EroticReverie

(Chapter 100! Holy Shit!)

Ariella

I'm not sure how much time has passed but I know that Reed and I have been saying goodbye to our intimate relationship for over an hour and he hasn't even been inside of me yet. 

After making me cum with his tongue inside me, he licked my clit slowly and savored me for longer than he ever had, keeping me edging forever, giving me almost all, before letting my body come back down, before licking me back into a writhing frenzy. 

How could this be so wrong? To feel like this. It was like all of these men were made especially for me, and it didn't seem fair that any of us would have to go without this. 

He'd made me cum with his tongue twice more, and had just finished fucking my breasts, something he'd yet to do. 

"I want you in every way possible" he told me, and now his cum was all over my breasts, his finger swiping the mess up one small swipe at a time as he brushed it over my lips. Feeding his finish to me. 

Licking my lips with each smear of his finger, then sucking his finger as he rubbed the final remnant directly on my tongue. His mouth coming down as he hovered over me, his cock still raging hard as he settled between my legs. 

My legs lifted around him, my hand going down to fist his cock as I stroked him against me, the head of his cock on my clit, arousing me and making me moan into his mouth as his tongue washed over mine, sharing the taste of his lust with me. 

Our eyes were on each others as I slid his cock down, positioning him to take me, to fill me and let me feel him again, needing this so badly that I began to cry and he hushed me softly, kissing my lips and then drawing his hips into me, his cock pushing in slowly. 

I cried harder as he sunk into me, knowing that I'd never be this close to him again. It's not that I wasn't satisfied with Asher alone. I knew I would be, Asher was and is everything and more to me. But, it was complicated. I'd never expected coming here I would fall in love with three brothers and their father. Especially not their father, being that he had loved and married my mother. But I had. I'd fallen so deeply in love with how I felt cherished and desired and loved by each of them. Their love had filled me to the point that my heart felt like it could burst at times. But as blissful as it was sharing this type of intimacy with them all, it was also difficult. I couldnt love them all the same. I couldnt love them all equally. As strong as my love was for each of them, it was always Asher who held everything inside me in his hands, in his own heart. I couldn't keep up with splitting my time and love with all four of them. Yes, Cade had been the most difficult to please, but I couldnt fault him for it, even though I had. I didnt understand, no...I didnt want to understand how he could leave me. But...I did. It just took a lot of tears and Asher, to make me see how much something so good, could hurt as much as it could heal. 

I clung to Reed like he was life raft, as my emotions flooded through me, everything crashing against the walls of my heart and my mind as his cock worked in and out of me. 

I was crying, tears wetting my cheeks as I clung to him, desperate to hold onto this for as long as could. 

"I love you" I cry and he looks me in my eyes as his hips slowly work, making love to me, making it hurt, but the pain isn't between my thighs, it's all mental...emotional..and my heart feels like it actually might stop, might break and fall apart inside of me and I cry harder. 

"I love you" I say again as he thrusts a bit harder, his thickness making me feel complete, his length reminding me how deep he can go inside of me and I gasp. 

Reed captures my mouth and kisses me hard, his hands slipping behind my head as he braces on his elbows, cradling my head. 

"I love you too Ariella, so much" he says and I weep as his mouth leaves mine and he kisses down my neck, kissing all over my neck and the crook of it leading to my shoulder, his teeth gently biting, and his lips whispering I love you's as he thrusts harder, making my body rock beneath him, making my hips lift for more of him. 

Reed was an amazing lover. Not just for the fact he was good at making love, good at fucking, but he'd listened to me constantly. He took on not only the role of one of my lovers, but he fathered me in his own way as well at times. Gave me unconditional love and reassurance , safety. 

My tears were ebbing as his thrusts became quicker, and with the increase of speed, the power of his thrusts were sending me into the fine line of pain and pleasure, balancing them together, giving me just enough of what I loved along with what I needed. 

"harder Reed"I breathe and he groans at request. His hips driving harder. His pace staying the same. 

"yes" I breathe. 

"oh ...fuck me...fuck me Reed" I pant quietly and he grunts and lifts , pushing his hands to the bed as he hovers over me, and I slide my hands to his ass, pulling him as I buck my hips up into him as he goes even harder. The scale of pain and pleasure, leaning into pains favor as he bottoms out inside of me, forcing my pussy to the limit. I cry out and arch my back hard as he drives into me. 

"oh my god Reed"  I whimper and bite my lip and clench around him and he groans loudly and fucks me even harder. I scream out and dig my nails into his ass. Our love making going from soft, to hard, and rough. 

"fuck me" I cry. 

"oh god, YES" I scream when he starts to thrust with everything he has. His cock slamming into my cervix, forcing himself to destroy me, forcing my pussy to take as much of him as possible. It hurts, and it hurts so fucking good. 

I bring my hands up to his back and dig my nails in, scratching down his back as he grunts and looks down at me. 

"I'll never forget how good you feel Ariella" he groans. 

"How hard you can take it" he grunts. 

"yes" I cry. 

"fuck" he curses. 

"please" I whisper. 

"slap me" 

His nostrils flare. 

It was against Asher's rules to ever hit my face.  It was something he hated, and I love that about him, but I also loved that Reed had once allowed me to have it. 

"I need it Reed" I whine. 

His hand comes to my throat, grabbing it and I gasp as he closes it around my flesh and squeezes I moan , and buck my hips faster, wildly fucking back, making his cock impale me deeper, screaming, my scream choked off and then his hand lifts and he slaps my face. 

I cum hard. The instant the sting registers on my face, I cum on Reed's dick, my cunt gushing around him and he curses as he pounds into me. 

"Fuck Ariella" he groans. 

"Dont leave me sweetheart" he says and I moan loudly, still cumming. 

"You're so fucking sweet baby" he grunts and then pulls out and flips me over and I'm limp and can barely move as my body still trembles, and I grip the sheets as he lifts my ass in the air and grabs my hips and slams right back into me. 

"God, don't take this little pussy from me baby" he curses.

"Fuck i love fucking you baby, making love to you...don't go baby,...shit...don't go" he grunts and take the pounding of his cock, his hips making my ass bounce with each rugh thrust, his words making me cum again on his cock and I lose my breath. 

"stay with me Ariella, fuck...be mine baby girl" he groans. 

"Let me take care of you" he grunts as he thrusts. 

"Let me fuck you just like this forever baby" he says and I clench hard around him, and find the energy to push back and he groans. 

"fuck yes sweetheart" he groans and slaps my ass and I swear I might not stop cumming when I feel my cunt spasm around his cock. 

"give me more baby..keep cumming on my cock Ariella...who fucks you good baby?" he asks and I groan. 

"you do" I whimper and push back on his cock, fucking myself with his cock as he slows and he groans, slapping my ass as I push back again and again. 

"harder, spank me harder" I whine. 

"this ass is mine baby" he says and slaps it hard as fuck and makes me scream and he groans, and slaps it again. 

"fuck!" I cry out and grip the bed, his slaps driving me to lose my mind, my eyes fluttering as I take in the sting of my ass, the soreness of my cunt as Reed threatens to make me even more confused about what I want. Making me want to torture myself and him, and the rest of them by keeping this charade going. Making me want to promise him i'll never make him stop fucking me, or making me feel like this. 

"you better think of me fucking you often Ariella...when he's inside of you..remember how good I feel when I fuck you baby" he grunts and my mouth parts on a gasp as I cum again. Reed would never tell me to think of him when I was with someone else. The others yes, but never Reed. He was losing me, and even though he agreed it was for the best, his words in the moment, made it seem otherwise. 

"tell me I can still fuck you Ariella...tell me this isnt the last time...tell me I get to have you whenever I want...i need you baby....i need you so fucking much" he groans. 

"reed" I cry his name. 

"say it baby, fucking say it for me..just let me hear the words" he groans. 

"Tell me this isnt the last time...tell me and make me cum inside this sweet little pussy baby" he groans. 

His hips grabs hard. "Fucking say it" he thrusts hard and I yelp and I my fist grip his sheets hard, pulling at them and I open my mouth.

"it's not the last time" I cry.

"tell me im the one baby...tell me...let me have you....tell me im the one you want Ariella...just fucking say it...i just want to hear you say it" he groans, letting me know he knows that it's just in this moment, in this goodbye, that I'll say these words, and they won't hold any truth. That his heart, and his body, and all of him, needs to hear me choose him, even if it's not real. 

"you're the one i want" I moan. 

"you're the one Reed" I gasp as a violent thrust fills me with his cock and he holds me on his cock, cumming inside of me. His hips jerk and he groans loudly and I wince at the blinding pain as he thrusts again, fucking hard and deep and fucks his cum into me. 

With heavy breaths, he jerks his hips, finishing inside of me and groans as he pumps gently now, pushing his cum into my pussy, making it flood down around him and drip out of me. 

He breathes hard and then slides out of me and moves to the side and lays on the bed as I lower my hips and lay on the bed, gasping for air, my body covered in sweat and his too, the sheets wet with sweat and cum from the both of us and he looks over at me. 

"I don't want this to be the last time Ariella." he says and I just blink and look at him, not saying a word. 

"I thought I could give you up....I can't." he says and I let my lashes fall to my cheeks. 

"reed" I say softly. 

"I'm sorry, I can't just let you go" Reed says and I keep my eyes shut , unable to look at him. 

"don't Reed" I whisper. 

"I'm fucking in love with you Ariella, and I'm not an idiot..I know you and Asher have something...but...I can't stop loving you...I want you...fuck....I have to have you." he says and my eyes open on him and he looks at me. 

"Tell me you dont want this baby..." he says and reaches over, and swipes my hair, moving the strands from my sweaty face and pushing them behind my ear and over my back. 

"Tell me that wasn't some of the best sex we've ever had" he says. 

"It..it was." I say and he smiles.

"Now tell me we can do it again....tell me that you'll stay here...and keep my bed warm with me at night...and let me wake you up every morning with my cock inside you." he says. 

"Make love to you like the precious sweet girl you are....and then fuck you hard and rough and make you cum so hard you cry" he says. 

"Reed" I say grabbing his hand and taking it from me face. 

"We can't" I whisper. 

"I try not to be a selfish man Ariella....I do my best to put my boys first...and now you....but...I want this. I want this for myself. I can't give up on it without trying....I want to keep this going...you and me....we've got something baby...you know we do..." he says and I feel him pull his hand from mine and then he rolls to his side and reaches his hand down and pushes it between my legs. 

"Reed" I moan slightly as he finds my clit. 

"Shhhh, just let me touch you" he whispers and I pant quietly as I lay on my back now, my legs spreading, his fingers sliding up and down over my clit. 

"Mmm, that's it sweetheart...you're all mine right now Ariella...you're going to always be mine baby" he says softly in my ear , nipping at my ear lobe as I groan. 

"your pussy is so sweet...you're a goddess baby" he says and I moan as my hips rolls gently and he groans. 

"tell me how much you love me Ariella...say it again....tell me you love me while I make you cum"