EroticReverie

*commissioned*

It's been a week since we left the house. A week of living out of the car. Myself with only the clothes I have on, taking showers at rest stops, and eating food from the dollar store, saving the money each of us has as best we can. 

He's already applied to new jobs, borrowed a suit from one of his friends. 

We sit back in our seats, parked in a parking area at one of the small parks near our house, what used to be our house. 

"Maybe they've cooled off." I say and he just reaches over and slips his fingers through mine and holds my hand and squeezes gently. Basically telling me I'm too hopeful, too naive. 

"We wont know unless we try" I say and he shakes his head. 

"They don't get it....they won't get it...." he says. 

"Mom might" I say and he turns his head. 

"I don't want to fuck them up anymore than I have." he says. 

"I don't want to come between them." he says. 

"You didnt fuck them up WE did...stop blaming yourself, WE did this...he hates us both." I say.

"He doesnt hate you." he says, protecting my feelings, because he knows i'm crushed, he knows I was out fathers pride and joy. That while parents arent supposed to have favorites, we knew I was our dad's. My brother never cared though, because he knew our dad loved him too. Loved. Past tense. 

"Well then he doesnt hate you either." I say. He gives me a little smile and turns his head forward.

"You should try to go back home." he says softly. 

I squeeze his hand tighter. 

"I'm not going anywhere without you." I say and he smiles and turns his head, lifts our hands and kisses the back of mine.

"You're always with me." he says. "But, until I get a second job, a new place." he says. 

"You should stay with them." he says. 

I shake my head. "I dont want to live there" 

I say and he nods, not arguing any further and then looks back out the front windshield. 

"I could call Stacy." I say. 

He turns his head. 

"She'd let you stay with her?" he asks and I shake my head. 

"But, her parents have that little house they rent out....maybe...i dont know..." I say and he squeezes my hand. 

"We'll find something baby" he says and I nod and then turn towards him. 

"I'm glad they found out." I say and he turns his head and raises a brow.

"Nothing can be worse now....secrets out." I say.

"Others could find out...our friends....relatives." he says. 

I shrug. "Let them." I say and he gives me a little smile.

"Nothing will be worse than the looks on their faces that night." I say and he nods agreeing. 

"You're stuck with me now." he says.

I smile and reach over and hold my hand on the side of his face. 

"You're stuck with me too" I say and he grabs my hand gently and kisses my palm and I feel his eyes on mine and I lift them to him again. 

"Baby.." he whispers and I feel my heart pound. 

We haven't been intimate since we left the house. I was too sad the first few days. Both of us feeling too guilty. We shared kisses and touches and that was it. 

"I know..." I whisper to him. 

My body missed him, it yearned for him.

"I'm going to call Stacy" I say. 

" You dont have to, we'll-" I cut him off shaking my head. 

"Give me your phone." I say holding out my hand and he sighs and hands it over. 

I get up and out of the car as I dial her number and let it ring. She picks up. 

"Hello?" she answers sounding confused. 

"Hi." I say quietly.

"Who is this?" she asks. 

"It's me." I say a bit louder. 

Silence. 

"I have no right to be calling you." I say.

Silence.

"I have no right to be so....so entitled as to ask you for a favor..." I say and hear a slight huff.

"My parents know." I say. 

I hear a slight intake of breath. 

"They found us together...well...my dad did..." I say. 

Still no response but I can feel her on the other end, and I know that she should be inwardly laughing at me, cheering on the karma i deserve, but I know that she's not. That's not who she is. I know she's worried, speechless and having a difficult time staying angry with me.

"Things blew up.....things were said....and I cant go back there. Neither of us can." I say.

"I dont know what you want me to say.." she says softly.

"Nothing, you dont have to say anything." I say.

"Okay." she replies softly. 

"We've been living in his car for a week." I say and i hear a little gasp.

"Jesus babe" she says and I flinch at the term and shut my eyes. 

"I don't deserve anything from you, and...you can rip me apart for asking...but...do your parents still have that house they rent out near the beach?" I ask. 

silence.

"...yeah" she answers finally.

"Is there anyone living in it now?" I ask. 

She sighs.

"I'm not sure, I dont think so." she says.

"Would we be able to rent it from them do you think?" I ask.

she huffs a laugh.  I wince, expecting her to tell me I have a lot of nerve asking for favors. 

"If it's open, yeah, but you cant afford it." she says 

"How much?" I ask. 

"I dont know...but it's not cheap....just.....just call me back in a little bit okay. Give me thirty minutes." she says and I nod with the phone to my ear. 

"Okay." I reply back. 

"I'm sorry." she says with a sigh.

"for what?" I ask, standing up straighter confused.

"About your parents...I mean....I knew what was happening wouldnt...you know....but I was hoping for your sake that it would end before anyone else found out" she says and I say nothing. 

"yeah." I say and she sighs. 

"i love you" she says. 

"i want you to be happy.....even if its not with me." she says.

"even if what you want is fucked up and ruining your life." she says.

"stacy..." I say, letting her know I dont need the lecture. 

Another sigh.

"Alright, call me in thirty" she says.

"I will."

She ends the call without another word and I get back into the car and sigh, leaving the door open. 

"She said to call her back in thirty minutes...says it'd be too expensive for us to rent though." I tell him. 

He nods. "Well we will look for something else baby, we'll be okay" he says and I nod. 

I set his phone on the dash and look over at him. He looks back at me and gives me a little smile. 

"Love you" he says. 

I smile back. "Love you too." I reply and his eyes open a bit more as I sit up and lean over and kiss him, my hand going directly to his pants and slipping over where I know his dick is. 

"Baby we don't have to" he says and I shut him up as I rub my hand over him, and he gets hard instantly as I massage him and he groans, shutting up and kissing me back. 

"Take it out for me." I whisper and he groans as he looks in my eyes and his hands go down to his jeans and he unbuttons and unzips them. We both showered this morning at the truck stop and it was only mid afternoon, and anyone could come to the park, there were already a few cars in the area and he looked out the windows.

"You sure, there's people here." he says.

"Shut up and take it out" i say and his eyebrows jump and he lifts his ass and pulls his pants down to his knees with his boxer briefs and I take him in my hand.

"Fuck" he says and I moan at the feel of him in my hand again. 

"god I missed this" he groans and his head goes back and lick and kiss his neck as I jerk him off, letting my thumb catch the bead of pre cum at his tip as I roll my thumb around the head smearing it. 

"baby, baby, fuck" he groans as I tighten my grip and bite his neck. 

"fuck" he hisses again. 

"shit...i'm so ready to cum for you" he groans. 

"good" I moan. "I miss tasting you" I say and dip my head down and lick his cock along the side and he groans. 

"fuck baby" he says as I roll my head around the head and he groans when I wrap my mouth around him and suck his cock, still using my hand on the bottom half of his cock. Letting my hand and mouth work his cock together and I groan at the salty hint of precum I smeared on his tip as it hits my tongue. 

"fuck, I want your pussy" he groans. I moan.

"later." I moan and then take his cock back into my mouth, letting him know this is what I want right now, him, me pleasuring him, me taking his cum into my mouth. Me showing him how much I've missed his cock as I worship it with my mouth. 

My mouth makes sloppy wet sucking sounds as he groans and I know he's trying to hold off, I know he wants more, wants to enjoy this, and I know that this week has been the longest week he's ever gone without cumming probably since he learned about jerking off. 

Another reason we can't have sex, is because ...my birth control. 

I havent taken it since we left the house. the packs of my pills in my room. Not wanting to waste our money on condoms while living out of a fucking car, we decided a few days after leaving the house, after our sadness had settled, and we both had out libido back, we said we wouldnt do anything, incuding this, including me going down on him, or him going down on me, because we knew how hard it would be not to fuck. Not to make love. Neither of us ready to risk our lives on the pullout method.  That's all we needed right now, to be homeless, incestual and pregnant. 

I was so wet in my panties as I sucked his cock, his hand moving up and down my back as he groans. 

"god , i need to fuck you" he groans and I moan on his cock. 

"Baby, cmon....fuck.....get on me" he says and I just moan and keep sucking and he grunts. 

"let me fuck my girl" he groans and pop my mouth from his cock as he pulls my hair gently and lifts my mouth to him and he reaches over and puts his hands down his sweatpants that I'm wearing with my tank top. 

I spread my legs as he now leans over to me, his fingers rubbing my cunt and he groans. 

"baaabyyyyy" he groans against my neck. 

"god, this fucking pussy is so wet" he groans and slides two fingers into me and I gasp.

"baby" he groans. "get over here and fuck my dick" he says and I moan. 

"we cant" I pant.

"fuck it....i dont care.....get over here...I need you, right the fuck now" he groans and I moan and look at him and he can tell im about to cave and he grins and nods. 

"come on....let me feel this pussy on my cock.....god, i need to fuck you so bad.....you belong on my cock baby....come here....please" he groans. 

Against my better judgement, and against his, my hands push at my sweatpants and I push them off my feet as he groans and watches me, helping me move over ontop of him as he leans the seat back a little. 

"fuck baby , yes...come here....fuck.." he groans as he bites at my chest at my nipple and I pant as I reach down, ready to fuck my brother in a parking lot in broad daylight. 

"sit on it....fuck it baby....fuck my damn cock right the fuck now.." he groans and pushes up and grabs my hips and pulls me down, and he groans loudly and gasp as he's back inside me. 

There's no slowness, theres no gentleness, we're two deprived people, hungry for one another, needing one another, and fucking one another like it's been years without sex, years without how perfectly we fit together. 

"oh my god!" I cry as I ride his cock, the car rocking and I slam myself down on his cock as he grabs my ass.

"god damn" he groans. "fuck me baby....yes....fuck this cock" he says and his hands grab hard at my ass and I groan and pant loudly and cry out, our windows down and I dont care. He feels too good, it's been too long, I need this, I won't stop, I fucking can't. We're clearly toxic for each other for more reasons other than we share the same blood, but because we're savage fucking animals when it comes to one another, unable to use reason, or caution, throwing everything to the wind at moments like this where we're so far gone in each other that consequences arent real, and nothing else matters. 

"holy hell, this fucking pussy" he grunts and thrusts harder and I scream for him. 

Im gushing, not even having cum yet, and his lap is a fucking soaked mess from my cunt as it drips and soaks his cock and his balls as I fuck him. 

"this is my pussy" he groans. "nobody is taking this pussy from me, ever" he growls and I moan louder. 

"fuck your brothers big dick baby....give me that sweet fucking cunt" he grunts and I almost cum, grinding his cock, changing my method, to be selfish.

"grind that fucking clit on me...cum on my fucking cock" he grunts and I do, I cum so fucking hard that I scream like I'm getting murdered. It feels too good, too fucking good, my eyes closing and I see stars and my body keeps going, fucking him still, as I push myself through my orgasm and keep riding him. 

"god yes" her groans and slaps my ass and I whimper and he thrusts upward hard and fast as I bounce on his lap and pant heavily, my cunt absolutely drenched and his cock slamming into me. 

"tell me to do it" he groans. 

I moan and gasp, panting heavily. 

"tell me to fucking cum inside you baby" he says.

"tell me you need my cum inside you as much as I do" he groans. 

"do it" I pant.

"fucking fill me" I moan and he groans, losing it a split second later, his hips jerking, hard and deep as he lets his cum loose, spilling into me, spilling deep into me. 

I whimper as I collapse to him, breathing heavily and he lets out a harsh breath and I moan, his hands sliding from my ass up my back. 

"fuck baby" he groans. 

I kiss his neck. 

"I know." I say softly.

He strokes my back. 

"We need to get condoms" he says. 

I shake my head. 

"I dont ever want you wearing a condom when inside of me" I tell him and he groans.

"we need to get your pills then." he says and I shake my head. 

"i dont care" I whisper. 

"baby" he says. 

"you told me you would give me everything" I tell him. 

He sighs. "were living in a car baby" he says.

I lift my head and kiss him.

"we'll figure it out" I say, more of the toxicity and poor decisions coming from me as he kisses me back.

"whatever you want baby" he whispers.

"whatever you want."