EroticReverie

Natalia

Ten minutes into Grey's anatomy , Leo is yawning and dozing off. 

I help him lay back down and he's out like a light. 

I go to Luca's room and when I walk in. Luciano is in there already standing at the end of the bed, arms crossed and he looks to me, they both do. 

"Oh ...I was just checking to make sure you were alright." I say and Luca gives me a big smile.

"Come on in Bambina"  he says and I give a half smile and shake my head. 

"It's fine , I'll come back later." I say and then Luciano stops me.

"I was just leaving." he says. 

"What ? Are you two allergic to each other, I can't visit with....oh." Luca laughs. "Oh...brother....did you dip into the honey pot while I've been laid up? That's an unfair advantage, I can't even compete laid up like this." he says. 

"No. I didnt." Luciano grumbles. 

"Oh so that's what it is... I see I see" Luca laughs. 

I watch Luciano's nostrils flare and shake his head at his brother. 

"We'll finish talking later." he says and turns and walks towards me, his eyes not even on me as he brushes past when I'm too stunned and dumb to even move out of the way. 

Luca laughs. "You got my brother all worked up. Congratulations, I've never seen him run out the room or run away from anything. You deserve a medal." he says. 

I roll my eyes and shut Luca's door. 

"You look like a sexy little pink marshmallow. Come here." he says and I laugh and roll my eyes and walk over to the bed. 

"I said come here..." he says and pats the bed. I huff and crawl onto the bed. 

"What's wrong Bambi?" he says and I look at him. 

"Nothing. I'm fine." I say and then lift a hand to his face and turn it gently to inspect the gash near his temple. 

"I'm fine Bambina" he says and I look at him.

"I'm sorry you got hurt." I say. 

He smiles. "I know, but you don't need to be." 

"I still hate you...but..I feel bad that you're hurt." I say. 

He smiles. "Remind to list you as the person to give my eulogy when i do die. " 

I give a little smile. 

"You hungry?" I ask. 

He wiggles his brows. 

I sigh and shake my head. 

"Don't be a perv" I say and he laughs slightly and then sinks down into his covers. 

He can move a bit better than Leo, but still winces as he pulls the blankets up. 

I lay down on the other side of the bed and just stare at the ceiling. 

"Tell me what's wrong Bambina." he says and I shake my head. 

"I'm fine. Just...today has been a lot." I say and he nods and I turn my head to look at him across the bed. 

He lifts his hand and moves it out, and lays his hand in the middle of the bed palm up. 

I look at his hand. 

"I almost shot you." I say.

He grins. "Yeah, you did. It was kinda hot." 

I laugh and shake my head.  "Only you would think that." 

He wiggles his fingers. "Dont leave me hanging Bams" 

I reach over and let my hand grip his. We cross our hand over each others my four fingers squeeze tight at the side of his hand. 

"How many names are you gonna make up for me?" I ask. 

He laughs. "As many as I want B" he says and I give a little laugh. 

"Now come on, what's wrong." he says. 

"Why do you even care? You don't have to pretend you care just cause you want to get into my pants." I say and laughs but then squeezes my hand. 

"Because you're sad. Because you are taking care of me, and Leo. So , I need my nurse in tip top shape." he says. 

I let out a long sigh. We sit in silence and I stare up at the ceiling. 

"If you repeat this I swear to god. I WILL shoot you." I say and he laughs. 

I tell him about spending the day with Luciano. I tell him about our almost kiss. I tell him about Anthony, about the red dress bimbo. I tell him how dumb I was and that I know i'm just traumatized and my emotions are elevated and maybe that's all that moment was. I tell him I cried about it, and I curse , because I can't believe i'm spilling my guts to the brother of the guys I'm in my feelings over. 

"Well first of all, I'm fucking jealous." he says and I give a half laugh and then look over at him and roll onto my side and tuck my hand under my cheek. He turns his head. 

"Second....Rosaline...the girl...she has nothing on you Bambina" he says. 

"He doesnt want her." he says. 

"He was using her to ...cleanse himself." he says and I roll my eyes. 

"It's fine...like I said. I'm not mad. I just, temporarily lost my mind I guess." I say.

"you ARE mad....and you're sad...and..." he sighs. 

"Anthony is right." he says and I look down. 

"I know." I say quietly. 

"Come here." he says and lifts his arm. 

"Come to Daddy Luca" he says. 

"Ew." I say and he laughs , but I move closer.

"I'm going to hurt you" I say.

"Bah...i'm a man baby!" he says and I laugh and lay my head on his chest, avoiding his tender shoulder and then place my hand on his abdomen. 

"Jesus..." he says and I lift my head. 

"What?" I ask in a panic. "did I hurt you?" 

He shakes his head. 

"I thought I could be a decent guy....but...my dick...does not want me to be a decent guy" he says and I turn my head and see the tent in his boxers. 

"Oh god, ew!" I say and he laughs. 

"I didnt mean to!" he argues and I laugh and he pulls the blanket up over himself to hide it, pulls them all the way to his chest. 

"There , it's gone." he says and I laugh.

"you're ridiculous" 

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Luciano

I crack my neck as I pace my room in my sweat pants and listen for Luca's door to open. It's been an hour, what the hell was she still doing in there? 

I walk across the hall and without knocking, expecting to find my brother with his hands on her, his mouth on hers, I stop when I open my mouth to say something. 

She's curled up. Her head on his chest, and both of them fast asleep. 

My nostrils flare. 

She looked adorable. But I hated that she fell asleep in here with him. I hated that she should be falling asleep in my arms. Not his. I hated that I was 24 years old and my life was seconds away from ending at any given moment, and all I could think about was her. Her fucking dimples, her light brown eyes, that long fucking brown hair, the way her upper lip was slightly bigger than her already plump lower lip. Her ass. God. That fucking ass. Her smell. Her breasts. Her sass. Everything. Fucking every thought in my head was Natalia Parisi.

She's seen me with Rosaline. She probably hated me now. Which, was for the best. It'd make it a lot easier to avoid getting myself into trouble with her. 

I turned out the lights, and left the room and walked back to bedroom and laid down. 

My cock was hard, and then I realized it had been from the second I saw her asleep. Didnt matter I was pissed that she was in his bed, the sight of her made me so fucking horny. 

I jerk off not once. Not twice, but three times before my dick decides to go down.

Natalia Parisi was walking viagra for my cock. 

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I wake up in the morning and go downstairs to find her in the kitchen. 

She's putting dirty dishes into the dishwasher and I watch her and she looks over her shoulder. 

With nothing but a glance she looks back to her task and keeps piling them in. 

I don't say a word, and I walk over to get coffee from the coffee pot as one of the brothers Marcos stands at the side of the kitchen.

It was weird. And I wondered how weird it was for her to have men around just watching her. 

"Morning." I say and she ignores me. 

I lick my teeth and then look to Marcos. I jerk my head, telling him to get lost. 

He obeys and walks away and out the back door. 

She's still in her pajama pants and hoodie that she slept in and I walk over to her and she still doesnt turn back to look at me again and I feel her body stiffen as I place my hands at her sides through the thick hoodie.

"I'm sorry." I say quietly. Not even sure why I'm apologizing. No. That's a lie. I know exactly why I'm apologizing. Because I want her. I want her so fucking bad and I can't fucking have her. 

"for what?" she asks , pretending her best to be unbothered by Rosaline being here. 

"For everything. For wanting to kiss you yesterday. For fucking Rosaline to try to get you out of my fucking head." I tell her and the dish slips from her hand into the water. 

"For not being able to have you" I say and I grip her more firmly, my hands finding the curves of her waist and hips. 

"That's nice." she says angrily. 

"apology not accepted" she says and then picks up the dish. 

"Natalia." I say her name gently and dip my head down and bring my head beside hers. 

"Don't be angry with me." I say. "You know I want you." 

"god, I fucking want you" I sigh and shake my head slightly and I feel her sink into me. A moment of her wall coming down. 

"Anthony is right....my brothers are right.....this would only be bad...." I say and she turns and I'm not ready to look at her face this close. I'm not ready to see those fucking eyes look up at me with such anger. 

"Then fucking walk away from me." she says. 

"Do it." she challenges. 

"I fucking can't." I grind my teeth and lift my hands to her face. 

"You don't get to kiss me, or put your hands on me." she says and she pushes my hands from her face. 

"Especially when you're going to run off and screw some bimbo right after because you're a fucking coward!" she says and shoves me away from her.  And shit. 

"How dare you!" she says and turns and shuts off the water and then spins back to me. 

"you don't get to play games with me!" she yells.

"Lower your voice" I say calmly looking around hoping nobody hears us and Im not sure where Marcos went. 

She closes her mouth and walks up to me and god, I want to grab her, put my hands on her, touch her mouth with my own, taste her tongue and feel her hair in my hands again. 

"If you think you have any shot now...after the shit you pulled..you're fucking delusional" she snips. 

Her glare is ice and he tone is pure hatred as she looks up at me. 

"Go fuck your whore Lucky."