Cherry
The day was taxing on all of us to say the very least. The guys had professionals come and look into the security system , setting up additional security for the house as well as taking a look at how someone could have hacked it and setting up blocks to prevent it from happening again.
My room was still a mess. We couldn’t get the stain off the wall entirely and a new mattress wouldn’t come until tomorrow along with professional painters to redo the walls.
Zane and Hunter were working on setting up actual security detail , hiring a few men to watch the cameras as well as hiring onsite security , two men would be onsite outside the house twenty four hours a day. Even though the security guard company was the best the guys insisted on another company screening the backgrounds of the guys that the company was using.
It was getting late and I could tell all of us were exhausted mentally, and Maddox had not left my side all day. Even when I had to use the bathroom, he would check the window and the inside before letting me even go in and then stationed himself right outside the door. It was quite embarrassing to have someone stand outside the door when you were relieving yourself but I didn’t dare tell Maddox to go away. Not only because I knew he wouldn’t , but because I was in fact scared to be alone right now.
Getting ready for bed Maddox and I showered together with the door locked. Even though Maddox seemed to have sex as the very last thing on his mind, but I knew he wanted it and I was pretty sure I needed it from him.
“Duchess” he groans as I stroke his cock with the steam billowing around us and the water spraying over my lower back.
I watch his face and the way his eyes close and he sighs , lifting one hand to the wall and bracing himself as he lets his head go back slightly and his mouth parts. I watch the drops of water that trickle down his neck. The ones dripping from his hair down his face and off his nose and over his mouth.
I think about earlier , after I’d had sex with Zane, when Maddox asked if I loved him. The question itself did not sound jealous , just curious as if he was just wondering what my feelings were towards Zane.
I didn’t lie. I did love Zane in a way. Was I in love with him? No. I couldn’t say that I was and part of me get bad about it. Even though the three of them were bullies to me all through high school and even when I first got here. I still cared about them. I wasn’t sure what that said about me. That I could care about three guys who did their worst on me.
Did that make me weak because I shouldn’t care for them after what they’d done? Or did it make me strong because I was able to still push through the negative and see them for the broken men they were and still care for them? Maybe it was both.
My hand slips up and down, twisting side to side as I jerk Maddox off, and I let my eyes roam over his body. His chest. His arms. His stomach and the way his abs clench when I tighten my grip slightly and then I watch the way his cock looks slipping through my hand. His head is still back and his eyes are still closed and his hand moves slightly on the shower wall as I watch him and every response he has towards my touch.
I think about what he said about Hunter. How Hunter didn’t deserve for me to care about him or love him. I know he’s right. But like I told Maddox, I couldn’t help it. I didn’t know what made Hunter so callous and cruel but I know that it’s not the boy I met when I first moved into his house. Hunter had been sweet to me. I wasn’t sure how he could still hate me when he knew I didn’t want his fathers inappropriate attention. When he knew I didn’t like his father touching me or trying to groom me as a young teenage girl. I assume now his hatred lies with the fact that he thought he was entitled to being my first. And he was hurt that I’d told him I loved him , yet gave my first time to Maddox.
As I look at Maddox I think about how he was the first one that made me feel safe. That made me feel adored and special instead of just a toy for them to bat around. When he’s found out what my step father had been doing he came to me and made me feel like he truly believed me.
I lean in and kiss his chest and look up at him as my hand still strokes his cock and his head finally comes up and he looks down. He watches me as I trail my mouth down his wet skin and he steps back slightly as I push him gently with my free hand to get us out of the waters path.
I kiss lower and lower as he groans softly and I let him lean against the wall as I take my hand from his cock and put one of my hands on either sides of his hip as I bend at my waist. Bending over and taking his cock into my mouth.
“Duchess” he groans as I moan and take in inch after inch. Slowly appreciating his length with my tongue against the underside of his cock as I fit more and more into my mouth slowly.
Maddox was right. Hunter and I did have something different from what I had with him or Zane. But what he didn’t know is that he was the only one I felt genuine reciprocation from. Hunter didn’t know how to love me. Even if I truly believed he wanted to. Each day was showing me that as much as I wanted him to, he’s never be able to love me the way I wanted him to. Zane might love me in his own way too. But there wasn’t any kind of connection really other than physical. But Maddox…I moan as I think about our connection. I moan as I think about when I catch him watching me now. I moan as I think about his hands on me and how he makes feel so many things all at once. I moan as I think about how Maddox was known for being the darkest one, but was now the softest with me. I’d never have thought he and I would end up trading I love yous and being emotionally attached to each other the way were were.
I drag my mouth up his cock and then lick the underside of his cock as I squat slightly and bring my eyes to his.
I kiss the side of his cock as I press my words into his throbbing flesh.
“I love you” I say as my lips kiss each word against his cock.
“ Cherry” he groans my name as I repeat the words again with kisses down his length.
I drag my full tongue back up slowly and he inhales and reaches his hands down and places them on the side of my face as I kiss the head of his cock.
“I love you Maddox” I say and then roll my tongue around the head of his cock before sucking the tip of his cock and sliding my mouth down his length again.
“I love you too baby” he groans “so fucking much” he groans and his hips push forward and he starts to fuck my mouth slowly. Groaning at each pull and push past my lips.
“I’m in love with you” he says through heavy breaths. “So in love with you” he groans.
I moan and take my hands and slides them up his torso and drag my nails lightly back down and he groans and throbs in my mouth.
“I’ve never needed someone like this Cherlynn” he groans.
“Youre under my skin, and I never want you to make me stop feeling like this” he says as he thrusts into my mouth a bit further flirting with the back of my throat with the head of his cock.
“Ive never wanted to feel like this , for anyone.” He groans.
“I didn’t think I even could. Then you…you came back into our lives and god baby…youre so fucking sweet Cherry” he groans.
“How could I not fucking love you when you make me feel like this” he groans.
I moan on his cock and he groans and then pulls me up and then turns off the water and brings me to his bedroom.
My wet body is laid on his bed and I feel my hair and skin soak his sheets as he spreads my legs and kisses along the inside of them and back down the tops of my legs and over my knees and down my calves. I watch as his mouth and his tongue cover several inches of my skin and then he lays between my legs and slips his hands to my hips and pulls me closer as he takes his tongue and licks me up the middle of my pussy.
“Maddox” I breathe out his name as my back arches and my head pushes back and his tongue licks again up my center and pushes over my clit and I cry out his name a second time as his tongue falls back down and pushes into me.
I writhe and my hands do down to his head and my fingers push through his hair and I grab his head as my hips push up to ride his tongue that’s probing me and fighting to lick my deeper and deeper as he groans into me.
I think about sex with Zane. I think about sex with Hunter. Then I think about how sex with them has never compared to what Maddox makes me feel. He makes me feel worshipped. Makes me feel like I’m the only thing he needs. Everytime his mouth is between my legs I feel like he’s making love to me with his perfect mouth and his soft tongue. It feels like he’s spelling secret promises with his tongue when he directs his tongue back to my clit and lashes is against it, tending to the uncontrollable ache I get whenever hes with me.
“I love you” I cry softly as his lips close around my clit and suck softy and pull and then suck again gently.
“They don’t make me feel the way you do” I tell him and his hands grip my hips as his mouth pushes into me and he keeps adding that suction while he continues to lick my clit making me grasp his hair as I cry out his name.
“Nobody can make me feel the way you do” I confess and he groans and then his mouth is pulling back and his lips kiss up my body. His hands coming up , bracing on the bed as he drags his tongue up over my nipple. His tongue catching the remnants of water droplets on my skin and then his mouth latches to my nipple.
“Don’t say things like that to me Cherry” he groans. “Not unless they’re true”
“I love you” I cry. Actually cry and he lifts his head and looks at me and slides himself over me and his cock finds me like a key sliding into its lock and fills me slowly taking my breath away.
My hands go to his waist and I pull him deeper as he leans down and kisses the tear on my cheek.
“I mean every word” my voice trembles and his kisses my cheek again as he draws back gently and then push forward into me again and fills me even more. Pushing deeper and making me choke on a small cry as I slip my hands behind him and down to his ass as I keep rocking my hips up and into his.
“I need you” I cry.
“I need you Maddox”