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Wanting What You Can't Have 36

Roman


I spend the next week, drinking myself stupid, women come to the apartment, I fuck them. Then repeat it all again the next day. I hated fucking Hunter. Hated what he said to me, hated that he was right, hated that I'd fucked Daphne like I would any other woman. But she wasnt any other fucking woman. 

I'm a drunk fucking mess, sitting on the couch, with my cock out while two girls from the club sit on their knees licking my balls and cock as I groan and close my eyes, thinking about Daphne. Groaning as I think about her hot tits, that ass, and her gorgeous hair spilling down her back when I'd fucked her from behind. How I wanted her again, how I needed to have her and no other mouth or body would do. 

"Fuck" I groan as the one blonde deep throats my cock while the other kisses up my chest, her hand on my balls as I drunkenly groan Daphne's name. 

"My name's Heather you asshole" the girl corrects me, but I drunkenly grumble, not giving a fuck and grab her hair and kiss her sloppily. 

Her brother is still out at the club, it's just me and my two finds for the night, two warm bodies that will mask the pain for just a bit longer, until I cum, until I send them home and go to my fucking bed alone. 

I hear the apartment door open and the girls don't stop and I dont ask them to, as roomates me and Daphne's brother saw more than enough of each others bullshit for me to give two fucks. 

I just let my head roll back as the door shuts and the footsteps carry into the living area, and they stop, and I wait for him to make a smart remark or for his footsteps to move towards his room on this side of the apartment, but when they walk towards my room, towards Daphne , I lift my head as the one girl gags herself on my cock making me groan as the other licks at my neck and my chest. 

I catch her pink hair, in a ponytail down her back and jerk upright. 

"Son of a bitch" I groan and push the girls off me. 

"What are you...jesus !" the one girl shrieks. 

"Get the fuck out" I say, looking around and grabbing my boxers and pulling them on.

"Are you kidding?!" the messy mouthed slut sucking on my cock asks. 

"No, get the fuck out." I say as they curse and mutter bullshit that I dont pay attention to as I stumble almost tripping over the coffee table. She was here, she was back, it'd been weeks now since I'd last even seen her. Other than the times I pulled up her social media accounts, jerking off to her face. 

"Daphne" I say her name, my hand turning the doorknob and I barge in, making her spin and look at me. She gives me a once over, and her lips snarls in disgust. Yeah, I bet I looked like a mess, a drunken fucking mess. Not only that but she'd found me drowning myself in two other girls , but she wouldnt understand that I needed them. Needed them to forget that she was upstairs getting screwed by fucking Hunter. Fucking basically living with him now. 

"Get out Roman" she says. She wearing a white and pink floraly dress. The material cinched around her tits, the hem a bit too fucking short, but my cock wasnt complaining. 

"Daphne, we need to talk" I say stepping into her room.

"I'm serious Roman! Get out!" she yells at me and backs away from me scowling at me as I move in. 

"I miss you" I slur as I back her up against the wall, my arms going up, and dropping when she tries to dodge and duck out of them. 

"Clearly!" she yells and then I pull her back and push her back against the wall.

"Dont touch me!" she screams.

"Just fuckin talk to me Daphne" I beg.

"I have no reason to talk to you! Even if I did! I dont want to talk to you!" she screams. 

"We're in love" I say and she scoffs. 

"No Roman...we're fucking not." she says as she scowls and pushes at my chest and I put my hands on her waist, grabbing her as she shoves her hands to mine. 

"Get your fucking hands off me!" she screams. 

"I love you!" I yell in her face. "damnit daphne! I fucking love you!" 

"Fuck you Roman! I don't care! Now get the fuck off me!" she screams. 

"you're mine!" I yell and she cowers slightly and then glares. 

"No..im fucking not" she says through gritted teeth and shoves me again and I grab her arms, my hands sliding down to her wrists and lifting her hands above her head , pinning her to the wall. 

"Ow!" she shrieks. "Let go of me!" 

I pin her to the wall with my body. My hard cock against her stomach as I breathe heavily, and dip down to kiss her. Her head jerking to the side. 

"Roman! I'm serious! Stop it!" she shrieks, and I can tell im fucking scaring her, but I need her. I love her. I've always fucking loved her. 

"I fucked up Daphne, and im fucking up right now...i dont know what to say to you...or what to do...but i love you...i love you so fucking much" I tell her and she squirms , her arms pulling as she whimpers and tries to pull her arms from my hold. 

"Let me go" she whines. "now Roman!" 

"We have history....i made mistakes, and i know i dont fucking deserve you, i fucking know that!" I yell and she flinches. 

"but neither does he!" I yell, hating the thought of Hunter with her, of anyone at all other than me with her. 

"I want you" I heave heavy breaths and she shakes her head. 

"Its too late for that" she says, still fighting me, her body bucking to get me off, but all it does is tease my cock. 

"no it's not...you're just punishing me...and you can punish me all you want...i'll take it...but you're mine...you know you're mine....and i know you still fucking love me...cause we've always loved each other Daphne" I say and she tries to twist and turn from me. 

I grab her face, crashing my mouth to it,her hands immediately pushing at my chest as she tries to break the kiss, but I hold her face fiercly. 

"Let me do it right...let me make love to you Daphne" I tell her. 

"get the fuck off!" she cries, tears streaming down her face as she pushes me back and goes to leave, to run from me and I grab her by the arm, pulling her back to me and then pushing her to the bed. 

"Let me make love to you" I say with a groan as I crawl over her as she goes to get up and I push her back down. 

"stop it Daphne" I say as she fights me. 

"Stop!" she screams. 

"Roman! Stop!" she screams at me, as I hold her arms above her head, using my weight to pin her to the bed, and reaching down. 

"No!" she cries and I touch her, taking what I want. giving her what I know she needs too. 

"Stop it Daphne" I groan and pull at her panties and her hips buck wildly as she thrashes and I groan, and sink my fingers into her. 

She screams as she cries. 

"Fuck, just....let me fucking do it right Daphne" I groan. Her pussy was so tight, so warm and my cock was throbbing thinking about spending all night inside. 

"I need you baby" I groan as she sobs and screams at me. Kicking and fighting me and I groan. 

"What are you gonna do Roman!? Rape me!?" she screams. 

"Get your fucking hands off me!" she says, her hips bucking, my fingers driving deeper and she gasps , I curl them inside her. 

"I know you want me to make love to you Daphne...i know it doesnt just go away, what we have" I say and she shakes her head. 

"i fuckinghate you! I'll nnever forgive you! Not for this!" she cries. 

"yes you will" I say and slide my hand up and over her dress, pulling down the front, her breast coming out and she grimaces as my mouth dives down, taking in her nipple and sucking it hard as she struggles against me, and I groan at the way her tight nipple feels against my lips, my tongue, my cock begging me to have her. 

"I'll make it so good Daphne" I promise her as I use my force to keep her pinned beneath me as I reach down and push my boxers down. 

"Roman" she sobs. "Please...don't" "Please!" she shrieks. 

"You're drunk, please...stop, stop it" she cries as I groan and take my hard cock and rub it against her panties, pulling them against to the side and sliding my cock along her pussy. 

"Daphne, please...let me make it good baby...let me do it all over" 

------

Daphne

Hunter was going to kill me. He warned me not to ever go back to the apartment without him, but there was still so much of my stuff down here, and I was tired of wearing the same things, and usually they're out at night. So I didnt think he'd even be home, but of course, I walk into find Roman being Roman, with two girls servicing him.

He was so fucking drunk, and being a fucking slob, and a fucking piece of shit and I cry hard as I think about how stupid I was to not do one simple thing that Hunter asked me to do. To not come here without him. I'd never thought this would happen, not to me, not by Roman's hands. 

"I fucking hate you" I cry, my body trying to fucking kick, to knee him in the dick, anything as his drunk strength and delerious determination continues. I'd never forgive him, I'd never talk to him again after this. I'd ruin his fucking life. I'd tell my brother what he did, I'd tell everyone what he did. But all I can really think about is Hunter, and how Roman doesnt love me, not really, because if he did, even drunk, he wouldnt do this. He would disrepect me, and fucking rape me. 

I wanted to be civil with Roman. I had just needed time. I needed time to be happy with Hunter, and maybe eventualy Roman and I could have been friends. 

He slips up though, moving himself, letting my one leg free , just enough to shift my leg, turning to the side slightly and kneeing him in the dick. As hard as I can. He howls, falling over me, and I cry harder, pushing him off as he calls for me as I run out of the room, panting as I leave the apartment, racing through the hall. hunter isnt home, and he went to the bar a few blocks down that took me too the one time to meet his friends. 

I book it out of the building just needing to be with him, needing him to hold me. People look at me like I'm fucking crazy and maybe I am. Tears stream down my face, and I make it to the bar ready to throw the door open when I stop. My eyes going to Hunter. My breath catches in my lungs and I forget how to breathe. He stands there with a blonde, him in his suit, her in a little black dress and his hand is on the bar to the side of her as he leans in whispering something to her. 

My heart rips down the middle and I want to collapse to the pavement. I want to fucking throw myself into traffic or off the nearest bridge. 

I watch him laugh, throwing his head back and I feel tears soak my cheeks. She throws her head back laughing too and I want to die as I watch him move in closer, watch him place his face closer to hers as he speaks in her ear. I stand there. Taking it all in. Needing to see it. Showing myself how fucking stupid I am. Not Hunter. Not him. Not the man who made me fall in love with him. As if he can sense me there his eyes move around the bar, passing the window and then darting back and the laughter he had on his face, it drops and he steps back and I shake my head at him. 

He doesnt say a thing to the blonde as he moves quickly, through the bar, and I just stand there, because I cant move. 

"Daphne, what the hell happened?" he asks taking me in. I let out a half laugh. 

"I'm so stupid." I shake my head. 

"what?" he asks his brows pinching. 

I just my chin to the bar. "Who is she?" 

"You fucking her too?" I ask angrily, tears puring down my cheeks. 

"What?" he asks , his brows pinching as his head jerks back. 

"Are you serious?" he asks. 

"YOU seemed pretty serious" I say. "Could you get any fucking closer to her?" 

"daphne...it's a bar..it's loud...she's a co worker..nothing else...baby..what the hell...why are you here?" he asks. I roll my eyes. 

"Sorry to ruin your fucking night, go back to your blonde" I say and turn. 

"Daphne!" he yells as I take off and he runs after me and grabs me and turns me. 

"Baby, look at me, fucking look at me" he grabs my face as I sob, wanting to fall into him. 

"I have not touched a single fucking woman since the night we met..you are the ONLY fucking woman I've fucking even thought about...don't do this...don't fucking doubt me Daphne" he says and I don't know if Im just crazy, if Im all fucked up after Roman, after what just happened, and just want to see the bad, I dont know, but I'm insecure and hunter could have any woman he wants. Why wouldnt he flirt with other women? Why wouldnt he cheat on me? 

"Daphne..please" his voices cracks. "baby, please...look at me..." he lifts my chin, making my head tilt back and I blink away my tears and open my eyes to his. 

"I have never loved anyone, or cared about anyone the way that I do you...I would NOT throw that away. I promise. I fucking promise Daphne." he says and pulls me in and presses his lips to my forehead and I close my eyes, my arms reaching around him, pulling myself into him and he sighs heavily. 

"Fuck" he says and wraps me in his arms. 

"I know how it looked, but I promise you...we were just talking...she's fucking married...she has two kids Daphne...we were just fucking talking...." he pleads with me to believe him, and I do. 

"I love you" I cry into his chest and he hugs me tighter.

"Baby" he whispers in my hair. "I love you so fucking much" 

He pulls back and lifts my head. 

"Promise me that you believe me Daphne, because it's gonna fucking kill me if you think i'd ever do that to you" he says. 

I nod. "I do." And he sighs and pulls me back in, stroking my hair. 

"Hey, is everything okay?" a female voice calls and I look up and it's the blonde lady and she sees me sobbing, her face not that of a woman who was caught with another womans hands, but it's a mothers face, one of worry of concern. Her heels click across the pavement. 

"Yeah, we're good" Hunter says and kisses me again on my forehead. 

"You sure?" the woman asks and walks over and she places a hand on my arm. 

"What happened?" she asks with concern and god I feel so stupid. Letting Roman make me fucking crazy. Letting him ruin my night, letting him make me a mess of fear , letting me believe that all good guys were also bad. After all Id never though Roman would ever do what he just did to me. So how could I be sure Hunter wasnt capable of hurting me too? fucking Roman. 

"Do you need a drink?" she asks me and I let out a soft laugh as tears still spill down my cheeks and I shake my head. 

"No...i'm fine...i..just...i'm fine, you can go back in, you both can, i'll , i'll see you at home" I say to Hunter and his brows pinch. 

"yeah, no." he shakes his head and turns to the blonde. 

"I'll see you at work, tell the others im headed out." he says and I shake my head. 

"Hunter you dont have to do th-"

"Yeah of course" the blonde says with a nod and she rubs my arm. 

"Hunter" I go to argue.

"Baby, don't." he says and grabs my face and looks at me with those eyes of his and I hate that I thought he was shitty enough to be at a bar a mere two blocks from where I'd been spending everynight with him, to cheat on me. 

"Come on" he says and nudges my nose with his and kisses me. "Let's go home." 

------

Hunter

It's not till we get upstairs to the apartment that I take a fucking breath, a real one. I don't know what made her come to the bar, or what on earth would make her think I'd fucking cheat on her. But Ashley was just as I said, a coworker, and nothing more, and yeah, maybe I was standing too close, but it really was too loud in there to hear each other. But I didnt need to feed her any more reasons, I was just concerned as to why she came to get me, to look for me. 

I peel her dress off her , stripping us both down to nothing as I pull her into bed with me and into my arms. 

"Tell me what's wrong." I say gently as I stroke her soft hair and press my lips to her head, inahling the scent of her. Fuck, she was crazy if she thought I'd ever throw this away. 

She refuses to talk, so we make love. She cries at the end, and not just a normal, wow that was amazing cry , but she full on sobs and I'm terrified that I'm losing her, that I dont know what I did, and maybe she doesnt really believe me. That she thinks Im actually cheating. 

My body goes rigid and Im holding my fucking breath as she tells me she went to the apartment. As she tells me what the fuck happened. 

"No Hunter" she says as I push up out of bed and find my fucking breifs, my pants, pulling them on. 

"Hunter dont!" she shrieks as she flies out of the bed after me, but she's naked and Im not and Im on my way to fucking murder fucking Roman.

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