EroticReverie

I’m sure that Asher and West, and Reed all thing that me and Cade only spent our time fucking. Which, we did, but we also talked a lot. 

I knew I felt something special with Cade, but I refused to compare it to what I had with Asher. Because when I laid in bed with Cade that first night. I felt safe. But it wasn’t the same as laying in bed with Asher. And i felt guilty again. Laying in bed with him, while wishing it were Asher. 

I was in love with Cade. And like I’d told Asher when he barged in all cave man like and hot to claim me, I was in love with all of them. I realized that I didnt just love them , I was in love with them all. It scared me a little, wondering when the deeper connection would happen with Reed and West, if they would even happen. 

It was important to me to spend time with Cade though. It was important for me to learn what we were, to gently explain to him how I saw my future, and sometimes wasnt sure what it held, that I was selfish and wanted them all , forever.

By day two, Cade was no less insistent on the fact he wanted us to be end game. That when he saw HIS future, it was me and him, and only me and him. 

I’d explained to him, that I realistically couldn’t promise that. I made promises to him when he was inside me, but even he knew that they were pretty words, heated, passionate words, that wouldnt mean as much once we both came and settled afterwards. 

Day three, he seemed to get it. Admitting that he knew he couldnt have it how he wanted it, that he didnt want to take me from them, even though, he really really did deep down. I think he realized it, when I told him how lucky I was, to have four men who cared about me. How I’d never felt so safe and so loved as I did with them all in my life. Then he knew, I needed him, I needed Asher, I needed West and Reed too. I needed all of them to survive. 

By day three I also realized that there wasn’t any issue with letting Cade own me when I was with him. He knew without me saying it, that ultimately, the main reason the future he saw wouldnt happen, was because I was indeed, Ashers. He knew it. I knew it. It didnt have to be said, but I let him know that it didnt mean that what we had together was cheapened by it. 

I know he wasn’t ready to let go of his fantasy when Asher barged in on us, but I’d already told him the night before that today we had to get back to reality, I had to get back to the others. Back to Asher. 

I slept terribly both nights, and he knew it too when I would toss and turn, and he’d ask me what was wrong and I just would quietly lie and say nothing. 

“My body. My heart. My fucking soul missed it’s other half.” I had told Asher. 

 When I’d told Asher all of this after fucking him and West, and then spending some time with Reed, he’d kissed me so fucking hard, and pulled me into his lap and I swear he looked like he was about to cry. 

My big huge tattooed, furry faced tough guy with tears brewing in his eyes. 

I held his face in my hands as I kissed him, our mouths parted, tongues pushing and licking and his hands were in my hair, claiming me, grabbing at my hair gently and pulling softly, parting our our mouths. 

“you’re my soul mate Ash” I whisper when breathes heavily against my lips.

“baby” he whispers.

“you are....”I say and lift his chin slightly and I smile sadly when I see those blue eyes change hue as the tears pool in his eyes.

“Ash.” I whisper and kiss his lips softly and as I kiss him with my eyes closed, I feel the wet drop of a tear on our lips and I pull his face to mine harder, kissing him deeper.

“forever baby” I say softly against his lips and then kiss him again. “you and me” I whisper.

He nods. 

“we’re inseparable baby” I say and kiss him again and then wrap my arms around his neck and he buries his face in my neck and kisses it, still not speaking, not wanting to show me his tears, which is okay. I dont need to see them.

“i love you much” he clutches my shirt at my back and I nod, holding his head to my chest.

“I love you too Asher...so much” I say and he lifts his face and his cheeks are wet so I grab his face and gently swipe them with my thumbs.

“so are you gonna tell me I’m your soul mate too or not?” I ask teasing and pretending to be offended.

He gives a slightly chuckle.

“You’re my soul mate Ariella Donovan” he says and I smile.

“Good, there was gonna be a real problem if it wasn’t me” I say and wiggle in his lap trying to lighten the mood and he chuckles.

“And you never have to had your tears from me...i still think your tough as fuck” I say and he chuckles.

“What tears?” he kids. “I had dust in my eye” he says and I smile and nod.

“oh okay..” I say and smile and kiss him.

“i mean it though...” I say quietly , my forehead to his as we look at each other.

“You never have to pretend anything with me.....you never have to hide.....you’re my safe place.....and I want to be yours.”I say and he groans.

“Quit it babe...” he says. I give a little laugh.

“Sorry, you’re very emotional...i mean...dusty eyed right now...so I will stop if you need me to. But...I just ...really...reaaaaalllyyyyy fucking love you, ok?” I say and he smiles and I slip my fingers over his beard and smile back. 

“Kay.” I say and kiss his lips again.

To lighten the mood a bit more and be a tease I speak against his mouth. 

“Need me to suck the sadness out?” I ask and he laughs and I giggle.

“Could never hurt.” he says and I laugh.

“Tell me you need it...and it’s yours baby” I say against his mouth with a little grin and kiss his mouth.

“I will always need it.” he says and I grin and nod.

“Put your hands on me and tell me you need me” I whisper and he groans and his hands slide up my shirt along the skin of my back and I bow my head into his neck as I rock in his lap, my skin missing the fingertips that know my every spot that makes me shiver , every spot that makes me weak and he lifts my shirt and then kisses me again as he tosses it. 

“Can we take the nipple rings out?” he asks. “Just for now?”

I nod and lean back and I unscrew them one at a time, and hand them to him. He tosses them over his shoulder and they clink against the wall and I laugh. 

“alright then” I say and he smiles and leans back on the bed, pulling me over him, making me hover, making me give him my tits.

“I fucking love these” he says, cupping my tits.

“good thing you told me, i would have never known” I say and he looks up at me.

“smart ass” he says and giggle and then his mouth comes to my nipple and he sucks gently, slowly, working his tongue around my nipple before sucking it in again.

“i love the way you touch me” I moan as his other hand skims my side , and he moves his mouth to the other nipple and I moan as he flicks his tongue over my nipple, his hands on my hips now, pressing me to come down, to grind against him.

“God, take those off” he groans as he pushes at my pants and I slip off him, remove my pants as he removes his own and I watch his hard cock spring out and he removes his shirt. 

“Bring those back to me” he says reaching over and letting the back of one finger brush my nipple.

I smile and crawl over him again. 

I giggle as he growls and bites one, and I hiss. His mouth goes to the other and bites and pulls with his teeth and I whimper. 

“I want your nipples like this, always, no fucking bullshit....I love sucking your perfect tits, just the way they are” he says and I moan.

I nod. “okay” I moan and he groans and pulls my chest to him, pushing his face into my breast as he sucks harder and I moan, and he groans and reaches one hand down between my legs. 

I gasp as I feel his finger slide down between my lips and right into me. 

“i love when you agree with me” he says and I giggles slightly, but then moan as his finger sinks in a second time.

“i’ll do anything you tell me to” I moan.

“yeah?” he groans and I moan with a nod.

"like letting me put a baby in you?" he asks quietly and I moan. 

"anything you want Asher" I say without hesitation and he groan. 

"don't tease me Ari" he groans. 

"my body is yours Asher.." I moan as he groans and slides a second finger into me. 

"you'd have to stop fucking them" he says. 

I nod. "I know."

He groans. 

"God" he says and sucks my nipple harder and pulls me up, his mouth sliding down my body as he pulls me up, until my pussy is over his face. 

"soon Ari." he says and drags his tongue over my cunt. 

"Soon, youre going to stop taking those fucking pills...and I'm going to put my cock in this pretty little pussy" he says and I moan as he sucks my clit and then tongue my hole. 

"Right here" he groans and then shoves it in again and fucks my pussy with his tongue. 

"im gonna put a baby in this pussy for us" he says and I moan and reach down and grab his hair as I grind my pussy on his mouth and he groans. 

I watch his hands slide over my stomach, and I know he's imagining me pregnant with a baby already inside me, his of course , imagining theres already one growing as he devours me and rubs my stomach and then pulls me harder onto his mouth and I curse as his mouth works me. 

He lifts me and I whimper. 

"you don't get to cum until I hear you tell me how bad you wanna have my kids Ari" he groans. 

I shut him up as I grab his hair and grind my pussy on his mouth.

"i cant wait till your big cock gets me pregnant Ash" I moan and he groans. And I mean every word. Words that I say because I want to, these arent just pretty words said in the heat of the moment, I mean them with all of my heart. 

"I cant wait till you fuck me while im pregnant with your baby" I moan and he groans loudly into my pussy and I gasp as I almost cum. 

"I want to have so many babies with you" I moan and pull is hair and grind my cunt on his mouth as he groans and eats me savagely. 

"be the father of my kids Asher" I moan, getting so fucking worked up and needy for him and he pushes me up and slides down then is over me from behind and sliding into me and I moan out. My face going to the bed. 

"say it again" he groans, reaching his hand around and rubbing my clit and I almost see stars, my eyes fluttering and I whimper, my legs shaking.

"say it Ari...god...i fucking wanna hear you say it again" he groans. 

"i wanna make you a father" I whimper as I shriek and then cum and he groans, cumming right along with me and I he slams his cock deep, as if im not currently on birth control, as if this load is the one that will do it, practicing his breeding as he leaves his cum deep in my cunt , buried inside and the I collapse as he comes with me, his cock still inside me and he pulls me, laying on his side, his cock still inside me and lifts my leg. 

"one more time baby" he groans.