"What the fuck Kate?" Colson says sitting on the floor by my door and pushing to stand.
"What are you doing here?" I ask , heaving, trying to catch my breath.
"Why are you not wearing pants?" he asks. "Why were you running? Are you okay?" he asks walking towards me.
I wave it off as I bend over, hands on my knees to catch my breath. "fine. Im fine. "
"where the hell are you pants Kate?" he asks.
I shake my head. "Lost em." I say and stand up straight and then walk around him to my door as I turn the key he's right behind me.
"Kate, what the fuck is going on?" he asks.
"goodnight Colson" I say as I push into my apartment but he pushes the door open further as I try to squeeze in without him.
"Colson, get out" I groan. "I'm not in the mood to deal with another psychopath" I mutter and step into my kitchen. My front door closes but his foot steps follow me into the kitchen.
"Explain." he says crossing his arms as I grab one of my thrifted coffee mugs and open the fridge for my water pitcher.
"No." I say and pour water into the mug, chugging it down, the coldness sending a cold wave down the center of me.
"Kate, you come running in here with no fucking pants on, and-"
"Its my apartment! I can wear pants or not wear pants! You shouldnt be here." I tell him
"What the ...Kate" he says pushing his hands through his hair and looks up at the ceiling and lets out a large whoosh of a breath and then looks at me.
"Did that guy hurt you?" he asks.
"No...it...it was...a really fucked up misunderstanding...and I bolted. End of." I tell him, giving him more than I feel he deserves.
"Kate tell me what the fuck happened, or Im gonna figure out where this fucker lives and -"
"Oh pipe down" I say and wave my hand dismissively.
"I'm serious Kate. If you don't tell me-"
"Colson, fuck off with your bossy bullshit okay, go get your cock sucked in a cooler somewhere" I say and then turn and fill my mug again.
"God damnit Kate" he growls.
I roll my eyes and then turn my head and look at him.
"Will you PLEASE " he grits out. "Tell me what happened."
I roll my eyes again and sigh.
"I went back to his place. He was fucking weird, went in his house without me, found him turning down picture frames, claimed they were of his parents, i called him out on it, asked if he was married, he dodged the question , got me on his couch, then....it just...got messed up." I say waving it off.
"Messed up how?" he asks. I give a sigh and look at him.
"He thought when I told him to get off, that I was...acting...or role playing...he thought it was a game, or some shit, a kink. Because apparently he assumed, by me coming there it was a sure thing that we were going to have sex....and he thought i was just...I dont know...it's fucked up...the man is an idiot, lesson learned." I say and he steps forward.
"Jesus christ Kate" he says and moves his hand to turn me towards him.
"I'm fine, really. I truly believe the dude thought we were playing out a fantasy" I say.
"Did he..." Colson trails off , swallowing hard, his features tight and strained.
"No. He didnt get that far. I....I sort of jabbed my thumbs in his eyes and kicked him in the dick." I say.
Colson's mouth twitches up.
"Good." he says and he lifts his hands to my face.
"Dont do that" I say pushing his hands away.
He drops his hands and sighs.
"Kate, I'm not screwing Parker...she came into the cooler...said some shit...then...suggested she give me a fucking release, so I could stop fucking thinking about you." he says and I step back.
"So, you don't want to think about me?" I ask. "Huh, nice." I say sarcastically.
"No...god damnit Kate" he says frustrated and glare at him.
"Quit god damnit Kating me! It's not my fault I caught you in the cooler with her on her knees!" I yell.
"God, you're so fucking-" He lifts his hand and bites his finger and growls.
I put my hands on my hips. "I'm what? I'm so fucking what Colson? So fucking -"
"You're driving me crazy!" he yells.
I push up on my toes to shove my face higher to his. "Good!" I yell at him.
He stops, his jaw ticking, his head shaking, and his scowl, turns into a slow smile and then he just shakes his head and lifts his hands to his face and rubs it.
"My fucking god, you're gonna end up killing me woman" he grumbles.
I shrug as he looks at me and I cross my arms and look at him.
"Let me know what you'd like written on your tombstone." I say
He laughs, and I bite my cheek to keep it from lifting.
"Fuck." he says and looks at me then reaches his hands out, placing them on either side of me at the counter.
"Here lies Colson Hale...killed by Kate Carter, the girl with the five star pussy." he says and I huff a short laugh and roll my eyes.
"I'll be sure to get you a plot next to Parker" I tell him.
"God, you're fucking impossible" he says and his jaw ticks, and even though he is six foot five, towering over my five foot seven., he didn't scare me one bit.
"She knows I dont fuck employees. She knows how guilty and fucked up I felt for what happened between me and her after my engagement was called off from Natalie. She was saying that you were here temporarily...that she saw how fucked up I got over Natalie...that she didnt want it to happen again when you had to go..." he says and I say nothing, looking at him, waiting for him to finish.
"and...for a moment it made sense....because...you've been here three god damn days, and you're all I fuckin think about, and all I want." he stares at me in my eyes, not taking them off me.
"I dont want to go through what happened with Natalie ever again. And...the thing with Jake...it was....you had every right to bring him to your apartment...but god I wanted to strangle his fucking neck...."
I fight a smirk.
"And you're right, after what we did with each other last night and today...it changed the playing field...but...I saw you with the suit..." he says and shakes his head.
"I told you, I was just flirting for tips" I say.
"I know...that's not....I'm not good enough for you." he says, and my heart sinks.
"....what?" I say, the word choked.
"I'm not a fancy guy Kate. I've got money, and I can buy you things, but I can't give you what you have back home...and that's just the thing...you're going back home at the end of the year....and if I let myself have you...im gonna want you...for myself..just me.and not just for the fucking year" he says.
And I just blink and nod as I listen.
"So yeah, for a moment I considered what Parker was offering...but...I was telling her no as you walked in, and yeah, that sounds like bullshit, but it's the truth and-"
"Shut up." I say and he stops and looks at me, his mouth open.
"Just shut up" i say quietly, my eyes on his mouth.
"Okay." he says.
"You ARE good enough for me." I tell him.
"And...I believe you...about...telling her no....only cause you admitted considering it..." I say.
"But also because...I just...do....I believe you." I say and he nods.
"I don't need you to, nor do I want you to buy me things." I say.
"And honestly, Im pretty fucking offended you think I'm that much of a vapid bitch" I say and cross my arms again.
"You're right, I was wrong to think that" he says.
"now youre just agreeing with me to agree with me." I say.
A small grin appears on his face.
"you want me to argue with you Kate?" he asks.
"Cause i'll do whatever you fuckin want." he says and leans down further and his hands lift from the counter and come to my face again. I dont swat them away this time.
"Want me to kiss that cute ass of yours? I'll do it. Want me to argue with you? I'll do that too. Whatever the fuck you want Kate." he says and brings his mouth closer, licking his lips.
"I'll yell and fight with you as much as you want if that's what gets you wet." he says and I inhale and his thumb swipes over my mouth.
"You're right. I am just agreeing. Because you come here, all your fancy fucking shoes, and tight designer jeans, holding that god damn ass so fucking nice in them...your tight little sweater...your pretty fucking hair, and your blue eyes...your god damn fucking mouth.." he says staring it.
"Everything about you unattainable and seems too expensive...cause I shouldnt even be allowed to touch a mouth this fucking pretty.." he says pushing his thumb back over it.
I breathe shakily.
"I judged you Kate. I thought I couldn't give you what I thought it was you wanted....but now I know that material things arent what you want or need..." he says and I shake my head.
"nope" he says softly , his mouth still teasing over mine. "But I know what you want now....what you really need Kate." he says my name with a soft bite in his tone and it sends my toes curling.
"what do i need Colson?" I ask him, my eyes on his.
"You need passion.....you need a fight...you need someone to push you against the back of his restaurant and make you cum in your panties....and stand across the alley from you in his window and watch him jerk off to the thought of just fucking kissing you and tasting your mouth" he says quietly.
I squirm slightly. My nipples hard as fuck and my panties wetter than ever.
"Am I right?" he asks.
I nod and swallow.
"You need someone to kiss you in your kitchen while you stand in your fucking panties and a little black t shirt, after you went to some fucking fools house and couldve gotten yourself hurt" he grits his teeth.
I nod.
"You need someone to yell at you for doing something so fucking stupid" he says and I nod.
"You need someone to give you your job back, so he can be near you every damn second, just so he can fucking look at you and, touch you when he wants, and fucking smell you" he says as his mouth brushes the corner of mine and I gasp as he avoids my mouth and I whimper as he brings his mouth to my ear, his one hand sliding down my face to my neck, to my collarbone and then over my breast. I moan and my chest pushes forward and whisper his name.
"It's your turn to shut up Kate" he says and I whimper and nod.
"You listen to me Kate..." he says as one hand slips behind my neck and up into my hair and I gasp and bite my lip as he tugs it back, his hand still rubbing my breast and squeezing it gently.
"These firm fucking tits?" he says and I nod.
"Mine."
I moan and his hand slides down my stomach and his fingertips pickup where we left off outside the restaurant.
"This ....is mine" he says as his fingers slip further in my panties and I squirm, my eyes fluttering and rolling back when I feel his large hand on my bare pussy cupping it.
"yes" I whisper.
One of his fingers slides between my lips.
"God damnit Kate" he groans.
"I'm gonna fuck this soaked little pussy for you so fucking hard." he says and I whimper.
"Colson" I pant quietly as I squirm as his finger just slips back and forth.
"What is it Kate?" he whispers and kisses below my ear.
"You like my hand in your panties, playing with your pussy?" he says and I moan and nod.
"How much do you like it Kate?" he asks .
"So much" I breathe and look at him, turning my head.
"This is what's going to happen Kate." he says and I bite my lip.
"I'm going to finally kiss that fucking mouth, and taste it....I'm gonna fuck your mouth with my own, till both of our mouths are red and swollen and our tongues are tired." he says and I whimper.
"Then when I'm done kissing you....I'm going to kiss this terribly wet pussy you got in these hot little panties" he says and I gasp as his finger circles my clit and pays it attention finally.
"Colson" I moan his name and look down, breathing shakily as I watch his arm move, and his hand.
I grab his forearm and push my hips out as I guide him and he groans, sliding his finger down now and I nod as it gets closer.
"Not yet Kate" he says and I look at him and beg him with my eyes.
He shakes his head.
"If I put my finger inside of you, I wont be able to wait...I'll need my cock in you..."
"so what" I whine.
He chuckles and I scrunch my face as I wince, when my cunt aches and throbs as he teases my entrance and I curse.
"Colson, please" I beg.
"Mmmmm, not yet ..." he says and slides his hand all the way out.
"Then when I'm done kissing your pussy " he says lifting his finger and bringing it to his mouth and sucking it.
"I'm going to fuck your pretty tits" he says and I whimper.
"Colson" I whine.
"Shhhhh" he hushes me.
"You know what I'm gonna do after I fuck your tits Kate?" he asks me and I shake my head.
"Fuck that pretty little mouth" he says and I moan and reach down and rub myself, my fingers pushing over my clit through my panties.
He looks down and watches me.
"That turn you on? The thought of my big fucking cock in your pretty mouth?" he asks and I nod and he grins.
"Turns me on too...I cant wait to watch you open it nice and wide, for this big fucking cock" he says as grinds against my hand through my panties and I moan and slide my hand out and grab his waist with both hands as he grinds against me. I moan and my head goes back and he kisses my neck.
"Can we start this process please?" I whimper.
He laughs quietly into my neck.