EroticReverie

Cherlynn Fox

Zane was in my room with me while I heard Maddox yelling and Hunter from all the way down stairs in the basement. 

Maddox and Zane had come to check on me when I wasn't ready and downstairs to drive to campus with them. they both found me crying and shiver under the water that had run cold in the shower. 

I wouldn't tell them what happened, how Hunter had finally taken what he wanted all the years. The fucked up part was, I wasn't even sad that he didn't stop when I told him it hurt, I was just sad that he didn't care about me, and my stupid heart still wanted him to. 

I'm wrapped in Zane's arms as he just sits with me quietly and holds me as we listen to the muffled yelling of both of them downstairs. 

I was stupid. Seeing Hunter standing there outside the shower, I had felt guilty. Even when I knew I shouldn't have. My virginity didn't belong to him. My body was not his. Yet I felt guilty anyways. Like he deserved it somehow, even though he hasn't given me any reason to  believe that. 

"Why don't we get you dressed?" Zane says and I just nod and he kisses my forehead and stands, leaving me sitting on the edge of the bed. 

"What do you want to wear today?" he asks as he walks to my closet and I just shake my head and shrug. 

"I don't care." I answer him with defeat in my voice. 

He doesnt say anything to that, and walks into my closet and comes back with a plain black colored maxi dress and a pair of black flat sandals. I watch as he goes to my drawer and shuffles through the panties and pulls out a black cotton thong and bring it over and sets it down. 

"Do you um, want a bra?" he asks and I shake my head. 

Zane gently removes the towel and has me stand, he dries me off entirely, running the towel down my legs and between them like I'm a child. And right now I feel like it, because I don't want to move or do anything and just want to crawl into bed and feel sorry for myself for being such an idiot. 

I half expect Zane to touch me, or kiss me, or see my body naked and try to have sex with me again. But he just pulls the dress on over me, making me slip my hands into the spaghetti straps and pulls it down. The dress going a little past my knee when I stand and then he has me step into the thong and slides it up, adjusts it slightly with his fingers and then drops his hands from under my dress. 

He sits me down on the bed and puts my shoes on. 

"Thank you." I say softly and his eyes look up at me and I hate the little pity smile he gives me. 

"You're welcome Duchess" he says and I just look away and he stands and walks out of the room, coming back a few seconds later with a brush. 

"You don't have to do that." I say and reach lazily for the brush. 

"Turn around Duchess." he says gently and I do, turning my back to him, bracing myself for the pull of a guy not knowing how to brush a girls hair, but he's gentle and careful, and takes much longer than I would, but he brushes out my wet hair and then I feel him start to braid my hair. When he's done he takes a small hair tie he found near my brush and wraps it around the end and then turns me to him as he tosses the brush to the bed. 

Maddox comes in my open door and stops and we both look to him. He's looking at me. 

"You ready to go baby?" he asks me and I feel myself choke up, and I nod. 

Zane turns and walks out of the room and Maddox walks over, red faced, probably from yelling, and still breathing heavy. 

He grabs my chin gently, lifts and leans down and kisses me. I can barely kiss back, I was so confused, by everything, by all of them. 

"Kiss me back baby" he says and kisses me again as his hands cup my face.

"That fucker isn't gonna break you, so kiss me back, and fucking forget about him" he says quietly and kisses me and this time I press my mouth back. It's not much, but Maddox takes it, his hand slipping behind my neck and then parting my mouth with his tongue. 

My toes curl slightly and then they push against the floor and my heels lift from the floor as I lift my arms up around him. 

"there she is" he whispers and kisses me and slides his hands along my arms towards where my hands are clasped behind his neck and he holds them there as he keeps kissing me and I push my tongue back over him and then his hands come down and slip along my sides and then up my back and down it, and he grabs my ass softly and pulls me into him. 

"You're gonna have a good day, alright baby?" he asks me, his forehead to mine, looking at me, as I open my eyes and nod. 

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The car ride to campus is short as I sit in the passenger seat , Maddox driving with one hand on my knee at all times. He squeezes it gently here and there, and his thumb draws little cirlces around the side of my knee. 

After every class, Maddox or Zane is there to walk me to my next. They're both there at lunch, and they're both at my last class at the end of the day to walk me out and to the car. 

Once we get back to the house there's music blaring, and empty beer bottles on the porch, some knocked over, and there's several voices inside the house. 

"Jesus christ" Zane mutters. They walk in first with me behind them. 

There's at least a dozen girls all sitting around as Hunter sits on the couch, dick out with two girls on their knees sucking him off. 

My stomach turns and his eyes lift, glassy, and blood shot and he gives me a grin. One that makes my stomach turn. 

"There she is...Duchess...come take a turn..you're a proper whore now..come on" he says and Maddox slides his hand to my waist trying to guide me away from the room and towards the stairs but I jerk away and walk right over as the two girls sucking his dick move, wiping their mouth as I reach out and slap him right across the face. 

"Ok, alright" Maddox says as it takes Hunter a second to even register the slap, the girls gasping as Maddox swings his arm around my waist, snatching me from my spot as I go to slap him a second time, hot tears streaming down my face. 

"Ladies, out" Zane says and Hunter stands and stumbles and growls at me as I give him an angry glare through my pissed off tears. 

"Let me go" I push at Maddoxs arm and he keeps ahold of me, probably knowing I'll run right back to Hunter and slap the shit of him till he does something worse to me. 

"Let it go Cherry" Maddox says. "Not worth it baby" he says as I keep fighting him and he eventually grabs me and lifts me over his shoulder as Zane takes his turn to yell at Hunter after the eager girls leave.

"I hate him!" I scream as Maddox carries me up the stares. "I fucking hate him!" I yell knowing Hunter can hear me. 

Maddox takes me to his room , kicks his door shut and puts me down and I charge for his door, but his arm swings around me and stops me. 

"Enough Cherry" he says. "Dont waste your time" he says. 

"I'm going kick his ass!" I scream and he laughs. I glare at him. 

"Sure you are baby" he says and goes to grab my face and I swat his hands away and he cocks a brow in warning.

"You wanna get mad at me Cherry?" he asks. 

"Go on...go ahead baby...let it out" he says and I shove him in his chest. 

All day I'd been holding in my emotions, trying to manage them all. 

I shove him again. The anger inside of me, at myself at Hunter, even at Maddox and Zane. It all comes out through my fists, that clench and pound on his chest as he stands there taking each futile blow. The thud of my fist banging on his chest satifysing nothing as it does nothing, as he stands there unaffected. 

I scream and I push at him, and push again, I open my hand and slap him. The crack satisfying but he still barely budges. 

"Go ahead baby, fucking hit me" he says as his jaw clenches, and I realize that not only is Maddox is allowing me to let out all my anger on him, whether he deserves any of it or not, but he's enjoying it. I stop, my breathing heavy, as I just look at him and the corner of his mouth twitches. 

"That all you got Cherry?" he asks and I'm reminded that this is Maddox. While he's shown me his gentle side recently, he was also the bear. The one of the three who enjoyed inflicting pain as much as he enjoyed receiving it. 

"hit me again" he growls low and my nipples harden at the sound of his voice. 

I do. I open my palm and smack him as hard my arm allows and then I yelp when catches it right before it hits his cheek, grabbing my wrist and twisting my arm, turning me and bending me over his bed. 

"You angry at me cherry?" he asks and pushes my arm against my back. 

Yes, part of me was. The part of me that was confused as to how I could let myself be feeling anything for any of them when they were all so cruel to me for so long. The things they did to me, and made me do. 

"Huh baby?" he asks as he yanks my dress up and then cracks his hand over my ass as I yelp and he places his hand back on the spot and rubs it. 

"Huh, you fucking angry Cherry?" he asks and slaps my ass again and I hiss as my back arches and he pushes me back into the bed. 

"Tell me to stop" he groans. "and I will"  his hand slaps my ass again and I yelp and his hand is there, soothing the slap again , rubbing my ass as I feel the heat of his slaps. 

"You want me to stop , or do you need it Cherry?" he asks and I let out a slight whimper and he slaps my ass again and this time I moan. 

I hear the growl through his teeth and the  shuffle of his belt. 

"Tell me baby" he says. "Tell me what you want"

"you want it slow or hard baby?" he asks and I groan as he moves his hands, to remove his pants and I hear them hit the ground , and see his shirt fly off across the room as he grabs me and flips me over onto my back, his hands grabbing my thong, and ripping it. I hiss as the fabric digs into my skin before it breaks and his hand takes the fabric and throws it and pushes my legs apart. 

"tell me what you fucking need Cherlynn" he groans. 

"you" I pant finally. 

He licks his lips and his hands reach up my dress and he yanks down the front so my tits bounce out and he then grabs both, squeezing them and leaning down and biting my right nipple first with a growl. 

"HOW, do you want me" he growls. 

"however you want me, i just need you" I whine pathetically. I hated it. I hated that I wanted him , that the only cure for Hunter being a bastard, was to fuck another guy who had been a bastard to me before. But I needed him so much, and Maddox had somehow become my safety net, against all odds. The cruelest, or so I had thought was the one I'd given myself to first, the one I'd end up needing most. 

"How do YOU want it Cherry?" he growls at me. His cock pushing against my aching center and teasing me as he licks over my nipple and up my chest and neck to my ear. 

"Tell me how my Duchess needs it Cherry"