My heart broke into a million pieces coming back and finding Julien crying. To find him so torn up over the fact he thought I left him. I know he's not a man that cries, and he admittedly hates showing emotion. However I never tell him that, showing emotion , is all he does with me. Everyday. I also don't tell him that he probably shows his emotions even more than I do. I also don't tell him that finding him crying, made me fall in love with him even more. I loved his tough guy demeanor, his asshole attitude, and demanding behavior, because it was the easiet for me to handle.
We both were two emotionally stunted people who refused to feel things beyond surface level bullshit. Because it's what was easier. Because if you didn't fall, you didn't get hurt. But here I was falling. Letting it happen. Letting myself make the call to let go and let him love me, to let myself love him. We had plenty to learn, to talk about and I'd smiled when my phone had finally charged and I listened to the voice mails he left, telling me I could work as many jobs as I wanted. But I also cried at the sound of desperation in his voice. I wasn't sure why I couldn't believe that this man, this rich man, who could have anyone, had decided to choose me. But that voicemail seemed to erase any doubts I had that Julien didn't feel what I felt when I was around him. Confirmed that we were both fucking bat shit crazy for each other.
I told him last night that I loved him. I finally let myself say it, even though I felt it much sooner, but he already knew, he was just waiting , all too patiently for me to say it.
I let him make love to me all night. There was no rough stuff, none of our fun dirty talk that drove us both wild, or filthy words exchanged. I let him pour all of himself into me and gave him all of me in return.
It's strange how something that should be so easy, can be so difficult, so incredibly terrifying. I'd cried during the third time, and it was too fucking much. My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my fucking chest, but Julien hadn't stopped. He just kissed my tears, kissed me and kept going. I'd just never felt what I felt with him, and it was beyond intimidating.
I push his arm gently off me as I move to get up out of bed , needing a shower after last night.
His grumpy grumble vibrates his chest as he snatches me back into him.
"I don't think so Price" he says against the back of my head and I laugh, but my toes curl at his sleepy scratchy voice.
"I need a shower." I say as I rub my hand over his forearm wrapped over my torso, his hand grabbing my breast casually, resting it there. I loved how obsessed he was with them honestly. I found it cute that my breasts were a comfort to him, that he'd innocently held them all night.
"You don't." he says. "You need to stay in bed with me" he says and his voice rumbles against my ear and I feel my nipple tighten and his palm move over it slightly, he rubs it and kisses below my ear.
"We BOTH need a shower. We stink." I say, because we both sweat buckets last night in this bed and only had the energy to piss before crawling back into bed and collapsing in the sweaty sheets. Which at the time phased neither of us in our state of bliss, but right now, early in the morning, my skin was crawling with the gross idea of the germs and bacteria and sweat in these sheets right now.
"I'm serious" I laugh when he pulls me tighter.
"so am I Price." he says and his other arm slips under me and then he's using both hands to grab my breasts and I laugh.
"you can touch them in the shower too you know." I say.
He grumbles.
"But theyre right here...i dont even have to leave the bed." he says and kisses my neck.
"they need to be cleaned" I say and he shakes his head.
"i like them dirty." he whispers and I laugh and nudge my ass into his growing erection that he's started to rub against my ass.
"the dirtier the better" he says and then he moves back and brings me onto my back and he smiles at them.
"My eyes are up here." I say teasing him.
"yep." he says without looking. "I know exactly where your eyes are, but im looking at these beauties right now" he says and he gives one a little slap and then grabs it.
"Fuck, that bounce" he groans.
"You're ridiculous" I say and I watch him look at them.
"These tits are ridiculous" he says and then turns to his side, reaching over, he grabs the furthest one, and then the other as well and pushes them together.
"Fuck, your tits are so fucking perfect" he says and his teeth pinch the nipple closest to him and he growls lightly as I hiss.
His eyes come up to mine as I watch him and he grins.
I can tell that dirty Julien is here to play and I bite my lip.
I watch his soft tongue roll around my nipple and then flick it with the tip of his tongue.
"Fuck, if we ever have kids, they're gonna be so fucking lucky to drink from these milkers" he says.
"Ew Julien!" I shriek and slap the back of his head and he laughs.
I can't help but laugh with him and then his hand slides from my furthest breast , down my side as he keeps licking and sucking on the one closest to him.
His large hands grip my waist and my hip, then slips over my stomach, his fingertips grazing my skin, making goosebumps spread all over my body.
"Mmmm" I moan as I lay my head back and close my eyes and feel his tongue all over my breast, licking under it, around it, and up the side, his tongue curving to the shape of my breast and then biting it gently in spots.
"Is that pussy getting wet Price?" he murmurs quietly against my breast and I nod with a whimper and open my eyes and look at him.
"It's always wet for you." I tell him and he smiles and his teeth grab the nipple and pull and I hiss.
He sucks my nipple then pops his mouth from it and drags his tongue down my torso and I shiver and my toes curl as he dances his tongue around my navel and then moves between my legs and lowers his mouth to me.
"Julien" I groan , and reach down to try to stop him.
"Julien I need to shower!" I say , but his hands are demanding me to submit as they grab my inner thighs, and hold them as he drags his tongue up my slit and pushes it past my lips and groans.
"fuck" I gasp as his tongue shoves into my cunt, and his nose pushes against my sex as he grunts and his fingers dig into my flesh, my legs probably will bruise from how hard he's grabbing them but I can only lay there, arching my back as his mouth feasts on me.
"you taste like a dirty little whore Jenna" he growls and I let out a whimper and then bite my lip.
"someone needs to clean this dirty little cunt up for you." he groans and licks it up and then down, then back up and he sucks my clit into his mouth.
"Je-sus" I tremble, my legs shaking in his hold as I yelp when his mouth pulls at my clit and his head nods as he sucks and he growls.
"holy fuck baby" I say on a rushed exhale and then gasp the very next second as he licks it. His tongue moves expertly around it, over it, across it, teasing me with several different variations, not sticking with one long enough to let me cum. Changing the pace, changing the pressure, teasing me with his tongue. Julien knows exactly how to make me cum, and fuck, he knows my body better than I do at this point, and he's fucking with me. Torturing me with his wicked and playful tongue.
"hot little bitch, with your dirty little cunt" he groans at me and I curse and I push up on my elbows.
"Fuck you, make me cum" I say through gritted teeth and am given a wicked grin in return.
"Bitches who run off without warning, dont get to cum" he says and slaps my cunt and I yelp.
"bitches who run off making me think Id never get to lick and fuck their little pussy ever again, DONT get to fucking cum Jenna" he says with his jaw clenched and I whimper.
"Please" I whine and digs my fingers into his hair.
"beg all you want slut" he growls and slaps it again. I jump and try to move but he slams my legs back open by my thighs and sucks my clit into his mouth again with a loud savage growl and I scream.
"please!" I cry as he stops a second later, leaving my clit throbbing with need.
"say what i want to fucking hear" he says.
"I'm a dirty fucking slut" I whine.
He laughs and I whimper.
"Not that you pretty whore...tell me what you told me last night before I made love to this fucking pussy all god damn night" he says and I moan.
"I love you" I breathe.
"SAY IT AGAIN" his voice comes to me loud and powerful and I moan as I roll my hips upward, my pussy begging for more of his mouth.
"I love you...i love you...i fucking love you"I whimper.
"I love you so fucking much" I cry out as he blows on my clit.
His thumbs spread me open and he spits on my pussy and I almost cum.
"Juliennnn" I draw his name out and gasp as he licks me again, hole to clit, over and over, lapping me up and I groan as I reach down and grab his face.
I look down at him, his eyes on me.
"make my dirty little pussy cum" I plead and he grins and shakes his head and he sucks on my clit in the most gentle way and I curse.
"such a nasty whore" he taunts and then licks slowly over my clit and I tremble.
"If you cum, im going to take my belt to your ass till it bleeds Jenna" he warns and I cry.
"fucking asshole" I cry as his mouth leaves me so fucking desperate and he grins and pushes up and he moves to my side kneeling.
Stoking his dick above my face.
"Suck my fucking cock" he groans.
I lick my lips and open my mouth as I push up on my elbows, his hand lifting the back of my head, as his other shoves his cock into my mouth.
"such that dirty cock you nasty bitch" he says as he starts to fuck my mouth.
I can smell our sex, his sweat and if I wasnt so fucking horny I might be grossed out, but something about it makes me suck his cock even faster, hungry to taste him.
"oh you dirty little slut...look at you...sucking that cock with last nights dirty little pussy all over it." he groans and I moan with him in my mouth.
"sick little bitch, you like it don't you, sucking my fucking cock for me with your slut juices all dried up on it from when you came like such a good girl all over it last night" he says and I moan and nod with him in my mouth, his hand reaches to my breasts.
He rubs them, and pinches my nipples one at a time, still supporting my head as I drool all over myself, choking when his cock goes deeper in my mouth and into my throat.
"these slutty fucking tits are so damn hot" he says and I moan as he slaps one, then the other.
"fucking whore"
"with your big fucking tits"
"with that big fucking mouth of yours...look at you suck it like such a fucking whore"
"so fucking sexy baby"
"i love what a hot fucking slut you are"
"fucking your mouth with my rich dick"
"you're gonna drink my fucking kids"
I scrunch my face and he laughs.
"drink them you fucking whore...i'll put a god damn playground in your stomach"
I pop my mouth from his cock.
"Jesus Julien!" I say and he laughs and snatches my hair and fucks his cock back into my mouth.
"Shut up. And suck."
"you're such a pretty fucking bitch" he groans and then slides out of my mouth.
"Open" he says and I open my mouth wide and hold out my tongue.
"Paint your tongue with a million fucking babies" he says and I shake my head.
"Shut up and cum in my mouth you pervert" I say and he smirks as he jerks himself off.
"Open wider , be a good mommy and catch them all" he says.
"Julien!" I yell and him and he laughs.
"Fuck." he keeps laughing. "Alright, is that where you draw the line dirty girl?"
"It's just weird." I say and he slaps my face with his cock.
"You say weird, I say hot." he says and I roll my eyes and he grins.
"I love watching you drink my cum Jenna" he groans as he strokes it.
"I love knowing that you're swallowing down the same cum that's gonna give you a fucking baby one day" he says and I moan. He grins.
"no argument on the baby?" he asks.
"Will you shut up and cum in my mouth already?" I say and he laughs.
"Tell me you're gonna have my fucking babies" he says with a groan.
"you know I will." I say and he groans and I watch his muscles tighten in his stomach as he pumps his fist.
"say it baby, fuck" he groans and he's seconds from cumming.
"I love you"I say and then open my mouth.
"and im gonna have your babies mister bryant" I tell him and open my mouth just in time to catch his cum on my tongue and he groans and his hot cum shoots into the back of my mouth and over my tongue and I moan as I let it pool in the back of my mouth and then when he's jerking the last drops onto my tongue , i close my mouth and push his cum to my lips and let it seep out and coat my lips , playing with it , showing him his load and he curses.
"Aren't you gonna wave goodbye to your kids?" I ask with my mouth messy with his cum.
"fuck" he laughs and grabs my jaw.
I laugh and then lick my lips and swallow his cum.
"i love you so much" he says and leans down and kisses me , lifting my chin and I smile and then let my elbows slip as I lay back on the bed.
"make me cum now" I say. He smirks and nods.
"Yes ma'am" he says and moves back down between my legs.
"Demanding little bitch"