Callie - One Week Later
The fact that Cassian thought I would want him to stop his relationships with the other girls was surprising. What was even more surprising was that he would have actually done it had it been when I truly wanted. I didnt doubt his sincerity when he told me that he would if it made me unhappy for him to still share the connections he had with the other girls. Call me crazy I guess, but I didn't want anything to change in that regard. And as far as him and whether or not he wanted to continue having me serve his guests as well, I left that entirely up to him. We decided on a "when the mood strikes" him agreement. Currently, he couldnt foresee himself sharing me again just yet. Admitting that he selfishly wants me all to himself, and doesnt want anyone elses hands or eyes on my naked body. Which was completely fine with me, cause I sorta like the "Selfish" side of him. The possessive and while I wouldnt say it out loud, jealous side of him. I didnt want or need anyone elses hands or eyes on me anyways. Sure, I got a thrill and excitement out of Cassian odering me as his submissive to serve other men. It was hot as fuck, because it was for HIM. But I could take or leave that aspect. It didnt matter to me.
Tonight, was a dinner, with all of the girls. Cassian had his chef come and cook all of the girls favorite. He's been here all day and it's god damn adorable that he's having seven different meals prepared. He's standing in the kitchen looking at the platters and I grab his arm.
"The girls are all here" I tell him and he looks...nervous.
Even though I told him I wanted nothing to change, in ways, things already had. He was spending less time with the other girls, had been ever since he moved me in a few weeks ago. So, tonight was going to be him addressing that, as was as "formely" announcing that I was his girlfriend now, even though Im pretty sure all the girls knew that already. He was basically letting them know that there would continue to be less time for each of them. That he still wanted each of them to continue their relationship with him, but would understand if they chose not to continue it. The poor man is sweating bullets and it only makes me love him more. How much he cares about not just my feelings, but theirs too.
"Cass..." I say and he looks over all the dishes again and then to me.
"yeah?" he says and swallows.
I smile at him and take his hand.
"It'll be okay." I say and he exhales and nods and lets me pull him out of the kitchen and into the dining room.
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I watch him greet the girls, kissing each of them on the mouth, pulling out their chairs at the table and then pulls out mine next to his at the head of the table.
I hold his hand under the table and give a squeeze. He looks at me and I just smile and nod at him. Leaning over I place a reassuring kiss on his lips.
He looks to the girls.
"I'd like to first say...thank you all for coming." he says. So formal. God, he was so fucking nervous. He's every girl in this room on their fucking knees begging for him, submitting to serve him, and he was so adorably fucking scared shitless that they would choose to not continue their relationship with him.
Lisa the kitchen maid beging bringing out the plates, already knowing which girl eeach dish goes to. I watch Esme "Emerald" smile when a fat grilled cheese sandwich platter is set in front of her. Like I said, she was the golden retriver of the group, so fucking adorable and simple. Kimmy "Jade" smiles to when a ridiculously slathered stack of ribs is set down in front of her.
"I....I had my chef prepare your favorite meals." Cassian says and each set of eyes looks at him with the same adoration that I do. The rest of the meals are brought out as he speaks.
"I know you all are already aware....but I want to ...announce it officially...that Callie and I ...we're dating." he says.
Esme beams at me and god she's so god damn cute. I smile back as she nod attentively to every word that Cassian speaks.
"Go on...and eat...we can...talk as we eat...."he says. Esme wiggles in her seat and is the first to take a bite of her food. The other girls doing the same.
Tavius is at the other end of the table, and he's eating steak like me and Cassian, with potatoes. He's part of the discussion tonight, as it will also affect him. Cassian has already talked to him in private about him possibly taking more of a role with the girls if they agree to it. "Dual Doms" if you will.
"Callie and I....we're living together...she's living here permanently. And we've discussed it...and she wants me to still continue my dom and sub relationships with all of you." he says and a collective sigh of relief goes around the table.
"Jesus" Tatiana says, grabbing her wine glass and taking a large sip. "couldve let us known that BEFORE you called us all to dinner ...had us all clutching our pearls all week Cassian." she says taking another sip and few of the girls nod, but there's laughter and less tension, and while Cassian vibily pinkens in his cheeks, his posture relaxes and he takes a deep breath.
"We all thought we were coming here to get dumped." Esme says with her smaller voice and a sigh. "Im so glad im not getting dumped." she says.
"Nobody is getting dumped." I say and smile at her.
Everyone is here tonight, not as his submissive, just as themselves. So their personalities all come through more, they're more outspoken, lots of eye rolls around the tables and loud laughter as the talking continues. I look to Cassian, watching him watch the girls, and I know I could never take this from him, not even if I wanted to.
After we've all eaten we get back to the reason he called them all here.
Now he's more firm, a bit of his dom side showing through. Not to make them change into sub mode, but just so they know that there's no room for debate for what he's about to say.
"It's not fair to ask all of you to submit to only me anymore at the point...I will continue to carry on our relationships for as long as you wish, but I wont ask you to let me be the only dom to you." he says a few girls nodding.
"I dont want another dom" Esme chirps and a few girls shake their heads.
"Me either." Adds Desiree and Askira.
The others pipe in as well, all agreeing. Cassian never asked them to not sleep with other people, but he did ask that one thing of them, that they wouldnt commit to only HIM as their dom, to give only HIM their complete submission.
"Well...before you agree to it.." Cassian continues.
"I'm sure you've already realized, I'm not making as much time for each of you as I once was...and I know you're not all getting what you need from me right now. I wish there was more time in a day." he says.
Desiree giggles. "So you could spend more time with Callie?" she teases and Cassian sends her a little look of warning. She's just being playful and she bites her lips and together.
"Sorry" she says and then clears her throat and Cassian sighs.
"Callie would let me spend as much time with each of you as I wanted....its not her making the call....it's me....and I need to spend a fair share of my time with her right now...I want to...for me. I know that's selfish of me.." he says.
Diana raises her hand and Cassian nods at her.
"You do realize that we want YOU to be happy to right?" Diana "Citirine" says. "That we all respect you and love you the way that you do us?" she asks.
"Well...yes , of course" Cassian says.
"Then take all the time you need. We choose to stay." She says.
"And when the times comes, or we're not happy with the arrangement anymore, or not getting enough of what we need..then we go. It's that simple." She says waving a hand through the air.
I can see maybe not everyone agrees with her one hundred percent. But she keeps speaking.
"Youve been nothing but absolute perfection Cassian. We all love you, fuck...we're probably IN love with you for how well you treat us, but we wouldnt admit it to you, because we know its not on the table for us, never has been. And we're all adults, and we made the choice to spend our time with you anyways ,when we could. You've made every woman at the table better by letting us know you and serve you. We most likely wont be your submissives forever...we'll move on when we find what you have with Callie. That's always been the plan, hasnt it? " she looks around the table.
"So anyone who is going to guilt them into wanting to spend time together, or pout your pussy lips over it, may I politely say...go fuck yourself and get over it." she says and my mouth drops.
"Diana" Cassian says.
"I'm not done" she says looking at him.
"You are quite done." He says.
"Wow." Esme breathes. She starts a slow clap for Diana that nobody joins in on.
I lean over, lowering her hands in her lap. God bless her precious soul.
I did have to say though, I think Diana might have just jumped up a few spots in my secret ranking of the girls I favored most. I liked all of them, the list constantly got jumped around in my heard.
"While I appreciate your....very vulgar defense for our relationship....that was uncalled for." Cassian says.
Diana shrugs. "good thing we were called her as guests and not your submissves then...master." Diana blinks and cocks her head. Oooooo. This was so good.
I look back and forth between her and Cassian.
"Care to change the rules for tonight ....citrine?" he asks licking his teeth
"Nope" she pops the p and smiles sweetly. "Tonight I'm dirty fucking Diana"
Cassians nostrils flare and I know he's itching to bend her over and slap her ass.
"Diana is right" Desiree says and I catch her eye and she winks.
"Cassian deserves to be happy. So does Callie. We can all leave when the way things are going no longer suit us...but for now I think we can all agree that we're not ready to leave the arrangement we have with you." she says to the girls and Cassian.
Cassian nods. "Thank you Desiree."
"Pout your pussy lips" Deisree chuckles and looks at Diana. "that was good one"
cassian grumbles and rubs a hand over his face as the two of them and some of the others laugh.
When the laughter settles back down Cassian tells them that Tavius is interested in also becoming a sort of second dom to them. They all know him and trust him , because he's been I guess "apprenticing" as a Dom for Cassian now for a while and the girls agree to start also scheduling sessions with him as well. Their safe words will remain the same with Tavius as they are with Cassian. Their given names.
Everyone seems to be pleased and full of food and we all sit around talking, and eating dessert shortly after. When Esme requests for more rainbow sprinkles on the small sundaes that were made I about die and fucking moan as I look at her big blue eyes look up at the kitchen maid. Who nods politely.
"Of course" she answers Esme.
I lean over and turn my head so the girls can't read my lips.
"Esme...is killing me...please...please...I want to watch you with her tonight" I whisper and Cassian about chokes on his coffee.
He turns his head to me with a questioning look as if asking if I'm serious and I nod.
"Please?" I whisper.