EroticReverie

Ariella

I sit with West and Reed at the dining room table as Asher goes to pack some things for us. 

“I’m sorry” I say and they both start to talk but I hold up my hand and they quiet. 

“Please. Let me get this out” I say as my voice shakes.  

Both of them stay silent and I look down as a tear slips down one of my cheeks. 

“I’m sorry I’ve been selfish.” I say. 

“But. I honestly…..I don’t regret a single second.” I say and lift my eyes to them and I see Reed’s eyes are glassy with the hint of tears. 

“I love you both.  So much. So fucking much. And I lost my family..came here…and found myself with four men who made me feel at home instantly. Made me feel loved. Instantly.” I say as more tears fill my eyes. 

“I never wanted anyone to get hurt. I never expected things would get this intense. I was naive , I was selfish, and I was greedy.  And I know we all knew it deep down…that this wasn’t going to be sustainable…but…I let myself use your love to replace the loss of my grandmother, my father and….my mom”I say as I look to Reed. 

A tear escapes his eye and he quickly swipes it and clears his throat. 

“I think we all were replacing our loss of her.” West says and my eyes go to him. And I nod. 

“Granted she wasn’t to me what you are…but.  You’re her. It was like she was still here when you showed up. A part of her was here. That’s how we loved you so easily.” He says and Reed clears his throat. We both look to him. 

“I’m sorry too.” He says. 

“I should have been a stronger man. I loved your mother, the way that Asher loves you. I should have never let things begin between us. But …I was selfish too.  Like West said…you’re so much like her. And I….I let myself fill in the cracks of heartbreak with you.  And…while we can agree it wasn’t the best choice to make…I don’t regret it either.  I love you sweetheart.  And I promise I always will.  We all will.” Reed says and I nod. 

“I …I talked to Asher…and …he said he was fine with it.” I say. 

“That I could be with you…each of you…one last time” 

Reed expels a long breath and looks to me. 

“I don’t think that’s a good idea sweetheart” he says.  

My heart cracks just a bit.  

“I know.” I say and look down ashamed that I even mentioned it. 

“Yes.” West says and I look up. 

“It’s not a good idea. But yes. I want to.” He says and I swallow and smile just slightly. 

“Really?” I ask. And he nods. 

I look to Reed and he gets up and walks over to me and I stand. 

“You’re a beautiful young woman Ariella…and I’m glad that you’re going to be the one that takes care of Asher, and him take care of you.” He says and I nod. He grabs my face.  Tilts it down and kisses my forehead. 

It’s like a punch in the gut. Wanting his lips on mine one last time and not being able to have them. Wanting to feel each of them one more time. I was so selfish. So cruel to ask them to put themselves through sharing me one last time. 

My head is tilted back up and eyes meet Reeds. 

He sighs and he leans in and his lips come slowly to mine. My heart beating faster and I don’t wait for him to close the gap. I close it for us. 

Slipping onto my tip toes. Arms around his neck and he leans down the rest of the way and kisses me. 

Our lips move softly, slowly, savoring this kiss that may be our last.  

I hear West move from the table and leave the room. 

“Please Reed” I whisper against his mouth and he nods. 

Lifting me slowly , my legs go around his waist , his hands holding them around him as I kiss him with tongue. My mouth frantic. My core pulsing with need as he carries me to his bedroom. 

“Make love to me” I whisper and he groans as he lays me on the bed, undressing me slowly , his eyes roaming , taking in every last inch and committing it to memory. 

“You’re so damn beautiful” he says and I watch as he pulls his shirt off and unbuckles his pants. I watch him undress as I lay on the bed. Then I push up and move to the edge of the bed and pull him onto it as he hesitates. 

Laying him down , I kiss him as I hover over him, kissing down his chest to his cock. My tongue saying it’s goodbyes as I run it up and down his length and he groans as I wrap my mouth around him. Sucking his slowly as his fingers thread through my hair. 

“I will always love you Ariella” he says. 

I look up at him and our eyes lock as I moan softly and suck him still, moving my mouth to take in as much as I can. Gagging slightly on his thick length. 

I’d become addicted to these men.  The pleasure they gave. The pleasure that I could give them.  We’d all had endless amounts of sex , but it was always more than that.  The way it made me feel to be needed had consumed me. To be loved beyond what I thought was possible.  

Anyone from the outside might think I was just a confused little naive girl. Letting men use her. Fuck her like a toy. But they gave me so much more than sex. They gave me a home. Safety. Love. Loyalty. They gave me themselves. All of them. 

I didn’t want to stop. But knew we had to. It killed me to have to say goodbye to this.  How intimately Reed loved me and how good it felt being with him. 

I slip my mouth from his cock and look up at him. 

“I love you Reed” I say as I kiss his cock , my pussy aching for him one last time. 

“I don’t want to stop” I say as I wrap my mouth back around him. Sucking him slowly again as he watches and groans. 

“I know this is it” I say as I draw my mouth from him again and lick down his shaft and take his balls into my mouth sucking one at a time as he threads his fingers in my hair gripping gently. 

My mouth slips from his balls and I lick back up his length. 

“But I’ll miss this. With you” I say wanting him to know. Wanting all of them to know that they weren’t a mistake. That what we shared this winter was more than just me trying to fill the emptiness inside of me. 

“I love you so much” I say as I take him back in my mouth. Never wanting to stop sucking his cock. Wanting to keep his eyes on me as I take care of his needs. Wishing that it could work. And hating that it can’t. 

“So fucking much” I moan as I drag my lips down the side of his cock. 

“Ariella” he groans my name. 

“I love you” I whimper. My heart breaking as I try to prove to him my words. 

“Come here” he says and I shake my head and take him back in my mouth and he groans. 

My mouth works faster now , greedily sucking and moaning on his cock and he grips my hair and thrusts and I moan louder around his cock. 

“I’ll always want you” he says. 

“Just like this” he says. 

“I don’t think I’ll ever not think of you when I cum” he says and I moan. 

“I’ll never not think of holding you when I lay in bed at night” he says and i move my mouth faster. Taking more of him, gagging on his cock as he speaks to me. 

“You’ve been so amazing sweetheart” he says and thrusts. 

“I love you Ariella. I didn’t think I’d fall so in love with you. But it was inevitable. You’re so perfect” he says and I moan as I work for his release. Wanting to taste him one last time. Wanting to have his salty cum on my tongue and slipping down my throat.  

A few minutes later I’m granted what I want. His cum spilling down my throat and him groaning my name as he empties into my mouth. 

He only takes a few seconds to lay there in his post orgasm haze. Appreciating the way I’ve made him cum, before he is moving and switching places with me. Laying me on my back and kissing my body everywhere. 

I writhe at the brush of his lips and the glide of his tongue as he covers every inch of me and then kisses between my thighs lastly. 

“Reed” I breathe his name as he breathes over my sensitive clit. My clit throbbing for his attention and he spreads my lips open and kisses me. Kisses my clit softly as if it’s my mouth. Making out with my clit as his tongue peeks out and moves over it between kisses and I gasp as I arch my back. Hearing his mouth. Hearing his groans as I react to his touch 

“You’re so special to me Ariella” he says quietly and I moan as he starts to lick my clit and his finger slides inside of me and I let out a cry of pleasure. 

His finger dulling the ache inside of me as he moves it in and out gently as his tongue hue whirls around my clit lazily. Drawing my pleasure out and making my entire body hum with desire for him. 

“You’re so wet” he groans. “Always. So. Damn wet. “ 

A second finger passes my entrance. Two of his finger drawing in and out and making me soak them. 

“I’ll miss your god damn pussy so much Ariella” he says and I bite my lip my head going back into the bed as my backs bows off the bed. 

“I’ll miss being this close to you” he says and sucks my clit gently making my cry out as his fingers work my g spot at the same time. 

His fingers slide out a few moments later and his tongue slides down the center of me and into my drenched center. 

“Oh god Reed” I moan as I lift my head and prop up on my elbows. 

I watch him as his head moves, making his tongue fuck me slowly. Letting it go deeper and deeper each time. 

I loved the way these men ate pussy. I loved the way Reed made love to me with his mouth. 

“I love the way you taste me” I moan. 

He groans. 

“I love how you put your tongue so deep inside “ I whimper and he grunts as he pushes his face into me his tongue going as deep as it can. 

It moves inside me. Lapping at my walls twisting inside of me to taste all of me. 

“Oh god, yes” I moan. 

I’d never gotten off from just a tongue in my pussy.  But when I can literally feel the emotions between us, adding to the act of what he’s doing.  The love between us paired with his desire for tasting my depths. His eagerness to drive deeper but his tongue only getting so far.  I come undone. 

I cum for him. So hard that I cry. He groans my name as his tongue fucks me and I reach down. Grabbing his hair as I buck my hips into his face and ride out my orgasm on his tongue.  Panting and crying for him as I tremble. 

I curse softly and he slides his tongue out and goes to my clit. And I know he’s not done with me. I know we’ve only just begun our goodbye.