EroticReverie

*commissioned*

It'd been a few weeks and Alyssa and Abby hadn't really talked about what happened the night of Abby's birthday. They hadn't talked much at all really. 

Abby had been avoiding Alyssa's calls, keeping their text shorts, and making up excuses as to why she  couldn't hang out. It's not that she was mad at her cousin, but how was she supposed to act now? After what they did when they were drunk? How could Abby pretend that nothing had happened, while also hiding the fact that she wanted to do it again....and more. 

She'd had a taste of being with another girl, and she wanted more. She wanted more of the soft lips on hers, the soft hands on her smooth skin, and she wanted more of Alyssa's compliments as she put her hands and mouth all over Abby's breasts and neck. 

Abby had also begun to masturbate, quite a significant amount. She was never really one to touch herself, as she thought it was awkward. But now...she couldn't keep the excitement between her legs at bay, she'd grown frustrated. In less than 24 hours after her encounter with her cousin, Abby had spread her legs, naked on her bed and imagined how good it had felt. All of it. 

Abby laid there pumping her fingers, squirming against her own touch, fucking her fingers with her eyes closed, picturing Alyssa's face. 

Porn wasn't her thing either. She'd watched all sorts , purely out of curiosity, but now , she watched lesbian porn daily, multiple times a day, and she felt like a freak for how much porn she was watching. She could get off simply from watching two women kiss, if it was intense enough. 

As she laid on her bed now, a few weeks later, ear buds in, watching two blonde lesbians sixty nine each other, the sounds of their moans, the wet sucking and licking noise, was bringing her closer and closer to her orgasm. 

Panting, Abby rubbed her clit, he fingers and arm cramping, as this was the fourth time today she'd masturbated. As she gasped, watching one of the blondes scream as she came, Abby jumped when her phone ringing, cut of her viewing pleasure. 

"Shit" she muttered. 

Declining the call from Alyssa, she went back to her video and rubbed even faster, moaning as she now pictured the two girls as her and her cousin. 

"Mmmm fuck" Abby whispered to herself as she closed her eyes. Her phone vibrating in her hand , her eyes opening to see a text notification at the top of her screen 

"Bitch. Did you just decline my call?! I'm gonna kick you ass. Quit being an ass and call me back." It was sent from Alyssa. 

Abby felt her heart beat race, knowing that Alyssa had just called her out for declining the call. 

As Abby swiped the window playing the porn off her screen , she hit call. 

"Bitch" Alyssa teased her as a greeting. 

Abby laughed slightly. "Sorry, I was ..doing something" she says.

"uh huh, well whatever.....did you want me to bring anything tonight?" Alyssa asked.

"What?" Abby asked. 

"when I come over later, did you want me to bring anything?" Alyssa repeated herself. 

"Um...I...I don't know if I can hang out tonight. My mom is pissed I haven't helped out around the house lately..." Abby said trying to think of an excuse. 

"Uh huh..." Alyssa said skeptically. "So weird...cause your mom is the one who invited me to come over. She says you've been really quiet lately and she's worried about you." Alyssa says.

"Oh." Abby replies, chewing her lip. 

"I just...I don't know...just haven't been feeling well." Abby lied. 

"Well I'll be over in a bit, should I bring my swim suit?" Alyssa asked. 

"Yea, sure." Abby said, the pool of heat and wetness between her legs only growing as she pictured her cousin in one of her skimpy swim suits. 

"Cool. See ya in like an hour! Laterrrr" she said in a sing song voice and then hung up before Abby could respond. 

Tossing her phone to the side, Abby heaved a sigh, spread her legs once more, and finished her self off without further interruption. 

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"On my way...get your swim suit on, it's hot as fuck out and I wanna lay out and then swim!" Alyssa texted her. 

Abby chewed her lip, and also rolled her eyes, but did as her cousin requested, cause Abby had a giant ass pool, that she never used. 

Abby put on a basic , royal blue one piece swim suit, grabbed a few towels and then went downstairs. 

"I'll be out back." Abby replied. 

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As Abby laid the towels on the lounge chairs, Alyssa came through the large wooden fence door, opening it and closing it behind her. 

"I'm here slut" Alyssa said and Abby laughed slightly. 

She hadn't seen her cousin in two whole weeks, and the sight of her cousin in a pastel purple skimp two piece, wearing jean shorts over the bottoms, wearing flip flops and carrying her over night bag, made Abby's pussy beg to be touched for the fifth time today. 

Alyssa dropped her bag on the cement and slid off her flip flops and then walked over to Abby and pulled her into a tight hug. Abby swallowed feeling their breasts push against each other. 

"Can't avoid me now bitch" Alyssa said , letting out a little growl as she squeezed Abby into a bear hug.

"I haven't been avoi-"

"bullshit!" Alyssa said, reaching down , slapping Abby's ass as they had always done with each other jokingly. Abby jumped and Alyssa back up slightly. 

"You've totally been ghosting me and being weird." Alyssa says. 

Abby just shook her head and then shrugged unsure of what to say. Did Alyssa even remember what happened that night? She hadn't mentioned it, so Abby wasn't going to either. 

"Just out of it lately" Abby said. 

"Well.." Alyssa said bumping her with her hip. "Get into it bitch" she teased and Abby laughed slightly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. 

"Do you have sunscreen, I forgot mine" Alyssa said, letting it go. 

Abby nodded. "Yea, one sec" she said, turning and walking to the house. 

Abby felt her heart beat faster, she was nervous, and shy, and she felt like an idiot. She was sure that she'd developed an even bigger crush on her own cousin after that night, and now she didn't know how to be, how to act. 

She grabbed the suntan lotion and oil and brought it out back to where Alyssa was waiting, pulling her hair up into a bun. Abby noticed the way her breasts lifted slightly when she lifted her arms, Abby's tongue running across her lower lip watching, looking, admiring Alyssa's almost naked form. 

"Here" she said handing her cousin the two bottles.

Alyssa took the suntan lotion and applied it to her front, then handed it to Abby who also started to do the same. 

"Get my back for me?" Alyssa asked and Abby swallowed hard and nodded but squirt a bit of the lotion into her hands, rubbing them slightly together and then placing them on Alyssa's shoulder blades.

Abby made quick work of applying the lotion, hating how her hands on just her cousins back, was making her as horny as she'd ever been. Abby wondered if something was wrong with her, for being so horny the past two weeks, and seconds away from making off into the house, to throw her hand between her legs and get herself off again. 

"Kay your turn" Alyssa said then spun around, grabbing the lotion.

Abby inhaled and then shook her head. "It's fine i don't need any." 

Alyssa rolled her eyes. "Spin...you're not getting skin cancer on my watch" she says and Abby gives a slightly smile and turns slowly, and she too puts her hair up into a bun ontop of her head with a hair tie as Alyssa squirts some lotion into her hand. 

Abby prepares herself for it, for her cousins hands on her bare back, on her skin, but it doesn't matter, because as soon as Alyssa's hands are on her, she shivers.

"Cold?" Alyssa asks , thinking it was the lotion that made her shiver.

"Yea" Abby nods, lying. "It's fine now though" she says, settling into the way her cousins hands are sliding up and down her upper back , rubbing in the lotion, taking her time. 

"good" Alyssa says as her hands casually just slip further down her back, right down the middle and Abby's breath hitches when she feels her cousins hand turn, palm down, and her finger tips push just ever so slightly down the back of her swim suit. 

"Gotta get under it just a little, cause the swim suit moves around." Alyssa says, sounding totally natural as Abby feel her skin tingle with desire, and then feels both of Alyssa's hands on her lower back and then her fingers sliding into the fabric just slightly again, going up Abby's sides, her torso. 

Abby bites her lip hard when she feels Alyssa's fingertips just slightly brush the sides of her breasts, before they pulling back and keep rubbing her back. 

Abby feels her nipples perk, feel her pussy clench and her hands curl into frustrated fists as her cousins once again slips her fingers slightly into the fabric and back down and then back up. 

"You need a little more." Alyssa says, still sounding natural and Abby just nods as Alyssa adds oil to her hands now, rubbing them together and Abby's eyes flutter at the ease of which her cousins hands slip over her skin, feeling her back be covered in oil as Alyssa spreads it around. 

Alyssa smirks to herself, because she feels the way Abby tenses. Alyssa is also no fool and knows exactly why Abby has been avoiding her. She didn't want to bring up that night, because she knew Abby had been struggling to figure out her sexuality, so she didn't want to force anything , but it had been two weeks and to be honest...Alyssa was ready to explore things further, as far as being with a female, and she wanted to do it with her cousin. 

They were comfortable around each other, so why shouldnt they? Why couldnt they learn about their selves , and what they liked, with one another? 

Alyssa let her hands slip up onto Abby's shoulders, then down the front, over her collar bone and ubber chest, as she put her chest to Abby's back , standing closer. 

She purposely brought her mouth too close to Abby's ear. 

"Just a little right here..." Alyssa had said quietly, feeling Abby shiver as she spoke softly into her ear, and she peeked over Abby's shoulder to watch her finger tips flirt with Abby's upper breasts, and she bit the corner of her lip as she let her fingertips go lower and push downt he front of her cousins swimsuit just slightly as she stroked her oiled hand back and forth across Abby's upper breasts. 

Abby wanted to scream at how turned on she was, was Alyssa doing it on purpose? Did she know exactly what she was doing? they'd never helped each other apply lotion like this. they'd helped each other before, but it was never like this...never with the tension Abby could feel, coming from behind her as her cousins breasts pressed against her back, and her cousins breath blew gently against her ear as she slipped her hands back up and then down her back, as Alyssa stepped back, slightly to make room for her hands to glide down Abby's back. 

Abby inhaled sharply when her hands then went back into the sides of her swim suit. 

Alyssa's breasts were pressed against her back once again, and now her hands, were in Abby's swim suit. One skimming over her stomach, the other right below her breasts. 

Both of them knew there was no need for lotion or oil this far beneath her swim suit. Abby decided Alyssa knew exactly what she was doing, and it was confirmed when both hands came up , cupping her breasts. 

Abby let out a breath and her head moved back slightly as Alyssa kissed her neck softly and moved her hands up over Abby's breasts, and grabbed them gently. 

"Is this why you've been avoiding me?" Alyssa whispered. 

Abby swallowed a large lump in her throat and nodded slightly without a verbal response. Abby closed her eyes as her cousins hands moved slowly, gently, over her breasts , Abby could feel her hard nipples being skimmed by fingers, or pressing into Alyssa's palm.

"You didn't have to avoid me Ab" Alyssa said quietly, kissing her cousins neck softly to her ear. 

"I had fun on your birthday...didn't you?" Alyssa asks as Abby lets out a frustrated whimper. Abby nods. 

"Then why have you been avoiding me, we could be doing this all the time.." Alyssa said and gives Abby's neck a gentle bite. 

Abby shivers and shakes her head. "I dont know...we were drunk...we shouldnt have done it.." 

Alyssa sucks Abby's ear lobe into her mouth and then bites it gently as she curls her fingers, pinching each nipple between her pointer and her thumb gently making Abby moan slightly.

"and what about now....are you drunk? Cause im not." Alyssa says.

Abby whimpers, shaking her head. 

"Do you want to play with me Abby? Even when you're sober?" Alyssa whispers. 

Abby nods."Yes" she answers quietly.