs, he's slightly hard and he climbs onto the bed, over me. 

"Tell me how you want it Layna" he says as I lean back, my head on the pillow, my legs spread with him in between them. 

"I want you to punish me." I say honestly. 

"How do you want to be punished?" he says and his cock is nudging against me, my wet pussy and I feel him getting harder. 

"I want you to fuck me however you want to." I say. 

"What if I want to fuck you slow Layna?" he says and I feel his cock slide in slowly. I gasp slightly as he slides in, his cock pushing so slowly, until he's buried inside of me. 

"What if I want to make love to my wife, instead of punishing her?" he asks. 

"I don't deserve for you to make love to me right now." I say, but he draws back slowly. 

"how about I tell you what you do and dont deserve ?" he says and pushes back in slowly. I wince. Not because it hurts, but because it's too intimate. It's too careful, too loving. and I dont know how he's doing it. How he doesnt fucking hate me for what I've done. I open my eyes and look at him. 

"ok" I say. 

"I think you deserve for your husband to remind you that he loves you..." he groans pushing deep and holding himself inside me. 

He pulls back, and pushes forward again, thrusting slowly, groaning, leisurely thrusting, his cock gliding in and out of my aching pussy. 

"I think you deserve to reminded that, you told me what you wanted, and I ignored it...and that we both need to be punished.....my punishment was you finding what you needed with someone else...." he says. 

"I fucked Finn too." I blurt out, having even forgot about it until right now. Needing to get it out. 

He stops and looks down at me. 

"With Ben?" he asks. 

I nod. 

He sighs , and pulls out and I inhale, afraid he's stopping, but then he thrusts forward hard and deep. I moan out, arching my back. A piercing thrust. 

"How many times?" he asks. 

"Twice" I answer. 

"Two different days, or he's only fucked you twice?" he asks. 

I shake my head. "Two different days....multiple times."

He groans, scowling and thrusts hard again. 

"Did you like it?" he asks. 

I brace my hands on his biceps as he fucks me faster.

"yes" i admit. 

I realize that maybe Ive changed his mood, and that my husband no longer wants to make love to his wife. 

I feel my body move up slightly with his thrusts, I lift my hand from his biceps to the headboard, pushing against it, so he doesnt knock my head into it. 

"How much did you like it Layna? Did he make you cum?" he asks. 

"Yes, I came" I moan as his cock moves in and out of me, my pussy dripping, squeezing around Calvin's cock. 

"Did you make them use condoms?"  he asks and I look at him, and he knows without me answering that I didnt.

"Layna" he voices is gruff and he growls and his hand comes to my neck, he squeezes and his thrusts go faster. I moan , his hand squeezes just enough and then slides down my torso. I moan. 

"You let them cum inside you?" he asks.

Again I dont answer out loud but he knows as I whimper that I did. 

"FUCK" he grits his teeth and pulls out and lays on his back and covers his face with his hands. 

"Cal" I turn to my side and then get on top of him. 

He moves his hands and looks at me. 

I reach down and grab his cock and guide it back into me. 

"I fucked up so bad, that you let other men fuck you...and cum inside of you..." he says. 

I shake my head and I ride him selfishly. Ignoring that crisis happening, because I'm too horny for him right now to stop and console him for the things I've done. 

He groans as I go faster, he reaches for my hips. 

"Neither of them is to touch you ever again...am I clear?" he groans. 

I nod. "yes baby" I moan and roll my hips, grinding myself on his cock. 

He grips my hips harder. 

"You're MY fucking WIFE" he growls and I nod. 

"Yes baby" I moan and his hands slide up to my tits and he grabs them. 

"And my whore" he says, and I moan loudly and fall forward and crash my mouth to his. 

"Yess" I moan into his mouth. His hands grab my ass and he thrusts up into me. 

He smacks it. I moan into his mouth and ride him faster, my tits against his chest. and then I push him higher, my hands on his chest. 

"mm i love you so much" I moan. 

He groans and rolls us over, and starts to pound into me, thrusting hard, violently. 

"keep saying it Layna" he fucks me hard. 

"I love you Cal" I pant as my body jolts with each thrust, my tits bouncing hard on my chest. 

"oh god" I arch my back hard. "yesss" I moan loudly and he pulls me up as he kneels. I wrap my legs around him, arms around his neck, my tits to his chest as I ride him, grind him sitting his lap. 

I bounce wildly and tell him over and over that I love him. 

"No more birth control Layna" he groans.

"We're going to have a baby" he adds and I nod, almost in tears, unable to believe this perfect man still wants to be with me, and I cant fathom how he blames himself at all. 

"yess" I moan and he grunts, and I gasp , feeling him jerk his hips upward and he groans, filling me, his cum spilling into me. I breathe heavily, panting as I rock my hips and grab his face and kiss him passionately. He groans, falling forward, putting me on my back again, and then laying on his back beside me as we both calm ourselves, catching our breath.

The rest of the night we fuck, we make love, and we fuck some more, until we're both spent. We pass out. 

Before going to work in the morning, I give Calvin a blow job in bed, and again in the shower. 

He kisses me hard at the door when he leaves. I smile watching him get into his car looking at me in the door. I give a small wave. My husband leaves.

He pulls out of the driveway and down the street. I stand in the doorway, and sigh, wondering if it's going to work, if he can truly forgive me, if we can have the family we want. 

In the middle of my day dream, my thoughts are interrupted by the vehicle that is screeching to a halt in my driveway. I gasp and before I can take my next breath Ben is flying out of the car. He sees me, sees me shaking my head at the door. I lock the outer storm door as he walks up to the door scowl on his face. He's angry. 

"You can't be here" I say loudly before he's even at the door. 

"Open the fucking door Layna" he says, without even reaching for it. 

I shake my head. 

"Ben you need to go" I say, looking at him, and not only anger is there in his face, but his eyes show a desperation, the same look is on his face now, that was there the day I broke up with him for Calvin back in college. 

He shakes his head. 

"I'm not doing this again Layna. I'm not letting you go this time." he says. 

"You have to Ben, I'm married." I say. 

"Marrying him was a mistake, and you know it." Ben says, gritting his teeth, reaching for the door finally, trying to pull it open, realizing it's locked he tugs again harder, cursing and step back slightly. 

"Stop it Ben" I say and he lets go of the handle and lifts his hand to his hair running his fingers through it. 

"What do you want baby?! What do you want me to do?! I'll do whatever it takes!" he yells. 

"Ben! Stop yelling!" I hiss through the screen and look across the street to a few houses down where old lady Mira is sitting on her porch. Nosy old bat. Shit. 

"Let me in baby" Ben pleads. 

The look on his face is desperate, I sigh and don't want any more attention drawn to my house, so I unlock the door and push it open.

"Fine, but only because you're making a fucking scene" I growl and he pulls the door open as soon as I unlock it, flinging it open and stepping in. His hands go immediately for my face, to grab it, to kiss it. I pull back and he pushes me into a wall. His face coming for mine as I dodge his mouth, turning my face side to side. 

"Baby stop" he pleads.

"Ben, stop it...im not your baby...this was a mistake..." I say and duck down and out of his hold and run a few steps and turn around to face him. 

He's looking at me, shaking his head. 

"You know that's a lie....you feel bad....I get it...but you belong with me Layna, you always fucking have. I can give you anything Calvin can and more, and you fucking know it." he says. 

"I love him Benjamin." I say.

"I'm IN love with him" I say and see him visibly wince. 

"No matter what you say, I'm not leaving him. We talked it out last night. " I say. 

"We want a family together Ben" I say and he winces again, and shakes his head. 

"No." he says.

"Yes Ben" I say as he steps closer and he grabs me by the plain white t shirt I'm wearing with grey leggings, and pulls me to him. 

"Ben!" I yell at him and push my hands against his chest to push him off.

"I'm in love with you Layna Hughes" he says fighting me back, grabbing me pushing me to the wall again , this time pinning me with his body, his groin against me. I gasp. 

I wince now. Not because it hurts, but because I hurts to tell him no. His voice when he says it again breaks my heart. 

"I love you Layna, I never stopped loving you...you were the only girl for me....I can't go through losing you again" he says and he grinds into me, I can feel him, and his "love" for me, pushing into the fabric of my leggings against my pussy, that's traitorously aching for more friction. 

"I don't love you like that Ben" I say. 

"I know you do." he says and grinds harder, my mouth pinches shut. I bite my lips together, silencing the moan that wants to escape as he holds my face and makes me looks at him. 

His mouth quickly comes for mine, he gets the corner of my mouth. 

"Ben stop" I whimper , pushing myself from the wall, trying to push away from being pinned, but it only makes him grind into me more and he reaches down grabbing me, lifting me up.

"I need you Layna." he says and his mouth comes to mine again, this time his catches the corner of my mouth again and then goes to my neck instead, he bites it hard. I squeal. Still holding my thighs as he pins me to the wall, Ben starts to fuck me through his pants and mine. He's thrusting, grinding, groaning into my neck as he growls and bites it again. I yelp and his thrusts are so hard I think he might bruise my pussy. Knocking me into the wall. 

"Ben, you need to put me down" I say my breathless attempts at ending this failing me as I gasp and moan.

"mmm" he says, pleased with the reaction he's been looking for, the one he knew he'd get. 

"The only way I'm putting you down is if you agree to let me rip these pants off and fuck your ass" he growls, and without me agreeing he sets me down , turns me around, pushing me against the wall aggressively. I gasp when he grabs my leggings and pulls them down, then undoes his pants. 

I go to move from the wall. 

"Ben we ca-" Im cut off and yelp when I'm slammed back into the wall. 

"Tell me you don't want it Layna...but only if it's the absolute truth"

"It's not that simple Ben" I whimper, wanting to cry. Hating myself for the inexcusable need I have for him.  I should have never moved back home.

With his chest against my upper back, he's reaching down, undoing his pants.

"Ben...please....don't" I beg, needing him to have mercy on me. 

"Tell me you don't want me inside you Layna...just say it..." he says as I feel the head of his cock push against my pussy. My fingernails scratch the wall. 

"Mmmm" he hums in my ear and I feel the grin on his mouth against my ear. "It's okay baby..." he says. 

I feel his cock tease me, sliding back and forth against my pussy. 

"I told you Layna" he whispers. 

"You and me...." he says, pausing, sliding up into my pussy, pushing upward, filling me making me squeeze my eyes shut , gasping as he groans. 

"This is what you need baby" he whispers. 

"I know you need me, just as much as I need you" he groans as he draws himself almost all the way out. 

"Ben, I cant do this" I say shakily, a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Then tell me you dont want me to keep going.." he says, thrusting hard again and I choke on a moan. 

"I do-" I go to say but then he grabs my hips and starts to thrust faster. I whimper and my nails scratch paint off the wall as he starts to fuck me. 

"Mmmm, good girl" he says when I dont finish the words, but instead moan and whimper, sniffling. 

"Does it feel good baby? Feels right doesnt it?" he groans. 

"My big cock fucking my babys pussy" he groans. "God, i love it" 

"I love you Layna, you and this pussy, this ass" he says grabbing my hips hard. 

"You're the perfect little slut for me baby" he groans.

"I'm not like Calvin, I like sharing your pussy...I like letting you have variety...because I know my baby needs it....she's a cock hungry little bitch, always has been , havent you?" he taunts me.

I moan as I feel my pussy dripping on his cock.

I whimper and he leans into my ear, shoving his cock hard and deep up into me. Keeping himself inside me, he thrusts again, groaning. 

I know he's cumming, know he's filling me again. I wince, because I'm ashamed, ashamed that I love knowing Benjamin's cum is up inside of me. 

He grins against my ear from behind and then chuckles, and groans, thrusting once more. 

"I think maybe you and Calvin better have another talk"