Carver
I didn't have any right to do it. Joliette Bellamira wasn't mine to worry about, but after the torture of having her in my car, not being able to fucking kiss that damn mouth of hers, I was going to make damn well sure the next time I saw her, I could kiss those fucking lips.
I drive over to Briar's and pound on his apartment door till I hear him shuffling and muttering at the other side of it.
"Open the fucking door" I bellow through the door.
I hear movement and then a few moments later he opens the door just a crack.
"What man?" he says and I lift my black leather boot, kicking in the door and jerk my head back with a scowl when he grabs his junk, butt naked , covering himself with both hands.
"Wh-what the fuck man!?" Briar asks and I step inside.
"Put some god damn clothes on." I say disgusted . As I step inside I'm met by a wide eyed, almost equally naked female who is in the process of pulling up a pair of panties, stopping them mid thigh when she looks at me, blinking, stunned like a deer in head lights.
"What the fuck is this?" I ask , looking away from the female and to Briar, whose naked ass is shuffling into his jeans and pulling them up.
"It's not what it looks like" he says and I grit my teeth.
"Tell me" I say to the girl as she pulls up her shorts and grabs her t shirt , holding it to her chest.
"Is this what it looks like?" I ask her and take a step toward her, my eyes on hers, and my nostrils flared, warning her with my gaze not to lie to me, even though I didnt need her to tell me what was going on. I didn't know who she was, but she knew me. Everyone knew me.
"Y-yes" she says nervously.
"God damnit" Briar huffs and is glaring at the girl as if it's her fault he's been caught with his dick out.
I take a step toward Briar once his pants are zipped and I grab him by the throat and push him back to the wall directly behind him, which just so happens to be holding his wall mounted television and I bang his head against it and watch as his eyes go wide when I grab him, then the wince on his face as I crack the screen with his head.
"Stay the fuck away from Joliette Bellamira, do you understand me?" I growl and the fucking punk has the nerve to scowl.
"what? You gonna tell on me?" he lifts his chin and swallows against my palm still pushed against his neck.
"it was just a fuck....she's been...fucking blue balling me" he says and I squeeze his neck harder.
"And I'm about to no ball you when I fucking cut them off along with your poor excuse of a dick and shove them down your fucking throat" I growl.
"You STAY..THE..FUCK..AWAY...from Joliette Bellamira. " I growl and he grits his teeth choking out his agreement.
"Fine." he snarls.
I release him and he looks to his female friend and then to me as he rubs his throat.
"She's not gonna give it up to you..you're wasting your fuckin time" he says regarding Joliette.
"She's a fucking prude bit-"
He doesnt finish his fucking words, because my fist connects with his jaw and I grab his hair and yank his head back up , not even letting him fully keel over from the punch that cracked his fucking jaw.
"You listen to me...you fucking piece of shit...you ever talk to her again....talk about her again...I will cut your fucking tongue out of your god damn mouth....DONT fucking test me...you know I dont fucking bluff." I growl.
He didn't actually know, but I'm sure he'd heard the rumors, all of which were probably true.
"Don't make me come to this fucking semen scented shit hole again." I growl as I fling his head away releasing his hair and then turn to the girl.
"If I were you, I'd get myself tested." I say and then turn and take my leave from Briar's apartment.
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When Monday comes and I'm standing, at the shore of the bog, hands in my pockets looking out at the water. Part of me hoping Joliette has good enough sense to not come. Briar wasn't good for her, but neither was I. Infact in some ways, I was far worse for her.
I hear a car pull off the street down and drive into the half gravel half grass and mud lot and turn and watch her. The corner of my mouth lifting when I see her through the windshield, just staring back at me before turning off her car.
"Fuck" I mutter under my breath as she gets out, her big black platformed boots hitting the ground, my eyes going up, looking at her black thigh high fishnet stockings, and then to the little straps attached to them, from black thigh garter belts, with a silver metal heart in the middle that are tight around her thighs, and holding up the stocking. My cock fucking moves in my jeans as I catch sight of her black ripped shorts, just before the black long sleeved loose band t shirt falls and hides her shorts.
She closes the car door, shoves her cell phone into the back pocket of her shorts and then walks over towards me.
I watch as she tucks a piece of loose hair near her face behind her ear, and smile at the adorable space buns she has her hair in.
"You came." I say as she gets closer.
"Was afraid if I didn't you might show up at my place, kick my door in and break my nose." she says and I half smile.
"Don't know what you're talking about." I say with a shrug and slip my hands out of my pockets.
"Of course you don't" she says and rolls her eyes slightly.
I watch her as she stands there, avoiding my gaze, and I watch her fidget, finding it adorable how nervous she is.
"Thanks anyways." she says and then looks at me and curls her hands around the ends of her sleeve and crosses her arms and hugs herself.
"For, doing what you don't know you did." she says and I nod.
"Heard you found him with another girl." she says and I look at her unsure if she really wants to know. Her eyes look directly at me, confirming she wants me to tell her.
"I did." I say.
"Who?" she asks.
"Dont know her." I say honestly.
She rolls her eyes. "I dont even know why I care. It's not like we were in love or anything, I just...augh...you don't care...sorry...I'm just still fucking processing and-"
"I care." I say , cutting her off.
"And you care, because you deserve better. Doesn't matter the extent of your feelings, you two agreed to be in a relationship. He didn't keep up his end of the deal. So, yeah, you should be pissed. But, if you give that fucker one single tear, I'll throw you in the bog." I say and she flutters her lashes as she rolls her eyes.
"I already cried. Again, not sure why. But...I'm already over it. Just. Annoyed, ya know?" she asks and I nod.
"Leave thoughts of that punk right here...I don't want you thinking about him tonight." I say and she looks at me and nods.
I reach out and hold out my hand to her. I watch her look down at it, and watch her think for a moment. Then she lifts her hand slowly and slips it into mine.
I close my hand around hers, loving the way her smaller hand fits inside mine.
"Let's go." I say as I walk with her to edge of the bog and we take the wooden foot path out to the dock where I've already put a few snacks, a few waters, and a few blankets.
"Is that your stuff?" she asks when we get closer, and she notices the stuff I brought.
"Yeah, just some snacks incase, and blankets incase you get cold." I say and I look to her as I step onto the dock and then turn and take both hands in mine to help her step up as she tries to hide a little smile.
Once she's standing on the dock, I want to grab her, and kiss that fucking mouth of hers, but she's fucking Bellamira, and I know if I put my god damn mouth on her, Im not going to want to stop tasting her. I knew her status, I knew she was a virgin, and was pretty sure Briar was the only guy she'd ever done anything remotely sexual with. So I didnt want to pressure her, didnt want to pant over her like a puppy, even though the girl had been star number one in my dreams lately.
I'd always noticed Joliette Bellamira. Being that I was four years older, at first when I'd met Joliette she was fourteen and I was eighteen, and she was just a cute girl. Not one I'd particularly paid a lot of attention to, because she was too young, and I just noticed her like that. However around the time she was sixteen is when she came into herself, and started looking a lot less innocent than the sweet faced teeny bopper little sisters best friend, and more like the jail bait hottie that I tried to ignore because, she was STILL, too young, and I knew I should be noticing girls my own age, not sixteen year olds.
I liked that she was anti social, that whenever I happened to wind up at a party or gathering where she was in attendance, she often drifted from the crowd, either singling herself out, or speaking to one or two people who werent in the business of getting shit faced or high like the rest of them.
I liked that she had no idea, just how fucking hot she was. I liked that with all the fucking guys who hit on her, she either had no clue, or just wasnt interested. I loved watching her turn down the horny teenage boys that wanted to add the virgin badge to their douche bag bucket list.
I lay out one of the blankets near the edge of the platform and gesture for her to sit.
I reach down and unlace my boots.
"Take your shoes off, relax" I say and she watches me untie mine, then bends over and pulls at the straps on hers until we both strip our footwear off, and I smile at the two big sets of black shoes as we set them next to each others.
I smile at the height difference once she's lost that extra four inches.
"You're so fucking tiny" I say and she looks at me.
"We can't all be giants." she says.
I smirk and step over towards her.
"You have a problem with giants Bellamira?" I ask as I reach toward her , watching her inhale as I slip my hand to her waist and pull her closer.
"N-no" she stammers nervously.
"Climb me." I say.
Her brows pinch, her head jerking slightly and she laughs slightly.
"What?" she asks in disbelief.
"Climb me...like I'm a tree." I say and hold out my arms at my sides straight in the air making a cross.
"No" she laughs and shakes her head.
"Youve never thought about it?" I cock my brow.
I lick my lip ring as I see her lick her lips slightly.
"you have." I tease her.
"Okay, but...only cause you're so tall...everyone thinks about it." she says and I laugh and nod, still holding out my arms.
"Do it." I say and she laughs.
"I'm not climbing you!" she says , shaking her head laughing.
"Do it" I say, urging her again.
"You said you come here to relax, not be made into a playground." she says.
"It'll be fun , just do it." I say and she laughs and looks at me.
I nod. "you know you want to do it." I whisper and lift my brows a few times and she laughs.
"I cant believe I'm doing this." she says and steps forward and lets out a little chuckle and I stand myself tall and brace myself.
It's not like it was a gigantic difference in height, I just need an excuse to have her hot body, nice and tightly pressed against mine.
"You're seriously not going to help me?" she asks as she lifts her hands to my chest and up to my shoulders and waits for my hands to lift her.
I laugh.
"Does a tree use it branches to help people climb? no." I say and she laughs.
"You're not a tree" she says.
"I am right now." I say and look down at her and she rolls her eyes.
I laugh as her feet push up and her hands and arms keep grabbing at me as she squeals with laughter as I shake with my own as she makes her way up, until her sexy short legs are wrapped around my waist and her arms around my neck, as she smiles and looks down, like Im the fucking empire state building and she's never seen the ground from this high. It's fucking adorable the proud little smile on her face.
I'm smiling , close mouthed as I look at her laughing and then watch her as she turns her face to me, realizing somehow just now how close she is to me, how close her face is to mine and her laughter fades slowly and I watch her eyes search mine and then look down at my mouth.
"You've thought about that too , haven't you?" I ask , knowing she's looking at my lip ring. Her eyes lift back to mine.
"About what?" she asks softly and I grin.
"You know what Bellamira." I say and drop my arms finally and reach down and hold her by the backs of her thighs and pull her up slightly and give her a boost, bringing her just a bit higher as I look up at her, making her feel like she's in control as she looks down at me instead.
"Go on" I say softly.
I smile when one of her arms slips from around my neck and she lifts her fingertip to my lip, her finger pushing softly over the lip ring and I grin.
I watch her look at her finger on my lip and the way her tongue peeks out to lick her lips and I lower her slowly and move her onto the blanket, bringing us both down and then grabbing the back of one of her thighs, and pulling gently as I pull her body forward to make her lay on her back as I move over her.
I fucking love the way she looks at me. Those big brown eyes of hers on me as I hover over her and her hands grab at my leather jacket, and I inhale as I feel her legs lift up around me as she pulls me towards her.
I let her bring my face closer, but I don't kiss her, not yet. I bring my mouth close and then away, smiling slightly as her mouth chases mine and she pulls at my jacket again.
"how did you get so sweet Bellamira?" I ask quietly and she lets out a soft whimper that has my hips involuntarily digging into hers and her eyes widen slightly as her back arches and her body seeks mine in response.
"I won't lie to you." I tell her as I bring my mouth closer.
"There's are an ungodly amount of filthy things I want to do to you right now" I say and she whimpers and I groan as she exhales a breathy yes.
"but I also want to fucking savor you" I groan again as I grind into her and she slides her hands behind me under my jacket.
"Carver" she whispers my name on the slightest of moans.
"I'm going to kiss you Bellamira." I tell her and she nods, and another sweet fucking whimper slips from her lips.
"please" she cries.