*commission win*
It'd been three days since Lucian had stopped talking to Carmen and ignoring and Carmen had even made sure not bring guys home, or even mention guys in front of Lucian.
"are you going to be mad at me forever?" she asked walking past him in her baby pink bikini.
Lucian lifted his gaze from the tv to her as he lay on his back on the couch, one arm lifted up, hand behind his head as he laid in nothing but his shorts.
"You're in the way." he says.
"Wow....that was four words....a minor improvement from the past few days of radio silence" she says and Lucian gives roll of his eyes and looks around her.
"Come on Lucian!" she whines and he sucks his teeth, trying to seem unaffected, but fuck it was hard, cause in all honestly it killed him to not talk to her, to not hang out with her around the house.
"Please" she said quietly, and he refused to look up , but he did anyways, his eyes not following his own orders, and found her with her eyes watering.
Shit. Three days ago he was pissed enough that those same tears didnt tear him up the way they did right now.
"I was a bitch ok?" she sniffles, her lower lip trembling.
"But I also didnt expect to find out you....to find out what I did...I dont know hot to act , or how I was supposed to act, stop punishing me!" she pleads as a fat tear rolls down her cheeks.
Lucian sighs and scoots back on the couch, and pats the spots in front of him. It's not a lot of room, but it's enough.
Even more tears fall as she whimpers in relief and puts herself there with him in a split second.
Her arm wrapped around him , her head tucked under his chin.
As annoying as Lucian had been previously with being over protective, her step brother, had still been her best friend. She loved the way he cared about her, even if it was over bearing at times. He made her laugh, made her feel better when she was sad, but he was never the one to make her sad, and it had done a job on her the past few days to know he was angry with her.
"I'm so sorry" she sniffles into his chest as he wraps his arm around her.
"I'm sorry too" Lucian says and kisses the top of her head.
"I never want to hurt you Loosh" she sniffled.
His hand stopped stroking her hair and grabbed it in his hand involuntarily when she called him his nickname.
"I shouldnt have done what I did with Jeff" she says. "I just...I didnt know what to do....I didnt want you to want me...I didnt want you to think you wanted me." she sniffles.
He presses his lips to her head and kisses her firmly , holding her head to him.
"Nothing you could do, would make me stop wanting you." he says and she goes still.
"Loosh" she says, without moving.
"It's fine Carmen...that you don't want me...and fuck....good for you for having the sense not to fall for someone you cant fucking have" he says and Carmen , blinks, her tears slipping from her lashes.
"Loosh" she squeaks quietly.
"I'm sorry I made it fucking awkward, but, you already know, so there's no point in pretending it didnt fucking come out....i'm not protective just because you're my sister....well step sister....but im protective because nobody else deserves you Carmen....you're so fucking perfect, and I hate when anyone else gets to be around you, or steal your attention." he says and she swallows.
"I dont know what to say Lucian" she says quietly, but her arm tightens around him.
"You dont have to say anything." he sighs. "I know it's once sided...and it's not fair to get angry with you for not wanting me back"
"I....I..." she tries to speak , unsure of what she wants to say.
"It's fine Carmen" he whispers in her hair and his hand slides up and down her back gently and Carmen wiggles into him closer.
"It's not fine..." she whisper and lifts her head, and feel a low rumble in his throat when she places a soft kiss to it.
"I'm confused Loosh" she says.
His hand slides to her hip, his cock making it known what the close contact with her is doing to him as she lifts her leg up over his hips to cuddle closer to him.
"Confused about what?" he asks trying to not sound like he's struggling not to fuck his step sister right there on the couch.
"when you were ignoring me....I realized how much I need you around me....how much I like spending time with you...and I dont think it's just as my brother.....I think i missed the way you looked at me....and smile at me....I miss the glances that I never really looked into before....its just....this is weird...right?" she asks and finally lifts her head, pulling it back to look at him and he strokes her hair behind her ear.
"It's definitely a little weird. I feel like I shouldn't want you, but....fuck...I want you so fucking bad Carmen...I tried not to want you for so long." he groans and thrusts into her slightly and Carmen gasps.
"But I can make myself stop wanting you......I want to kiss you ......fucking touch you....everywhere..." he says his hand sliding up and down her thigh and up her side to her back.
"I wont stop you from screwing with other guys Carmen...I know I cant have you....but just....please, dont fuck my friends" he says and she nods and he groans as she rolls her hips, and grind against his erection.
"Maybe we cant do other stuff....or...have each other...but maybe....we can do this?" she asks her voice quiet as she keeps humping herself against his erection, finding the friction against her bikini bottoms.
Lucian groans.
"God, I wanna fuck you so bad Car" he groans and grabs her hip hard and thrusts into her making her moan.
"Loosh" she whimpers and he groans, their eyes on each other as they pant and bring their hips together again and again.
"Put your tits against me" he groans.
She moans, as he grabs her bikini top and pulls it down, the tiny triangles moving and her bare tits press to his chest and he groans without looking down at them.
"You feel so good against me Carmen" he groans and his hand slips down to her bikini bottoms.
"Lucian" she moans as his fingers pull at the ties on her hips.
"I'll keep my shorts on, I promise" he whispers and her mouth pants close to his and he groans, wanting to take her mouth, but no, the couldnt kiss, he would lose his mind if he got to fucking taste her mouth.
"Mom and dad are upstairs" she said.
"I know" he says as he reaches around to her other hip and pulls the string and then pulls and Carmen groans as the fabric pulls over her cunt and she pushes her pussy directly to his shorts.
" oh god loosh" she whimpers and tucks her head under his chin as she grinds against his body.
He grabs her bare ass, groaning at the feel of her perfect ass in his hand, he slips his other hand under her, and he turns onto his back.
"Oh Loosh" she moans, her pretty mouth parting and he watches her face as her tits move back and forth over his chest as she dry humps his cock through his shorts.
This was a mistake, they both knew it. Lucian especially thought so, because he'd seriously made resisting her a million times harder now, but she had been so close to him, so genuine in her apology, and so fucking confused with her own feelings for him now that she knew he wanted her.
"fuck baby" he groans as she whimpers and she moans at hearing him call her baby.
She lifts up, her breasts coming from his chest as she presses her hands to his chest and sits up, straddling him.
"fuck Loosh" she moans and Lucians eyes go right to her tits.
"Fuck you have pretty tits" he groans and she looks at him panting.
"touch me Lucian" she moans.
"fuck" he grits his teeth, his fingers digging into her hips and he does more than touch her, he slides his hands up her back, pulling her down and brings his mouth to her chest.
"Lucian!" she cries and rocks her hips faster.
she squeals slightly as his tongue rolls around her nipple, flicking, licking, then sucking and groaning as he does.
"fuck" he murmurs against her breast.
"fuck baby" he groans and moves to the other.
"I need to fuck you Carmen" he groans.
"Right the fuck now" he says and she moans.
"we cant" she whines.
"We can...all you have to do is tell me to fuck you..." he groans and bites her nipple and she squeals.
"what about mom and dad?" she pants.
"we'll go to down stairs in the basement..we'll be quiet....fuck Carmen ...god baby" he groans and sucks her nipple harder.
"you make my cock so fucking hard" he groans and she moans.
"this is bad Loosh" she whimpers.
"Then why do you feel so fucking good in my hands and grinding on my dick?" he groans and sits up and grabs her bikini bottoms.
"Loosh , we cant" she moans as he stands, with her wrapped around his waists, her hot tits pressed into his chest.
"I'm taking you downstairs..." he groans "you can decide what we can or cant do when we're down there"