Asher
I’m laying on my bed hands behind behind my bed staring at the ceiling. There’s nothing like your own bed. Even though I was sharing the bed in the cabin with the woman of my dreams and it wasn’t all that different from my own, I’d missed the familiarity of the scent and sounds of this house that came with laying in my own bed.
I’m surprised when Ari comes into the room only minutes after leaving her downstairs for her reunion with Cade. I knew her and my brother too well. That seeing us both back here might had to be taken in baby steps for him considering how hard it was for him when he wasn’t the one Ari had chosen.
“Hey princess” I say with a lazy smile. She doesn’t look too sad or torn up and I’m dying to ask her how it went , but won’t. Thankfully she walks over and sits on the bed and then turns and rolls into my side and hugs herself to me. My one arm coming down around her and rubbing her arm.
“I think he’s okay” she says softly.
“Yeah?” I ask quietly and she nods against my chest.
“Better than I was expecting at least” she says quietly.
“And that’s good, right?” I ask
“Yeah , of course” she says.
“I know it’s selfish, but after seeing West I was hoping that Cade would be the same. That I wouldn’t have to still feel guilty” she says and I lift my hand to her head and rub the back of it , my fingers massaging her scalp gently.
“I know I’ve said it a million times, but you don’t have to feel guilty , we all made the same choice…we all knew what we were getting into”
She nods. “I know.”
Again, one of the main reasons I had such overwhelming love for Ariella, was how much she cared. How hard she loved after all she’s been through. No matter what I said, I bet even years from now she’d still feel guilt over not being able to choose all of us.
“So he’s good” I say.
“Yeah. I think so” she says and hugs me a little tighter.
“West is right though. He looks like he hasn’t left the gym since we left” she says and I smile slightly.
“Think he can kick my ass?” I ask. And she lets out a little laugh.
“Maybe” she says and I pull her tighter.
Every winter we all bulked up a bit more than normal. Cause we had nothing else to do when stuck up here all winter. So we found ourselves in the gym a lot more than we would during the more tame weather months. Except this Winter , I’d had Ari the entire time. Those last few months it was just me and her in the remote cabin. And while we did plenty of sexual activities , I hadn’t lifted a weight and noticed the decline in my muscle mass and the loss of definition.
“I’ll have to start working out again, make sure I’m still the toughest” I joke.
“And so I can continue to keep up with my girl in the bed”I say and she gives me a little laugh and a nudge.
“Yeah right” she laughs. “If anything I’m the one that needs to do more cardio, you wear me out more than the other way around” she says and I smile to myself.
“Yeah. I do, don’t I?” I tease and she gives a soft laugh.
“I’m glad we came back” she says.
“Me too” I say and lay there with her in my arms in silence.
“It’s weird though, right?” She asks quietly.
“A little” I say. Because I had to admit. It was fucking weird. And a small part of me had worried that maybe none of them wanted us to come back when Spring came. That maybe they didn’t want to see us. Not because I thought they hated us or anything like that, other than Cade. I was pretty sure he hated me for a bit when the choice had been made. I knew he’d come around eventually though. But I’d worried it’d be too much for them.
I had no idea how much time they’d need for their hearts to heal and accept that Ari was no longer going to warm their beds or their hearts the way they’d grown used to. I know if it was me, I’d need a lot more than a few fucking months. But Westlan had proven that my secret fear that I might not be welcomed back with open arms was just that, a stupid guilty fear.
I knew it’d be weird. Even if they all had moved on and accepted it. Cause how can you get back to normalcy and forget what happened between all of us this past Winter?
“We need a new mattress” Ari says. And I give a little laugh.
“Why is that?” I ask. “This one’s perfect”
“Because I’m not sharing a bed that you’ve fucked half the town in champ” she teases and I laugh.
We’d already decided that we wouldn’t sleep in her bed. Her and I both didn’t want the memories tied to that fucking bed lingering between us.
“That’s fair” I say and rub her head again.
“We’ll go shopping for one today” I say , not arguing on the fact that this mattress was only a year old. I was happy she wanted a bed that was truly ours. Just ours and not ever shared with anyone else.
“A big one” she says and I laugh.
“Yeah princess, whatever you want.” I say and she lifts her head and looks at me. I just smile at the small curve of her lips as she smiles back at me.
“You’re perfect Asher Stone.” She says after a moment of her eyes roaming over my face and I smile.
“Far from it princess, but as long as you think so. That’s all that matters” I say and she scoots up and her hand comes to my beard. I smile as she runs her fingers through it.
“I’ll trim it” I say , because I hadn’t been keeping up with the maintenance of a perfectly trimmed beard up at the cabin. It was longer now, a big scraggly and my hair itself needed a trim as well. Longer than normal , even though I mostly kept it pulled back unless I was having sex with Ari , because I knew that she liked to grab it when I had my face between her legs.
“As long as you don’t shave it” she says and I smile.
“What if I did?” I tease and love the little frown I get from the hypothetical question.
“I’d cry” she says. And I laugh.
“But I’d love you anyways” she says and I smile and grab her pulling her further ontop of me and she smiles.
“You better princess” I say as she sits up on me straddling me.
“Like I have a choice.” She says.
“I’ve never had a choice in loving you” she says and feel my dick swell a bit at her words. I loved hearing her admit that it was always me. That from moment we saw each other , she knew she was mine and that she always would be.
“Take your clothes off baby” I whisper and she bites her lip and lift her sweater and I groan as I watch her pull it off. Her see through black sheer bra, her nipples hard and mouth watering.
“God damn, faster princess” I say as I reach to her pants unbuttoning them as she reaches behind herself and unclasps her bra.
“Youre gonna need to be quiet” I tell her and she nods as she moves off me to remove her pants and her panties.
That’s one thing I would miss about the seclusion of the cabin. Us fucking hard and so damn loud that sometimes I believed that we could be heard no just here at the house but all the way down the fucking mountain.
“Bring it here princess” I say as she straddles me again and she bites her lip and moans my name before she’s even moved up to sit on my face.
“Bring that pussy to me” I say as she lowers herself and I groan at the exhale of her breath and the way she curses quietly as my tongue licks between her pussy lips and she grabs the head board.
“Asher” she moans quietly.
I groan as her pussy already starts to soak my mouth and my facial hair , groaning into her as she rocks her hips and presses her perfect pussy to my mouth and tongue as I lick and suck at her.
It’s the first time I’ve had her pussy on my face in this house knowing I’m the only who gets to taste it. The first time I get to make her cum in this bed not having to think about sharing her with three others, or wondering whose bed she’ll end up in next. I truly didn’t mind sharing her with my brothers and father. I was happy that she was happy. And it was hot as fuck sometimes , I’d liked it and also hated it. But fuck , now that she’s been mine for months , I don’t think I could ever survive having to share her ever again with them. I was a fiend for the pussy that was now cumming on my tongue within minutes.
Groaning I suck hard on her pussy as she makes my favorite fucking mess all over my face while letting out a little shriek as she fights the screams that she hasn’t had to hold in for months.
“Let’s fuck one last time on this bed princess” I say and she whimpers and nods as she moves down and starts to work my pants as I remove my shirt.
“Youre gonna ride me Ari” I groan. “Because we both know you’re not gonna be quiet enough with the way I wanna fuck you right now”
She bites her lip and smiles down at me as she reaches down and grabs my cock and sinks down.
“YOU are gonna have trouble being quiet from the way I’m about to fuck YOU Asher” she promises and I grin and nod.
“I believe it” I say and both of us let out the same fucking moans that we do each time I slide inside of her. As if it the first fucking time we’re feeling each other.
“Fuck” I groan and grab her hips.
“My girl has the best pussy” I say and she whimpers.
“Don’t talk” she whimpers and bites her lip. And I chuckle because I know the more I talk to her the harder it’ll be for her to control the filthy curses and loud screams.
“Fuck me princess” I say grabbing her ass and she lets out a soft cry. Her hands planted on my chest as she curses quietly moving up and down on my cock.
“Fuck your man” I say and give her ass a slap and she squeaks and goes faster.
“Asher” she moans , her voice a little plea and a warning that she’s about to lose her will to stay quiet.
“They already know you’re mine, go on…fuck this cock like you need to princess”