EroticReverie

*commissioned*

After a few more hours of getting screwed all over Jeff's apartment, I leave to go back home, and we make plans for me to come back over tonight. 

There's a certain thrill that goes along with my guilt. The thrill of having this secret, something I can't tell anyone. The thrill of being dirty, and driving home with my sisters brand new ex and baby daddies cum seeping into my fucking panties. 

When I get home, I see my sisters car in the driveway. 

"Shit" I mutter. 

Going inside she's sitting on the couch sobbing into my mothers arms. That thrill that I had? Yeah, it's gone, and reality hits me like a fucking bomb going off. 

"he was with someone else!" my sister cries as I stand there, my mother looking at me and shaking her head as she holds my crying sister. I stand there, unsure of what to say. I'm never good and consoling people to begin with, nevermind consoling my sister while knowing im the "someone else", that he was with . This was bad, so fucking bad, and all I want to do is turn around and go back to Jeff and forget reality for a bit longer. 

My sister lifts her head and looks over at me, her eyes red, swollen and her cheeks soaked with tears. I was officially the worlds biggest bitch. 

"Congrats youre an aunt to a bastard" she says angrily. 

"Kristen!" my mother scolds.

"What?! It's true! Im pregnant with that assholes baby, and ill be damned if he comes anywhere fucking near it" she cries. 

I don't say anything , I just stare trying to give sympathy through looks alone because what the fuck do i say?  I mean if this thing with me and Jeff was really going to happen, eventually they'd find out. Was I going to sit here and console her like a two faced bitch? 

"I...I'm sorry" is all I offer. 

My sister rolls her eyes. "It's whatever" she says trying to brush it off like she wasnt just in the middle of a breakdown. She swipes her cheeks. 

"I should just....take care of it." she says, rolling a tissue in her hands, picking at it. My mother sighs. 

"Whatever you want to do sweetheart....it's up to you, and I'll be here and support you through whatever you decide, okay?" she asks and kisses my sisters head and she nods. 

God I was going to hell for finding relief in the fact Kristen was considering an abortion. Jesus, I was a terrible fucking person.  Do I tell Jeff? Do I not tell him? Fuck. 

I ended up sitting in the room as they talked a bit more, not offering up any advice, or support for any of the choices that were brought up. I just listened, absorbing the fucking mess I was in.

I spent the rest of the afternoon just laying in my bed, listening to music, mindlessly scrolling through shit on my phone, then decided to look up Jeff.

He had an instagram, and a facebook. The instagram was public,  but he was one of those people that only posted a handful of times each year. 

There was a picture of him from last summer, on a boat, holding up a beer, in only green swim trunks and sunglasses, his perfect white teeth standing out against his tanned skin, with a few other guys raising their beers as well beside him. 

I looked through every photo studying his life that I knew not a single thing about. Studying his gorgeous face and then feeling a tingle everywhere inside of me when I looked at him even in photos. 

His facebook was private, but his main picture was of him with a dog. 

I jumped when a text from him popped up notifying me. 

"I've got plans for us tonight. Plans for the weekend actually, you got anything scheduled?" he typed. 

I licked my lips and then bit the corner of my mouth. The whole weekend? Just me and him? 

"Depends. What are these plans?" I half tease. 

"Camping" he says. I scrunch my nose and dont respond. 

I liked the outdoors but camping wasn't really high on my list of things I'd like to do. 

"My parents have a nice camper, I already rented a lot at the lakes in Westport" he types. 

"Oh, I thought you meant in tents." I type. 

"Not unless that's what you prefer. But I dont want to lay on sticks and rocks." he says. 

I smile at my phone. "Me either." 

"So the whole weekend huh?" I ask. 

"Yes. There's plenty to do. Swimming, hiking, kayaking." he types. 

"Fucking." he adds and I chew my lip and think it over. Not sure what I wa thinking over , I knewI was going, but holding off made me feel better. To let myself believe I was actually battling my morals.

"Ok." I type. 

"Perfect. I'm ready whenever you are. You can swing by, pick me up, or we can take my car and leave yours here, or you can pick me up and then you can leave the car at my parents place" he says. 

"Ummm, parents?" I ask. 

"Don't worry, They won't be there." he says. 

"Mmmkay, give me an hour." I reply. 

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A little over an hour later , I'm pulling up outside his apartment building with him already waiting outside on the stoop and he stands, lifting his duffle bag over his shoulder and walking to the car. 

I can't help how excited I get, my heart thumping as he walks towards my car smiling and then opens the back door, throws his bag in and then closes the back door and opens the front passenger and gets in. 

I smile at him and he grins. 

"Missed you baby" he leans over and reaches for my neck and pulls me into the kiss. 

I sigh into his mouth, enjoying how right his lips feel on mine, how every part of me feels alive with him close to me and kissing me. 

"I got two rules for this weekend" he says, then pecks my mouth and smiles and sits back in his seat. 

"Oh yeah, what are your rules?" I ask, cocking a brow. 

"No fucking mention of your sister or anything to do with her." he says and I bite my lip and look at him. 

The weight of wanting to tell him about her possible plans are heavy on my tongue, but I bite it and nod. 

"Two...No talking about the situation or how this is going to work, or anything...I just want us to spend the weekend together alright? I want us to have a good time, and I want us to enjoy ourselves and leave the guilt here at home." he says. 

"I can try." I say. He smiles. 

"Then let's go." 

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Pulling up to his house, he directs me to park up along the side of the house. The camper is already on the side of the road in front of the house.

I gasp when we get out of my car, grabbing our things and walk towards the camper. Because there's an older woman holding a rag with a bottle of cleaner, sweating and looking at us. She's surprised too for a second to see us, but her smile lights up when she realizes it's her son. 

"Ma, I thought you werent gonna be home" he says as he reaches a hand behind my back and rubs it gently , a silent apology for whatever awkwardness is about to take place. 

"Had to take the chance to see you, haven't seen you in awhile" she says. 

"I just say you like four days ago ma" he says and drops his bag and hugs her. 

"Oh , Im a mess, Ill get you all sweat" she says , but I just smile and stand quietly as I watch him pull his mother into him tighter and kiss her cheek, then step back.

"Ma this is Mila...Mila this is my mom Sue" Jeff says. 

His mother smiles and looks to me, and thank god I didn't wear the skimpy little sundress I had first picked out.  I was wearing a Kiss t shirt and jean shorts. And no, I couldnt name three of their songs. Sue me. 

"Girlfriend?" his mother asked with an excited tone and glancing to him and then to me.

"Well.." I say 

"Yes." Jeff cuts me off and his mother claps her hands together. 

"Oh sweetheart , Id hug you but I refuse to get a pretty thing like you all sweat" she says and I smile and nod. 

"Next time ma." Jeff says and his mothers eyes light up. 

"Is it just you two this weekend?" his mother asks. 

Jeff nods and picks up his bag.

"Oh how romantic!" she says and I give a little giggle as she beams at him. 

"We gotta get going ma" he says and I walk over and grab her hand. 

"It was so nice to meet you" I say and she clasps my hand with both of hers. 

"Oh sweetie, it really was, I hope you'll visit with him next time, he never brings his girlfriends over." she winks at me. "Finally, the promise of some grandchildren is in the air!" she says and my eyebrows jump. 

"Ma!" Jeff yells. 

"What Jeffrey?" she says dropping my hand and putting hers on her hips. 

"I'm not getting any younger, I'd like a grandchild before I'm put in a grave" she says. 

"Jesus ma" Jeff says shaking his head. "Thats enough, you'll scare her" he says , even though he already told me that he wished it was me that was pregnant. Not my sister. 

"Call me when you get there" she says to him and he nods, stepping down from the camper and then grabbing my back and gesturing for me to enter.

"Nice to meet you!" I say again as I wave. 

"You too darling!" she calls and I listen as Jeff steps down to give his mother a hug goodbye. 

"Oh she's adorable Jeffrey...beautiful...she'll make beautiful grandchildren" she says and he chuckles. 

"Cut it out ma" he says. "Love you" 

"Love you too sweetie, drive safe, have fun, call me" she says and he just gives an mhm and hugs her again then kisses her cheek and then comes back into the camper. 

The RV camper was cute. To the right was a litte table with a booth seat on each side, across from it was a built in couch sitting area, then past the table and the couch was the cab area of the car where you drove. 

Immediealty in front of walking in was the sink area, with cabinets above, a microwave and then a small fridge to the side. 

There was a tiny closet, which I assumed was the bathroom, because right after that was the "bed room" which was a window to window bed already made up, with a ton of pillows, all bright with summer colors. 

"This is cute" I say looking around as he sets my bag on the floor. 

"That ass is cute" he says and I laugh and look over my shoulder at him and she roll my eyes and shake my head. 

"Show it to me" he says and I laugh , but his hands are on my waist and I gasp as he pushes me to the tiny counter and slips his hands around and start to unbutton my shorts. 

"Jeff!" I laugh and slap his hands away. 

"I'm not screwing you in front of your parents house!" I hiss and he chuckles. 

"Fine , fine" he smacks my ass and I laugh. 

"We'll stop at one of the small stores near the lakes, to get some food, there's only drinks in the fridge right now." 

I nod. Then he grabs me and pulls me into him and I smile looking up at him, and reality slips away again when my body buzzes against his. 

"Kiss me gorgeous" he whispers and I smile and lift onto my toes in my sneakers and press my lips to his. 

"you're so fucking perfect baby" he says and grabs my ass. 

I giggle as he lifts me and I lower my head, ducking down and kissing him. 

"You need to get in the driver seat and behave yourself" I tell him , but keep kissing him and he groans, then slaps my ass and I yelp with a little laugh and bite his lip and then he lowers me. 

"Alright, let's go"