EroticReverie

*commissioned*

I fell asleep with him inside me, his arms wrapped around me, holding me to him after we both came quietly. 

However when I woke up in the morning, he wasn't there beside me. I knew he wouldn't be, because explaining to my parents why me and my brother would be sharing a bed, naked in our late teens, wasn't a lie I wanted to have to maneuver. Because nothing would be believable. 

I picked up my phone and checked my texts. Smiling when I say multipe notifications from him. 

"Last night was amazing."

"You falling asleep with me still inside you, was the hottest thing that's ever happened." 

"I love you." 

"Going to the courts, see you later gorgeous. Text me when you get up."

Then I checked my next set of messages. 

I took a breath, because they were from Stacy. 

I opened her messages and read them. 

"I shouldnt fucking miss you. But here I am, an idiot, my last thoughts before I sleep, and my first thoughts when I wake up, being of you. And I can't lie, I'm so fucking hurt that the thought of outing you and your brother to everyone who will listen, crosses my mind as often as the thought of holding you, or kissing you does. Don't worry, I would never, but it fucking hurts. So much. I can't pretend to understand or be okay with you and him. But I miss you so fucking much, and it makes me hate myself. I know I shouldn't try to talk to you anymore, and I should let myself move on, but I need you. Nobody knows me like you do. You were my best friend. I love you. I'd like to see you, if that's okay, but only if you still have any feelings towards me. If you don't do me the favor of telling me so."

"I love you, I always will." 

The tears in my eyes break the edge and stream down the sides of my face as I sniffle quietly and take a second, wondering what I should say. But before I decide to respond, I want to talk to my brother. The one I've already chosen, the one I can't give up. The one I love so fucking fiercely that part of me wants to lie to Stacy and tell her I don't love her anymore. Part of me wonders if that's the best thing to do. If it's the best for all of us if I just sever the ties between me and her. 

I get up and shower, crying again in the shower. 

By the time I'm out I'm somewhat collected, and get dressed, putting on a pair of hot pink workout pants and sports bra, and my hot pink sneakers with black soles and laces, and throw on a loose black tank top. 

Putting my hair up into a ponytail, I grab my ipod, my phone, and my car keys and make my way downstairs. 

"where are you off to?" My father asks. 

"the courts, going for a run" I reply and he looks at me and my guilt has me paranoid that he knows about me and my brother, that hes wondering  how he raised such to sick fucks that they'd fall in love and fuck one of the few people forbidden to them. 

He sighs. 

"you mother was supposed to have this conversation with you." he says uncomfortably. 

"um...what conversation?" I ask , my heart hammering in my chest. 

"Did you and Stacy break up?" he asks. 

I cock my brow. "We're....yes. I guess so." 

He clears his throat and looks at me. 

"One of the neighbors, informed us of activities that took place last night...in our back yard." my fathers says. 

My eyes widen. I start to shake in fear. Fuck, fuck fuck. 

"Are you using protection?" my father asks. 

I cringe, for so many reasons. Normally it'd be more so from embarrassment of having this conversation with my father about safe sex, but to have it about me and my brother???? 

"what?" I ask, shocked that THAT is his first question. Not, why the hell are you screwing your brother?

""I..." I pause unsure of even what to say, because, we weren't using protection, but I trusted my brother. I knew he was clean and so was I. 

He holds up his hand. 

"If you arent...start. If you are...thank god." he says. 

"So, are you two dating?" he says before letting me say anything.

"Wh---what?" I ask eyes wide. 

"Is he....uh, what they call a rebound? And...we thought you were gay?" he says. And I realize he has so many questions and Im so uncomfortable right then I could vomit. 

"no, he's...not a rebound." I say shaking my head.  "And...I thought I was gay...but...I guess not." I say. 

"and yes...we're....dating I guess" I say wanting to crawl out of my skin. 

My father rubs a hand over his face and looks away. 

"So when do we get to meet him?" he asks. 

My brows pinch together. 

"Huh?" I ask. 

"This...boy...obviously things are serious...when are you going to introduce him to us?" he asks 

I feel a large amount of relief realizing he has no idea WHO I was fucking in the backyard last night, and apparently whatever neighbor witnessed it, must have only seen us just enough to make out it was me somehow. 

"Ummm, I dont know if it's that serious, plus, kind of dont want to bring him around after....yea...." I say looking okay.

"Well, I'm going now, great talk Dad" I say and escape before he can stop me, running to my car, throwing myself in, starting the car and peeling out. 

I curse the entire way to the courts. 

--

As soon as I'm there I run to the basketball courts, looking for him and see him on the bleachers with the other guys with girls all around them. I watch the girls as they admire all of the guys, sweaty hard chests as they down water and sports drinks, while the girls giggle and laugh at whatever the guys say. I see a random girl sit next to my brother, and my lips tighten as her hand goes to his knee, and as I start to walk forward I see him politely move her hand and slide to the side a bit away from her. I smirk. Mine bitch. I think to myself, still wanting to rip her hair out even though he rejected her. 

One of the guys notices me and nudges my brother. 

One of them whistles and my brother smacks them upside the head, hopping up off the bleachers and coming over to me. 

"What's wrong?" he says as he jogs up, his body glistening, and the smell of his sweat making me incredibly horny. I want to reach up and run my fingers through his sweaty hair. 

"I need to talk to you." I say. 

After we walk to my car , sitting in it, I tell him first about the discussion with our father, his jaw dropping and his eyes going wide. 

"Fuck" he mutters when I'm done. "Shit."

"Yeah." I say. "So...no more of that I guess." I say and he shakes his head. 

"Definitely not." he says and leans his head back. 

I watch sweat still drip down his neck in little beads and am so tempted to reach over and lick his neck. Focus. Focus. 

Then I tell him about Stacy, reading her text message to him. 

He heaves a sigh. 

"What do you want to do ?" he asks turning slightly towards me looking at me. 

I shrug. "I honestly don't know. I do care about her, and I do still love her. But...it's nothing like us. "I say and see a reassured smile lift the corners of his lips as he nods. 

"But I do miss her. She's right, we were best friends." I say and he gives a slight frown. 

"But is it fair to her? When I know I'll never feel for her the way I feel when I'm with you? It's so different, it's on another level. " I say and he nods. 

"I feel like I should lie, and say that I feel nothing for her, to allow her the chance to find someone else, and move on quicker." I say. 

I look down when his hand touches my knee. 

"No matter what you do...moving on from you...I doubt it will be quick" he says and I sigh. 

"That doesnt help." I say

He smiles slightly. "I know, sorry. But...it's the truth." 

"Please dont flatter me right now, I dont deserve it." I say sinking into my seat with a sigh. 

"Hmm" he says and I turn my head to look at him, a small smile on his lips as his hand slips to my inner thigh. 

I bite my lip. 

"Whatever you decide to do...is fine with me. As long as you're mine. I don't want you having sex with her though." he says and it surprises me when he says it. 

"I wont." I say. 

"You told me to stop giving you everything you want." he says, and I nod. 

"I did." I say. 

"You could fuck her and I'd still love you. I'd still want you for myself. But I'm asking you not to, for me. " he says. 

I shake my head. " I wont. I promise." 

"Good." he says, his hands sliding further up, and between my legs, cupping my pussy. 

"Now get us out of here so I can make sure you remember who you belong to." 

-----

"Pull over behind the brown building" he says after we're driving a few minutes and on a main road. the brown building is a doctors office, and he has me park in the back of the lot, inbetween a few cars.

Once I'm parked, he turns in his seat and leans over. My hand lifting immediately to his face as he kisses me and his hand goes between my legs , then up and down into my workout pants, into my panties, and his finger finds my clit as I spread my legs. 

"This is mine" he says and I nod as he kisses me again, and his finger slides down and up into me. I pant into his mouth. 

"nobody else can have it." he says and I moan into his mouth. 

"Push your pants down and spread your legs for me." he murmurs and I moan and with his mouth still on me, his hand sliding out of my pants, I push down at the fabric starting at my hips, lifting them  as I look out the window into the lot, getting turned on as I see people in the lot. 

"Are you sure we should do this?" I ask. 

"Shut up and spread your legs, and your pussy open for me.." he says and I groan as he watches me turn in my seat, lifting one leg up over the console, the other on the floor, and I reach down with my hands and spread my pussy. 

He grins and reaches his hand over, turning it, curling two fingers inside me. 

"You still sore baby?" he whispers as he watches me moan and writhe in my seat, pushing my ass forward , giving him a better angle. 

I nod. 

"Good." he groans and pumps his fingers harder and faster. 

"Who made this pussy sore?" he groans, fingering me, the sound filling the car as I pant. 

"You did" I breathe. 

"That's right." he says, curling his fingers against my g spot as he finger fucks my cunt. 

"Whose pussy is this?" he groans.

"yours" I breathe heavily and bite my lip, his thumb pushing over my clit and I arch myself and gasp. 

"Show me your tits" he groans. 

I lift my tank top, and my sports bra, my tits  pressed down by the sports bra as it holds tight around my upper chest. 

"Those are mine too." he says. 

I nod. 

"Pinch them" he says. I moan and look at him as he commands me and lift my hands to my tits, grabbing them, touching myself. 

"I said fucking pinch them" he clenches his jaw and fingers me harder and faster.I yelp as he takes a look around the parking lot then back at me as I pinch my nipples. 

"Pull them for me, dont stop till I say." He groans. 

I pull at my nipples, and stretch them, hard. 

"Fuck yeah baby" he groans as I whimper.

"Pull harder" he growls through his teeth. 

I yelp at the own force and pain of my own fingers pulling my nipples taught. 

"Let go" he says and I do. He watches them bounce back to my chest, then he's leaning over the console awkwardly just to get his mouth on one. 

I moan and grab his hair, moaning louder when I feel the dampness of his sweat in his hair. 

"im yours" I pant with a whimper. 

He bites my nipple and I yelp, then he sucks it hard and lifts his head and kisses me as his thumb circles my clit, his fingers pushing against my g spot. 

"Then fucking prove it, and cum for me." he growls against my mouth and I pants, holding his face as I arch my back, my hips bucking and I moan louder and louder. 

"mmmm fuck" I moan as he turns his head and then his fingers pause. 

I turn my head and see people walking towards us, an older couple leaving the doctors office. 

"We should stop" I moan as his fingers start to move again, and he shakes his head. 

"They wont see us. " he says and takes my mouth again as his fingers fuck me faster and harder, I let out a tiny squeal and we both watch as the older couple comes closer and closer. 

"oh fuck, stop" I moan, squirming. 

"not till you fucking cum" he growls and my eyes go to him and he grins. 

"your pussy is mine....and youll make it cum for me, right the fuck now" 

My jaw drops as I gasp and I grab his hair in my fingers and pull him to me.

"I want your cock" I moan. 

"You'll get what your given....now cum"