EroticReverie

After we relax in the hot tub I only have about an hour left with Ben before I have to leave to beat Calvin home. 

Finn gives me a kiss on the cheek and smiles as he gets ready to leave. 

“Had a great time today Layna” he says as he grabs my naked body , because Ben refused to let me put any clothes on yet. 

“Me too” I smile as he dips his mouth to my neck and kisses it softly and then his mouth trails to my ear making my nipples tight as I bite my lip and he groans softly in my ear. 

“Ben in so fucking lucky to have you” he says. 

“I wish my wife was a fun little whore like you” he says and bites at my ear love gently and I laugh slightly. 

“I’ll be thinking about your tight sweet ass while I’m fucking her tonight” he says and I laugh and pull back slightly. 

“I’m honored” I joke and he laughs slightly. 

“You know you belong with him Layna. You know that right?” He asks and my smile fades slightly. 

“It’s not that easy Finn” I say. 

“The important decisions never are.” He says and kisses me on the mouth and then winks. 

“See ya later Layna” he says and I just stand there and give a little smile. 

“See ya” I say as Ben walks out of the bathroom in a pair of sweatpants that hang low on his hips and he talks to Finn for a moment, follows him to the door then shuts it and comes back to me. 

“God. You’re gorgeous” he says as his eyes take in my naked body.  I rinsed myself off in his shower after the hot tub and was fresh and ready for more of him. 

“You hungry?” He asks stepping up to me. 

“Yeah , but..” I trail off and bite my lip. 

He smirks. 

“But you wanna fuck?” He asks and I look at him and nod. 

He smiles and puts his hands on me.  He grabs my waist and looks down at his hands as they slide up and down my sides. 

“How are you not worn out Layna?” He asks and his hands come up and slip onto my breasts as he looks at them and licks his lips as he lifts them , cupping them and I lick my own lips watching him admire my breasts. 

“I …I don’t know” I say. But I knew.  Because I couldn’t get enough of him. I’d never be able to satiate the need my body had for him. Everything he said or did made my body react in a way that nobody else could manage.  He stirred a part of me that nobody worse could touch. 

“You need to eat Layna” he says and I pout slightly and he smiles. 

“We only have an hour” I say. 

His brow lifts. 

“How so? He asks. 

“I need to get home before Calvin.” I say and just shakes his head. 

“Youre not leaving here Layna” he says and I blink and then give a stunned laugh. 

“I told you that you weren’t leaving here today.” He says and I open my mouth to speak but I can’t because , he’s dead serious.  I thought he was just being possessive when he said it earlier. 

“Ben, I can’t stay here” I laugh slightly. 

“You can. And you will.”  He says and his hands on my breasts squeeze them gently and he leans down and sucks my nipple into his mouth. I let out a little sigh , because like I said, everything he did made me lose control with him. My body was his. There was no doubt about it. Nobody but Ben could make me lose my mind with every touch. 

“Ben. You know I can’t” I say trying to argue but his mouth sucks my nipple and he pulls it between his lips as if he were feeding, sucking me slowly and his tongue pushing against the hardened point of my nipple. 

I didn’t understand how his mouth on me could feel so different from anyone else’s.  It was like my skin and my entire body knew that this man  was it’s keeper. 

“Benjamin” I say in slight protest and his mouth slips from my nipple and he stands up straight and his hands slip into my hair and he grabs it gently and pulls my head back so I’m looking up at him. 

“I know you love him Layna. Truly. I believe you are in love with Calvin. But you and I both know , it’s not enough.  Otherwise, you wouldn’t fucking be here right now.” He says and his kiss on my mouth sends fire from my lips all the way to my toes. 

“You belong to me Layna.” He says against my mouth and I whimper. 

“You can’t make the decision, because you feel guilty.  You feel bad for him. And you feel bad for him because you know you belong here , with me. You want to love him the way you love me, entirely, completely , and you wish he could consume every part of you the way that I do.” He says and I hate that he speaks the truth. 

“I don’t blame you Layna, and you’re a good girl for wanting to be good for him, for knowing he’s a good man. But he deserves a different kind of woman. Not one that lies to him and runs to fuck another man.” He says and the words are like a slap and I’m angry that he’s right. 

“Calvin can’t love you the way that I can. I can give you everything Layna , and you fucking know it, so stop being scared. Stop pretending that you want a life with him.” He says and his mouth consumes me again and I moan into his mouth as my hands reach up and wrap around his neck.

He lifts me off the floor and brings me into the kitchen as we kiss each other slowly with an indecent amount of tongue. 

He sets me on the counter and kisses me still as his hand slips between my legs as he stands between them. 

His finger finds my clit and rubs it gently. 

“Ben” I breathe his name as my lips lift from his and my head goes back, his lips take to my neck instead. His mouth kissing and licking all over as he rubs my clit in small circles. 

“I’m taking what I want Layna.” He says against my skin. 

“Because I’m done waiting for you to give it to me” he says and I moan and gasp as his finger works me expertly and I lift my head and look back at him and his eyes are on mine. 

“You’re getting a divorce Layna , do you hear me?” He asks his jaw ticking and I whimper. 

“Do you fucking hear me Layna?” He growls and then gives a slap to my pussy and I whimper again and nod. 

“I hear you” I whine and his finger goes back to circling my clit. 

“I’m taking whats mine, what has always been fucking mine” he says with such a hot aggressiveness that makes me get that much closer to cumming. 

“Calvin can’t fuckin have you anymore, you belong to me” he says and I gasp and my hands push on the counter as I lift my hips, bucking against his touch. 

“This is your home now Layna” he says and I wince as I feel the oncoming orgasm building. 

“I will love you, house you, feed you and fuck you better than he can” he says and I moan and lick my lips and then bite them and look at him as I get even closer to cumming.

“You’re going to be MY wife Layna” he growls. 

“MY whore” he says and I pant and nod. 

“Now be a good girl and cum”

—-

A few minutes later he’s lifting me off the counter and sitting me on a high stool at his kitchen island. 

I’m quiet , and scared and sad and feeling guilty as I look at the clock.  Forty minutes. I have forty minutes to decide if I’m letting him take what he wants. 

Even though I know he’s a hundred percent right. That Calvin deserves a woman who can truly love him. The way that I love Ben. 

I watch Ben as he pulls out a cutting board and some vegetables. 

I look at his back, the muscles that I long to run my hands over constantly , the muscles I love digging my nails into and the scratches I’ve left on him since we’ve been sneaking around. 

Ben had the kind of body that made you want to submit. His body was powerful , and I’d never seen anyone that screamed “man” and “power” as much as his did.  It was consuming. I could look at his body for days and never grow tired of it. 

He was beautiful and dark and made the part of me that was dormant for too long come back to life. I felt alive again. And I only wished that Calvin was able to make me feel this indescribable. 

“Can I get dressed ?” I ask. 

Ben looks over his shoulder and looks at me from the side , his eyes looking up and down my profile. 

“Absolutely not.” He says and then looks back to cutting board and starts chopping the vegetables. 

I feel heat in my lower belly at his refusal.  I find myself needy for more of his demands and his decisions.

“I’m cold” I say and he says nothing and keeps slicing the vegetables. 

“Come here” he says without looking back at me. 

I walk over and he sets down his knife and then pulls me into him and against his body and wraps his arms around me. 

“I want you naked. Always.” He says. 

“If you’re cold. Then you use me to warm yourself.” He says and I almost argue but his body heat is already taking the chill from my skin as my breasts press into his chest and I wrap my arms around him. 

“I can’t be naked ALL the time” I say and he huffs and gives me a kiss on the top of my head. 

“We’ll see about that.” He says and his arms fall away and reaching around me he keeps cutting the vegetables as I stand in front of him , clinging to his warmth.

“I think…I just need time to tell him.” I say. 

“No.” He says firmly and his arms keep moving as he keeps slicing the food. 

“Ben I can’t just not go back and leave without-“

I flinch when the knife drops to the cutting board behind me. 

“I said no Layna” he says and I shut my mouth. 

“You either stay here. Or you leave and never fucking come back.” He says and jerk away and look up at him. 

“What?” I ask. 

“You heard me.  You left me without warning. So why the fuck is it so hard for you to do it with him?” He asks and his jaw ticks. 

“He’s my husband Ben” I say. 

“So fucking what. A ring and some papers makes the difference ? It was okay for him to take you from me because I didn’t legally own you?” He says angrily. 

“He doesn’t own me” I say my brows pinching. 

“You’re right. He doesn’t.  So what the fuck is the issue?” He asks.

“Ben, be fair” I say and his nostrils flare. 

“I let you go Layna. When you said you wanted to be with him.  I tried to keep you.  But you chose him. So I let you go.  I think that’s fucking fair. “ he says and his teeth grind together and he seethes and I can tell he’s getting worked up. I can tell he’s getting pissed off. 

“I let him have you for fucking years Layna. Because I thought he made you happy” 

“He does make me-“

“Then leave. If he makes you so fucking happy , leave right now.  Tell me we’re done Layna. Tell me Calvin makes you feel the way I do and leave.” He says and steps back and gestures for me to walk away. 

Standing there , my lower lip trembles. 

“You’re not …you don’t….I can’t just leave him! We have a house together! We’re married Ben!” I say my voice cracking. 

“I owe it to him to at least let him know face to face!” I say angrily. 

“You need to go.” He says. 

“What?” I ask and he moves his hand to push me from his spot and stands back at his cutting board. 

“Go Layna. I’m not arguing with you. You wanna go , then go” he says. 

“Get the fuck out” he says , but it’s not angry, it’s…defeated. 

“Ben..”

“Layna. I’m only saying it one more time. You stay. Or you go. And if you go, don’t fucking come back.” He says. 

“I just want to tell him!” I say. 

“So go pick up the phone.  Tell him right now.  Do it.” He says slamming the knife down again and turns to me. 

I cower slightly as he steps toward me. 

“You want to go because you want to see him.  You want to see him so you can convince yourself to stay with him.  So you can keep the picket fence while only throwing your pussy at me in secret” he says angrily.

“Maybe I want the picket fence too Layna.  Maybe I want your impossible fucking pain in the ass and the house and the fence. A fucking dog and little asshole kids running around driving us fucking crazy” he says and I blink and look at him. 

“Maybe I want you to be so fucking sure that you want that with me too, That you don’t need to go home to your fucking husband first.  That you can drop everything for me. So that I fucking know it’s not just me whos fucking madly , insanely in love with someone.  I need to know you give more of a shit about me than him.” He seethes. 

I just stare. Because Ben was never this open, this honest when we were together. Which was why I thought we were just sex.  Which was why I left him for Calvin.  

“You know I love you” I say my voice trembling. 

“Do I? Because you left me. And now you’re keeping me a fucking secret. Lying to your husband again to sneak over here or to my office to only give me fractions of your fucking time. “ he says. 

“Which would be fucking fine if you were just some random fucking woman that I was fucking to get my dick wet Layna. But you’re not are you? No.  You’re mine.  You’re fucking mine!” He growls and grabs me and pulls me by my face and crashes his mouth against mine. 

His mouth hurts and I have tears in my eyes at his words , and I grab onto him and part my mouth and he growls and grabs me even harder and then fists my hair with one hand to pull me even harder into our kiss. 

“Stay Layna. I’m fucking begging you to stay”