EroticReverie

Remy  Rayne

I couldn't stop myself with Lola tonight. I was a savage. I wanted to tear her apart, break her, destroy her and give it to her in every way imaginable. The plan wasn't to fuck her tonight, but to just slowly introduce her to her own sexuality.  I was good at bringing out a persons sexuality, which is why I loved working as a Madame. I didn't fuck on the job usually. Of course I had the instruments to do so, because for those who could pay the steep price, my perverted dungeon world was their oyster.  

I did fuck around with a few customers outside of work, ones that intrigued me or felt like promising sexual partners. But it wasn't often. Tonight with Lola was supposed to at most, end up with a few clitoral orgasms by way of a vibrator. Teasing her body and touching her. Stimulating her and arousing her, to help her learn what she liked. 

Before she even entered the room tonight, I knew all the way in which I wanted to fuck her. Knowing that she was a virgin, knowing that she'd done nothing with either men or women, and was still so fucking innocent, drove me insane.  The good thing was, she wasn't naive. she was open minded and she was curious. She knew things, just had never done them.  The fact she hadn't even really had any desire to explore her sexuaity with anyone, but had chosen to let me bring her here. God, it did things to my already large sexual ego. 

I hadnt been with a virgin since my first time with a girl in middle school. Yes, middle school. I was a fast girl, and had a curious mouth and hands, and found out I liked girls way before I figured out I also like guys, which wasnt until later in high school. To be honest though, women did it for me. In every way. They were just so much more beautiful to look at. Their bodies , every shape and size a work of fucking art that deserved to be appreciated and worshipped. Their emotional maturity matched my own, and they knew how to really make love. Women are the most sensual, beautiful creatures, and when I 'd seen Lola that day at orientation, I'd had my sights set on her. Knowing I wanted to know her sexually. 

She's fucking gorgeous, with her blonde hair, brown eyes, and gorgeous body. She was five eight, only 3 inches shorter than me, and she had thickness to her body. She had extra weight that she wore on her body beautifully. She looked so fucking soft, and I remember my mouth watering when I'd seen her, wondering what it would feel like to have my hands on her, my mouth on her. Her thighs, my god. Now of course I loved breasts, and ass, and pretty faces.  But Lola had thighs, that I just wanted to bite on and bury my fucking face in between them forever. I wanted to wrap them in rope. I wanted to see her in a pair of thigh highs that would hug nice and tight around those thighs, making her flesh bulge over the top. I was obsessed with her thighs. All of her really, but her thighs , I wanted to ride them, and grind my cunt on her thigh while making out with her sweet fucking mouth. 

But tonight was about her. Not about me. However, it ended up being a little bit about me. Because, like I said. Tonight wasn't supposed to end up with me fucking her. Not only that, fucking her more than once. 

The surprised look on her face each time she cums, is killing me. Making it impossible to stop. I have a client scheduled to be here in twenty minutes, but I'm going to have to reschedule, because I can not stop. I can not stop making Lola Lelane Lamb, and her gorgeous pussy cum. 

After making her cum on the strap on in the swing, watching the disbelief, and watching how fucking hard she came, I immediately went down her, loving how she cried and begged me to stop when I was licking her clit, havingher ready to cum again in seconds. I reminded her of her safe word. But she hadnt used it. So I'd licked her to she screamed my fucking name and came all over my mouth and tongue. 

I'd brought her to the bed next, just like I told her I would. I bent her over, gave it to her slow again, taking it easy on her, knowing I couldnt pound her the way I wanted to. I wanted to be so fucking rough with her. She was making me fucking insane. 

She'd stopped calling me mistress, and kept just calling my name, and I couldnt correct her. Because I fucking enjoyed hearing her say just my name. Her voice was so fucking cute, and pretty when she begged me not to stop as I'd made her cum again while fucking her from behind, reaching around, rubbing her clit. 

It was a dangerous game to play. Bringing her here, fucking her like this, was not a good idea. Lola is fucking sweet. Not just because she's innocent sexually, but she's just a genuinely good person. She's soft spoken and non confrontational, she has a strong urge to be liked by everyone, so she will go out of her way to please people. Which I didn't like, but it was still sweet to watch her care about people way more than I thought any person should.  She was like a human golden retriever. People loved Lola, and not just cause she had a great rack and cute ass and stunning face. She was just fucking perfect. And I was afraid I was going to ruin her. 

I could tell when I'd kissed her, and again when I'd fucked her in the swing, that the girl was already letting herself get attatched. Which was fine with me, if that meant more sex with her. I was down, a hundred percent. But I couldnt do the emotions that I saw stirring in her. Which is something people always warn others of about virgins. How they "fall" for their first.  It hadnt been true for me, so I didnt think it'd be true for Lola either, but the way she looked at me, when I had been inside of her all the way for the first time. There was something there. Hell, even I felt it. But it wasnt something I could act on.  Even if I wanted to let myself feel something for her beyond the physical, it wouldnt work. 

Lola was the sugar, and I was spice.  Too much spice for a girl like Lola. She was open minded, but I could already tell she'd want the full package. She'd want monogamy. Which was not something I ever practiced. I enjoyed my job, and my life outside of my job. I was free to do whatever, with whoever, and several whomevers if I so wished.  While Lola was a once in a life time kind of girl, I wasn't ready to give up the life I had for taking a chance on a girl, who could in the end , actually being the one to destroy me. 

My phone buzzes with a ten minute warning for my next appointment and I am far from done with her, but I need to be. I was letting myself fall down the fucking Lola rabbit hole right now and drowning myself in her.

"You're gonna cum again, and then you're gonna get dressed. Take your pretty little pussy home, drink some water, and get some rest." I tell her and she whimpers. 

I can tell she too does not want our time tonight to be over yet. But I need to cut her off. Shit, I need to cut myself off. I couldn't handle her sweet voice cursing as she came each time, the little stunned gasps and wide eyes each time she came, as if she couldnt believe it was happening.

I turn her over and spread her legs, pushing her further onto the bed and then bend over and bring my mouth to her clit. 

Her legs quiver immediately, her back arching, and I'd normally demand she watch, that she keep her eyes on me. But the less eye contact right now, the better, because with the way she tasted, the way she sounded, I couldnt fucking send her home if she brought those brown eyes to mine and made me watch her gorgeous face while she came. 

So I close my eyes just incase, and focus on the taste of her, focus on the gentle sucking of her clit and pulling it gently, spreading her lips and licking her up and down and then around her clit and flicking my tongue at it. I groan as I listen to her. I feel her shaking, the sound of her strangled cry as she cums for me again, her cunt pulsing with it's own rapid heartbeat.

"my little fucking lamb" I say as I let up when she reaches down to push my face from between her legs when she can't take anymore. 

She lays there whimpering, panting as she trembles, and I kiss her clit, then push up slightly, kissing over her pussy and pelvis to her stomach, my hands on her thighs, gripping them, my nails digging into her. 

"I'd keep you here longer , but I have another client coming soon...in fact I'm already running behind." I say and then kiss her stomach once more and push up. 

I want to kiss her, I want to taste her mouth again before I send her away, but I'm afraid of what she'll take it to mean, afraid of what I'll let myself feel on accident if I kiss her after fucking her the way that I have.  So I grab her hands , help her sit up as I collect her clothes and set them on the bed. 

I walk over to collect my latex outfit from earlier, not wanting to bother squeezing back into it. So I go to the side of the room and the small wardrobe I keep here. I pick a black leather halter dress that has a corset type bodice with buckles. the skirt of the dress short, and as I slip it on, I look over to Lola, watching her as she silently faces gets dressed, standing facing away from me. I lick my lips, shaking my head to myself and then look away as I fasten the halter piece behind my neck and then adjust the dress, and grab a pair of panties, and put on the boots I used with this client last time. Hoping they won't mind the redundancy. Even though it will be a treat for him. 

"I'll um..." she starts to speak and I turn, finding her pulling her hair out of the neck of her shirt and looking at me as she grabs her arm at the elbow and hugs herself. 

"I'll see you tomorrow?" she asks , her voice so fucking adorable and nervous and it kills me, knowing i've most likely ruined our friendship with tonight. I'd been selfish in wanting her. Knowing how inexperienced she was, the risk I would take in letting someone like her behind these doors. 

"Of course." I say with a smile. "Save me a seat in womens studies?" 

She didnt need to save me a seat, we'd been sitting together everyday, and there were plenty of seats, and nobody really ever talked to Lola when I was around. I guess I gave off a posessive vibe to most people, which I was fine with, because I adored having her undivded attention, and I knew she liked having mine. See,...dangerous game. 

"Was I..." she starts, then chews her lips and I bite back a little smile. 

"Was I okay?" she asks. My brows lifting, and then I sigh, because I should not be walking over to her, I should not be scooping her insecurity ridden face with my hands.

"You...were perfect Lola." I say gently, and find myself sweeping a piece of hair behind her ear. 

I swallow and then clear my throat a bit, knowing I can't keep standing here with her looking at me like that. 

"You were a good girl Little Lamb. So fucking good." I say and then against my better judgement I tily her face up slightly and bring my mouth close to hers, enjoying the excited way her eyes flare, letting me know she wants this fucking kiss. Of course she does. 

"And your pussy, is the best I've ever tasted." I tell her as I brush my lips over hers, teasing her, teasing myself, listening to her breath shake as she waits for my kiss. 

"Remember...what happened here...stays here Lola...." I tell her, while also saying it as a reminder to myself. Reminding myself that tomorrow, when she wears one of those adorable fucking dresses of hers, I'm not allowed to feel her up in the lecture hall casually. That tomorrow, I cant drag my fucking nails on her thick fucking thighs and watch the lines I leave in her skin, or rub my hand along the soft skin there between her legs, or touch her pussy through her panties, or kiss her mouth. 

I push my mouth to hers , groaning as she lets out a tiny whimper. 

I let myself part her lips, slip my tongue over them and between and over her own tongue as I slip my hands into her hair. 

"do i kiss okay?" she breathes shakily as she pulls back a moment. 

"Mmm" I hum and nod. "you kiss like a good girl....you're soft, and sweet...." I tell her as I then bite her lower lip and she inhales and lets out a tiny yelp as I bite harder. 

"and im sure with practice, you'll end up kissing like a bad girl too Lola." I tell her. 

"But yes, the way you kiss is perfect...even if it's tame...I imagine anyone would want to kiss you just like for hours." I tell her as I push my mouth to hers softly and she surprises me as she bites my lower lip right back. 

"I can be bad." she says and then does it again and I grab her , pulling her to me, my hands sliding down the long sleeved shirt she has on and down down over her ass as I pull her against me and she moans as I force my tongue into her mouth, kissing her wickedly. Being "bad". Showing her how hard I want to kiss her, how filthy I want to make our mouths, the way I want to fucking her mouth with my own and moans as I squeeze her ass. 

A knock comes on the door. 

"Mistress, your next appointment is here" I hear Greg, who is working at the door tonight notify me. 

I pull back, panting, right along with Lola. 

"can I come here again?" she asks and I swallow. 

"I don't know." I say, unsure if I want to allow this to keep happening. There was no doubt I wanted her. I wanted to spend everynight exploring her, everynight helping her explore herself. But, I wasnt being cocky when I said it, I could tell she was falling for me. And I had to be careful with her. Because Lola was not someone I wanted to hurt. 

"I can pay. It wont be a freebie." she says and I give a little smile. 

"That's not.." I shake my head. 

"We can talk about it tomorrow night." I tell her with a smile and she nods. 

I nod as well and then walk with her to the door. I pull it open and she goes to step out and then looks over her shoulder at me. 

"Thank you." she says, blushing. 

"For tonight...for suggesting it...for bringing me here." she says. 

I lick my lips and nod. 

"thank you for trusting me, and letting me be a part of your new..exploration" I tell her and she smiles. 

When she seems to be waiting for something, probably another kiss on those swollen pink pouty lips. 

"Have a good night Lola." I tell her, stepping back. 

she nods. "You too Remy."