EroticReverie

"Cade" I moaned his name as he thrust inside me. 

We'd been up in my room for hours now, I was exhausted, but couldn't stop him or myself from taking more. His sheets were soaked with our sweat, our bodies sticky and hot and my hair sticking to my neck and chest. 

My mouth was raw and so was his from the kissing that we couldn't control. 

Cade's back currently looked like he'd been attacked by a wild animal. I'd scratched him up and was currently doing even more damage as he hovered over me thrusting into me. 

Besides all sex I've had wish Asher, sex with Cade today was coming in second. I liked rough sex, and I craved it, but Cade wasn't fucking me today, and the intensity of the emotions he was making me feel with him in his bed, was too much at times, and I'd already cried three times. 

Cade's mouth came to mine as his cock claimed me slowly, sliding in and then out and back in, filling me each time, taking every part of me that he could. 

"Stay with me tonight" he whispers. I arch my back and let out a moan as my nails drag over his back, his cock sinking hard into me, demanding my agreement. 

"oh Cade" I moan  and he kisses my jaw, and down my neck and my chest heaves and he pushes up. 

"I wanna make love to you all night Ari" he says and I moan. 

"its so good" I breathe and then I gasp as he jerks his hips into me, cumming inside of me for the fifth time.  Every single load he's given me today has been inside of me, and since we've come out of the shower, Cade hasn't let me do much of the work. I can't say I mind either, but the emotions are what make it difficult. I know I love these men, all four of them, and every second with Cade has been perfect, but when I close my eyes, all I can see is Asher.  

It's not that I imagine Cade is Asher, just that, I always think of him, every second of the day. I think about his face, his body, him tattooing me , him giving me eyes across a room, the way I feel safest when he's around, the way he wraps me up in his arms, and the way his beard feels against my face, against my thighs. 

As Cade finishes and collapses beside me, he pulls me into him again, and I curl into him and close my eyes. 

"You tired?" he asks and I nod. 

"alright, let's sleep" he says. "wanna go to your bed?" he asks and I nod. 

He carries me naked out of his room and to mine and lays me down and we both lay there , my head on his chest as he strokes my hair and I fall asleep , and I dream of Asher. 

--

I wake up and see that it's six in the evening. 

"Shit" i say and push up out of bed. Cade stays asleep and I limp to the shower, my legs sore from all the spreading and sex gymnastics we did. 

After washing up , I pull on a pair of underwear and baby blue long john thremal pants and a matching long sleeve and pull my hair up into two low pony tails, then braid them, and then make my way downstairs for some advil or tylenol, or hopefull something a bit stronger if the guys have it. 

"Evening sweetheart" Reed says standing in the kitchen and I smile 

"Hi, sorry, we fell asleep"  I say. 

Reed smiles and reaches over and slips a hand to the small of my back and then to my waist and pulls me beside him and I wrap my arms around him as I watch him flip through a motorcycle magazine. 

"Where's West and Asher?" I ask and he sighs. 

"West is down in the gym I think.....Asher went into a town a little bit ago." he says. 

"Oh." I say and then look around as if I'll see him and blink him back here. 

"How long ago did he leave?" I ask and Reed rubs my side. 

"Around the time you and Cade went up" he says and I look at him. 

"Did he leave BECAUSE me and Cade went up?" I ask. 

Reed smiles and kisses my forehead. "Dont know sweetheart" 

"you think that stubborn ass would tell us if that was the case?" he says and I give a little smile. 

"Probably not." I answer and then walk to the foyer and open the closer and put out Asher's large sherpa lined jacket and pull it on, and steal one of his beanie hats for my wet hair. I pull on a pair of boots and walk into the kitchen. 

Reed looks up and smiles. "Keys are on the wall in the garage." 

--

I drive into town, checking at all the normal places and then stop at the tattoo shop. Danny and a few guys that seem familiar but I don't really know look up from the couches. 

"Hey Ariella" Danny smiles.

"Did Asher come in here?" I ask.

"He stopped in a for a few minutes, but that was a few hours ago" Danny says. 

"Do you know where he is, or where he would be?" I ask, and the guys are all looking at me like I'm crazy, and I know it's because I'm outside in long johns, a large mans coat, clunky winter fur lined boots and a beanie hat. 

"Nah, he didnt say. You try the diner?" he asks and I nod. 

"Hmmm, can try the bars, but he doesnt really ever drink if he's driving." Danny says. 

"Yeah, I know, okay, thanks, if you see him, tell him I'm looking for him?" I say. 

"Sure thing" Danny says, and I nod and leave. 

I hope into Reed's truck and drive around town, I end up finding his truck at the first bar I'd checked, so either I missed his truck in the lot, or he's just moved since I checked the first time. 

I hop out of the truck and walk into the bar. I shiver as I open the door and all eyes look to me and I just look around to find the set of eyes I want. 

He's in the back of the bar at a table with a group of guys and a few girls. None of them near him. He's fucking lucky. He's sitting there , looking bored and has his arms crossed as he listens to whatever the guy near him is saying and his eyes lift to me, then look down, but they dart back up and he stands up quickly and rounds the table and is across the bar and to me in seconds. 

"Whats wrong?" he asks worriedly, putting his hands on my shoulders, examining me. 

"Are you mad at me?" I ask, god I sounded like such a girl. 

His brows furrow. "What? no. Why would I be mad at you baby?" he says cocking his head and lifting a hand to my face, and then the other. 

"Hey, hey" he says and lifts my chin when my eyes start to water and I try to hide it by looking down. 

"Baby.." he says and leans down. 

"I promise I'm not mad at you Ari..I swear...not in the least, alright?" he says and tilts my chin even higher so he can kiss me the likes best. Which is my neck craned, looking up at him as he holds my face and pushes his lips to mine. 

I nod against kiss and and he squishes his noses against my mine and kisses me again. 

"Why are you in long johns babe?" he asks as he pulls back from the kiss. 

"Cause I just wanted to find you, I didnt wanna waste time getting dressed" I say and he smiles. 

"I think i'm under dressed." I say looking around at the girls who are wearing tight jeans or leather pants. 

"doesnt matter what you wear....you're always the best looking girl in the room" he says and I roll my eyes. 

"And you running out to find me in long johns? It's kinda fucking hot, and completely adorable" he says and then reaches down swooping and arm around my lower back and lifting me against his chest and I slide my arms around his neck and kiss him again. 

"Why'd you leave?" I ask looking at him as I pull back and he smiles. 

"Cause I was jealous." he says and I frown. 

"I was going to lie. But. " he sets me down and shrugs then lifts his hand to my one braid and plays with it in his fingers. 

"not angry jealous, just jealous..." he says and I reach up and put my hands on his face and cant help the little smile on my face when I feel his beard against my hands.  I give him a little scratch and he chuckles. 

"Starting think you only love me for the beard" he teases and I smile. 

I slide my hands to his neck and behind it and bring him down to me and he bends over and his hands go to my ass and everyone in the bar watches us, but neither of us give a shit. 

He grabs my ass and lifts me and I push my mouth to his as he holds me up and I wrap my legs around him. 

"I'm sorry I made you jealous" I say against his lips and keep kissing him and slide my hands up into his hair, that he currently has down, and I wiggle in his hold. 

"A little jealousy never killed anyone" he smiles.  "It comes with the territory of sharing hot pussy like yours." he says and I give a little gasp and giggle and press my mouth to his. 

"And I don't only love you for your beard" I tell him. 

"I know" he chuckles. 

"I love you for your cock too" I tease and he laughs. 

"I knew it." he says and I smile. 

"Take me to your truck, and let sit on it" I whisper and he groans. 

"Yes ma'am" he says and I giggle as he carries me out the door without even saying goodbye to his friends.