EroticReverie

Carson

I couldn’t help myself. These past two weeks have killed me. Her not speaking to me. Avoiding me. Seeing her in that little yellow sundress. Watching her play Lynn’s part at the birthday party. Gathering the kids for presents.  For cake.  Watching her I couldn’t help but imagine her as Lynn. She would never replace Lynn. But, she could very well be to me what Lynn is. I could picture us together. Find comfort in her now and after Lynn was gone. 

The doctor told us it may only be a few weeks now. That Lynn was getting worse and it might be time to have her say her goodbyes. Even though she mostly had. Lynn was ready to go. I knew she was. She’s been ready to go.  And maybe that’s why I let myself fall into the possibility with Daniella. Because my wife was choosing to leave me. To give up. And that bit of resentment and anger I held. Maybe I was punishing Lynn. Secretly of course. I didn’t know. I couldn’t wrap my head around any of it. All I knew was the love of my life was fucking dying and her surrender to the Cancer was pushing me into the arms of someone else. It wasn’t a good excuse. But it was all I had.  I was a man. But I still needed someone. I need intimacy and someone to make me feel good. It was selfish and terrible to have this with Daniella but I couldn’t stop myself. 

We moved from the kitchen into the small office down the hall and I locked the door and turned , my hands quickly moving her across the room to the oak desk and turning her around and lifting her skirt as I undid my belt. 

“I need to have you right now” I groan as I kiss her shoulder as I push my pants down along with my boxer briefs and fist my dick. Stroking it as she places her hands on the desk and sticks her ass out and push the dress up further as I let the head of my cock slip between her lips and play in her wetness. 

“Fuck” I groan as I nudge at her center. Feeling how tight she is. How the head of my cock will have to break into her.

“Carson” she moans. 

“I’m not on anything” she says. 

“We need a condom” she pants. 

“Let me take you just like this, I don’t want anything between us” I tell her. 

She moans as I push against her tight wet sex again and she whimpers. 

“What if I get pregnant” she asks and I push the head of my cock into her and groan. 

She gasps as I sink into her , and fuck.  Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. She felt so fucking good and slide my hand up the front of her over her dress and grab her breast through her dress as I lean over her. My cock buried inside her perfection.  

“Then you’ll be an amazing mother to our child” I whisper. 

I feel her clench around me and I she pushes back.

“Carson” she whimpers. 

“You’ll be so hot with a big round belly” I tell her. The thought of getting her pregnant consuming me. Firing all cylinders inside me, my lust for her just pouring out. 

“I want you Daniella” I groan. 

“Not just like this…not just letting me be inside of you” I tell her. 

“I want you to here , not working for me, but just here , mine.  When Lynn is gone. I want you to be the one that sleeps in my bed beside me” I tell her and she moans. 

I give her another slow thrust. 

“I want to put several babies inside of you” I tell her. 

I groan as she moans. 

“Because nothing turns me on more than how good you are with my kids” I say. 

“I want to make you a mother” I groan and thrust again. 

“I want to make you a mother and make you my wife” I say without shake. Without guilt. 

“Carson” she whimpers and she pushes back into me as I kiss up the side of her neck. 

“ I love Lynn, Daniella. Don’t think that I don’t feel guilty too. But the world is taking my wife from me, and I don’t want to be alone when she’s gone. I’m already fucking alone. That’s why I needed to kiss you that night. That’s why I’m inside of you right now.  Fucking you” I groan and she moans. 

“Because I know I can love you too” I say. “And I will, you’re so good for me, you’re a fucking angel” I say as I thrust again feeling her soaked core hug my dick so fucking tight when she clenches again. 

“You are meant to be here. The world sent you to me for a reason. This is the reason. You and me. I’ve never been so sure of anything” I tell her and she breathes my name. 

“So I don’t care you’re not on anything, because I WANT to start my life with you.  I need to fuck you and put my cum inside you Daniella” I say and she gasps. 

“Oh god” she gasps as I lean back up and grab her hips. 

“Youre gonna be such a good mom” I say and she moans my name again as I start to thrust faster. Watching her hair and her body shake as I jolt her with each thrust.  My skin slapping into hers as she claws at the desk and I grunt as I look down. Watching her ass bounce off me. 

“Do you want that?” I ask my hand rubbing her ass. 

“Do you want to be their step mother , and help me give my kids more siblings?” I ask her and she cries. 

“Yes” she admits and I groan. I grab her hips hard and fuck her even harder. My cock demanding she take every inch of me. Making her moan and she tries to keep quiet but she keeps squeaking. The noises she makes driving me insane. 

“I’m gonna fuck a baby into you Daniella” I groan. The thought of making a life with her driving me mad. She was beautiful and young. Healthy and ready.  She wouldn’t leave me like Lynn was.  She wouldn’t abandon me.  I could tell she’d make me fall madly in love with her and her with me.  That she’d stay with me no matter what. That she’d love me enough to never give up.  I could tell already the kind of wife she’d be.  The kind of mother.  She’d be Lynn. But she’d be even better.  She wouldn’t give up on me. She’d fight for me and for whatever babies I gave her.  She’d fight for Mine and Lynn’s kids too. She loved them just as much as their own mother. And she’d be a good mother to them too. A great mother. My dick was so impossibly hard at the fantasy of watching her belly brow, watching her breast feed, watching her eyes light up anytime the baby met a milestone. I wanted it all with her. I was ready to start again. I was ready to love her. 

As she panted my name and her pussy pushed back and fucked me back as I drove my hips hard into her , I came. I came so deep inside of her that it was almost like I knew I’d get her pregnant. That without a doubt. She’d miss her next period. It was a fantasy , a hot fantasy that made my cock pulse as I emptied the last drops of my cum inside her.  Each of us panting like animals as I collapsed over her.