*commissioned*
I'm trembling as I bend over to pull up my pants, to redress myself as Ben pulls out of me.
How many times can I betray Calvin before he leaves me? Why do I need Benjamin? Especially now that Calvin will fuck me just how I want, how I need.
"You need to leave Ben" I say turning as he just leans against the door breathing heavily, and looks to me, shaking his head.
"Ben, please go" I say.
"I'm not leaving Layna" he says licking his lips, pushing up off the door, he pushes his pants to the floor, and starts to undo his shirt.
"Ben!" I plead shaking my head.
"I want your ass." he says, reaching down to his cock, he's still hard, and his eyes are so fucking full of the need he has for me, the same need I feel between my legs but am trying to ignore.
"No." I say as he pulls me to him, and bends over slightly, and lifts me over his shoulder. I screech and slam my palms against his back, then my fists. Raining them down on his back as he carries me through my house to my bedroom, as I yell at him to put me down.
He throws me on the bed and I land on my back, bouncing slightly and then push up.
"Do you have lube?" he says looking around the room. I scowl at him.
"NO." I lie.
He smirks.
He goes to the night stand pulling open drawers.
"Ben, you have to fucking go" I say sitting up on my knees and trying to stop him as he goes to the other side of the bed to the other nightstand.
"Bingo" he says as I grab his arm. The drawer opens, with an array of sex toys, and a bottle of lube.
He pulls it from the drawer and grins at me shaking the bottle like a bell waving it at me in my face.
"Ben, im serious...this is fucked up...I can't do this.. I'm with Calvin. We're not ever going to be together."
"We already are Hughes." he says and tosses the lube onto the bed beside me then pushes me back, so I fall back onto my ass from my knees.
His hands grab at my leggings around my waist, I yell at him as he pulls them off, I smack his hands and he grins as he finally gets them off and throws them.
"Take that fucking shirt off." he demands. I shake my head.
"God damnit Layna" he growls. He climbs ontop of me as I squirm and pull down on my shirt to keep it on, he pushes my hands away. I slap his hands as the aggressively lift my shirt, my arms flying up as he snatches it off my body upp over my head.
He's laughing and grinning at me as I reach up to slap him, he grabs my forearm, his hand gripping me tightly, sliding to my wrist, he grabs the other wrist as well.
"Just be a good little slut Layna, don't make this hard" he grins.
"Fuck you Ben" I snarl , hating him, wanting him. My pussy throbbing at the way he handles me, the way he forces himself on me, because he knows me, he knows I don't really want him to stop. He knows I have to say I don't want it, because it's the right thing to say when you're a married whore, who just admitted adultery to her husband who forgave her.
He slides down a bit, pushing his knees between my legs, and then spreading them. He still holds my wrists , and pins them to my sides as he positions himself. I feel his cock push against my pussy. He grins and with his knees at my hips, my legs up over his thighs and spread open, he leans back, holding onto my wrists, and thrusts into me.
I gasp and my back arches immediately.
"Need a little more of this pussy first baby" he groans, as he keeps thrusting. He holds my wrists tighter as he fucks me harder, my tits bouncing hard on my chest, my entire body being jolted by the power of his thrusts.
I scream out and he laughs and grunts. I look at him, his jaw clenched as he thrusts, punishing me for telling him no. Punishing me, because he knows I need him to.
"Want me to stop?" he taunts me as I writhe and he releases my wrists and leans forward and I grab onto his back, and wrap my legs around him. hooking them over his hips as I thrust myself upwards into his already deep thrusts.
"Want me to stop fucking this pussy Layna?" he groans as I moan loudly.
"Fuck you" I whimper and turn my head to keep from looking at him.
He notices and leans down, he kisses on my neck as our bodies work together, and he groans into my ear.
"Fuck you too baby" he whispers , his hot breath tickling my ear, making me shiver and I dig my nails into his back and he groans into my ear at that.
He thrusts become slower, still deep as he groans into my ear still.
"Want me to make love to you Layna? Is that what you need?" he asks. "For me to prove that I can do more than fuck you like a whore?" he whispers.
I bite my lip and shake my head. "No" I whisper in a pant.
"Faster" I moan.
Ben doesn't listen, instead he keeps fucking me slowly. His thrusts into me last longer, his cock resting slightly after he's all the way inside, before he draws himself back out.
"Mmmm fuck Layna" he groans kissing the side of my face and then to my mouth.
"god baby, you feel so good, you always fucking feel so damn good" he says and I surrender my mouth to him when he takes it, kissing him back, my hands slip from his back , I slip them to his shoulders and up to his face as he hovers over me, his cock still going nice and slow. Painfully slow. I feel every inch of him fuck me almost lazily, but it's so fucking good. I feel my pussy dripping as I moan into his mouth, wanting to cry.
"you're so fucking wet baby" he groans. " drenched" he murmurs against my lips and I pant, our open mouths hovering as he continues to fuck me slow and deep.
"mmmm" he groans and then pushes up and kneels, with his cock still inside me.
"Come here baby" he says , grabbing my arms, pulling me up, to straddle him, holding me to him. I move slowly, grinding on his cock, my tits to his chest as our mouths pant against each others, hovering as he holds my face to his, while I hold onto his back as I ride him, rolling my hips back and forth. Panting. The intensity of his eyes looking back at mine is almost too much.
"I want to make love to your fucking ass Layna" he groans. I moan into his mouth and he leans me back gently, laying me down. He grabs my hips and rolls me over gently.
I bite down on the sheets, because I want to cry so fucking bad, for so many reasons. I want to cry because of Calvin, because i'm not sure I'll ever turn away Ben now. I can't, and he won't let me. Regardless of whether or not we have actual love between us, we do have something, and it may be more powerful that my actual love for Calvin, because I can't resist it.
Ben, kisses down my back, along my spine. I shiver, trembling with goosebumps popping up everywhere as he trails them lower and lower, to the small of my back. His hands grabbing my hips, lifting them so my ass I up slightly in the air, and then he spread my ass and kisses it, his tongue pushing over my tight hole, as he makes out with my ass.
I moan, feeling his tongue tease the packed nerve endings, my ass clenching and relaxing and I moan as his tongue pushes into it slightly, licking over it again, and his hands grip my ass harder.
"I fucking love every part of you Layna" he groans his confession and then continues to lick my ass and then kisses my left cheek as he pushes up and positions himself behind me. I raise my ass higher, and get on my knees, face to the bed as I hear him pop open the bottle of lube.
"Good girl baby" he says and I moan as the lube is dripped over my asshole, he groans, his cock pushing against my ass, as he continues to let the stream soak my ass, he pushes in slightly and I moan, clenching the sheets.
"Fuck baby" he groans and pulls out, and pushes back in slightly, letting the lube do it's job as he pushes in again, a little more smoothly and then again, each time making me take more of his cock.
I can feel the lube dripping from my pussy to the sheets below me.
I feel the the quiet thud of the bottle hitting the bed when he's decided it's enough and then I inhale in anticipation as he grabs my ass and pushes in again, slowly, slowly, every inch filling me. I moan out, cursing.
"You sound so fucking hot baby" he groans.
"I love the way you sound when you have me inside you" he says and starts to fuck my ass slowly. I gasp and moan as he groans and sighs hard with his exhales when he sinks himself all the way into me.
"I love you baby" he groans and I wince , closing my eyes and biting my sheets , my fingers straightening as he goes a bit faster, then they curl and clench the bed sheets again. I shake slightly.
"You're the only one for me Hughes" he grunts as he tries to hold back cumming.
"You're my precious little slut" he whispers, his hands grabs my hips harder.
"I'm going to keep making love to all your holes baby.." he groans. I moan.
"I'm going to make love to that pretty mouth when I'm done cumming in your beautiful ass" he says and I moan. I can't stand the overflow of emotions inside of me. I feel like I'm going insane as he continues to "make love" to my ass.
"you're mine" he says.
"you may have married someone else....but you're still mine baby" he says and I pull at the sheets and squeal as he goes slightly faster, groaning behind me. I push my ass on him, he curses and starts to go even faster.
"Does my baby need more, hmm? You need me to fuck this ass now?" he groans.
"Is that what you need Layna?" he grunts.
"yes" I cry out.
"then fucking say it" he growls.
"Fuck my ass Ben" I beg. "Please" I whimper.
His groan is deep and he grabs my hips and I choke on air with the power of his next thrust and each one after it. It hurts, and I shake , trembling as my body get's shaken with each full thrust he gives me.
I scream and he groans.
"God, you're such a fucking whore baby...i love it" he groans as pulls me back on him as he thrusts forward, I cry out and whimper into the sheets.
"You want me to call up Finn?" he groans.
"I'm sure he misses fucking your slutty little holes" he says and I moan.
"Yessss" I whine. Hating myself more and more.
"Yeah?" he grunts and slaps my ass.
I squeal. "Yes!"
"Maybe I should call Calvin too..see if he wants to listen to me fuck his future ex wife" he growls.
I wince, shaking my head.
"mmmm" he groans at the thought. "i think we should...i think ole Cal, needs to know his fucking wife, can't say no to her ex boyfriends cock..that she married the wrong fucking guy" he says.
"shut up" I moan. "just shut up and fuck me."
He pulls out, grabbing my hair and pulling me back, I yelp as he makes me turn around.
He then grabs my face.
"Open that fucking mouth" he growls, and I do.
He shoves his cock into my mouth and groans as i take it, letting him shove it into my throat, immediately making me gag.
"Fucking suck it Layna" he growls and grabs a fist full of my hair as I close my mouth around his cock and suck him off after just being in my ass.
"You filthy little bitch" he grins looking down at me.
"You like that don't you?" he groans. his head going back for a moment, enjoying my mouth on his cock , my tongue moving against his cock.
He looks back down grinning.
"You like me making the pretty little mouth suck on my cock after its been in your ass, don't you?" he groans, and I nod while moaning, sucking on his cock wildly. Choking, drooling, moaning with his cock sliding in and out of my mouth.
"Keep going slut" he groans when I slightly slow down.
I go fast again and he grabs my head with both hands and fucks my mouth.
"fuck baby....you're so fucking good to me" he groans.
"god i missed you so fucking much" he grunts and I feel him jerk and cum. His groan is loud as his warm salty mess hits the back of my throat and I moan feeling it feel the back of my mouth and slip down my throat, he keeps cumming, grunting, and taking advantage of my mouth, shoving his cock into my throat with the last of his cum.
He curses , holding my mouth on him as I gag.
He lets out a deep grunt and then pulls back, taking his cock from my mouth as I gasp.
He grins and pulls me up, by lifting my chin with his finger until i push my hands against the bed and kneel in front of him, my hands on his chest as they slide up. He wraps one arm around me the other sliding up my back as he leans down and kisses me.
The one thing I liked about Benjamin, he was never afraid to kiss me after cumming in my mouth. I'd heard of so many guys who refused to kiss girls after they give head, but Ben, didn't fucking care, he never did.
His tongue was in my mouth, pushing against mine, thanking me, as his hands slipped to my ass.
"I need you Layna" he whispers and kisses me , grabbing my face, and he pushes his lips to mine.
"Be mine." he says with a small growl. His eyes narrow slightly.
"Let me make you fall out of love with him." Benjamin says, his eyes on mine. I lift my hand to his on my face.
"Ben.." I say and he shushes me.
"You want a nice house? I have a nice house. You want kids? I'll give you as many as you fucking want." he says and i smile slightly, and press my lips firmly together.
"I love him." I say simply. "You can't change that."
"It's possible to love to people...even more than that." he says.
"I want Calvin." i say.
"But you also want me." he says, and it's a statement.
I sigh slightly giving him a look.
"It's more than want Layna....you NEED me" he says.
"Ben.." I say.
"Shut up" he says and pushes me down gently onto the bed and hovers over me. I pull him down to me, wrapping my legs around him, my hands on his back as he kisses me.
"Just shut your pretty little mouth" he whispers.