After giving Asher head and receiving another delicious load down my throat I shower and he goes down stairs.
As I pull off my towel and start to dry off in my room my door opens. I was used to the Stone men not knocking and I smiled as Cade looked in from the doorway his brows rising.
“Sorry” he said bashfully.
“Not you’re not” I laughed slightly. “Come in”
I watch him smile and then come in and shut the door.
He walks in and sits on the bed as I dry my body with my hair up in a towel.
“Did you just come to watch me get dressed?” I tease and his eyes dart from my pussy to my face and I grin.
“Sorry. No. Just. Fuck. You’re so hot” he says and I let out a laugh.
“Thanks. You’re pretty hot too” I wink and then walk over to him.
“You feeling better?” He asks and I nod as I stand between his legs and then place my hands on the side of his neck letting my fingertips and nails graze the back of neck lightly and he inhaled and looks up at me.
“Do you want to have sex with me Cade?” I raise one brow with a little smile.
“That’s always going to be a yes” he says and I giggle.
“But. If you’re not feeling up to it. Or still not feeling well then no” he says and I smile and slip one hand to his cheek and lean down.
“I’m all yours Cade..I feel fine” I say and kiss him and he lets out a sigh against my mouth and kisses me back softly.
“I’m jealous” he says and I pulls back my brows pinching.
“Of?” I ask studying his face and then kissing the corner of his mouth.
“You and Asher” he says and cock my head and then crawl onto his lap straddling him and he holds my hips and my towel in my hair falls back and slips down and then off down my back to the floor.
“Why?” I ask and he looks down and then at me.
“Because I know it’s him” he says and I frown.
“What do you mean?” I ask even though I know what he means.
“He has you. In a way that none of us do.” He says and lift his chin.
“Each of you is important to me. And I love all of you. So. Fucking. Much” I tell him and he nods slightly but still looks sad.
“I love you” I reassure him. I gently stroke his cheek and then place a kiss to it.
“We all want you Ari. And not just like this. But how he has you” he says and I swallow an I comfortable lump in my throat.
“You all have me. I’m right here” I say quietly.
He shakes his head. “It’s not the same. You two …there’s more there” he says and I feel sad suddenly. Feel guilty.
“I can’t lie and say that I don’t feel something different with Asher. But I also feel something different with you, and with West and with Reed” I say.
“You all have my heart Cade. Make no mistake of that. I belong to each of you. You all own parts of me that the other doesn’t have.” I say and he seems to look a bit more at ease.
“When you picture the future. Do you picture yourself having kids?” He asks and the question takes me by surprise but I nod.
“And who do you picture having them with Ari?” He asks and I blink. Asher. The answer comes so quick it’s scary. And only makes me feel more guilty.
“Exactly” he says quietly without me even having to answer.
I swallow hard and look away and he grabs my face and turns it back to him and I try to hide the tears collecting in my eyes ready to fall.
“I wasn’t trying to make you cry” he whispers.
I nod. “I know”. My voice cracks and one tear slips down my cheeks and I close my eyes and other follow.
“I’ve pictured it” he says and then gently brings me close to him and turns laying me on my bed and I look up at him as he stands and lifts his shirt off.
“I’ve pictured being the one that gets to give you the future you want” he says and then undoes his belt and and I feel my heart pound with his confession.
“You have no idea how badly I want you Ari….all of you” he says and his gaze is intense and my heart skips and my legs spread as he moves his pants down and his cock hangs heavy and hard , bouncing slightly as he stands back up straight and then moves onto the bed.
“I don’t want to ever go without you..” he says.
“I picture us alone.” He says as he lifts my hips as he sits on his knees and pulls my ass into his lap.
“I picture you naked like this…just for me….only for me” he says and I gasp as his cock pushes into me.
“I hate sharing you” he groans with his cock buried inside of me.
My pussy clenches around him and he thrusts slowly.
“I want you Ari” he says and I bite my lip.
“I want to be the only one who gets to be inside of you” he says and he groans as he looks down and watches his cock fill me again over and over slowly fucking me.
“I know it’s selfish” he says and his eyes roam back up over my body to my face and he grips my hips harder.
“But I don’t care. It’s the truth” he says.
“Nothing feels as good as it does as when I’m with you” he confesses quietly and I moan softly.
“Cade” I say his name quietly.
“Don’t say anything” he says.
“You don’t have to say anything” he says and then lowers my hips to the bed as he moves forward his cock still inside me as he leans over me and starts to thrust.
“God you’re so pretty” he says and his mouth comes down and he kisses my forehead and I feel like I could cry and I do. Tears fall silently down my cheeks as his head hangs beside mine, bracing himself on his forearms as his body moves like a wave , crashing gently into me and it hurts. Not physically. But in my heart.
“I wish I could be the one to give you everything that you need” he breathes and groans slightly and his cock pushes deeper, and I feel my heart wanting to explode, unable to contain the emotions he’s making me feel and I feel guilty. So guilty. Because with Cades confession, I start to picture it too. The future I was so sure belonged to Asher, I start to imagine it with Cade. How different it might be than with Asher.
Up until today I’d only experience an overwhelming amount of emotions with Asher, but here I was feeling them with Cade. It felt like cheating. Even though it wasn’t. For the first, my situation became to complicated for me to be able to understand. I thought I knew what I wanted. All of them. And Asher being the one who is make a family with.
I’d ignorantly assumed that none of the others wanted the things that me and Asher so clearly wanted together. Even before we admitted it.
Did West want this? Did Reed? Did they all want the future that I’d already been planning in my mind with Asher ? I wanted them all to have it. I wanted them all to have what they wanted.
“Please don’t cry” he whispers and kisses my temple.
“I love you” I croak and my body clings to him. My legs wrapping around him, my nails digging into his back.
“I know. I love you too” he whispers against my temple as he continues to thrust.
“So fucking much” he says as if loving me and admitting it physically pains him. I cry. And I cry.
His thrusts don’t stop and he hushes me as I hold onto him.
“I love you” I say my tiny voice cracking and he groans.
“Keep saying it” he whispers.
“I love you” I whisper again and he groans.
“I thought I knew what I wanted” I choke on my words.
“But I don’t. I don’t know” I confess and he groans.
“Say it’s possible” he groans. “Even if it’s a lie. Say you want me Ari” he says and my heart breaks a little knowing Cade will take whatever I give him. Even if it’s a lie. But I know as I say it. That it’s not. That what I’m feeling right now is complicated and confusing and it hurts.
“It’s possible” I whisper.
He groans and then lifts up and within seconds I’m situated on his lap as he kneels. My feet on the bed as he leans me back slightly as I hold onto his neck and he thrusts into me and the look in his eyes. I know he believes it. He might not believe it to me true , but those eyes see me.
“It’s possible Cade” I moan and he groans as I grind his cock.
I’m so wet , so incredibly fucking wet as I ride him while he thrusts into me.
“Tell me you’ll let me fuck you forever” he groans.
“I’ll let you fuck me forever” I gasp and he pulls me to him and grabs my face in one hand as he crashes his mouth to mine.
“Tell me nobody else can have you” he groans.
“Lie to me” he groans.
“Nobody else can have me” I pant and he kisses me passionately.
We sit there our bodies moving together , each of us breathing heavily , me moaning and him groaning as our orgasms build. My eyes on his. His on mine and he keeps my gaze as I grins while he thrusts and then he’s laying me back down on my back and thrusting into me with his legs wrapped around me.
The last time Cade and I had sex. It was intense. He’d made love to me that day. After watching the others take turns on my ass in the dining room. I’d felt a stronger connection to him that day. I knew what we had done was make love to one another. But Ididn’t know I was capable of experiencing sex with him like this. Like to how it was with Asher. Having that something more between us , feeling my love for him on a deeper level.
I cursed myself for feeling it, but it was impossible to not let it consume me. He was looking at me like every girls dreams of being looked at by the guy she loves. He was looking at me like I was a goddess. Like I was something out of this world and he couldn’t believe I was with him in this moment.
“I’m gonna cum” I pant as the emotions inside of me, the desire for Cade , for his plans with me build a force inside of me that needs to burst.
“Do it Ari, cum for me” he whispers.
“Cum for me , please” he groans. “Fuck I need you to cum on my dick right now Ari” he says and I gasp as I feel it. That overwhelming explosion of everything inside me seeming to be set off by the fuse being lit between my legs with one of the most perfect cocks, by one of the most perfect men.
“Yeah” he groans. “Fuck” he grits his teeth and pumps into me , his eyes never leaving my face even as I close my eyes and let out a scream of some of the most intense pleasure I’ve ever had.
Bucking my hips into him as I cum, needing more, not wanting to stop and crying as I cum.
“Don’t stop” I cry. “Don’t stop!”
I curse and throw my head back as my legs tighten around him and my nails drag across the skin of his back and he groans.
“I know you feel that Ari” he grunts.
I nod frantically. Wordlessly. Unable to speak as he keeps going, he holds back , letting me have more, giving me more of the connection between us and our bodies and I plead with his name on my lips for him to never stop.
“Do you feel me Ari?” He groans.
“Yess” I hiss and he lays me on my side. Straddling one leg as he lifts the other and slides back in.
“Cade” I cry.
“I’m going to make love to you until you tell me to stop.” He groans quietly.
“I can fuck you and make love to you just as good as he can” he says and I moan and nod.
“You do” I whimper. And in that moment. It’s not a lie. The sex with Cade is too good.
“I hate watching anyone else touch you.” He groans.
“You’re so perfect.” He says and I moan as he then moves beside me. Changing position again and he fucks me gently on my side as I pant. His hand coming around and rubbing my clit and I moan out as his mouth kisses my temple and then goes to my ear.
“I hate knowing he got to have you this morning” he admits.
“I wanted to be the one to touch you first” he whispers.
“I hate that they all know how good you feel and the sounds you make,, I hate it Ari…I fucking hate it so much” he growls. And I cum.
“I hate knowing I won’t be the last cock you cum on today” he groans as I tremble , cumming all over his cock.
“I hate someone else is going to be able to make you cum like this.” He groans and then pushes me onto my stomach and keeps fucking me as I cry.
“You should be mine” he groans and his thrusts become harder but not punishing. Just intense. So fucking intense and I can barely breathe as my entire body becomes loose and he fucks me with my legs together. His cock long and hard , filling me with every throbbing inch and then moving so hes between my legs and lifts my ass so I’m bent over and I let him move me. From position to position. As if he needs to have me in absolutely every single way he can.
“I can’t stop cumming”I whine as I cum again losing track now of how many times I’ve cum.
“Don’t stop” he groans. “Don’t ever stop cumming on my cock Ari”
“I wanna live inside you…so fucking perfect…fuck…you are so fucking perfect” he groans and my door opens.
“GET THE FUCK OUT” Cade yells before I can even turn my head to see who it was before the door shuts.
“God. Fuck” he groans and keeps fucking me and grabs my hips harder and then goes harder. Fucking me deeper and faster.
I cry out.
“Tell me you’re mine” he groans.
“I’m yours” I cry. Not even caring who it was at the door as I let Cade have me. All of me.
“I’ll make you fall in love with me Ari” he says and I moan knowing I already have.
“I am” I moan.
“I’m in love with you” I moan.
He groans.
“LOUDER” he demands showing me a slightly more commanding and dominating side of him.
“I’m in love with you!” I yell.
“Fuck” he grunts. And slams his hips into me and I moan at how fucking good it is. How hard he’s hitting and how fucking deep.
“Fuck me” I cry. “Please. Fuck me harder”
I scream as the next thrusts that come are almost violent. Harder than before. Giving me every bit of strength he has as I scream
“I fucking love you!” I scream and he groans as he jerks his hips and cums loudly.
“It’s yours! It’s yours!” I cry as he fills me, as we let the other three know exactly what’s happening as my screams probably fill the entire house.
His cock leaves my pussy and then drives back in and he curses as I whimper.
“Fuck” he groans and takes it back out then slams back in and grabs my hips.
“I can fuck you hard like he does” he grunts.
“I can treat you like a slut if that’s what you want Ari” he groans and I wince.
Does Cade think Asher is only ever rough with me? Does he think that he’s not a gentle lover just as much as he is rough? He knows how protective Asher is of me. How controlling he wants to be to keep me from being hurt physically.
“I just want you.” I moan. “I want you to have me however you want me. Not how anyone else does. Just how you want me.” I tell him and he groans.
“I want to worship the ground you walk on…I want to make this pussy sacred Ari” he groans.
“A place only I’m allowed to come and worship” he says and I moan and grab the sheets.
“Nobody else can have my heaven” he says and I shiver as his hand goes up my back
“You’re a fucking angel and you’re mine” he says and I squeeze around him.
“Be mine. For today. Only mine” he says and I nod in agreement.
“Promise me” he groans and I nod.
“I promise” I whimper.