*commissioned*
After Luke leaves I groan, because I'm now stuck up here by myself with nobody.
So I throw myself a mini pity party, and throw on the white waffle knit thermal long john set I bought. The pants fit nice and snug, and so does the shirt, and it's only somewhat see through, but not really, but doesn't matter, because nobody is home anyways.
I go downstairs, make myself some popcorn and look through the dvd's.
I grab a bottle of wine, pop the cork and grab a blanket and curl up by myself and watch Wedding Crashers.
Halfway through I've finished the wine and am even more sexually frustrated than before and pout as I set the bottle on the coffee table and lean to the side and lay on the couch.
Within minutes I pass out.
"Ariella" a voice calls me in my dream. It repeats and I feel my body moving, and I realize it's someone trying to wake me and I open my eyes and blink, squinting as I stretch.
"Reed?" I ask as I lift my arms over my head feeling the bottom of my thermal slip up exposing my tummy.
"Yeah, you fell asleep on the couch, you ok? Thought you had a date?" he whispers.
"Luke sucks." I say and yawn and then close my eyes again.
"Sorry to hear that." he says and sits on the edge of the couch.
He turns and looks down at me and reaches his hand to my side and pats it.
"Why don't you go on up to bed, your neck will hurt if you sleep on this thing." he says.
I groan , not wanting to move.
He laughs. "Come on sweetheart" he says his hand rubbing my side. "You'll sleep better in your bed." he says.
I make a tiny little noise, that's half me being tired, and half me reacting to the way Reed's hand casually slips from my side and rests on my stomach, the lower half of his palm on my bare stomach.
"Plus the boys will just wake you up again when they get home. " he says
"Come on" he says and his hand makes a small circle on my stomach.
I can't tell if Reed is trying something, or just genuinely oblivious to the fact he probably shouldn't have his hands on his late wife's daughters stomach, while she's wine drunk in her pajamas.
I don't say anything , because he's looking at his hand and he's lifting it, and then drags a finger back and forth slowly along the skin below the hem of my thermal shirt.
I close my eyes, because as inappropriate as it is, it feels nice, it tickles, but is soothing and then his fingers push up under my shirt only the slightest bit, allowing him to place his entire flat palm on my stomach.
"Your mother enjoyed her stomach touched too....not a lot of girls like it....self conscious and stuff, you know?" he says and My eyes flutter open.
"I like it. It tickles a little, but it feels nice." I say, failing to tell him he should probably stop. Hating the fact that I let him continue.
"I miss her." he says.
"Me too." I say and he just slips his hand slightly higher under my shirt and I inhale but his hand doesnt go much higher, he just allows himself more of my stomach to caress with his fingertips.
I shiver when his fingertips graze so slightly across my stomach and I watch him scoot down further on the couch and he leans down, and I watch as he kisses my navel.
"You have soft skin, just like her Ariella." he says and I know how absolutely fucking wrong this is, and that he should definitely NOT be doing this, and i should NOT be letting him, but it's just a little touching , and kissing on my stomach. His lips kiss around my navel and then his tongue is out and licking over it, around it and then kissing to my sides.
I feel my ass push into the couch and my chest heave upwards.
"you're so much like her Ariella" he murmurs.
"I just want one more night with her." he shakes his head.
He looks to me.
"I just wish I could kiss her one more time." he says and his eyes are sad, and I can't tell if he's asking me to kiss him, to let him pretend I'm her, but I sit up and pull my legs to myself and then get on my knees beside him.
Reed sighs and sits back on the couch and stares at the ceiling.
I lick my lips watching him, and I curse myself as I push up and lift one knee, and one leg up and over Reeds lap and slip onto his lap and watch his eyes fly to mine.
It's fucked up, wanting something that was hers, and not maliciously, but wanting to somehow feel closer to her, because I fucked up the last two years of our relationship. I know this is NOT how I should be trying to resolve my fucking mommy issues, but it seems like a good idea when you've drank a bottle of wine and when Reed seems to want to pretend I'm her.
I slip my hands up to his face.
"Ariella.." he says.
"Shh" I say and lean down and press my lips softly to his.
I feel his entire body relax as my mouth touches his, as our lips press gently. He kisses me back sweetly, and his hands are at my sides.
"I can't help it Ariella...you're just like her" he shakes his head.
I hush him and take his mouth again gently this time, slipping my tongue over his lips, and he breathes out, his mouth parting and his tongue reaching for mine.
"Ariella" he whispers my name as he slides his hands up the sides of my shirt, his warm rough hands on my skin and I shiver as they slip up the front of my shirt as we kiss slowly.
His fingertips drag lightly over my breasts, down over them, his fingers slipping over my nipples as he drags, gently dragging over my piercings.
"you're beautiful, just like her" he says and I moan as Reed starts to lift my shirt and we kiss as I lift my arms, breaking it long enough for him to pull my shirt off and over my head.
"Oh Ariella." he says with a sigh and looks at my half naked body.
I bite my lip as he stares at my chest, and his hands slip up over my breasts and he gently grabs them.
"Do they look like hers?" I ask. And i'm not sure why I do. And i realize how weird it is after I've asked but Reed just nods.
"Other than the piercings....they're very much the same....yours are firmer..." he says and I let out a slight gasp as he squeezes them again and then leans forward.
"You have beautiful breasts Ariella" he says and kisses them. I lean back, my hands on his legs as his mouth covers every inch of them before he gets to my nipples.
I feel my pussy clench, and soak itself as his tongue drags up over one of my nipples.
"Are you sure you want to do this Ariella?" he whispers.
I gulp and nod. "Yes" I answer, breathily.
"We should go to my room." he says and I nod.
I push up off of Reed and grab my shirt as he stands , his hands on my waist , he leans down to press his lips to mine again.
"I shouldnt want you Ariella." he says.
"shh" I hush him and take his hand and walk him to his bedroom.
I turn when we get to his door.
He opens the door and flicks on the light and I walk in, he shuts his door and locks it.
I turn to Reed and lift up his shirt, and he lets me undress him and I when I remove his shirt, I slip an arm up and around his neck, my bare chest against his as I pull him back down for another kiss. His hands reach around and slip up my back and they're so fucking gentle, and not at all the way his sons have touched me.
I shiver and push my tongue against his and moan into his mouth, Reed lets out a low groan.
"Your body feels so right against me" he tells me as he pulls me into him a bit more, holding me harder against him, my tits pressing hard into his chest as we kiss a bit more intensely.
I break the kiss and kiss over his jaw and down his neck and down his chest and my hands work at his belt, and his jeans. I unbuckle his belt as I kiss over his chest. He's not as muscular as the boys, but his chest is still hard, and he let's out a sigh as I drag my tongue over one of his nipples and then kiss down the middle of his chest, through the light spread of hair and down his stomach as I unzip his pants.
"Ariella, you don't have to" he says as I pull down his pants.
"I want to." I tell him as he looks down at me and I pull down his briefs and he inhales as his hard cock bounces free from them.
I can tell now that Asher, is definitely his son. I wonder if they know just how much their cocks look alike.
I take him in my hand after he's stepped out of his pants and briefs, and he stands with his feet slightly apart, then a little more as I stroke him slowly.
"Oh fuck" he groans and I don't tease him , I lick my tongue up along his shaft, and let my spit quietly drip from my lips down the head of his cock and along his shaft, my hand slipping up to catch it , and spread it up and down his length.
I grip him just a little tighter as I pump him in my hand and lower my mouth to his balls. He groans as I suck them into my mouth.
"Jesus Ariella, yes" he says as he watches me, my mouth full of him as I moan quietly and then slide my mouth with a wet pop from his balls and then drag my tongue back up his length.
"Yes" he groans quietly as I wrap my mouth around his cock and suck him slowly. His head goes back and he groans.
"God, that's so good" he groans and looks back down to watch me suck his cock. I slide my mouth further and further each time, until I know I can't possibly fit more of his thick cock in my mouth.
"You don't know how bad I needed this." he groans.
"fuck, you're so good" he groans as I go a little faster, moaning and my tongue moving over the head of his cock as I come up.
I stroke him as I suck, my hand working the lower half of his cock that just wont fit into my mouth. Reed groans and reaches down, gently cupping my chin and lifting it, taking my mouth from his cock. He smiles a lazy, hooded eyed smile as he raises me up from my knees.
"Take off your pants sweetheart" he says and I do , slowly, trying not to be in too much of a hurry.
"Sit on the bed." he says once I've slipped off my pajama pants and I sit on the bed, my chest rising and falling as me and Reed look at each other, completely naked and I bite my lip as he steps forward, reaching down and his finger slides over my pussy as he leans down and kisses me.
I moan into his mouth quietly as his finger pushes between my lips and it slips along my slick wet cunt.
He groans slightly.
"You're already so wet Ariella." he says.
I nod with a moan into his mouth as I spread my legs further, welcoming him to slide his finger in, and he doesn't he only circles my entrance, teasing me slowly.
"Reed" I moan.
"Lay back baby" he says and I moan, but I do it, leaning back on my elbows.
"all the way" he says, and I lay flat on my back feeling Reed grab my legs to his chest as he pulls me to the edge of the bed, my ass resting right there as his thick cock pushes against me.
I'm so turned on that I don't stop Reed when he pushes the head of his cock into me. I immediately arch my back at the way his head pushes through into me, pushing into my tight pussy, and I feel the pain of his size and wince.
"you okay?" he asks, stopping, his hand on my pelvis.
I nod. "Just...go slow" I say and ignore that fact that Reed is pushing into me, bareback, sliding each painful inch of his cock into me, a little at a time, but it doesnt matter, it still hurts, yet feels so incredibly good.
"I can't believe how tight you are sweetheart" he groans and pulls back and then thrusts gently, , slipping his cock into me, getting just a bit more of it wet inside my walls this time.
"You're so big" I moan.
He groans slightly and thrusts still, slowly, carefully, and pausing slightly when I yelp or wince as my walls adjust to him.
"so big" I moan again and Reed groans.
"you feel so good on my cock Ariella." he says and I moan.
He leans over me, my legs spread for him, and he braces himself with one hand on either side of me, so he can hover and look down at me.
"you feel amazing" he groans.
"I don't think I've ever been this hard before" he says and thrusts slowly still and I moan at his words and bite my lip and arch my back.
I place my hands on his chest, as I let out a tiny yelp when his cock thrusts a little deeper, stretching me further.
"You need me to stop?" he asks.
I shake my head and with a breathy reply.
"Don't ever stop"