EroticReverie

When Pix gets to the house , she throws her arms around me. 

"Oh my god, im so glad you dont hate me!" she says hugging me tight and I laugh and hug her back. 

"I'd prefer to pretend yesterday didn't happen" I say with a laugh. 

"Augh, me too! Leo is such a dick!" she says. 

I roll my eyes. "It wasn't just his fault...we were all...pretty um...wound up I guess." I say and she blushes and shrugs. 

"It was a good time." she says chewing her lip. 

I think about kissing her. About how her mouth felt on mine and on my body. 

"yeah, it was." I say and shake my head. 

"Wanna go get our nails done? Jax will flip if I dont stop distracting him." I say and she laughs. 

"Sure" she shrugs. 

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A few hours later were back at the house, both of us with simple manicures, hers painted a matte black, and mine painted a bright almost neon pink. 

We're hanging out in my room, going through my closet to see if there's anything she's interested in borrowing. I tell her to take whatever she wants, but she's too nice, and hesitant. So everything she touches I throw into a pile for her. 

"Oh my god stop!" she laughs as I toss a Gucci mini dress into the pile. 

"No, I want you to have them! I seriously have too much, and they'd look better on you anyways." I say and she rolls her eyes. 

"Well that's totall bullshit" she says laughing. "But thanks anyways." 

We're laughing as Jax appears in the doorway to my closet. My eyes going to him as Pix laughs and slowly stops when she sees the way Jax is looking at me.

"I'm gonna go uh...watch the grass grow, byeeeeeee" she sing songs, skipping out of my closet and out of my room closing the door.

Jax has sweat all over, his entire chest glistening and my god damn cum soaked panties grow wet. 

"You still wearing those panties Jade?" his voice is low as he looks me up and down and then walks into my closet. 

I nod. 

I was so attracted to him it was insane. My mouth watered for another taste of his sweat. 

"Show me." he says stopping a few feet in front of me. 

Instead of lifting up my dress, I unzip it and pull it down. His nostrils flare.

"Check them yourself." I say, dropping my hands to my side, standing in my panties and bra. 

He steps forward and I look up at him as I inhale his scent. 

His hand lifts, his finger trailing down the center of my breasts, down, down, down and curls around the top of my panties, he pulls the fabric towards him, his eyes looking down and into them. 

He groans when he sees his dried cum stain in them. 

"You drive me fucking crazy." he say through gritted teeth, and his hand is up behind my neck and in my hair in and instant as he crashes his mouth to mine making me squeak in surprise as I push my hands to his chest, my fingers sliding over his sweaty slippery skin and down to his pants. He pushes my hands away and grabs them, pushing me up against the full length wall mirror , pinning them above me as his mouth leaves mine and my hips jut out, trying to grind against him as his mouth devours my skin and I gasp. 

"Jax" I whine his name when I cant touch him or taste him. His hands press my wrists harded as I try to tug them, I gasp when his mouth bites at my cleavage, his tongue licking between my breasts and then along the scalloped trim of it, then bites my nipple through the bra.

"Fuck" I breathe out as my entire body seems to pulse with need. I need him everywhere at once, every inch of my skin greedy for his mouth and his hands. 

"Touch me" I beg breathlessly. 

He groans and his teeth bite my nipple again as he drops his hands from pinning me and they go to my waist as mine go to his shoulders and down his back. I scratch up his back as his tongue drags down my stomach to my navel. 

"Jax" I whimper as he groans and tugs my panties down. 

"I cant stand it" he growls. 

His mouth going directly to my cunt. I know his cum is there, dried to my pussy, but he doesnt fucking care as he lifts a leg up over his shoulder and I grip his hair, my head going back against the mirror. My chest heaving as he sucks my clit and a finger slides into me. 

I gasp, there's no slow warm up, he goes all in. His tongue licks my clit as his finger pairs with a second and he fingers me hard and fast. 

"Jesus" I breathe, my hands ready to rip his fucking hair out as I buck my hips and pull his face into my pussy. 

"Oh my god!" I cry out as I feel my legs shake. 

He growls, pushing my leg from his shoulder, his mouth pulling back as I pant, my orgasm sliding back down it's hill before going over and he pulls me to the floor and into his lap.

Hes on his knees, my ass on his thighs, my feet to the floor as I start to grind against the bulge in his jeans. 

"You're so fucking hot" I moan as I kiss him hard and then grab his hair and pull his head back and he groans as he lets me lick up and down his neck, biting at his skin as I rub myself all over his lap, his hands on my ass, gripping it hard. 

"I've never wanted a cock so bad in my fucking life" I moan against his neck. 

He groans, and the rumble in his throat vibrates my tongue as I lick his neck.

"I need to have you Jade" he groans as if he's in pain. 

"It's fucking killing me baby" he says and I moan excitedly and nod and kiss him as I grind against him. 

"Take me...god Jax..take me right now" I beg and he slaps my ass  making me yelp and then leans forwards, putting me on my back. 

"Not like this...not here...." he groans. "but soon...I can't fucking stand not having you." he says as he unbuttons his jeans and unzips his pants, taking out his gorgeous cock and stroking as he looks down at me, I put my hand between my legs and rub my clit. 

"Jesus christ, you're beautiful" he says as he jerks off to the sight of me, and me to him. 

"Make love to me another time...and fuck me right now" I say and he grips his dick harder and his jaw clenches. 

"Please" I beg as I writhe against my own touch.

"Jade don't beg.." he groans. "Please don't fucking beg" he says hissing as he inhales, jerking himself off faster.

"Please Jax" I whimper. "Please baby" 

I'm desperate, my addiction to sex needing to be satisified. But no dick would satiate me other than his. 

"Jade" he growls my name. 

"fuck me!" I cry "Please Jax!" 

I see it in his eyes, he's so close to giving in. 

"Baby, fuck me" I beg, my hips bucking against my own hand. 

"I need you so fucking bad" I whimper. 

"dont you need me Jax?" I ask with a pathetic whine. 

"I need you more than my next fucking breath" he says and then he's coming down, his cock hanging , pointing to my cunt as he slides between my legs and I move my hand from my pussy and grab his cock. 

"Jax" I breathe his name as he moves slightly, nudging the head of his cock where I guide it and he groans. 

"fuck Jade" he growls loudly and the head of his cock nudges me again, and I bite my lip and nod. 

"put it in me" I moan my hands grabbing his ass as I lift my legs around him. 

"All at once...fuck me with every inch Jax" I beg and he curses. 

"Why are you so fucking impossible to resist?" he asks as he shakes his head, looking down between us. 

"Why do I need to fuck you so god damn bad Jade?" he asks and I cry out as he pushes against my entrance, his cock teasing me. 

"God please...please!" I cry out and I try to pull him in, to lift my ass, and take his cock inside of me, but he's too good at keeping me from it. 

"Shit!" he groans when I manage to take him in, just the tip and he growls down at me as I gasp feeling him push past the very first part, breeching my entrance. 

"holy fuck" I breathe as his cock feels better than any other , and he's barely inside of me. 

"I cant" he groans and pulls out. 

I let out a strangled cry as he pushes away and gets up, cursing. 

"Jax!" I yell at him. "Please" I whine as I sit up and he's grabbing his pants. 

"Fuck Jade. Fuck!" he yells back and I push up to my feet and grab at his pants as he tries to put them back on. 

"Don't Jax" I beg looking up at him as he tries to move my hands away and I fight him. 

"Jade stop it" he growls and grabs my hands. 

"Our first time isn't gonna be some dirty fuck in your closet" he says. 

"You were in me!" I say and shove at him. 

I hate how I'm acting, he's trying to be a decent fucking guy, but the ache for him, the addiction to sex, to the sex I want from him. 

"fuck you!" I yell. "Get out!" 

"Jade.." he says and I pull my hands away and then push at him. 

"Get the fuck out!" I yell angrily as he tries to step forward and I just push at him. 

It was a tantrum. I hated how I was acting, but he didnt understand. He didn't understand how hard it's been. I fucked his friend because I was a girl who couldn't say no. A girl who craved sex like a drug. It was an addiction and he was like a dangling piece of fruit in front of me at all times, that I'd tried so hard to resist. But it hurt. It hurt to not have him. My body needed Jax. He didnt get it. 

"Jade, stop it" he says gently as tears start to pour from my face and I throw myself to the floor on my ass. 

"Get out!" I scream as I pull my legs towards, me burying my face in my knees as I hug my legs, sobbing into them. 

"I'm so sorry" he says quietly and he doesnt leave, he sits down, and I let him pull me in my little curled up ball between his legs and cradle me in his arms. 

I was so fucked up. I hated myself. I couldn't stop crying. Couldn't stop needing him even though my tears were falling like rain as he gently rocked me and stroked my hair. 

"I'm an asshole" he says. and I turn my head into his chest and wrap my arms around him, crying as I still don't look at him. I was ashamed of how I was acting, how I'd been acting. When all he wanted to do was wait and make our first time special for me. 

"no your not" I say through tears and he hugs me to him tighter.

"I want you so bad Jade...you have no fucking idea....I'm an asshole for taking if that far." he says and I shake my head. 

He was blaming himself for my harlot ass begging him like a whore in heat. 

"I promised myself i'd be good to you....but fuck...you make it so damn hard to resist you..." he says and kisses my head. 

"I don't know what to do Jade....I really don't. I don't know what to do with a girl like you." he says. 

"You mean a whore?" I ask and immediately jerks back grabbing my face.

"Dont ever say that shit again" he says angrily. 

My lip quivers. 

"You're not a fucking whore Jade" he says and I know he means it, he means it to his core. 

I just look at him, wondering why the fuck this man, who I just thought I'd toy with and fuck when I saw him, had decided to take an actual interest in me beyond my body. Why this man wanted everything else before my body.  Why a man this good, would choose to bother with a fucked up spoiled little rich girl. 

"You're my girl" he says and kisses my cheek as he holds my face.

"You're a fucking beautiful woman." he says and kisses my mouth and I feel the tears still slip down my cheeks, his thumbs wiping each one as they fall. 

"You're MY beautiful woman" he says as he searches my eyes for understanding. 

I nod. 

He kisses my mouth once, then again and his nose nudges mine. 

"We'll have plenty of dirty fucks on your closet floor Jade...I promise. Please don't hate me."  he says. 

"I'm sorry for stopping, but I had to. I need it to be right the first time. Not just because we were both too hot for each other to keep our hands off each other." he says and I nod. 

"No more taking our clothes off." I say. 

He cocks a brow. 

"I can't take it. Getting that far and then, not getting it. It's like waving a bottle of beer under an alcoholics nose...or slapping a need and a hit down in front of a user and telling them they can't have it." I say and look at him. 

"It sounds stupid, I know it does, but-"

"It doesnt sound stupid." he says. 

"I don't want to make things worse for you. Maybe we should have you talk to a therapist or someone...maybe I shouldnt even..." he trails off. 

I shake my head and grab ahold of him tightly. 

"Dont say it. And don't leave me. I promise I'll be better." I say, tears starting to fall again.

"Jade. I'm not leaving you." he says and hushes me. 

"I just don't know if sex is the answer to the problem. I don't know what a sex addict is supposed to do to get better. Stop having sex entirely? That doesnt seem ....right." he says and I kiss him. 

"I dont know either, but I dont want therapy...I don't want to have to pretend I'm not dying to have you." I tell him. 

"I just....all I need...is...no more taking our clothes off unless it's happening." I say. 

"It drives me crazy when we have to stop. Like crazy crazy. " I say and he nods. 

"I can do that." he says. 

I huff a laugh. "I know you can...but I dont know about me." I say. 

"Well...you are still naked." he says and I roll my eyes and shove my shoulder into his chest and he laughs. 

"How about you me and Pix go get some lunch?" he says and I nod, he swipes my wet cheeks and kisses them. 

"Can we order pizza for the guys?" I ask and he smiles and kisses my nose. 

"You spoil them and they'll expect it everyday." he says. 

"I like feeding them. I like them." I say and he smiles and kisses me. 

"They like you too....but none of them like you more than I do." he says with a little smile. 

"Cmon...let's get your clothes back on, and order those bastards some food."