EroticReverie

Asher

I dont make a mess of Ari, but I do cum for her, letting her shift off my lap back into her seat and bend over and suck me into her mouth and down her throat. 

We  make her hair appointment for tomorrow, we visit a few shops, but a few things, we have lunch and then buy our new mattress.

Once I've got it secure on the back of the truck, a new box spring and mattress, king size, for my princess, we go back to the house. 

I call on West in the garage working on a bike to help me bring the boxspring and mattress up. Cade's head pops up from behind the front of the truck and the popped hood he's working on across the drive. 

He gives me a single jut of his chin, and shit, the fucker IS huge, and im not sure how he was able to get that much fucking muscle in just the matter of months. I jut my chin back at him. We'd yet to speak, because I wasn't sure if he wanted to. When Ari hops out of the other side of the truck, I see the way his eyes go to her, the way they change, and I know my little brother is still in love with her. 

I walk over to him as West talks to Ari who is putting a few of his tools back. 

"Hey" I say to Cade, his eyes leaving her and looking at me. 

"Hey, glad you're back" he says. and I cock a brow.

"I am." he says. 

I nod. "thank you" I say and he shrugs and then leans back under the hood. 

I sigh.

"I don't....I don't know what to fucking say man." I say.

"bout what?" he says, jerking his arm as works on the car.

"You know what about." I say and he pauses and then stands up again. I watch his eyes go over my shoulder, Ari laughing , making my head turn as West makes her laugh with something said. I look back to him , his eyes are still on her.

"Nothin TO say" Cade says. "She made her choice, right? It is what it is." he says and I lift myhand rubbing the back of my neck.

"It wasnt an easy choice for her." I say, which was the truth.

Cade lets out a humorless laugh.

"Right." he says.

"Don't fucking do this." I say quietly. 

"do what?" Cade says with a shrug. 

"I'm happy for you." he says. "Truly. Am I still pissed, still hurt? Yeah. But what the fuck does it matter?" he says.

"It matters, you know it does, and it matters to her more than you fucking can even know" I say angrily. 

"You think you're the only one that got hurt? You think you're the only one still dealing with their fuckin feelings? Do you wanna know how many times she's cried about it since then? Would that make you fuckin feel better?" I say , staring him down angrily. He had no fucking idea how much Ari beats herself up over it.

"Sounded like she's feeling just fine bout her choice earlier" he says and I take a deep breath. Cause maybe it was a dick move for both of us to fuck the second we got alone in the house. But what did they expect, that we wouldnt have sex still?

"I'm not going to apologize for having sex with my own girlfriend." I say and he huffs.

"Had to make sure we knew she was yours though , didnt you? As if her making the choice and you two fucking off to the cabin the rest of winter didnt already show us she was yours, you had to come back here and fuck her for us to hear to make sure we fucking knew , right?" he says angrily and my jaw clenches. 

"no, but maybe you needed to fucking hear it, cause clearly the choice she made and the two months of me and her away together, wasnt enough for you with the way you're still fucking looking at her" I aruge and his nostrils flare.

"You gonna tell me how I should look at her?" He lets out a sarcastic laugh. "fuck off Asher. Seriously, just fuck off." he says and I look over my shoulder, Ari is looking at me, her head cocked slightly, her brows worrying.

I turn back to Cade.

"You can be pissed at me, take it out on me all you want....but you better not fucking be a fucking asshole to her." I warn him and he scoffs.

"She still fucking cries about it. Still worries about all of you. Still fucking hates HERSELF for descions we ALL made. She punishes herself enough for how she feels about it, I wont have anyone else piling her up with their fucking bullshit." I say and Cade looks at me and then over my shoulder and I hear her sneakers cruching on the gravel.

"hey, everything okay?" her voice is careful.

I watch Cade turn on a neutral face and he gives her a nod.

"yeah, how was going into town?" Cade smiles casually at her and she looks between us. 

It's actually fucking impressive how he turns it off for her, his anger. Impressive and fucking lucky, cause I'm not sure that I wouldnt punch him square in the jaw if he made her feel like shit. 

"it was good...made a hair appointment." she says and Cade smiles and nods. 

"Yeah? Touching up the blue?" he asks and she smiles and shrugs. 

"Not sure yet." she says and I look between them.

"Probably should do something new though right?" Cade asks. She tilts her head.

"I should?" she asks. 

He nods. "Yeah, it's spring, time for changes and all that." he says and I watch him turn, and I hear the sharp intake of breath from Ari as we both see it at the same time. 

The tattoo he'd gotten , with her name on it. Across from the one he'd gotten for her mother when she passed. The skin over Ari's tattoo was raised, and blurred, and looking like a fresh session for removal had just been done on it recently. 

I turn my head slightly, Ari's lip quivering. I wince as tears pool in her eyes.

"Yeah, right" her voice quivers and she turns, wrapping her arms around herself. 

I sigh, and dont wait for Cade to turn around, he'd purposely showed us the tattoo. Maybe it was more showing me than her that he was making his own changes. I couldnt fault him for wanting to remove the tattoo he'd gotten for her. Would I get rid of mine if it was him in my spot? No. But it was his fucking tattoo, not mine. 

I follow Ari into the house, and hear the bathroom door shut downstairs and go to turn the door knob, and it's locked.

"Ari, open the door" I say gently and I listen to her stifle a sob. 

"Baby, open the door" I say, turning the knob again.

"Baby please" I say, my voice filled with agony of having to listen to her choke back tears alone behing the bathroom door. 

"I dont know why i'm crying" she blubbers.

"Baby, open the door" I say again and she does, the lock clicking and I push it open slowly as she stares up at me. 

"I dont know why i'm upset " she shakes her head. 

"Shhh" I hush her and pull her into me. 

"It's okay" I whisper to her , stroking her hair as she cries against my chest, her arms wrapping around me. 

"I mean.." she sniffles. " He SHOULD get it removed....I just...I don't know why I'm crying" 

I keep stroking her hair and kiss the top of her head again and then back her up and lift her onto the sink and cup her face in my hands and I swipe her tears with my thumbs a frown slightly.

"It's alright that the sight of it being removed hurts." I tell her. "I get it." 

She shakes her head. "I shouldnt fucking being crying over it" she says and I kiss her forehead.

"You already feel the guiltiest over Cade...so seeing him removing the tattoo....it makes sense that it'd make you cry." I say and she rolls her eyes as she cries.

"You should be mad i'm crying and you're here telling me it's fine" she says as more tears falls.

"Why the fuck should I be mad? Mad that you have fuckin feelings? Mad that you dont have it figured out on how to deal with this when none of us do either? Why the fuck should I be mad when I've got everything I've ever wanted?" I ask. 

She cries harder. "Stop it" 

I let out a slight laugh. "Stop what?  Fuckin loving you?" 

She grabs me and pulls me to her, burying her face in my neck and wrapping her arms around my neck. 

"I love you" she chokes out the words.

"And I love you too crazy" I say teasing her and she shoves at my chest, but then pulls me right back in making us both laugh a little. 

"Just....seeing it ....makes me feel bad....that i hurt him that bad that he feels the need to remove it." she sys, swiping her own tears, sniffling and I reach over grabbing the tissues on the end of the counter.

"I'm sorry that it hurts you seeing it...or makes you feel bad baby.." I say and she looks at me.

"but, I have a feeling he's already done all he's able to , to move on, and I dont think he has....and now hes doing whatever else he can" I say honestly.

"He's not over it yet." I say, the look in his eyes when he was watching her playing in my mind.

"he will be...eventually we all will be past it...but i'm done with you punishing yoursef alright ? You've done enough of that shit." I say and she just nods even though we both know she'll continue to. 

"Would it make you feel better if I got your name tattooed on my dick?" I say and lets out a blubbering laugh. 

"No" she says and looks up at me with watery eyes. 

I smile at her, leaning down and nudging her noses with mine.

"You sure princess? Cause ill cover the rest of every available inch of my skin with tattoos for you" I tell her and she sighs, shaking her head.

"you would too...you psycho" she says and I chuckle.

"Damn right I would...know why?" I say and lifting her chin.

"Because you'll do anything for me." she says and I smile and give her a little nod. 

"That's right" I say. "Anything ...for my everything"