EroticReverie

Adalyn Grace Bellerose

Once in my room, I let out a loud breath, my back to the door as I just stand there stunned.

What...just...happened. 

I had...I was....I was on his lap...I had his mouth on me..his HANDS on me, and I was seconds away from letting him undress and put his mouth on me between my legs. 

What was I doing? What was HE doing?! This was a terrible fucking idea. My dad would murder him, and probably lock me up for the rest of eternity. It didnt matter if I was legally an adult or not, I can picture my father locking me in the basement to never set sights on another man ever again. 

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At dinner I try to avoid Penn and making eye contact. Only speaking when I have to. I'm thankful for the call from my friend Alyssa towards the end of dinner, excusing myself from the table.  She asks me to come to a party with her.  Even though I'm not a big party person, I usually tag along , mostly to keep her safe.

"My car is out of commission." I say.

"Augh bitch, I didnt call you for a ride!" she exclaims. 

"Me and Ty will pick you up nine-ish, sound good?" she asks. 

"Mhm" I say. "And who is driving?" 

"ty is, he's not drinking" she says, and I roll my eyes, knowing damn well i'll end up designated driver.

I sigh. "Fine." 

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My father keeps Penn busy with talk and chatter for most of the night, so I'm able to avoid him further. 

I put on a long sleeved off the shoulder, black shirt, that fits me well, showing off my curves. I pair it with my favorite skirt, a classic plaid, pleated skirt, with emerald green , black, and grey. I throw on my thigh high suede boots with the high heels. 

I blow out my hair, adding more volume, styling it only slightly with light waves. I put on a plain gold necklace, a delicate thin chain that sits right around the nape of my neck. 

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I don't miss the way Penn observes me when I go downstairs to leave. His eyes looking me up and down, making my skin flush. 

"It's cold out." My father says. "Grab a jacket" 

"okay" I say and lean over and kiss his cheek. 

"Have fun, be safe." he says. 

"Always am daddy" I call. 

"Later Penn" I say not wanting it to seem weird that I don't say goodbye. 

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After being at the party for a bit, I feel my phone buzz in my pocket, pulling it out. 

Penn: All I can think about is that sliver of skin between the top of your boots and the hem of your skirt.

I don't reply. 

Penn: I want to kiss that sliver of skin, little rose. 

I feel heat pool in my belly and between my legs. 

Penn: I want to kiss higher than that, right between your legs, pick up where we left off.

Penn: God, I can still taste you Adalyn. 

I swallow hard as someone bumps into me. 

"Hey watch-" the drunk guy goes to say, but then sees it's a female, and he smiles. 

"Oh hey sorry...my bad sexy" he winks and hands me a drink. 

I shake my head. "It's fine, no thank you" I say to the sloshing cup he holds out, spilling foam over the side. He shrugs.

"Suit yourself hot stuff" he says with another wink. 

The guy liked to wink. 

My phone buzzes. 

I look down at the screen. 

Penn: I want to spread your legs and feast on your cunt Adalyn. 

My jaw drops and I click the screen off.

"Boyfriend?" the guy asks , and I shake my head. 

Fuck it. I never get drunk. 

"On second thought..." I say and reach for the drink and he smiles. 

"Thatta girl hot stuff!" he says as I take a sip of the beer and then quickly remember why I don't drink. I don't like the taste of any of it. But taste wasnt the goal was it? No. The goal was to get drunk. To get wasted, and forget about the hot man twice my age, that was sending me dirty text messages. The hot man twice my age, that I very very badly wanted to kiss again. 

I chug down the rest of the beer, and the drunk boy slings his arm over my shoulder. 

"A natural! Let's get you another!" he says and I nod. 

Looking around I try to find Alyssa, but know her and Ty are probably off screwing or drunkenly arguing somewhere. 

"You look familiar, you go to UC?" he asks and I shake my head. 

"I'm a senior...in high school." I say. 

His eyebrows pop. 

"Shit , fair warning, don't say that shit too loudly..you're gonna have to beat these fools off with a stick" he says. 

I laugh, taking the beer he refilled for me at the keg. 

I flirt shamelessly with him for the next hour or so, but he's just a flirt, not a grabby hands or a douche bag like most guys I've met or seen at parties like this. 

It's not until I stand up a little bit later, being fed beer after beer by request, that it hits me. 

"Oh" I say stumbling as he catches me before I tip over like a bowling pin. 

He laughs. "Easy killer, you good?" he asks. 

I nod.  "I need to pee" I say and he laughs. 

"Alright, cmon, no accidents please" he says.

"I'm eighteen, I don't pee my pants" I say my words coming out slightly slower. 

"You're not even wearing pants." he says reminding me. 

"Well i dont pee my skirts!" I yell and he laughs, so do a few people we pass.

"You gonna be good in there?" he asks , getting me to a bathroom inside. 

I nod. "Yep!" 

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It takes me a few minutes but I manage to use the toilet, and stumble slightly to the sink to wash my hands, fully expecting the nice guy with the cute dimples, and sexy smile to be gone. I groan when I think about Penn. 

Think about the young guy Adalyn! I yell at myself, and smack my face. 

"Ow!" I whimper at my own slap. "geeze" I say. 

"kicking my own ass" I grumble and walk to the door , opening it, seeing blondie with the dimples looking at me. 

"You good ya lush?" he teases. 

I point a finger at him. "Dont make fun!" I say. 

"I wanna do a shot!" I yell, throwing my hand up, some girls and guys cheer from beside us. 

The blondie boy, shakes his head and laughs, following me back to the desiganted "bar" area in the kitchen. Where bottle after bottle sits on the counter. 

"Gimmie this" I say, plucking a bright blue one from the counter. 

He laughs. "That's strong, why don't we-" he pauses when I lift it to my mouth, pouring it into my mouth, missing as some runs down my chin and neck and I swallow what does make it in my mouth. 

"Ooookay, that's one way to do it" he laughs as I make a cringing face and cough. 

"That tastes like nail polish remover" I gag. 

He laughs. "Yeah, it all tastes pretty bad."

"I want more!" I say and lift the bottle, but he takes it. 

He laughs. "I think you should wait a bit, take it easy....you said you dont drink that often right?" 

"I've never been drunk" I say shaking my head, and I dont stop shaking it, feeling like I can feel my brain move in my head, making myself dizzy and then again, almost toppling over until the blonde guy catches me. 

"Alright hot stuff, I think you're good for the night..No more booze for you" he says. 

I see Alyssa across the room and yell her name, making her jump and turn her head looking for my voice. Ty with her, and she makes her way over. 

"Adalyn, you dissappeared !" she squeals. 

"Did not...YOU did" I accuse and wag my finger at her , while leaning on dimples for support.

"Oh my god...are you...." she laughs. "You're sloshed!" she says. 

"am not" I say shaking my head, and again, I keep shaking it. 

"Alright" dimples says, grabbing my head gently to hold it still.

"We decided the wasnt a good idea, right? We're gonna keep our head still, yeah?" he laughs. 

I nod and then look to Alyssa.

"were you two fucking?" I ask bluntly and Ty and Alyssa both laugh and so does dimples. 

"You were! I know it! I know it because youre not fighting, and when youre not fighting, you are fuckinnnn" I say and they all keep laughing. 

I laugh too and then I feel an unexpected wave of emotion hit me. 

"I dont want to be a virgin anymore" I say, as i feel unexplainable tears fill my eyes. 

"Oh shit...oh god.." Ty says with a slight chuckle. 

"That was fast." Alyssa says. 

"Usually I dont start crying till at least 1 am, she has me beat." she says. 

I look to dimples. 

"I'm a virgin!" I yell and people around us turn to look, but I sob. 

I can see he wants to laugh, but he only strokes my head. 

"There's nothing wrong with that , and maybe, we uh, dont announce that so loud though, yeah?" he says. 

I turn to face him. 

"You can kiss me if you want to." I say, my eyes heavy as I try to pull him into focus. His perfect teeth showing as he smiles. 

He grabs my face gently and I feel him pull my face forward, I put my lips together, letting my eyes close, and then I feel him plant one on my forehead. 

"Gah!" I say, pushing at him, stumbling back. Alyssa laughs, supporting me. 

"I'm not a child! Kiss me on the mouth!" I say and he laughs. "Or between my legs!"

"Adalyn!" Alyssa shrieks. 

I can see dimples laughing as his eyebrows pop and Ty laughs. 

"Oh my god, she is so not like this, please excuse her" she says to dimples. 

"I'm serious!" I whine. 

"You will SO regret this in the morning" Alyssa shakes her head. 

"fuck the morning!" I yell and turn, swinging my arm around Alyssa and pulling her in for a kiss. 

"Ada-" she makes a shocked noise against my lips. 

"Dayumnnnn" Ty laughs and Alyssa, pushes me back, but I grab her face and force another kiss on her. 

She's laughing as I keep going for kiss after kiss. 

"Oh my god, you drunk little hussy" she squeals as she peels me off her, dimples helping her. 

"Hey, why dont we take it easy on the kis-"

Smack. My mouth dives upward for his, my nose hitting his and it hurts but I throw my arms around him and lay it on him thick. 

He's laughing but then concedes. 

"alright , alright." he says and grabs my face, kissing me back. 

His tongue coming out immediately, and I move my tongue over his , and moan. 

He chuckles slightly but keeps making out with me, and even in my drunken stupor, I want to be kissing someone else. A much older someone else. Even as cute as dimples is, he's not stirring in me the things that Penn stirred in me earlier. 

I pull back and look at him. He cocks his brow. 

"Thanks" I say. 

He laughs and nods. "Sure, anytime hot stuff." 

"Okay girl, we need to get you home." Alyssa says. 

"No!" I whine. 

"Girl, you're wasted, and making out, this isnt you Adalyn" she says gently. 

"It is now!" I say. 

I look to the beer in Ty's hand. 

"Plus who is gonna drive now?!" I ask gesturing to the beer. 

After minutes of arguing, Alyssa decides to let it go, her and Ty escaping and going to another part of the house.