EroticReverie

It's been two weeks since I left the house I shared with Calvin. Two weeks of letting my bruises heal, and my eye is finally pretty much healed and back to normal. Two weeks of Benjamin doting on me. 

"You CAN go back to work you know?" I tell him as we sit on the couch and I'm curled up against him. 

"hm" he says looking at the television, but doesn't acknowledge my statement. 

To be honest, I'd never felt more safe in my entire life, or more cared for than these past two weeks. Ben took the time off from work to stay with me. I wasn't broken, it wasn't like I couldn't get around by my self or anything. But he knew, without me even having to tell him. I was scared. 

I was scared of Calvin. I was scared of a man who had treated me like a princess and had been so soft and caring with me. At least until he found out I'd continued seeing Ben. The thing was, I was spending everyday replaying my life with Calvin, searching for any warning sign that he could ever lay a finger on me, and there was none. He was perfect. Until he wasn't. 

It's not like I didn't understand that what I'd done was disrespectful to him and to our marriage. I'd expected the anger, the hurt, the jealousy, the yelling even. But i'd had never thought that Calvin would physically harm me. Which was why I took the abuse without running. If what I had done to him, caused a man like him to hit me, then maybe I'd deserved it. 

I lift my head from Ben's shoulder and then sit up and lay my head back on the couch and let my head roll to the side and I just look at him. 

I reach over and slide my hand over his and slip my fingers in his and he turns to look at me. 

I smile , my eyes gazing at him lovingly. These past two weeks he hasn't done anything more than kiss me. Even though I've pretty much begged him to everyday, multiple times a day. 

"I love you." I say and he smiles a bit wider and leans over and reaches with his other hand for my face and then brings his lips to mine softly.

"I love you more." he says softly and then his tongue parts my lips and slips into my mouth lazily and I greedily slide my hand from his other and grab his shirt with both hands and then push him back as I lift up and straddle him. 

He laughs into my mouth. He thought it was amusing how badly I needed him, but he didn't understand. I need him to erase what Ben had done by hurting me himself, give me pain I consent to, and sex that I wanted and not sex I was forced to have. 

He was amused at my lack of will power the second his lips were on mine and how I mauled him every time we kissed. 

"We're doing this Ben" I tell him as I kiss him and then pull back and lift my shirt off and he smiles, his eyes darken with lust as he takes in my bare breasts. 

We were both in lounge clothes, him in a t shirt and sweats, me in a t shirt and leggings.  But my t shirt was now thrown over the back of the couch and his hands were at my bare waist. 

"We are, are we?" he teases as his thumb stroke my skin and I rock my hips in his lap and feel him hard for me already. 

"Touch me, please" I breathe softly as my nipples harden and my cunt aches for the cock digging against it when I push myself back and forth over it. 

I grab his hands and bring them up my torso and to my breasts. 

I lose my mind the second I feel his warm hands on them and fall forward and kiss his mouth, my hands in his hair as I tongue his hot wet mouth and moan into him. 

"Baby" he groans into my mouth as I moan, my hips grinding him hard and fast.  It was like I went for 0 to 20 to 110 in the matter of a minute. I was so fucking wet and frustrated, and needy for him. 

"god damnit Ben" I almost cry. "Fuck me" 

His hands grab my breasts, and he pushes his palms over them and then slides them down my stomach and one hand goes into my leggings and the other skims up my back sending shivers down my spine.

"fuck" I whimper at his touch against my soaked pussy, his finger pushing around the wet arousal that he hasn't felt in weeks now. 

"finger me" I beg as he rubs my clit.

"Ben, please" I plead with him and grab his hair and yank it and lift up on his lap as I bring my face higher than his and bite his lip. He groans. 

"I need you inside of me, I dont care if it's your finger, just put part of you inside me, please" I beg and he curses and his middle finger finds me and slides right in. 

"jesus, fuck" I curse and my head goes back. It was crazy, the relief just his single finger gave me, my pussy had been aching for him for weeks, and it wasn't anything like it was when I was still living with Calvin. 

I had to live here, with him now, and not be able to have him touch me, or fuck me. It had been torture. But i'd given him two weeks of babying me, and I couldn't take it anymore. 

I ride his fucking finger like it's his cock. 

"Jesus Layna" he groans as I fuck his finger as fast and as hard as I can. 

"More" I groan and I lift my head and look at him and take his mouth again. 

"Shove your fingers inside of me,all of them" I groan. 

"Baby" he groans, and I know he's worried about hurting me now after what Calvin did, but he didnt understand how different it was.  What Calvin had done wasn't from lust, or love, or anything good. It was just out of anger, hate. All things bad. 

"Ben" I whine. "You're the only one that knows how to make it hurt good...please" I beg. 

"Make it hurt" I pant. "Make me your dirty girl again" I tell him and his eyes are on mine and I give him a wicked smile. 

"You've been treating me like a good girl Ben...and I'm not....fuck me like only you can baby...please....fuck I want you so bad" I whimper and he groans and I feel his fingers push together at my entrance. 

"God yes...please" I squeak with the four of his large fingers start to work into me. 

I bite my lip so fucking hard as I shut my eyes and my wet pussy stretches around them. It's a searing pain as he keeps pressing up into me. 

"Jesus Layna" he groans when I start to fuck his fingers. Crying out as I make them go deeper as I ride them. 

"Put your fucking fist in me" I groan as I scratch my nails in his scalp. 

"Do it...fucking do it" I say as look at him, wincing in pain still from just the four fingers. 

Ben has never fisted me, nobody has. I wasn't sure why I had the sudden urgent need for such a thing, but it was just something I knew I needed, no matter how much it might hurt. 

"Put it all in me" I beg as I slowly my riding of his fingers and beg against his mouth, pressing my plea against his soft panting lips. 

"I want to eat your pussy" he groans. 

"Fist me" I growl and he cocks a brow, because this is never the dynamic. I'm always submissive to Ben. 

"fucking fist me you pussy" I grit my teeth and he slides his fingers out of me and I curse as he throws me off of him and yanks my pants down and off with a force that jerks my body on the couch. 

"you better watch your fucking mouth baby" he warns and I lick my lips and my hips roll excitedly into the air as he gives me look that I've missed. The look that lets me know he's about to destroy me in all of the best ways possible. 

"put your fist in me you fucking bitch" I say with a hiss and his nostrils flare. 

He knows exactly what I'm doing. I'm forcing him to get back to his place, the place I need him in, I need him to own me again, to make me his in every way. 

He reaches down shoves his four fingers back into me and I moan loudly. 

"oh my gooood" I groan as I thrash on the couch trying to fuck his fingers again, but he pulls them out and then leans forward and as I look at him his four fingers swipe themselves over my entire face. My wetness spread all over my face and then his four fingers push into my mouth. 

My tongue goes wild and my lips suck at his fingers as I groan and reach for his shirt and lift it as I suck his finger hungrily and he pulls them from my messy mouth as I bring his shirt up and he lifts his arms. 

I sink my nails into his chest the second he's shirtless and I've tossed his shirt to the floor. 

He lets out a growl. 

"No limits Ben...do what you want to me." I tell him and he lets out a heavy growl and sinks between my legs, pushes his sweats down , just enough to take his cock out. 

"no limits?" he asks. 

I shake my head. 

"What if I wanna cum inside of you?" he asks and I licks my lips. Both of us knowing I havent picked up any new birth control yet and I'm still off it, and thankfully Calvin did not knock me up. 

I nod. 

"fuck me and fill me Ben" I tell him and with one single thrust his cock is inside me. 

my nails dig into his chest as I scream. 

I immediately start to cry. 

He pauses. 

"Don't!" I cry. "Dont fucking stop!" I say as tears run down my cheeks. 

"I missed you." I say as the tears come. "I missed you so much" I whimper as I feel his cock inside me, making me so full. 

"I want you , I can't get enough Ben" I pant and he groans as he listens to me speak through my tears. 

"I've always been yours...always" I confess. 

I grab his ass and buck my hips upward and pull him into me deeper as I curse and my eyes flutter. 

"i love your fucking cock baby" I gasp. "god i fuckin love it" I tell him as I look at him and he's just watching me under him, wathing me fucking his cock from under him as he just hovers, unmoving. 

I was completely feral , I'd never felt so out of control, so fucking greedy and wild. 

"fuck me baby" I whimper and look down between us. 

"Fuck me with that big dick Ben" I moan and he grunts and then I look up, my mouth dropping as he starts to thrust back into me. 

"You don't get to leave me ever again" he snarls. 

"I'll fucking lose my shit Layna" he says as his jaw clenches. 

"YOU...ARE...MINE" he growls loudly and I nod. 

"yes, yes, all yours, never...leaving." I moan and he dips down, his mouth on my neck and he nips the flesh. 

"I swear to god any man that comes near you, or tries to take you from me, will not fucking succeed Layna." he growls against my skin as we both thrust our hips, connecting with each other, the slap of his full balls on my ass with each thrust. 

"And if they want to try a second time, they'll have to do it from the fucking grave." he groans. 

"I'll kill any man that touches you without my fucking permission" he snarls into my ear. 

Hearing his dark possessive promise has me clenching and cumming on his cock as I scream and cry, shaking and he lifts up and grabs my hips as he lifts my ass from the bed as he pounds his dick into my spasming cunt. 

"you're MY dirty girl.. MY dirty slut" he says with vicious thrusts. 

"And im gonna cum inside of you Layna....I'm going to fill you, and keep fucking you, until all my cum is buried inside of you." he says and I writhe like crazy on the couch. 

"Every fucking drop Layna." 

"Every god damn drop"