EroticReverie

Jaxx

I grab a beer and sit down across from Lydia and the wooden picnic table. 

"Mind if I steal one?" she asks and I want throw the one in my hand at her fucking head but I wave a hand to the cooler.

"Help your fucking self." I say and she presses her lips together , gets up to get one and walks back. 

"Sit...on the other fucking side." I say as she goes to sit down next to me. 

"Jaxx...." she says.

"You wanna talk? We're gonna do it my way, and I don't fucking want you next to me." I say, but she sits the fuck down anyways. 

"Be an adult Jaxx." she says and I huff and look at her. 

"I've been an adult...for five fucking years when you left to leave me a single father and to raise a fucking baby alone." I say. 

"Jaxx....I wasnt ready...you KNEW I wasnt ready...that's not fair." 

"When you spread your legs and don't fucking tell me you stopped your fucking birth control...on purpose...getting the result YOU fucking wanted....only to change you fucking mind...yeah....id say thats pretty fucking fair." 

It's infuriating that she looks exactly the same. Like she did the day we started fucking dating. 

"I still love you Jaxx." she says and turns to me, my legs straddling the wooden bench of the picnic table, her back to the table. 

"Don't Lydia. Cause I dont give a fuck." I say. 

"Yes you do. I know you. And I know you loved me then..and you still love me now. I still see it just like I saw it then." she says and I clench my jaw. 

"no...I thought Id loved you...and maybe you should open your fucking eyes, cause whatever you're seeing right now Lydia....isn't fucking love in my eyes......it's fucking hate. and disgust. I wouldnt piss on you if you were on fire Lydia." I snarl. 

She smiles. Fucking smiles. 

"You're angry. And you should be. I'm not trying to tell you not to be angry with me Jaxx." she says and then drops her hand to my thigh and rubs it slightly. 

"I'm just asking for you to let me make it right. Penelope needs a mom." she says. 

"She's been just fine without one. And she'll continue to be fine when you get the fuck out of here." I say ignoring the hand on my thigh. 

"Jaxx...baby.....c'mon..." she says with the smile that used to make me fucking crumble for her. I didn't like that smile anymore. Not one bit. Did I still love her? Fucking probably. How do you never not love the woman you made the worlds most perfect little girl with? Lydia was the first and only girl I'd loved. I loved what we had been before it fell to shit. When she became selfish and fucking stupid and left me and Penelope. 

"Did you come here for me, or for Penelope?" I ask looking down at her hand. 

"Both baby...both of you." she says and scoots closer. 

"Jaxx....I miss you so much..I miss us baby" she says and he hand slips higher and she boldly rubs my dick through my jeans. 

"i miss this right here Jaxx...you....all of you...inside of me" she says and I grit my teeth. Looking from her hand to her. She smiles and leans in. 

"we were so good together Jaxx" she says and brings her mouth closer. 

The thing was....I knew I'd never get back with Lydia. I knew I'd never fucking let her sink her manipulative little fucking claws into me ever again, and if I had anything to say about it, she'd never see Penelope ever again. She didnt fucking deserve Penelope, and Penelope deserved better. 

My mind flashes to the fucking brunette inside my fucking house right now, the one that's my daughters new fucking best friend. Penelope deserves someone like fucking Mila. I ground my teeth at the thought. 

"See, I know you miss me baby" Lydia purrs as I get harder, but not for her. For the fucking other little life ruiner inside my house. 

I grab her hand and she fliches slightly. My nostrils flare.

"You're not staying." I say through my teeth. 

I was going to use her. Punish her for what she'd done. Bend her over and fuck her god damn brains out one last time and fucking send her on her way.

I take her in the garage, leaving her there , grabbing a condom and then go back to her and pull down her pants as she moans for me. 

"yeah Jaxx, oh fuck Jaxx, yes" she's going off the rails for it before I'm even fucking touching her. 

"god I missed you so much" she pants as I drop my pants, and roll the condom on. 

"Shut up..don't fucking talk" I say and grab her nest of bleach blonde hair and push her head forward as I push my dick into her just the tip, and then slam forward making her scream. 

She screams and fucking screams as I slam her against the wooden work table in the garage. I groan . "Shut...the...fuck...up" I grunt and pound her cunt violently. 

"yes!" she screams. "FUCK ME!!!" 

I grunt and slap my hand over her mouth and grab her hip as her body knocks into the table and I fuck her angrily, fuck her as hard as I fucking ever have and then grunt as my eyes close and I picture Mila . 

"mmm fuck" I grunt, and I feel Lydia moan into my hand thinking my pleasure belongs to her.  But instead I'm thinking about that fucking yellow sundress, how hot it was rubbing my dick against Mila while she stood there fucking arguing with me, pretending she didnt fucking want it. I had been a fucking asshole. I didn't care either. I couldnt fucking want her, she was trouble, she was just dressed innocent enough to make Huxley and the others not fucking see it. 

"fuck yes" I grunt as I fuck Lydia imagining bending Mila over the sink in that bathroom, how much I wanted to lift that fucking dress and fuck her against that door, on the floor, over the sink, take her every fucking way I could. 

"Mmm fuck Mila" I grunt. 

"Who the fuck is Mila?!" Lydia pushes at the table and I groan. 

"Someone thats not a dead beat fucking mother, piece of white trash" I growl at her and she gasps. 

"fuck you!" she wails and I growl aand grab her hair and snatch it back. 

"fuck you too...BABY" I bite out and slam my dick deep into her, letting myself pretend it's Mila's cunt. That I was busting inside her , spilling my cum in her and flooding that fucking pussy i'd only gotten a glimpse of in the hall that day. 

I pull out the instant I'm done. Lydia spins and pulls up her pants. 

"You gonna cry?" I laugh and shake my head snapping the fucking condom off.

"you think you could really come back here and crawl your fucking pathetic ass back to me and i'd still fucking want you?" 

"You're a fucking CUNT" I snarl at her and she looks at me angrily. 

"fuck you Jaxx" she says. "I'm going to fucking take my daughter back, just you wait, just you fucking wait you fucking piece of shit!" she yells and I step forward and I grab her at the neck, her eyes going wide.

"You come near Penelope....you come near me.....or anyone .....if you dont leave this fucking town Lydia...i'll make sure you leave it ...and end up in the bottom of a fucking lake." I warn her. 

"threaten me again Lydia....i fucking dare you....I fucking dare you to even TRY to take Penelope....cause im not the only one that would fucking destroy you......nobody fucking wants you here........you're fucking trash.....you've always been trash....everyone was fucking happier the day you fucking left......you did ME a fucking favor.....you dont deserve Penelope.....you dont even fucking want her....look at you....crawling back here...just to hop on my fucking dick.....not even throwing a fit about seeing Penelope before you could spread your fucking legs like the fucking dumb bitch you always were.....get...the FUCK....out of my house....and the FUCK out of my town"