EroticReverie

Maksim

He did it. 

He fucking did it. 

I look to Audrey. Her eyes still closed. My jaw clenches and I look to Jon. He’s staring at the gun his eyes wide when he realizes what he’s done as he pulls the trigger a second time. 

Click.  Click.  

I watch his eyes go wide and then he looks to me and I just smile. Slowly letting it sink in for him. 

“You lied.” He says. 

Audrey 

I flinch when the trigger is pulled. 

I flinch when it’s pulled a second time. 

I shake. Not hearing it go off. Not feeling any pain. Not feeling dead.  

I’m afraid to open my eyes. But I do. 

I see Jon looking to Maksim. 

“You lied.” Jon says.

I look to Maksim who is giving him a smile. 

“Get up Lavender.” He says and I just blink.  That. Fucking.  Bastard.  

So many things were going through my mind. Jon was going to kill me to save himself. Was I still going to die? Would one of his men hand over their guns instead  to let him do it?  And Maksim.  He was letting him kill me.  I was too scared , too fucking traumatized to realize it in the very first seconds after hearing the trigger click.  No.  Maksim wasn’t going to watch him kill me.  He’s purposely given him a blank gun. No bullets. 

“Stand up Lavender” he says again. 

Maksim walks over and grabs me under the arm. Not hard like before but brings me to my feet on shaky legs.  I don’t want him to touch me. He was fucked up. He let me think he was going to make him kill me. But I was too shaky, too out of my mind with fear , so when he pulled me to his chest and grabbed my hair , clenching it as he hushed me and kissed the top of my head.  I let him. 

“You think I’d let you get away from me that easy Lavender?” He asks me quietly.  Fuck him. Fuck him. And Jon. And all of them. But I still couldn’t pull away.  Cause somehow, the closer I was to him, the safer I still felt. Even if I just thought mere seconds ago he was going to be the reason I died. 

“You lied!” Jon yells. 

I cry into Maksim’s chest and he strokes my hair now and lifts my chin and looks down at me ignoring Jon. 

“I needed to show you what a piece of shit he was first.” He says and I feel my heart. Smashed into a million pieces.  I’d loved Jon. Cared about him. I always knew though that we weren’t going to last. Had my suspicions that he wasn’t right for me. Had a feeling in my gut that he’d been unfaithful. So that’s why I’d never questioned whether or not he did something or took something of Maksims. Deep down I knew he wasn’t a good guy. But even walking in the room. Seeing him all beaten up. My heart wept for him. I didn’t want to see a guy I'd cared about hurt. Well I did. At first. But seeing it.  Seeing the blood and the bruises. It was different.  Where I would have probably given my life for his. He wouldn’t do the same. Maksim wanted me to know that first.  First? Before what?

“Before what?” I voice my thought out loud. I watch him look up to both of his men and give a single nod. 

Maksim doesn’t even flinch as I hear the two gun shots blast behind me and I scream. Maksim pulls my head into his chest as I shake. 

“Before I fucking ended him.” He says.  I hear the rumble in his chest and feel it vibrate as he growls. 

“You date shit men Lavender.” He says and I just stay silent. Because.  Fuck him.  I didn’t need god damn dating advice from him. My ex was now dead behind me. I didn’t have to look to know it. They’d killed him. 

And because of the fact he had chosen to save himself over me, I didn’t feel bad.  And knew that I wouldn't mourn him. 

—-

Maksim 

It was a dick move. I could have just killed him. I didn’t have to make Audrey understand what a fucking scumbag she’d been dating.  But for me.  It was the only way.  The only way to show her that he deserved what was coming to him. 

If I had simply killed him. She might have hated me. She probably still would. But I wouldn’t let her hate me because of him. She needed to be shown what kind of trash he was. 

She’s quiet on the way home. Doesn't say a word. I’m not sure if it’s from fear. Or if she’s angry I killed him. Or fuck, she better not be sad. He didn’t deserve for her to be sad about his loss.  

I open her car door and she gets out and walks with me to the steps.  She stops when she walks in and sees one of my guys picking up a box. A box of her things. 

She just blinks as the guy says nothing and turns and brings it upstairs. She turns her head to look at me slightly behind her to the side. 

“They’re your things.” I say. 

“I see that.” She says. 

“Why are they here?” She asks. 

“I thought you’d want them.” I say and she just looks at me. 

“I want to go home.” She says. 

“This is your home now.” I say and she jerks her head back. 

“It’s done. You killed him. Why would I need to stay?” She asks. 

“You’re still a loose end” I reply. 

“Fuck you” she seethes. 

“You have had quite the mouth tonight Audrey. I’d be careful of how many more times you use that tone or that language with me. Because I don’t think your ass can handle the consequences.” I tell her and her eyes flare with anger.

“Fuck you!!” She yells and her hands fly. Her tiny fists aiming for my face as I grab them. Keeping her from wailing on me. 

“Fuck you!! Fuck you!!’ She screams. 

“Audrey” I say her name as she starts to cry.  

She keeps cursing.  Keeps fighting me , pulling at her wrists. Trying to pull away from me. 

“Audrey!” I raise my voice. But she’s not listening. She’s breaking down. All of it coming together. Her ex died. He tried to kill her. I’d made him do it. She was still under my keep. Everything was hitting her all at once in full force. 

She doesn’t stop. 

I struggle to get her up the stairs as she flails and kicks in my hold. My men who brought in her things ignoring me as I pass them in the hall and bring her to my room.  

“Fuck you!” She keeps crying and shouting.  Screaming at the top of her lungs.  

It’s a game of cat and mouse as she keeps trying to run every time I try to loosen my hold on her.  Making me throw her back into the bed gently. 

“You need to calm down” I tell her. 

Five more minutes goes by of this and I grab her and bring her to bathroom. I put her in and turn the cold water on. To numb her. She screams.  She cries as I hold her under the water. She calls me every name in the fucking book. 

But I hold her under the water until her clothes are soaked and she’s stopped screaming. Shivering as her tears fall along with the ice cold water running down her cheeks. 

“Are you done?” I ask and she looks up at me, her teeth chattering and she nods. 

“Then let’s get you out of these clothes and dried off and into bed.” 

Audrey

I let him undress me as I shiver.  He turned the water from cold to hot and let it warm me while he left the bathroom.  

I don’t know how long I stood there for just with my eyes closed and letting the hot water beat down on the front of me with my head back. 

But I felt the water start to run from hot to warm and cool down. 

When I turn off his shower and open the door to step out I pause. 

He’s standing in the door way.  Leaning against it in nothing other than a pair of loose grey cotton pajama pants. I swallow and he looks me over as I drip water. My nipples tightening from the air hitting them and I take another step out. 

“There’s a towel right there. I found you pajamas out of your things.” He says pointing the pile on the counter and I look. 

I nod. And I don’t say thank you. But I step forward to the counter and grab the towel. 

He’s still there.  Watching me as I start to dry off. 

“He didn’t deserve you.” He says and I pause and wrap the towel around me. 

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I say and he looks at me. 

I know I shouldn’t ask again but I just don’t get it. 

“Why am I still here Maksim?” I ask. 

“I already told you.” He says and I take a breath. 

“Because I’m a loose end?” I ask. 

He nods once. 

“I wouldn’t say anything.  I just want my life back” I say. 

“The one where you were dating a boy who was cheating on you and stealing from me and getting you kidnapped? That life, is the same as this one. That life is what brought you right here.” He says and takes a step closer. 

“You know what I mean” I say and I look up at him as he gets closer and he’s so attractive it hurts to look at him. His eyes are carving his name in my fucking soul when he looks at me. 

“You stay with me.” He says with finality. 

“I don’t want to.” I reply. 

“I think you’re lying.” He says and my brows pinch. 

“I'm not.” I say as he moves closer, his bare chest so close to me and I want to reach out and touch him. I want to take pleasure from him to forget everything that’s happened.  To forget for just a little while. 

“Then leave.” He says. 

“You said you’d just find me” I say. 

“If you want to go, then go.” He says. 

“Do you really want to go?” He asks when i say nothing.  I nod. 

He steps to the side. 

“Then go ahead. This is your shot. No strings. You leave now and I won’t look for you.” He says. 

“But you’ll kill me. Or have someone else do it.” I say. 

He shakes his head once. “You have my word. Nobody will lay a finger on you.  And nobody will be looking for you.” He says and I swallow hard as I look at him. 

“This is a one time offer.” He says when I don’t move. 

“Why? Why are you letting me leave?” I ask. 

A hint of a smile. 

“You’re upset I keep you, but upset when I let you go?” He asks, amused. 

My brows pinch. 

“No. I just mean…” I trail off as I try to think. 

“Leave before I change my mind Lavender” he says and I take a slow breath in, my body shivers from the way he says my name.  My name.  That wasn’t my name. What the hell was I talking about? And why wasn’t I moving? Clearly today was a lot of trauma because I couldn’t fucking move my feet. 

“Lavender..” he says my not name again and it makes my stomach flip and makes the place between my thighs ache. 

“I’m tired” I say. 

His one brow lifts slightly. 

“I just want to go to bed.” I tell him. 

“Lavender this deal won’t be on the table in the morn-“

“I understand” I cut him off and his eyes still pierce me and the longer he looks at me the faster my heart beats. 

“Lav-“ 

“I said I’m tired.  I want to go to bed.” I say again and pull my towel off and push it into his chest.

I turn and grab my pajamas.  A lilac colored short set and I pull on the shorts.  He just stands there and watches. I pull on my tank top and brush past him and walk into his room. 

“Where do I sleep?” I ask and hear him move into his bedroom and hear him and feel him get closer. 

He places a hand on my upper arm , his thumb grazes my shoulder and I feel him lean down.

“There’s a bedroom down the hall” he says.

I swallow and I feel his mouth at my ear. 

“Or you could sleep in here …with me” he says. 

Surprised he even gives me an option, I stay silent. 

I almost wish he hadn’t given me an option. Because I was being a fool. Not running when he told me I could.  Not wanting to sleep in a different room, wanting to stay here.  Safe. I wanted to feel safe. 

His lips brush my neck and his hand slides down my back and around my side and then up under the silk of my top. 

“But if you sleep in here…” he whispers and his voice makes my pussy weep.  

“I will take these clothes back off….and lay you down….and I’ll spend the rest of the night between your legs…..licking your pretty cunt” he says and I take a sharp breath as his hand finds my breast.  

He pinches my nipple. 

“Maksim” I breathe his name on a whisper as his other hand slides to my waist and lifts my tank top slowly. 

“Say it again” he whispers as he pulls my top up over my breasts and grabs my bare breasts softly. 

“Say my name again” he says as he fondles them gently. 

“Maksim” I breathe again and he groans softly. 

“I’ve never heard my name sound so fucking pretty” he says and he lifts my tank top off the rest of the way. 

“Take your shorts off Lavender. And get on the bed” he says and I bite my lip as I push them down. 

I walk over to the bed and I turn. 

His eyes go down to my pussy. He inhales and walks slowly towards me. 

He reaches to my pussy , his fingertips playing  in the tuft of trimmed pubic hair that I have shaped in a heart and dyed the same as my hair. 

“This…” he says as his eyes look into mine. 

His fingertip traces the outline of it. 

“This….drives me fucking crazy”. He says and I swallow. 

“I want you to keep it like this for me. Do you understand?” He asks. 

I nod and he rubs his fingers over it and then down between my legs. 

“Do you want me to lick your pussy for you Lavender?” He asks and I let out a tiny moan as his finger pushes gently over my clit and I nod. 

“Yes” I answer.  

I nod again “yes sir” I correct myself. 

It was weird to me that we hadn’t even kissed yet and this man was so intimate with the rest of my body already. Seeing it. Touching it. 

“Get on the bed for me. Lay on your back. And spread these legs Audrey.”