EroticReverie

Cherlynn Fox

It's not that I was losing my virginity that surprised me. It was the fact that I let Maddox have it. He'd already proven to still be the same fucking bastard he was before they all went to college.  

He'd been gentle at the very beginning, and the experience of feeling him inside of me like that was good. Really , really fucking good, and I hated how fucking good it felt. 

I hated it even more that he was fucking me to hurt me now, and I liked it. I hated that inside I knew that this hurt, knew that it was wrong for him to not stop when I told him to, but I didn't care. For some reason I felt the need to be good for him, to make sure MY first time, was good for HIM. 

I blame it on my step father, and the guys my mother dated before him, and Maddox, and Zane, and my brother Hunter. I don't know what it feels like for a man to care for me, this is what I know. I only know how it feels for them to want to fuck me, and touch me, and make me touch them. 

So even though it feels like Maddox may actually rip me open, and feels like he's tearing me apart, part of me wants it. Part of me needs it to hurt, because If it didnt, it wouldn't be real.  Maddox was soft and sweet to me the other night, then took it back the next day, saying I was just easy, and a whore. If it was soft or sweet, i'd get confused. I needed him to hurt me like this. I need him to get off on my blood coating his cock, for him to take pleasure in my pain. To see those evil grins when I yelped or cried out in pain. To have his hand cover my mouth when I'd started to tell him to stop. 

I needed Maddox to use me as he intended. So when my tears start to fall down my cheeks and his cock pierces somehow newer depths of my cunt and makes me scream , I try to bear it. To take the pain they've taught me that I somehow deserve. 

"I'm going to fill your cunt" Maddox growls. 

"This pussy is mine now Cherry" he tells me and I moan, arching my back , my head turning as I writhe and feel his thick cock work itself in and out of my pussy. 

"first cock ever to fuck this nice little cunt" he groans. 

"i'm going to be the first to cum deep inside it too." he tells me. 

"tell me to fucking cum inside you Duchess." he commands.

I whimper and pant. "cum"

I breathe. "inside me" 

A low rumble comes from him and I turn my face to his and he , with ease, lifts me, my hands on his upper arms, holding on as he lifts my ass up and down, making my pussy fuck his cock, using me like a toy, and I wince as he brings me down on his cock hard and , grip tighter , my nails digging into him. 

"say my name when you say it" he growls.

I look at him gritting my teeth, my face twisted with pain as he impales me on his cock and I scream out. 

"Maddox!" I cry out and he goans.

"That's it" he says, his voice so fucking dark and husky and I look at him.

"Cum inside me" I say, making me feel for the first time the tell tale jerk of a mans hips when he busts. 

He curses and his head goes back as he lifts me up to the tip and then back down and he lets out a low growl and sighs and then leans over, laying me back on the bed with his cock still inside of me. 

"thank you" he groans

"Fuck" he curses and his cock starts to move again. 

"god damn" he hangs his head.

"you feel so fucking good Cherlynn" he exhales deeply and my actual name coming from his mouth sounds foreign and I just lay there, my thighs and pussy sore. 

"they cant fucking know" he tells me and I nod. 

He slides out and I feel so empty without him inside me that I whimper slightly and he grins knowingly. 

"Stay there." he says an walks to his private bathroom and brings back a wet washcloth and picks up his phone from his pants on the floor. 

"What are you doing?" I ask as he aims the phone between my legs and I shut them.

"If you think I'm not documenting this fucking moment...you're crazy" he says and pushes my legs open and I bite my lip nervously as the flash goes off again and again, as he clicks pictures of my pussy, and spreads my pussy with fingers from one hand and tells me to push down. 

"Push my cum out" he instructs. 

I don't know  how, but I try , and he urges me.

"Cmon Cherlynn, make your pussy spit out my cum" he says.  And I must be doing it cause I hear the sound of awe and a groan as he snaps more pictures. 

"fuck thats sexy. keep going, I know i filled you with more than that....yes...there....fuck...there it is.....hell yea" he says as I keep pushing and feel his cum dripping from me. 

"Holy shit, fuck yes" he groans and stands, and I hear the ding of a recording starting on his phone.

"Maddox." I say and he grins looking up at me. 

He grabs his cock and instead of wiping me down like he intended, he shoves the head of his cock over my slit, up and down as he records it and then i feel him push the head back inside. 

"Someone just lost their cherry...all over my cock" he says talking for the camera.

"Begged for my fucking cum in her little virgin cunt too" he says and his cock slides into me and I hiss and arch my back. 

"Mmmm, she fucking likes this cock. Took it hard and deep too, the very first time....such a good little virgin pussy" he says and I moan as his thumb rubs my clit. 

"Time to break you in a little more Duchess" he says and starts to move in and out of me again and I moan, feeling it again deep inside of me, but he doesnt go as hard this time. I feel my pussy clench around him and almost welcome the intrusion as he goes deeper. 

"oh yeah, that's it....moan for me...let me hear how good it feels inside you Cherry" he says his thumb circling my clit as I writhe on the bed unable to stand it. 

I let out a moan that I was holding in on account the shame I felt. 

"oh fuck, you're so hot" he groans and I look to him and he has the camera lifted, which Im sure is getting all of me.  He smiles. 

I turn my head. 

"Dont be shy duchess" he says and reaches forward, turning my head, holding my chin. 

"tell the camera where my cock is" he says. 

I look at him instead of the camera. 

"inside me" i whimper. 

"Inside you where?" he asks

"my p-pussy" I gasp my jaw falling as he thrusts hard. I cry and arch my back.

"these hot fucking tits" he says, pinching and pulling them as his hips rock and he focuses the camera on my tits and cups one as they bounce from each thrusts and I moan.

"first time fucking and youre making a sex tape.." he chuckles and groans. 

"little fucking whore, arent you?" he groans and rubs my clit and it feels too good for me to argue. 

"You're gonna ride this cock tonight Cherry" he tells me and I moan. 

"you're gonna ride it till we both cum, and then youre going to ride it again..you're gonna bounce this cunt on my cock all fucking night" he tells me and I moan and nod. He groans. 

"Mmmmmm" he growls and his thumb circles my clit and I pant and feel my orgasm building and he knows it's coming because he urges me to cum. Still recording, fucking me, rubbing my clit with one hand and the phone in the other. 

I cum, saying his name and he groans, and starts to fuck me harder. 

"Gotta fuck this little cunt" he growls, and the phone hits the bed as I squirm, but he holds my hips and his cock pushes deep as he cums again. 

I watch his stomach muscles clench as his cock throbs inside of me and his cum fills me once again. 

When he's done he pants and slides out and falls back onto the bed on his back and I lay on mine. 

"Shit" he groans. "You brother is going to kill me" he says. 

"Step brother." I correct. "And he doesn't get to be mad. I'm not his." I say.

Maddox chuckles and turns his head. 

"yea...you are." he says.

I roll my eyes. 

"He hates me. You all hate me." I say and look up at the ceiling.

"If you believed we really hated you...you wouldnt let us do the things we do...and you certainly wouldnt have let me just have sex with you." he says. 

"Like I had a choice back then!" I seethe and turn my head to look at him. 

"Did you not? Cause you never told us no Cherry" he says.

"Because you realized you enjoyed it. At least parts of it. The parts that got you wet." he says and my nostrils flare.

"We don't hate you. We never did. Hating someone and enjoying someones pain, is different." he says.

I huff. "how is it any different and why do you ENJOY hurting me?!" I say and push up on my elbows. 

"Because we're sick fucks." Maddox says and rolls onto his side, reaching his arm over me and pulling me to him. "And because it gets you so fucking wet for us."

He goes for my neck and I lean my head towards him to try to keep him from my neck but he pulls on me and his mouth is persistent and he bites at my neck and I let out an immediate moan. 

"the fact you're no longer a virgin is our little secret" he whispers against my neck and I moan as he licks and sucks the just bitten skin. 

I moan as his hands grab my breasts my back to him and he tugs on my ear.

"Why don't we go downstairs and shower, and then take one of those baths you like." he whispers.

I see him smile when I turn my head and my eyes question if he's messing with me. 

"My gift to you, for your.."he slides and hand down and cups my pussy. "gift to me"