EroticReverie

*commission*

Merrick left the mud room before tension could get any thicker between us. And damn, his body still looked fucking delicious as he exited with the clay mud stuck to his body and that perfect hot ass. 

"I'll see you tonight." he says and nods, before walking to the shower area to rinse. 

I exhale and feel like submerging myself in the mud, my body is fucking hot, even with the fucking mud cooling it, my body fucking burns for that fucking man, and I know without a doubt, that at the end of the week, Im signing those fucking papers. 

Once I'm done with the spa , I leave, not looking around for Merrick to see if he's still there or not, but I text Soraya. 

"We need to talk." I type. 

"There's not much to talk about babe. See you tonight at work." she replies. Still calling me babe even though I know she's angry with me, and hurt. 

"Can we please talk before work? Where are you?" I reply. 

"No worries babe. We're all good. See you at work." she types back and I growl slightly. 

"Soraya. Please." I type back. 

"I'd never deny you the chance to talk if you needed it. Please." I type. 

"We can talk later. I'm busy. Meet me at the apartment before work, we can get ready together and talk then." she replies. 

I sigh and reply 

"Ok. See you then. Love you." 

Nothing back. 

Of course. 

I roll my eyes and know I'm being hypocritical but I can't help it. 

I go to a few stores, and I pick up a bouquet of wild flowers and a box of fruity pebbles. Soraya's favorite. I stop at her apartment before my own, sneaking in with the key she gave me to leave them on her kitchen counter.

But once I open the door, I realize that she's home because there's intense female moaning coming from her bedroom. I shake my head and roll my eyes, and debate even leaving the gifts for her.  I'm not jealous, it's not that at all. But over everything, we are friends, and she told me she was too busy to talk to me when I told her I needed to. So she could get her pussy wet with another girl. 

I leave the flowers, and then box of cereal, and as childish as it it, I make sure to slam her door good and hard when I leave, to interrupt her little lady party in her bedroom, and then walk down the hall and to the next floor up to my level and go to my apartment. 

--

Twenty minutes later my door knob is rattling as I sit on the couch in my underwear, reading a book. 

I know it's her, and I look open when the door opens and she looks at me with eyes that are scolding me for slamming her door.

"You don't get to be mad that I slept with another girl Luna." she says, and the fucking nerve of her has my blood boiling. 

"First of all, I've NEVER been mad at you for sleeping with other women, or men, or anyone!" I say and slam my book shut and toss it on the coffee table. 

"SECOND, the reason I'm mad is cause i told you I needed to talk to you, and you said you were fucking busy." I raise my voice. 

"Clearly I was babe." she says with a shrug. 

"Don't fucking call me that while you're standing there being a fucking bitch." I snarl. 

Her eyes pop. It's not the first fight we've had. Like she said , we live like a couple, which mean we've argued over plenty, have plenty of little spats and made up with great angry sex afterwards. 

"I'm the bitch?" she asks crossing her arms. 

"Well it's certainly not me!" I yell. 

She scoffs then laughs and throws her head back. 

"That's rich, coming from the girl who treats me like her girlfriend, then drops me to go be Merrick's whore for some easy money." she spits out, and instantly I can tell she regrets it, 'both of our eyes widening. 

"Get out." I say as calmly as I possibly can.

"Babe...I didn't me-"

"GET OUT!" I scream and she takes a deep breath. 

"I'm sorry..I shouldnt have said that." she says.

I clench my jaw so hard I think my teeth and jaw are going to break. 

"Get the fuck out, and leave your key Soraya." I glare at her. 

"I'm not leaving." she says. 

"I fucking hate you." I grit my teeth, tears brimming in my eyes. 

"No you don't." she says and walks over to me. 

I slap her across her face when she reaches out for me. 

"Careful...can't touch me without giving me money first." I say in spite of her accusation. 

"Luna.." she says, taking the smack because she knows she earned it with that comment. 

"you're a fucking asshole" I say my voice cracking. 

"Don't cry." she says. 

"fuck you." I say and push her when she goes to reach out again. 

"I'm the one that's fucking jealous, okay? I've BEEN fucking jealous of that fucking guy since you first told me you wanted to fuck him. You don't get crazy over ANYONE, and you were crazy for him, it drove me insane, because I thought you wanted me like that, but you don't you never did...and it's not your fucking fault okay... I know that...I cant make you feel the same things I feel, and I just fucking hate to see another person get that from you." she says. 

"I'm in love with you." I spit it out. 

Her mouth pauses, open and her eyes just stare at mine. 

"what?" she manages after a moment. 

"I'm fucking in love with you." I say, a tear skidding down my cheek. 

"What...." she says again. 

"The guy your so jealous of? The guy that you thought wanted to take me from you? " she just stands there as I talk. 

"HE is the one that made me realize I was lying to myself about what I wanted...he made me realize that I don't just fucking love you as my friend....he called you my fucking lover Soraya..."  I say and she lets a small smile lift on her lips. 

"and he's right...you were right....and I was just confused about what I wanted, and he helped me figure it out...but...no...wait" I say when she reaches out. 

"I'm not done, and the rest is important." I say and she nods taking her hands back. 

We walk to the couch and sit down and I take a deep breath. 

" I love you....I want us to be together." I say and see her start to tremble.

"But I want him too." I say. 

She keeps her lips together and waits. 

"When I told him I still wanted to have sex with you if I was with him. He said we couldn't not unless you quit too." I say. 

She looks at me. And she's about to speak but I do first. 

"And he says he will pay you the same as me...to let us still be together." I say. 

She gawks now. "What, why?" 

"Apparently he wants to have sex with me, like, really bad." I say trying to make a joke and she laughs slightly and nods. 

"Don't blame him." she says.

"And you wouldn't have to sleep with him. However he said if any of ever wanted that to happen, for all of us to be together at once sexually....we would discuss it, but the offer doesnt require you to have sex with him or anything like that. Basically he wants to allow me to have a relationship with the both of you....if youll allow it...allow me to have one with you as well as him." I say. 

"That's how he made me realize I was in love with you....but that I could also end up in love with someone else..not even him....but I know what I want...and maybe it's selfish....but I want the both of you. " I say and then stay quiet. 

"I already share you with dozens of other people....I think I could handle that." she says and I smile slightly. 

"It'd be different though....there would be real feelings involved...and I could end up falling in love with him too." I say. 

She laughs slightly. "Yeah,....I know. Pretty sure you already are. "

I swat her leg. "Stop it...I'm not." I say and she smiles. 

"I know....but. So what would this look like...do we still live in the apartments? I don't want to not share a bed with you. And give up all my nights with you to him." she says. 

I nod. "I dont either. And I assume we'd discuss it together, when we sign the agreement and resignation from Haus Companies." I say and she nods. 

"Alright." she says and I smile. 

"Are you sure Sor?" I ask and she nods. 

"Baby...I just want you." she says. "And as long as we love each other....I can share that love with someone else, as long as I still have it too." she says. 

I nod. 

"We wouldnt be able to sleep with anyone in the companies." I say. 

She shrugs. "Like I care." 

I laugh. 

"You're the only one I give two fucks about having in my bed babe" she says. and I smile. 

"So, we're ....together?" I ask. 

She smiles wider and nods.

"Bet your perfect ass we are." she says and leans over and then is ontop of me on the couch and my legs are around her and I'm fucking happy. So fucking happy. 

"Thanks for the cereal and flowers" she murmurs against my mouth. 

"welcome" I smile as we make out, and kiss each other harder and grind out bodies into one anothers. 

"We should start getting ready" I pant. 

"In a minute..." she says and kisses me. 

"I want to make out with my girlfriend a bit more."