Hunter
"Daph! I know you're here!" he says pounding on my door and I whip the door open and step out into the hall making him move back and I dont fucking care that he's two inches taller or could probably fucking take me, cause I have murderous rage on my side right now.
"What the fuck did you do to her?" I snarl and he jerks his head back.
"Excuse me?" he says. "Back the fuck up Gibbs, cause i dont know what the fuck youre talking about."
"So you have no idea why Daphne ran up here in nothing but a towel crying her fucking eyes out, and scrubbing her skin raw in my fucking shower?" I growl, my fists so fucking tight at my sides as I back him further.
"What?" he says. "why? What happened?" he asks.
"You tell ME what happened" I snarl.
"dude" he says hands up. "I seriously didnt do anything...we were having fun, messing around, she went to the bathroom to clean up and then was gone" he says and I clench my jaw, because obviously that's not all of it.
"think nice and hard Roman...about what you might have done that would upset her" I say.
"pft, I dont fucking know man! Seriously! Chill! She's been acting crazy ever since she got here" he says and I shake my head.
"Roman, I need you to get the fuck off this floor, before I paint these walls with your fucking blood when I crack your fucking skull open." I warn.
He gives a laugh.
"I'd like to see you try man, seriously i didnt fu-"
My fist connects with Roman concrete fucking face on his jaw.
"what the fuck!" he growls and looks at me in shock, surprised I actually fucking hit him.
"get out of my way" he groans and pushes me and thinks he's going to walk into my apartment to get her, but I swing my fist and catch him in the side on his ribs and he grunts and turns to swing, but I quicker and catch him across the cheekbone.
I land another and that one sends him to the wall and he slumps down and holds his face.
"Fuck!" Roman groans and tries to get up.
"I swear to god..." I snarl and walk over and grab his shirt and he just looks at me, slightly flinching back.
"When I find out what the fuck you did to her...you better pray I don't run into you" I say and shove him back against the wall.
"Now get the fuck off my floor." I say and slam the door shut and take deep breaths and crack my neck and shake my hand as I walk back to the bathroom to get Daphne.
She looks up at me as I walk in.
"Was it him?" she asks.
"Come on, let's get you dressed baby, and get you some water, and get you into bed" I say and she trembles.
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It's fucking painful to watch as she brushes her teeth with a spare tooth brush and her hand shakes as she brushes.
It's painful to watch her as she stands trembling when I dress her in a pair of my sweatpants and a large t shirt of mine, hoping the fabric doesnt irritate her skin.
I checked her over to make sure none of the skin was broken, but it was only irritated and bright pink almost everywhere on her.
She let me make her a sandwich, and ate the entire thing , along with potato chips, and then drank a full bottle of water for me.
I only sat with her as she ate, my hand on her shaking leg as she bounced her foot on the floor.
I didn't ask her questions, just wanting her to eat, and get hydrated and calm down.
"I'm probably over reacting" she says looking at her empty plate.
"why would you think that?" I ask.
She shrugs, gazing at the plate.
"Can you tell me what happened, or why you're upset?" I ask.
She shrugs.
"Daphne" I say gently as I rub her knee. "Look at me baby" I say softly.
She shakes her head. "I can't."
"Why not?" I ask.
"I just can't." she says and looks into her lap.
"Okay" I say seeing she's trying not cry.
"you don't have to look at me....but can you take a deep breath for me?" I ask and she takes a shaky inhale and then lets it out.
"good, one more time" I say and watch her inhale and her body shake slightly as she exhales.
"It's stupid. I was just so stupid." she says shaking her head.
I don't say anything, thinking maybe if I just don't speak it will pour out of her. And it does.
"we were kissing...and that was...fine...it was great...he took my underwear and bra off, and...god it's so dumb" she says.
"It's not dumb if you're upset" I tell her.
"I just wanted it to be perfect...I'd played out our first time in my head for years....i'd told myself to not have any expectations ..since he ruined our first kiss by stealing it from me....but...I had them ya know?" she asks and finally looks at me and I nod.
"Of course you did baby" I say.
I watch her take another deep breath.
"He told me he wanted me to go down on him first." she says and looks at me.
I try not to react but I roll my eyes slightly. A girl spends her entire life wanting a romantic first time, and he tells her he needs her mouth first. Which isnt totally something that off base, but it is when you've already fucked up your first kiss, and when you didnt even go down on her first. At least that was my way of seeing it.
"So I did....and he was just....not rough....but...not gentle....then just, said something like id have to work on being able to take more of him" she says, and I hear her starting to get angry, which is fine, as long as she doesnt start crying again, because I'd have to go take it out on his face again.
"then he told me to get on the bed and bend over...told me he was going to fuck me bare....because we both used condoms....and id told him we didnt use them...and i think it pissed him off...." she says and shrugs and I just watch her as she looks down.
"then he said we could still do it without one, because HE was clean....and I started to tell him we needed one again but he just...." she shrugs.
"he just what?" I ask
"You know..put it in." she says.
My jaw clenches.
"You're telling me you told him to a put a condom on, and he didnt?" I ask.
She nods and looks up at me.
"At that point, I just felt ....used...and not in the sexy fun good time way" she says and I rub her knee again.
"He's a fucking asshole, and you have every reason to be pissed off." I say.
She nods.
"I just, made excuses the entire time it was happening, like....he deserved me...he loved me...he just wanted to be closer to me.....so then I told him I wanted to face him, so I can see him, so I can look at him, because he had me bent over." she says.
"But he said it felt to good, and whatever...it was over in minutes, and he pulled me from the bed to the floor and told me he wanted to finish in my mouth....and I just....didnt say anything and opened my stupid mouth, and he didnt even cum in my mouth. He came all over my fucking face" she says, her voice cracking and I could kick his ass all over again.
A girl who has had dreams of you, fell in love with you as a kid, comes to you for her first time, giving her self to you when you dont even deserve her, and you think its a good idea to give her a facial her first time with you? the guy was a fucking loser.
"I just feel dirty" she cries and I pull her chair around to me and pull her into my lap.
"You're not dirty baby" I say and hold her as she straddles me and wraps her arms around my neck.
"you deserve better than me" she sniffles.
"hey" I say and lift her head and grab her face and make her look at me.
"nobody fucking deserves you kitten...especially me...but I'm going to try my fucking hardest to deserve you. every day...i promise" I tell her and she shakes her head.
"You're perfect....i ruined it...i shouldve known....im so stupid" she sniffles as her tears come again and I lift her head again making her eyes look to me.
"I'm not perfect, and nothing with us is ruined....and theres no way you couldve know until you tried things with him....if you think im upset that you went to him...you're wrong....infact, i feel like an asshole cause if i hadnt sent you to him, you wouldnt be so uspet right now" I say and she shakes her head.
"And you're not stupid , you ever say that about yourself again, and I WILL bend you over my knee, you got it?" I tease and she sniffles and smiles and nods.
"yah, I got it" she answers.
"I'm sorry that he was a selfish prick....and I'm sorry he made you feel dirty..." I say and swipe the few tears on her cheeks.
She reaches up and grabs my hand from her cheek and then looks at the back of my hand and my bruised knuckles.
"Did you hit him?" she asks and I'm not sure what to say, because I don't want to scare her.
"Yes." I answer honestly.
"Good." she says softly and lifts my hand and I watch her as she kisses my knuckles softly.
I smile as I watch her and then flip my hand slowly and grab her face again.
"You okay baby?" I ask and she nods.
"I'll get tested. We can use condoms until I get the results back." she says and I shake my head.
"Baby, dont go worrying about that right now alright?" I tell her.
"Let's go to bed." I say as I stroke her cheeks with my thumbs.
She nods. "ok"