I wake up with my head pounding like it never has before and I groan as I wince against the sunlight lighting up my room. I shield my eyes and blink a few times looking at my clock.
"Jesus" I mutter seeing the clock read 12:32 in the afternoon.
I look down, and see i'm in a shirt that's not mine, and knows whose it is immediately by the scent lift the neck of the shirt to my nose and inhale deeply like some kind of freak.
I hum a little sound of satisfaction as Asher's scent fills my head and then push up out of bed. I groan as I stretch, my head pounding when I move too fast. I walk to my drawers and pull out a plain pair of black bikini cut cotton panties with little white polka dots all over them.
I go to the bathroom, then brush my teeth, and then brush my hair and pull it up into a messy bun and yawn as I walk out of my room and downstairs.
The boys are each cleaning and each of them looks at me.
"Morning smurf baby" West says.
I see that the house is pretty much spotless, which is surprising, after last night I wouldve though it'd taken more than one day to clean.
"You guys couldve woken me up. I would have helped" I say walking over to Cade who leans in and kisses my cheek.
"We didnt want to wake you, with how hard you went last night" Cade laughs.
"You were drunker than I was!" I squeal and swat at him.
"Yeah but these two dont find me as attractive as you, so they wouldnt allow me to sleep in" he laughs, and I smile and look to West who is tying up a garbage bag near the garage door. I walk over, and place a kiss on his cheek.
"Morning" I finally reply to his greeting and he smiles, turns his face slightly and pecks my cheek back.
I walk over to Asher who is wiping down the kitchen counter.
"Want me to finish doing this?" I ask wrapping my arms around him from behind, hugging him.
He laughs. "No, I'm done pretty much" he says and pushes the wet rag over the counter.
"Thank you for putting me to bed" I say.
"Mhm" he says.
"And holding my hair back while I puked." I add.
He laughs slightly.
"No problem." he says and finally turns, my hands sliding up his chest as he turns around.
"I slept with Bridie this morning." he says.
My head jerks back in shock. Not really at the news, but just the bluntness of it first thing in the morning.
"Oh..." I say.
"We need to talk." he says. I blink. My heart drops into my stomach, and I feel like my stomach will fall out of my fucking ass. Whenever someone says we need to talk, it's never good.
"Did I...did I do something last night? Did I..say something?" I panic, my mind racing trying to piece back everything that happened last night. I wasn't black out drunk, at least I dont think I was, because I'm pretty sure I remember everything.
He shakes his head. "No, you didnt do anything" he says. "I just want to talk."
"Well, can we do that now...cause..youre kind of freaking me out" I say.
He shakes his head. "I have to head into town,..." he kisses my forehead and then starts to walk away.
"Ash!" I say and spin, grabbing his hand and he turns back.
He walks back the few steps to me and leans down, kisses me and then turns back away, and walks right out the garage door.
I look to West and Cade.
"What....what happened?" I ask. "Did I do something last night?"
Cade shakes his head. "I don't think it's anything you did. It's him."
"What do you mean?" I ask walking in between him and West.
Instead of waiting for their response I just shake my head and run out the door, as Asher is pulling his truck out of the garage.
In my bare feet and , in just my t shirt and panties, I run out of the garage towards his truck.
"What are you doing?" he says out of his window after rolling it down.
The light dusting of snow on the driveway burns at my feet with how cold it is, as small flakes land on me, flurrying down.
"What are YOU doing?" I ask smacking the side of his truck.
"get inside Ari" he says.
"No!" I shout and pull at his door handle. It's locked.
"Let me in!" I yell.
"Ari, im gonna be late." he says.
"for what?!" I scream now, losing it. I can feel it in my chest, in every part of me that i'm somehow losing him and being pushed away.
"I have to meet Bridie for lunch." he says.
I scowl.
"She can wait" I grit my teeth.
"Now let me in." I say, stomping over to the other side of the truck, he unlocks the door and I climb in. He reaches over, blasting the heat and shrugging off his jacket with a sigh.
"You're gonna get sick" he says and reaches over and goes to cover my with his jacket, but my freezing limbs are the least of my worries. I slap the jacket.
"what's going on?" I look at him, knowing im breathing heavily, scared of what he has to say to me.
"I fucked Birdie last night." he says.
"Yeah, I heard you the first time!" I say. "And?!"
He looks at me.
"You're not mad?" he says.
"Of course I'm mad, but it's not exactly fair of me to bitch about it, when I screwed her, West AND Cade last night!" I yell, throwing my hands up in the air.
"I can't do this." he says.
My eyebrows pinch in fury.
"Excuse me?" I say, turning to him.
"You cant do what exactly?" I grit my teeth.
"You. I can't do it. " he says.
I start shaking with anger.
"Oh you can't do it?!" I yell like a psycho.
"you're a fucking bastard." I throw his jacket at him, at his stupidly gorgeous, perfect face.
"you still have the others." he says.
I laugh maniacally and then scream at him.
"I DONT WANT THE OTHERS!" I yell at him, and the way he remains calm, drives me even more insane.
"What does she have that I dont?" I start to feel my eyes water, hating that I'm about to cry.
He sighs. "This isn't about Birdie."
"That tell me what it's about!" I yell at him.
He looks over to me. "We can talk about it later, I have to go."
"Fuck you! I'm not getting out of this truck until you tell me!" I say, my tears breaking out, and starting to stream down my face. But they're angry tears, pissed off tears.
He reaches out to wipe them and I smack his hand.
"Don't fucking touch me" I snap.
He brings his hand back to his side of the truck and sighs.
"I want you too much Ari." he says.
I shake my head and look at him.
"So you're gonna throw me out? Toss me to the side because you're too much of a pussy to handle your fucking feelings for me?" I yell at him.
He gives me a look, as if warning me to watch it.
"Pussy!" I yell at him. "fucking pussy!"
His nostrils flare and I glare at him.
"Ari." he says his voice still managing the same calm annoying tone.
"You're not going to lunch with her." I clench my jaw.
"Ari I have t-"
"NO" I say shaking my head interrupting him.
"If you go, I go....and if I go, I'm going to rip every fucking hair out of her head. " I feel my hands turn into to tiny, tightly clenched fists.
The corner of his lip twitches.
"It's not funny." I say. "I'll fucking do it."
"YOU..are...MINE" I say and push out of me seat and across the truck.
"Ari..don't.." he says leaning his head back as I put my self on his lap, straddling him.
"You're not good for me," he says. I pause.
"Shut up Asher" I say, grabbing his face and pushing my mouth to his.
He goes to say my name to protest, but I keep chasing his mouth, stealing it.
After I get a good one, and my mouth lands on his. I feel his hands, grip his shirt that I'm wearing.
"Ari" he says my name as I start to grind in his lap, kissing his mouth, pulling off his beanie hat, and grabbing his hair.
"I'm not giving you up Asher." I tell him.
"So be a big boy and deal with your fucking feelings." I say and push my mouth back to his.
His hands are on my ass and my teeth grab his lip hard. He groans and my hands grip his hair harder.
"Tell me" I moan into his mouth as his large hands grip my waist and slide up my back.
"Tell me you're mine" I plead into his mouth.
My shirt is lifted and pulled off, knocking my hair out of it's bun and my hair spills down my bare back.
My feet still burn from the cold and my back burns with it, as his warm hands light my skin up with warmth as they push up my back.
"We're gonna crash and burn Ari" he groans.
"I'm too crazy for you...it's...unhealthy" he says.
"Shut up" I say and kiss him again , his hands slip down my back, grabbing my ass again.
"I want you all to myself" he says, groaning, "They wont like it"
"I don't really care what they like...i'm not theirs.....i'm yours" I say and look him in his eyes.
"I don't feel about them what I feel about you." I say grabbing his face wanting to shake his head, shake some sense into him.
"What do you feel for me Ari?" he says, looking back at me.
"You first." I say.
The corners of his mouth turn up.
I roll my eyes and scoff.
"Kiss me you idiot" I growl and he gives a deep laugh as I grab his hair again and grind myself on his lap, his hands slipping around to cup my tits.
"God" I pant into his mouth and then whimper, feeling how hard he is beneath me. I grind him harder, and faster.
"If you ever touch her again....i'm cutting her hair off....and her tits." I say and Asher chuckles.
"I know they're your favorite things about her." I snarl even as I still kiss him madly in need of him.
"Yours too it would seem" he says.
I growl against his mouth and he laughs and my tongue finds his and he turns off the car.
Swinging his door open, he steps out, carrying me, naked except for my panties, into the garage.
As he opens the door and carries me around him I can hear West and Cade chuckling.
"Called it" Cade says.
"So did I , dumbass" West murmurs as Asher carries me through the house and upstairs to my room.
Asher puts me on the bed, pulling off his shirt, taking off his pants, and his boxers.
I watch in awe as his tall muscular broad frame undresses in front of me.
"See something you like Princess?" he smirks and steps toward the bed, his hard dick bounces as he reaches forward, and pulls off my panties.
I whimper, before he even touches me.
"Asher" I breathe his name as his hands slide my legs apart and his body slides up between them.
He hovers over me, looking down at me, both of us completely naked.
He takes a deep breath and looks me in the eyes, shaking his head.
"I can't wait anymore Ari....."