Kate Carter
I'm tipsy off free wine samples, and wine slushies as I stand there with Colson in the back of the crowd that's watching a local band perform cover songs of 80's rock and rock ballads. It's dusk and the people with kids have mostly gone home, or are still in the other half of the festival where they are a few rides and games set up.
I sway back and forth slightly on my feet with my arms lifted up, hands clasped behind his neck, as he holds my waist and dances with me as I smile up at him. He's so handsome it hurts to look at him sometimes. It's been four months with him, and everytime I look at him want to kiss his handsome face right off. He makes life good, makes it better, makes me happy, and makes me love him more and more every sincle second, of every day, and I can't believe he's mine, can't believe he puts up with me, especially when the spoiled brat in me sometimes comes out. Nobody looks at me the way he does, and I hate to think of the heart break I'd have to endure if this man was ever not a part of my life. And no, that's not just the alcohol talking.
I never thought when I came here, that I'd be barefoot in the grass, wearing a five dollar dress from the thrift store, drunk off cheap wine and helplessly in love with a man that I'd met the very day of being here. The man i'd accidentally peeped on through his window while he was naked. Oops. And I never thought this kind of life, one in a small town, could have me content, but I was more than content. I was happier than I've ever been, and my parents little stunt of sending me here, was a blessing I'll have to thank them for, but i'm not ready to admit to them they were right, or that their lack of faith in me gave me the best man I've ever met, all mine.
I pull him down and kiss him, knowing I probably taste like grapes and berries, and he tastes like cheap beer. But my tongue loves every flavor of his mouth, even his morning breath. Gross, yes, but that's how crazy in love I was with the dark haired, brown eyed, six foot five , buff lumberjack looking man that feel right into my lap the day I got here.
"I know I'm a little drunk" I say as I pull my mouth from his, and he smiles.
"Just a little bit huh?" he asks teasing and I narrow my eyes at him and he laughs and lifts his hand and brushes my hair that has fallen out more throughout the day as he smiles.
"I'm in love with you." I say the words, the words that were heavy on my tongue for so long. I let out a breath as his hand stops pushing the loose hair back.
"You don't have to say it back or anything I ju-"
"I've been in love with you Kate." he says before I go on.
"It was on sight babe" he says and then takes his hands in my face and mine slide down his chest as I look up at him.
"I love you" I say it again and he smiles.
"I love you too." he says and then kisses me again, and again, and again, soft sweet kisses, each of them perfect and toe curling and making me weak in my knees. Okay, maybe that also the wine, but the man could kiss. Whether it was the short and sweet ones, or the down right filthy ones, his mouth melted me every single time.
"forever Kate" he adds after his several small kisses on my mouth.
"I'm going to love you forever babe" he says and then kisses me again.
I nod and he smiles against my mouth, his nose brushing mine and his lips moving over mine as he kisses me again.
"Forever" I agree and he nods back.
"yeah babe, you and me...we're forever"
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We leave the festival, walking block after block back to our apartments, stopping to steal kisses along the way, and we go to his apartment instead of mine, which is where we spend most of our nights. It's better furnished and his bed is a million times better. But it smells like him, that's why I like it.
The second we close his apartment door, we're shedding clothes, with our mouths fused the entire time, our hands grabbing at one anothers clothes, only when his shirt comes off do our mouths leave one another.
He groans, as he kicks of his boots with his feet and pushes his pants down, stepping out of those and then reaching down, making me laugh as he removes his socks while still kissing me. My hands on his face, following his mouth as he leans down, so we don't stop kissing, panting and then when his other sock is off he wraps his one arm around my waist and lifts me right off the floor, my legs going around him and my arms around his neck as he walks without holding me, through the small hall to the kitchen, reaching ontop the fridge he grabs one of the boxes of condoms we just bought and I take it, reaching back up and putting it back on the fridge.
He groans and I only moan into his mouth.
"You're not making love to me with a condom on Colson" I breathe and he doesn't argue, and carries me to the bedroom. Yes we've made love before, but never with the confession of it spoken outloud.
He leans over, laying me down and I spread my legs and he rests between them as he kisses me, then starts to touch me, everywhere, kissing me , everywhere, his mouth and hands all over my body as I writhe desperately, wanting to beg, but also wanting him the torture, the build of him taking his time.
He whispers more I love you's on my skin , with each new part of my body that he covers with tender kisses that make my heart fucking heart for how sweet they are.
From my head to my toes, he covers every part of me with his kiss and then spreads my legs and kisses me where the affect of all his other kisses and touches has drenched me and left me needy and aching.
"Colson" I moan his name as my hands slip into his hair and his tongue draws slowly from my pussy to my clit and then back down, then another slow lap back up and down before he settles to work on my clit.
"baby" I moan and he groans as he licks me slowly and then slides his hands to my sides, grabbing my waist as he pushes his tongue more firmly over my clit with each stroke.
My chest lifts, my head pushing back into the bed and my hips roll in wave as I breathe harder, panting as I move my clit on his tongue, griding his mouth against me and my hands going to his at my hips. He groans, sliding his hands up my sides and my hands fall back to his hair as his slides up over my breasts.
"baby" I moan again as my legs lift and I put them over his shoulders as his tongue drags down and licks inside of me, then back up, then back down and inside me then back to my clit where he licks me slowly again, gently sucking now along with his talented tongue and I let out a crazy as his hands gently grope and squeeze at my breasts, and move over them , the flesh of his palm rubbing over my nipples, his hands sliding back down and under them, his thumbs and pointers gently rolling my nipples in his fingers as he also pays his focus to my clit.
"so...good" I breathe, with a slight whimper. I could never understand how he always made sex feel so damn good, but now, it was better, it was everything and it was all because of him.
"I love you" I almost cry as he makes love to me with his tongue, stroking my clit so fucking gently with his tongue, making me desperate and needy for the orgasm that he crafted with his skilled tongue and hands.
He groans and sucks my clit lightly and my hips push into the bed, and then up as I cum , I squirm, his hands sliding quickly to my waist, grabbing me, holding me in place as he keeps sucking me as gently as he can without losing control of my clit with his mouth as I buck my hips, or try to as he holds them down.
I cry out out his name as I cum harder than ever and then he's licking me again, licking at my pussy, and the ache inside of me for him is stronger than ever as my hips tremble, my legs shaking as I whimper and he tongues me deep, licking inside of my pussy, and groaning as he tastes all of the proof of his hard work and then slides his tongue out and kisses up my shivering body and kisses my breasts, one then the other, he sucks them gently, his eyes on mine as I slide my hands into his hair and pull his mouth from my chest to my face and he kisses me.
"I love you" I pant into his mouth, my hands fucking shaking, everything shaking, because I dont know how to control anything i'm feeling right now.
"I love you too Kate" he says, and then reaches down with one hand, grabs my leg lifting , then reaches for the other, my legs are pushed back towards me, his hands slipping under my back and scooping up the back of my head, as I reach down, doing the rest, he smiles at me, kisses me sweetly and I wrap my hand around his cock and then line him up.
"I've been dying for this Kate" he says and I nod.
"Me too" I whisper back , my breath still shaking and he kisses me.
"Tell me I get to make love to you for the rest of my life Kate" he whispers.
"yes" I breathe. "forever" I moan as he nudges against me.
He kisses me and then brings his mouth to my ear.
"I want to cum inside you tonight Kate" he says and I bite my lip, nodding.
"I want to cum inside you every night" he whispers, and kisses below my ear.
"yes" I moan and he groans.
"my cum belongs inside you Kate" he says and nudges again and I whimper.
"it belongs inside me" I repeat. "I want it inside me Colson...everything...I want all of you inside me"