EroticReverie

Natalia 

Today has been the worst.  Between the attack made on Luca and Leo and then this growing attraction to Luciano. I felt guilty that for some reason Lucky was at the forefront of my mind when there were two badly beaten brothers upstairs in their rooms.

After I’m done in the gym I go to the kitchen and see one of the mafia brothers sitting at the counter on a stool reading a paper.

“Feel better?” He asks.  It’s Anthony the one that interrupted me and Lucky earlier outside.

I give a little laugh.

“How am I supposed to feel better when apparently the cartel wants me and the rest of you dead?” I ask and he gives a little smirk.

“You’re safe” he says.

I roll my eyes. “As safe as some other girl my age, who doesn’t have a mafia boss for a father? As safe as some random girl with normal parents and a normal life?” I ask.

“Yes” he says.

I let out a laugh.

“You are all the same” I say and he cocks a brow.

“How so?” He asks.

“You all think you’re gods. That you make the rules.  Decide who lives and who dies.” I say.

“We do.”  He answers and I roll my eyes.

“Where Lucky?” I ask.

“He had business to take care of.” He says.

“He left?” I ask.

“We should have a chat you and me” he says ignoring my question.

“About?” I ask.

“You’re a mafia daughter.  To the head of the fucking Mafia in this city. One of the most well respected men , the most feared.” He says.

“Dont  remind me” I say and he gives a little smile then looks at me. Up and down.

“You’re a pretty girl” he says. But it’s not a line, not even a compliment by the way he says it.

“And a smart girl.  So I’m sure you understand the effect that you have on men. One in particular.” He says and I look away.

“You aren’t doing yourself or him any favors by throwing yourself at him like a little school girl” he says.

My eyes widen. “Excuse me?”

“Lucky needs his head clear. And he can’t fucking do that when he’s trying to refrain from fucking you” he says bluntly. And my jaw drops.

“You don’t understand what happens if he lets himself whet his appetite with you” he says and I furrow my brows.

“Get angry all you want. But that man needs a clear head. To not only keep you safe. But himself. His brothers.  The family.” He says.  I swallow.  

“This little crush you have, needs to be tabled right now. Write his name in a fucking notebook or something, but keep away from him. For everyone’s sake.” He says.

“Plus. Your little heart can’t handle Lucky. He’s not a Prince Charming. You don’t get a happy ever after with a guy like him.” He says.

“He just wants to fuck you Bambi. Not marry you. You’re gonna get your feelings hurt and make an even bigger mess of things.” He says and I frown angrily.

“He needs a woman that shuts up, spreads her legs and leaves when it’s over.  A woman that keeps his mind clear” he says. And my jaw drops again.

In that second I hear the clack of heels on steps and a sultry voice come from the foyer and then Luckys low voice saying something and I turn but Anthony takes me arm.

“DONT make a scene.  Go to your room. Cry into a pillow. He doesn’t need your bullshit on his plate.  Got it?” He says and I snatch my arm from him and then walk quickly through the house and into the foyer just as I see a long legged woman in a small red dress leave , the door closing on her.

I have no right to be upset. But I am fucking fuming.

I feel Anthony behind me and see Lucky look from me to him and I try to hold back my emotions.  God. I was so stupid. I didn’t expect him to care about me really. I don’t know what I expected. But I at the very least didn’t expect him to bring a whore into my home and fuck her and rub it in my face.

Lucky looks back at me and I just stand there.  Unsure of how to react, not know how I want to react.  Throw a temper tantrum? Be the dumb little girl that Anthony thinks I am ? Just walk away? Even if I do that it’s obvious that I’m upset.

“I was just on my way to take a shower.” I say.  

Lucky slips his hands in his pockets and studies me.

“Anthony was just telling me all about …” I gesture to the door. “That”.

“Natalia I “

“I mean.  Good for you” I say trying to hide the bitterness in my voice and I’m not sure I’m doing a good job at all.

“It’s smart.  Really. “ I say and then keep walking. Each step feeling like I might turn around and smack him.

“I’m going to shower. And then check on Leo and Luca.” I say and keep on going up the stairs.

Luciano 

I’d fucked Ros and had her suck my cock after. My release never fucking coming.  So much for relieving my tension.

I look at Anthony who just looks at me and shakes me head.

“Let her lick her wounds.  Leave her alone Luck.” He says and my jaw clenches.

“Yea” I say as I walk away and through the house.

Anthony stays and follows me and we share a drink as we stand in the kitchen in silence.

“I need to fuck her.” I say plainly.

His eyes lift and he shakes his head.

“No. You fucking don’t”

“god” I groan in frustration wiping a hand over my face.

“I couldn’t get off!” I yell and his head jerks back.

“God. Fuck. Fuckkk. I’m so god damn fucked” I admit to my best friend.

He shakes his head.

“Lucky. You’re not fucking her.  You can’t. No god damn pussy is worth it.  Look at what the fuck it’s doing to you. You’re brothers almost got killed.  You need to put your cock  into time out and take a look around you Lucky. Stop being a selfish prick.  When you’re not focused you out everyone else in the family in jeopardy” he says and I heave a breath.

“Fuck. I know. I fucking know that alright?! But what the fuck am I supposed to do?! She’s fucking “Bambi”. “ I say and fill my glass with two more fingers of liquor.

“Yeah. I fucking know.” He says.

“Trust me. I don’t envy the fuckin stituation.” He says.

“But we need to keep shit locked down right now.  You can’t be chasing any bitch around , especially her” he says and I. heave a breath and shake my head.

“She’s.  Fuck. She’s infuriating.” I say and he gives a slight laugh and I look at him.

“It’s not funny.” I tell him.

“I know it’s not.” He answers.

“She’s …she’s just not what I fucking expected. Or she is. But she’s more. And. Fuck. “

“stop it right there Luck. This ends right here. No more. Seriously man. She’s more? Listen to you. You’re gonna fuck your life up for some coveted pussy?” He asks.

I make an angry noise with the back of my throat.

“No. I’m just saying. Fuck. It’s fine. I’ve got it under control.” I say.

“Someone sent my father a picture of her and me” I say.

“Yeah. I know”.  He answers and I look up at him.

He shrugs. “I’m looking out for you man. You don’t need the cartel and her father out to kill you” he says. And I curse.  

I’m a rational man.  So I understand why he did what he did.

“I’m not losing a brother because he got too caught up in trying to snag princesses pussy” he says and I I glare at him.

“I need a shower” I grumble.

Anthony nods. “Make it a cold one”