EroticReverie

Cassian Cavanaugh

I'd lost it. Lost it in that room, fucking her for everyone to see, in her perfect fucking ass. Lost it when I'd heard her tearing apart that fucking bathroom, lost it when she said she was done. I couldn't fucking lose her. Lost it when I couldnt stand it a second longer, needing to make her mine in the most intimate fucking way, and driving my cock into her with out any fucking condom. 

I've never. Never. Screwed a woman without protection. Ever. Having my cock so fucking wet, right against her warm perfect cunt, nothing between us, she was mine. All mine. 

My cum is leaking from her, hers mixed with mine as I hold her to my chest , silence in the room as we lay there. Both of us knowing we'll go again, but neither of us having the words right now for what just happened. 

"I can't help that I don't have a limit when it comes to pain...or sex." she says finally. I slip my fingers into her hair, grabbing it gently. 

"but..." she says. "I have other limits ..I guess." 

I let my finger tips rub her scalp, massaging it gently as she stays craddled up beside me. 

"Hard limits." she says. I pause and she lifts her head and peers at me. 

"I don't ever want to be punished by being denied YOUR aftercare. Not Tavius, or anyone. You. You have to be the one to give it to me." she says, a little angrily, a beautiful scowl on her face. 

I nod. "Alright." 

I never usually had anyone else do the after care part unless they were involved in a session. Denying her after care wasn't right, and it was more of a punishment to myself, for breaking, for fucking her like that in front of all of those people , when none of them deserved to see her like that. 

"I mean it....I'll leave if you ev-"

"It won't happen again. I promise." I cut her off. Stroking her cheek and looking at her. 

"I don't want to ever be sent to a guest room. Ever again."

I smile slightly at the demand. 

"The other girls dont sleep in my b-"

"I'm not the other girls." she says , staring me down. 

"And I dont ask for anything from you...just those two things...so you'll do them." She says and I blink a few times. 

"Oh?" I ask. 

"Yes." she says so surely, because she knows I will do whatever she wants. I would never deny any of them what they want. The other girls never demanded access to my bedroom for the entire night, because they knew it had been a limit for me. but with Callie.....i'd never set that boundary, never wanted to. 

"I will agree to the first demand. I will never again punish you by denying you after care. Because I never should have used that as punishment in the first place and for that...I am sorry. " I say and she nods. 

"You have slept in my bed everytime you have been here....you need to understand....no other submissive has ever shared my bed....you did not earn that privilege....it was given.....it's a limit for me Callie...I choose to allow you there. If you want to continue sharing my bed....then you will behave, and obey, and earn it." I say. 

Her brows pinch. 

"And....I need SOMETHING ....that I can use as a punishment for a girl who has no limits to pain, and nothing else seems to phase her. Something I can use to discipline you when you don't follow the rules set in place for you." I say. 

She shakes her head. "No." 

My brows lift. "Excuse me?"

"No." she repeats herself. 

"You're not going to use my feelings as weapons against me." she says. 

"You're not going to tell me that you want me to crave more than pain, make me crave it, then hold it over my head to take away when I'm bad or don't listen. That's not fair." she says and I study her face. 

"So, my answer to that...is no. I will never sleep in this guest room, or any other guest room, if you want me....then you're going to let me keep sleeping in your bedroom when I'm here." she says. 

"I barely get to sleep with you as it is...so when I'm here...no....I wont agree to that. Take it or leave it. You're not going to make me-"

"quiet." I say and she jerks her head back and blinks. 

"Okay." I say, agreeing. 

She was right. Not only had I told her I wanted her to learn to want more for her body than just pain, but I'd told her I'd teach her how to want and need more than that. Apparently I had, because she'd went off the fucking deep end the second I'd taken her and put her in a guest room and denied her time with me. That was her limit. Being deprived of my attention and my care, being deprived of her place beside me in my bed at night. 

"Okay?" she asks, making sure. 

I nod. "Mhm." 

I was pretty sure, while I loved all of the women I shared a relationship with ...that I more than loved this one. I was pretty sure, I was in love with her. 

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I take her to the shower in MY bedroom, her pussy around me again, as I hold her thighs and she moans, her back against the wall as the steam fills the shower and bathroom. 

She hisses slightly when I grab her sore ass, and make a mental note that as soon as we're done here, I take the time to rub the salve into her hot little ass. 

"it's so good like this" she moans. And I know what she means, not in the shower, not standing, it's nothing at all about the position or where we are fucking, but the way we're fucking. The slick grip of her bare cunt on my bare cock, pumping in and out, with a promise of more cum to fill her insides with as I grunt, thrusting , jerking my hips , spilling into her again. 

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After the shower, after I've massaged the salve into her ass , I place her on my face, letting her ride my mouth, my tongue, finally dragging along her cunt, tasting her and savoring her the way I've wanted to all night. 

"Cassian" she moans, gripping my hair, panting and bucking her hips. 

"oh fuck, fuck, fuck" she cries as she cums, I groan, holding her down on my face as she squeals and curses. 

"I want this pussy on my face every night " I groan into her cunt as she still cums and her legs are shaking. 

"Every morning" I growl at her and she cries out my name. 

I flip her onto her back and spread her legs and drag my tongue all over her cunt, up and down, side to side, around her swollen clit and plunging it into her pussy. 

"if you want so badly to share my fucking bed with me" I groan and tongue fuck her cunt with a growl and curl my arms around her legs, yanking her onto my face, kissing her pussy. 

"Then you'll share it with me every night" I demand. 

"cassian" she gasps. 

"Do you understand Crimson?" I ask. 

"Yes" she cries. "I understand" 

"This is our bed" I tell her, kissing her sensitive clit and scraping it with my teeth. 

"I dont want anyone else in it" she cries 

I groan and suck her clit as she squeaks and lifts her head and looks down at me. 

"I dont want you fucking anyone but me in this bed Cass" she moans and I nod with a quick agreement. 

"Whatever you want pet" I rumble against her clit and suck it again and her head goes back. 

"fuck" she cries and arches her back. 

"I'm yours" she moans. "I'm yours Cassian"