EroticReverie

*commissioned*

Ryder

I didn't think she'd actually do it, because we both knew everyone on the plane would know why we'd went into the bathroom together. But true to her word, Madison unzipped my pants, got to her knees and put my cock right into her mouth. 

I laugh slightly. "Holy fuck you're really doing it" I say, grabbing her messy hair and looking down at her as she wraps her mouth around my cock, and I watch it grow as her mouth moves back and forth. 

She just gives me a little wink and I smile. 

I hate that Ace knows what it feels like to be inside her, and he's lucky I didnt fucking knock his teeth out for his comment about her knowing that he wraps his dick. But I know Ace, and I know for a fact he hasnt ALWAYS wrapped his shit, and I'll laugh if that girl IS actually pregnant with his kid. Shame for the girl and the kid though. 

I watch Madison as her mouth sucks and slurps loudly on my cock, her mouth moaning on my cock as well. She's fucking perfect, and her mouth is fucking amazing. I smile down at her, gently pushing the baby hairs from her face as she sucks my cock. 

"You look so fucking good with my cock in your mouth" I tell her. 

She just gives a little hum and winks up at me and I grin. 

Madison's mouth, her pussy, all of her, was better than any fucking drug. You could ask me what it was about her, but I wouldn't even be able to put it into words. From the second I laid eyes on her, I knew she'd be mine. I knew I had to have her. I also knew that it was dangerous how much I wanted her. Within hours of meeting her, I'd developed what my therapist would call an unhealthy obsession. He'd tell me Madison was a filler, a replacement for my other addictions. In a way she was I guess, but she was more than that. She could've left, and probably should have when I told her to. It would save her and me a big mess when the tour was over. Maybe even before then. 

Madison wasn't the type of girl to live a rockstar's life. I didn't see Madison putting up with crazy parties, and crazy groupies throwing themselves at me while on the road. Sure, I knew how to keep my dick in my pants when needed, no matter how tempting some of them could be. But, I didnt see her tolerating the desperate attempts fans often made to lure the guys or get their attention, mine included. I also didn't see Madison wanting me in the long run regardless. She wanted me now, cause it was new, and this was exciting. The novelty of whatever we had going on would wear off, and maybe I was wrong about her all along. 

The girl sucking me off like a fucking professional porn star, was no Polly, that was for damn sure. Her looks were obviously deceiving , and maybe this is exactly what she'd planned coming to work as my sober companion. Of course I didnt really believe that deep down, but the suspicion still nagged me, but only from my own insecurities. Because what else could she find appealing about a recovering addict, other than great sex and money? 

I closed my eyes, and tilted my head back, focusing on just this moment, her on her knees, sucking me off so fucking good that I should have already cum by now. 

I grunt and grip her hair, and gently fuck her mouth and look back down at her. She gasps pulling her mouth from my cock. 

"Am I doing something wrong?" she asks, her wet lips curving down slightly. 

"What? No" I shake my head. "You're fucking perfect." I lean down and lift her chin and kiss her mouth. 

"Perfect" I repeat and kiss her again and stand backup straight and she takes me back into her mouth and look down at her, and I force myself to think of only how good her mouth feels, and how good she looks, her mouth drooling all over my cock, and gagging as she chokes herself slightly on my cock. 

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Madison

He's not all there right now, and I could be wrong, but I don't think I am. His eyes look distant , like he's somewhere else. 

I pop my mouth from his cock again. 

"Ry...what's wrong?" I ask, stroking his cock to keep him hard. 

He shakes his head. 

"nothing" he smiles reassuringly. but doesn't fake it well enough. 

"Do you want to fuck me instead?" I ask 

His brows furrow. 

"I mean...of course I want to fuck you, but that's not it. " he says. 

"So something IS wrong?" I ask, and lick my tongue up and down his cock. 

He groans. "Nothings wrong when your mouth is on my cock." he says. 

And i give a little smile. "Should I stop?" I ask and kiss the side of his cock, brushing my lips up his length and sucking the head of his cock. 

"I really...really do not want that" he says shaking his head and I give a little giggle and take him back in my mouth, feeling his piercings brush over my lower lip as I move my mouth up and down on him. 

Whatever it is that's bothering him must escape him when I start to take him deeper, choking on his cock continuously, my own saliva dripping from my mouth , to the floor, making a mess, because within a minute after that, he's cumming in my mouth and down my throat, groaning my name, holding my face as he thrusts his hips slightly as he empties himself. 

I suck the head of his cock, draining him and then look up at him as he leans back against the door and breathes heavily and then lifts me up, and I stand and he pulls me to him, grabbing my face as he leans down to kiss me. 

"You're fucking amazing" he groans into my mouth. I kiss him back, our mouths panting. Then he pulls back slightly and kisses my cheek. 

He goes to slide his hand down between my legs and I stop him.

"I want to make you cum" he says and kisses my mouth. 

I smile. "I'd rather you told me what's wrong....what were you thinking about? Was it your ex?" I ask 

And he lifts his head and looks at me. 

"What?" his hands drops. "No Madison" he says sounding angry. 

"I wasnt thinking of my ex while in your mouth." he says and pulls back.

"I didnt mean like that...I just meant cause of the letter and the scandal thing" I say, reaching up placing a hand on his chest. 

He heaves a sigh. "No, I wasnt thinking of that." 

"Talk to me." I say looking up at him and his eyes come to mine. 

"I was thinking about how you're too fucking good for me, and I dont deserve you." he says. 

I frown a little. 

"Well, that's not true at all." I say and slide my hands up his chest and pull him down by his neck and kiss his lips softly. 

"You don't belong in this kind of lifestyle...you're better than this." he says.

I sigh and look at him. 

"You're sober" I say.  "You're not like the rest of them anymore....you dont drink or do drugs anymore." 

"What if I slip?" he asks. "What then? You leave?" 

I frown and shake my head. "No." 

"I fucking stay." I say and grab his face. "I stay and we work on it." 

"Cause it's your job?" he asks. 

I drop my hands. "You're not doing this Ryder." I say stepping back. 

"Well...it is. " he says. 

"Stop." I say my jaw clenching. 

"you don't get to push me away everytime you start to feel insecure. That's not fair." I say.

He gives a sigh and shrugs. 

"It's not fair. That's why I don't deserve you." he says.

"well then fucking deserve me!" I say and shove him and his eyes widen. 

"Fucking be someone who deserves me, and stop fucking pushing me away" I yell looking up at him, his eyes still wide with surprise. 

"Everyones got baggage Ryder...and yours doesnt make you less deserving of people giving a shit about you." I look at him, so angry, I want to shove him again, or hit him, but I don't. 

"If you want me , that's all I need to know." I say. "But when you push me away, it doesnt feel like you want me, it feels like you're making excuses to get rid of me. If you dont want me then just fucking say it. I'm a big girl Ryder, I can handle it. " I say and he grabs me by my face shutting me up with a fierce kiss. 

"I want you." he says against my lips. 

I grab his shirt and lift up on my tips toes and kiss him. 

"Then stop pushing me away." I whisper and he nods. 

"I know me getting paid to keep you sober has to fuck with your head , but I genuinely care Ryder. Not cause of the paycheck. Because of you. For whatever reason, you're a giant pain in my ass, but I fucking like you." I say with a large sigh. 

"I like you too Polly" he says with a little smile. I roll my eyes and he laughs. 

"I just want you to be happy while youre here....and I know this life can be draining....and its hard to trust someone when girls are throwing themselves at the guy youre with.." he says. 

"Until you give me a reason not to.....I trust you." I say and he looks at me. 

"and id expect the same." I add. 

He nods. 

"I mean I know I fucked Ace, but that was before." I say. 

He smiles slightly and shakes his head. 

"and I fucked six groupies, one which looked like you." he says.

I raise my brow. 

He sighs. "Brown eyes, blonde hair...her ass was nowhere near as nice as yours though and her .." 

"Alright..enough" I hold up my hand. 

"I promise not to talk about screwing Ace, if you promise to not talk about your Madison look alike and her five friends" I say, he laughs and nods. 

"Alright, deal"  he says. 

Ryder

Walking out of the bathroom I see Russel our manager facing me rolling his eyes and shaking his head. 

"Is it my turn now?" I hear Ace mumble and snicker under his breath as Mark shakes his head.

Mark and Russells eyes go wide when they realize I heard. 

"Ry!" Madison says, going to reach for my arm but her hands slip as I fly across the plane, ripping Ace out of his chair, lifting him and punching him straight across the face. 

Madison.

I scream as chaos ensues, and watch as Ryder knocks Ace out with one punch but then takes him to the floor and continues to punch him. This is my fault. This is my fault. 

"Ryder!" I scream as Pheonix and Carter pull Ryder off of Ace who is out cold and now bleeding from his lips and his eyebrow. 

Russell is yelling and so is Callie as Mark hovers over Ace, and holds his face.

"You fucking idiot" Mark mutters to Ace. "wake up" he says and then looks from Ace to me and heaves a sigh. 

I swallow the guilt and look at Ace. And wonder if I'm about to get fired as Callie walks over to me. 

"I didn't....I didn't mean to cause problems" I start to cry. 

"Oh sweetie." Callie shakes her head. 

"That's not the first time those two have gotten into it." she says and turns me and sits me in the chair. "I'm sure it wont be the last time Ace opens his stupid trap again either. He's always saying something to get Ryder going....he's a little shit." 

"Is...is he okay?" I turn, looking down the aisle to the guys heaving Ace up and into one of the chairs, and leaning it back, as Ryder snarls, standing with Russell who is talking to him under his breath. 

"He'll be fine. " Callie says. 

"I do have to ask though Sweetie...and no offense...but...well not really a question per se...but a request.....pick one of them. Don't mess around with both of them." She says placing her hand on my knee as I go to open my mouth. 

"I'm not judging sweetheart...they're all good looking guys...but Ryder and Ace...they don't share....and they don't get along for the most part. " she says. 

I nod. "I..I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I...I like Ryder...Ace...was just a mistake" I shake my head. 

She takes a relieved breath. "Oh thank god...cause Ace...between you and me...is a nightmare....and he's charming as hell, but a little shit.  Ryder's the opposite. He's a dick to everyone, but isn't actually a dick." she says and I nod. 

"Yeah , figured that out." I say as Ryder's eyes lift and pushes past Russell who is still talking and Russell turns and calls to him as he storms over to me and for a second my eyes go wide and I shake slightly , wondering if he's decided to be angry with me about Ace now. 

He looks at Callie then back at me. 

I lean back in my chair as he braces his hands on the arm rests and leans down and whispers in my ear. 

"I need to fuck you before I tear apart everything on this plane Madison" he says in my ear through gritted teeth. 

"I need you to calm me down." he breathes heavily, angrily. And I nod, and he reaches out his hand as he stands. 

Callie looks back and forth between us without a word, as I stand and he gently pulls me back into the restroom.