EroticReverie

Kat

"It's just..not working out Kat." Devin says over the phone. 

Not in person. Over the fucking phone. Devin is breaking up with me.

"What? What do you mean it's not working out?" I ask , confused, my voice cracking lamely as I shake my head, tears pouring down my cheeks. 

"I'm just.....we're in different places baby." he says and I shake my head. Only Devin would call a girl baby WHILE breaking up with her. 

"What do you mean? We're in the same place, we've been in the same place." I cry.

"Baby, don't cry, it's not you baby, it's me." he says. 

"We can still be friends." he adds and I sob into the phone. 

"but I love you" I cry. 

"I love you too baby...im just...not IN love Kat.....we're too different baby...you deserve someone better than me Kat." he says and I swipe my tears. 

"I dont want anyone else." I cry. 

"Kat...baby...don't make this harder than it has to be baby...did you honestly think this was forever...i mean...im your first baby....we're still young.....i need to be able to be twenty three....experience things." he says and I just shake my head to myself as I sob pathetically. 

"I love you Kitty Kat" he says. 

"I'm not the man you need baby" he says. 

"Yes you are." I sob. 

"Kitty, baby......I dont know what to say...." he says. 

"say that you take it back" I cry.

"Kat...don't make me feel bad. I'm not trying to hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you." he says. 

"Listen...I gotta go..." he says.

"Devin" I croak.

"I gotta go Kat...I'm sorry, you'll be fine baby. I promise. I'll see you around, but I think it's best if we don't talk for awhile." 

"dev-"

The line clicks and I drop my phone and feel my tears falling from my chin all over my cardigan and dress. 

What grown man breaks up with a woman over the phone? 

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"fuck him dude." Sunny says after finding me sobbing still an hour later, after Ive tried to call Devin back at least thirty times. And texted him even more than that. 

"That boy is fucking clueless, you are fucking the legit BEST he could EVER do...and hoenstly...i know i should be fucking kissing your ass and holding you and shit...but damnit Kat...thank fucking god it's over...you were never going to break up with him, and you NEEDED to, that boy is a fucking player, I can't prove it...but I know he is....I caught the vibe, and I just know he was a shit boyfriend....who the fuck only sees their girlfriend after midnight ninety percent of the time? And never takes them out in public? The dude was fucking shady, and I will NOT allow you to sit here and have a fucking broken heart over that asshole." She says and my lip trembles. 

"I mean it Kat...you've already cried enough WHILE dating him, he doesnt get anymore fucking tears, this is tough love...get the fuck up...shower and get ready, were going out, and youre going to dance that ass off and were going to get drunk and make every dick in the club hard." she says and smacks my leg.

"and then you know what were gonna do?!" she says. 

"Were gonna say FUCK YOUR DICKS, CAUSE MEN ARENT SHIT, and we're gonna get some fucking street Tacos, and come home, and eat ice cream and more junk food, and were gonna watch a funny movie till we pass out laughing our drunk asses off, GOT IT?!" she asks me. 

"I cant." I say sniffling and wiping my tears and half laughing while I still cry.

"Uhhh YEAH, YA CAN" she says. 

I laugh slightly. 

"I have a work thing I have to go to." I say. 

"What work thing? You just started? And at night?" she asks. 

I tell Sunny about my day. Her eyes going wide the entire time. 

"HIS DAD?!" she shrieks. 

I knew there was an NDA in place already that I signed, but when you looked up the club online, the names of the owners....Duke Chamberlain was listed, so I figured that was public knowledge and fine to share. 

"HOLY FUCKING SHIT BITCH!" she says with a shriek. 

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?!" she says wide eyed.

"Um, that I now work for my exes father?" I ask. 

"UH YEAH. AND YOU CAN TOTALLY FUCK HIS DAD! THAT'S LIKE THE ULITMATE REVENGE" she yells excitedly and I laugh and shake my head. 

"Im not using someone for revenge, and I'm not fucking my boss. " I say.

She rolls her eyes. "Kat, the guy owns a sex club, really dont think he'd mind a hot ass bitch like YOURSELF using him for sex." 

"Im not...hot." I say. 

She rolls her eyes. "Please Kat,,,we're not fucking doing this. Your hot as fuck, you just let that fucking loser shit all over your self esteem for close to a year. You ARE hot. You've BEEN hot. And we're gonna get you ready for this...fever night thing...and you're gonna bat those lashes at his dad till he takes you and ties you up and fucks you silly." she says with glee. 

I laugh. 

"Nobody is tying me up." I say. 

She rolls her eyes. "You need to live more babe." 

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